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[02 Jan 2006|11:15pm] |
R.I.P _spasticated
Hello  tsubaki_
Comment to be added to my new journal.
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[02 Jan 2006|07:02am] |
2005 started great
and it ended horribly.
i`m probably the only one that actually had a bad year.
this would be my last and final entry in this journal.
it`s time to move on to a new journal
and to stop brooding over things now.
working on my new journal template now.
and deciding whether it should be friends-only or not.
don`t know.
i don`t like people now.
i hate crowds too.
i`m sensitive to light as well.
if i could suck blood, i`ll probably pass off as a vampire.
all i can say is,
FUCK 2005, THE MEOMORIES, THE PEOPLE, THE POINTLESS TEARS.
not that i see any future in 2006,
but i hope it`s better.
Oh yes, resolutions.
1. Ace every single subject. i`m planning to be a workaholic no lifer now.
2. Not fall in love. yeap.
3. Talking lesser, and working more. Enough of words.
Think it`s enough.
Okay, bye people.
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| rawr. |
[25 Dec 2005|11:45pm] |
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merry xmas.
had family gathering at my house.
loads of relative came over.
for once i was with such a huge group of people.
i been isolating myself lately from huge crowds
for some strange reason.
but i guess the spirit of christmas melts even the coldest of hearts.
it`s time to move on for me.
school`s starting and i`m ready to hit it on a high note.
love to talk but i`m planning to change journal.
most likely shifting to a new account
will only add those i know.
time to wipe this slate clean.
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| cheers. |
[25 Dec 2005|01:47am] |
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merry xmas.
i finally decided to stop waiting.
like a fool.
time to move on.
note to self-
never buy a dog that has 2 owners.
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| happy birthday. |
[19 Dec 2005|11:30pm] |
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to my best friend of six years,
happy birthday you asshole.
finally you`re 18.
hahahah.
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[15 Dec 2005|09:44pm] |
What does your handwriting say about YOU?
The results of your analysis say:
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are negative, fearful, resistant, doubtful, and/or selfish.
You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody!
You are self-confident and like to bring attention to yourself.
o.0 how true.
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| king kong. |
[15 Dec 2005|05:02pm] |
watched king kong today.
initially i wasn`t too interested because i always
felt king kong was stupid.
but hell, the director`s from LOTR.
blasphemy if i don`t watch. lol.
watched at my favorite cinema, the one at sun plaza.
why sun plaza?
because i get to pay 6.50 and then have the whole theater to myself.
hahahaha. sun plaza doesn`t really have a crowd.
but, unfortunately there was.
suprise suprise. theater was filled.
with kids and old ah peks.
there was this fucking kid that kept screaming
and screaming through out the whole movie.
i wanted to stab that fucking whore up.
because i didn`t pay to hear her scream
thru out the damn movie man.
3 fucking hours worth of screaming.
hell, how the hell she do it.
then the ah peks got restless because the movie was long
they started talking in the movie.
I CANNOT STAND PEOPLE WHO HAVE LONG CONVERSTATIONS WHILE WATCHING A MOVIE.
YOU CAN TALK ALITTLE, BUT NOT LIKE ON AND ON.
YOU WANNA TALK LONG, GO BUY THE VCD AND FUCK OFF.
i really hate singaporeans.
they spoilt king kong for me.
otherwise it would have been a really good movie.
go watch it peeps =D
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[12 Dec 2005|06:13am] |
if you really cared about me,
you would have at least called me.
and i wouldn`t turn it down.
but you didn`t and left me waiting.
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| uh docs. |
[12 Dec 2005|06:09am] |
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something`s wrong with me again.
i found myself breaking down and hating everything once again.
it`s that familar feeling once more.
that empty, meaningless feeling.
and i hope my brother recovers from his illness.
he`s sick for quite awhile.
hurts me to see him all fucked up like that.
anyway, i`m really really sick and tired of everything.
and i don`t know why.
and i`m stopping this entry now before it becomes
another one of my long winded pointless post
which everyone skips anyway.
