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[26 Mar 2005|09:37am] |
It's almost Summer time. YAY!
I think I'm going to leave livejournal for a while. I need to start doing other things besides sitting infront of my computer eating tato chips. I've felt like shit for a while now, and the feeling only comes when I'm at home. I used to do things that made me feel accomplished and now I just sit there being lazy. It's really killing me. I always start out putting meaningless things in my livejournal, and then something happens and I start putting really personal things in it, and I feel strange later. I hope that all made sense, haha.
lala.
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[07 Mar 2005|09:53pm] |
I've been dreaming a lot lately. I wake up after a dream that was so vivid I can actually see it in my head, and then when I fall asleep again I forget all about it. I'm sad that I can't remember dreams that I know were wonderful. oh well. I'm going to start writing them down the second I wake up, so I don't forget.
We started Frankenstein in english today. If I can get past the beginning, I know I'll be ok. I've tried to read that book three times, and I can never get past those letters. Ack. I hope everything goes ok with the Ashlee simpson concert (you shut up) on Thursday. Darrell hasn't been able to get up with Ricky so we can use his debit card to order the tickets. Ricky said he was going to order them at school time tomorrow. If I can go to this concert, I'll never whine or complain about anything ever again. God can screw me over as many times as he wants, if I can just go to this. PleasePleasePlease.
Things that are annoying me so much right now:
1.Not being sure about Ashlee simpson
2.people being stupid about everything.
3.my belly hurts from cheese sticks. ew.
4.the fact that I can't go to a single LiveJournal community without seeing 9089383483 icons with pictures of someone's mouth with a razor blade sticking out of it, or cherries running over someones mouth. It literally makes me want to throw up every time I see an icon like this. These icons should be banned. bleh.
I'd set your heart on fire but arson is no way
to make a love burn brighter.
(When you saw me, on that first day
said I'd blossom under your care).
so I sold off my heart to see how this would end,
now I can't move an inch for fear it will begin.
(Wrap me up tight inside your wing
Is it safe now, is it safe to breathe?)
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[19 Feb 2005|12:48pm] |
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Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band:
The White Stripes
Are you male or female:
Girl, you have no faith in medicine.
Describe yourself:
I just don't know what to do with myself.
How do some people feel about you:
We are going to be friends.
How do you feel about yourself:
There's no home for you here.
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:
The same boy you've always known.
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend (or ideal):
It's true that we love one another.
Describe where you want to be:
In the cold, cold night.
Describe what you want to be:
A boy's best friend.
Describe how you live:
Stop breaking down.
Describe how you love:
offend in every way.
Share a few words of wisdom
The big three killed my baby.
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[10 Feb 2005|05:50am] |
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Nobody's going to do it, But I think it would be fun anyway. If you do it, I'll fill yours out, I swear.
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Vould you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
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[08 Feb 2005|08:53pm] |
I'm so mad at Brianna Davis.
Her.voice.is.goddamn.amazing.
why did she have to screw it up with that stupid song? Because she's an IDIOT!
god. im so mad. American Idol, I'm losing interest in you really fast.
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(5 take a deep breath 'cause we just started)
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[08 Feb 2005|05:41am] |
India sounds good to me right now. I think it would smell like pepper and season salt.
If nothing else, I've learned that anything that makes me happy will make me want to crawl away into forgetfulness in a very short time. Smiling through the dust in your driveway I saved us for the last time. I regret how I've been to everyone. I would have been more helpful, if I had known that this felt like something was being ripped out of me, without my knowing anything about it. I guess that this lovely torn open gap is exactly what I deserve. Erase this completely from me.
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[29 Jan 2005|07:41am] |
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Why am I awake at 7:30 in the morning on Saturday? Because I fell asleep at about 9 something last night. I'm the biggest loser alive. I just wasted so much time.
Sweethearts Valentine's candy things are so good. Even if Valentine's day is stupid, it still has good candy.
I think today is going to suck a lot. Everything is going to freeze and I won't be able to go anywhere. If it doesn't get all gross outside, someone should go watch Hide and Seek with me.
Help me not be so serious about this.
I really hate how I've been breaking up my lj entries lately. It looks really bad. Three sections with like two sentences in them, isn't necessary. blah.
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