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05 August 2010 @ 10:16 pm
Ah yes, /YEARN. ♥  
Finished, "The Last Song" By Nicholas Sparks today. Went through it fairly quickly, it definitely captured me. Think it's cause I'm into that romantic crap. I ate it all up though, it made me want a sexy southern boyfriend. Jeez, /sigh. Oh how I yearn for that.

Now bored. 10 pm, typing into this box with nothing to say really cause I'm tired. Running on autopilot, but I felt the need to express my appreciation for "The Last Song." Also, I wonder which book I will read next, that could possibly satisfy the yearning I'm left with after reading the last one lol. MORE LOVE DAMNIT, give it to me I say!

On a totally different note, I am in the process of finding work. Been a stay at home single mom (supported by my loving parents, I know I'm lame.. working on it.) ..been a stay at home single mom for too long now and I need to get off my ass and make something of myself, for my daughter.. and me, but I want to be a good mom. I want big things for us in the future, so I gotta work at it now. I'll be so glad once it's all situated and I get the ball rollin.

Anyway, I hope all is well for everyone. Go enjoy yourself :) I think I'll listen to some music before laying down for bed. Night night. (: ♥
 
 
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BreAnne: Key on Bookvirginmarylush on August 6th, 2010 11:51 pm (UTC)
Have you read others by the same author. I would imagine that would be the best place to start!

I'm really psyched to hear about your job search! What types of jobs are you focusing on? I can't imagine how complicated it becomes with a little one's care to think about too. I wish you tons of luck!!
Amy_spazzygirl on August 7th, 2010 04:30 am (UTC)
I intend on harassing gamestop until they give me a job. Being that I'm a gamer, and have played games since I can remember, and have owned every console there is.. AND have PC skillz as well, I feel I would enjoy working at a game store, selling WoW cards and vidya games would def be ideal :D So I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

How are you doin woman?
BreAnne: Heart Flowersvirginmarylush on August 8th, 2010 07:30 am (UTC)
That sounds like the perfect job for you. :) Store discount ftw amirite? :P

I'm doing really good. Things with Randy are awesome as he finally got Skype and we're talking more often. He's coming to visit in September! :D Been losing weight and got myself into a steady temp gig that will likely go permanent. Things are good. :)

How's your little dumpling? Hehe.
Amy_spazzygirl on August 8th, 2010 03:28 pm (UTC)
Oh you know, shes good.. hyper and torturous sometimes lol but she's a doll and its fun. Thats awesome yall do skype, luckyyy, seems you got a really good relationship with him and yall are happy. :) I feel spent with yearning for it, so now give up.. but as you said, once I'm not lookin for it, eventually it will just happen. But I'm scared of failure with love, it hurts too much.

Anyway, good going girl, you are awesome, we still need to hang. I'm getting my license soon, and soon after a vehicle hopefully after I start gettin paid. I'll mob it up to see you. ♥ Anyhow, must run after the child now, ill talk to you soon.

p.s. Beer and romance novels = self torture, total dangerous combo lol. At least when you're single and heartbroken. BLAH.
BreAnnevirginmarylush on August 9th, 2010 04:44 pm (UTC)
Hehe, she's a really adorable little girl - I hope I told you that.

Skype is so awesome! I can't believe we'd been doing the LD thing for over 1.5 years before we got it! >.< It has its highs and lows, my dear, no mistake about that.

It's easy for someone to say to you "oh just wait and it will happen" especially when they're in a relationship themselves. I remember being single and really longing for the companionship, the comfort, and the romance. It sucks. :( Maybe once you get a job you can do eHarmony or something? It's just hard to randomly meet people anymore.

Haha, I wasn't sure if we were still on to hang out sometime! Let's see about me maybe coming down during the weekend this month? Let me know if you have thoughts on what you'd like to do!

Oh and btw, I find that even when taken, getting tipsy/drunk makes emotions much more volatile and so watching/reading sappy stuff can be a disaster in the making. :P
Amy_spazzygirl on October 22nd, 2010 11:46 pm (UTC)
can you please kidnap me and take me on a vacation somewhere? ANYWHERE?! lol girls night! i am miserable with boredom and loneliness. ): FAILURE I SAY.
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