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| TAEGUKI. |
[12 Dec 2005|01:14am] |
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watched the korean war movie, TAEGUKGI
or also known as BROTHERHOOD at vincent`s place today.
i watched it when it first screened at the theaters
and i loved it.
i cried like shit when i watched it.
god, it was that good.
the actors were excellent, the soundtrack was good.
hell, the director was also the same dude that did SHIRI.
all AI members know SHIRI is fantastic.
so anyway, we watched it since vincent never saw it before.
we as in, me,zq and vincent.
and i cried again when i watch this movie.
omfg, it`s so heartwrenching.
i`m becoming a puss now.
no, but honestly if you watch this and you don`t cry
then you`re pretty much a block of stone.
go rent, buy borrow it.
i swear it`s worth it.
i borrow it from zq and i`m gonna watch it again.
lol. omfg, i`m gonna become a korean junkie like my mum.
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| Luis Notes |
[09 Dec 2005|10:51pm] |
This is for all Class 1M Lasalle students.
Luis notes is avaliable for download at:
http://s4.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=230190QWAON2E0GH7FLQ6CYOP8
it be hosted for only 7 days, starting from today.
Please download it, and distribute to everyone in the class.
Note: You will need Winzip or any archiver programs to extract the files.
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| 2 things came by the letter box today. |
[07 Dec 2005|05:11am] |
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i finally got my semester results.
Drawing - Class II i
Visual Studies - Class III
Critical Studies - Class II i
Studio Practice - Class II i
Something`s wrong with my visual studies mark. it`s impossible i can get a class 3 for that!
i been doing well for mary`s lesson. like wtf lor.
and i was short of one more mark for my Studio Practice to be a class 1.
chaocheebye.
Art, cannot be graded. It`s sooo subjective to the person marking it.
If he/she hates it, he/she hates it. Unfortunate for you.
Well, the bottom line is that i didn`t fail any subjects.
So that`s okay.
Also, my paycheck came today.
i hate cpf. Deduct until so much, don`t need to buy ipod video already.
kanniabeichaocheebye.
Don`t tell me it`s good for my future.
I don`t need to buy a house at the moment and would appreciate if you give me the cut amount.
And why bother about the future when we can die any day?
Hell.
Right now, i am in perment lockdown mode.
I don`t feel like talking to anybody aside from zq or vincent.
i don`t want to see anybody, nor go out with anybody.
i`m sorry, don`t ask me out for soccer or outings.
i don`t know why.
I just need to get these all sorted out.
However i`m free to talk on the phone.
Just give me a ring.
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| the annoying season. |
[06 Dec 2005|04:13am] |
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watched Aeon Flux today with inez.
it`s dope stuff.
charlie theron is hot stuff.
go watch it people.
i heard the the exam results are out already,
and everyone should get them by post now.
i haven gotten mine yet, and i`m a little worried about that.
maybe i`ll get it tomorrow.
*cross fingers*
christmas is coming, but i don`t feel the spirit.
i hate all those stupid christmas songs being overplayed at malls and shops.
i hate all those stupid christmans decorations.
i hate that stupid christmas carlsberg advertisement.
i basically hate everything.
and stop poking into my life.
i mean it.
it`s annoying, and i don`t care whether you`re just being concern.
just stop asking.
i`ll tell when i feel like telling,
and i ain`t telling you nothing.
what`s it like to take things for granted
and then regret when shit happens?
what`s it like to feel that shit wouldn`t happen
because you have always been healthy, and it happens?
what`s it like to feel to accept that shit and then start moving in life?
and what`s it like to bite the dust, and know that that shit has taken you over?
you wouldn`t know the answer, otherwise you wouldn`t be here.
neither do i.
that`s probably why i can`t sleep at night.
what`s it like to worry about that shit acutally becomes real?
what`s it like to give up everything just for that shit?
what`s it like to die the same way that shit took a life of someone else you loved?
you probably would know, you probably lost a loved one.
but i have never felt that before.
and that`s probably why i can`t sleep at night.
what`s it like to feel empty inside,
feel baren and cold, yet burning with anger
with something you cannot understand and yet refuse to understand?
what`s it like waiting for someone
and then realized you`re gonna die anyway
and then start fading off slowly?
what`s it like?
i`ll never know, so i`ll never sleep.
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| The Phrase That Pays. |
[04 Dec 2005|06:53am] |
My eyes can't believe what they have seen.
In the corner of your room you've stockpiled millions of my memories.
Oh Doctor, Doctor, I must have gotten this sick somehow.
I'm going to ask you a series of questions,
And I want them answered on the spot, right now.
Is it serious?
I'm afraid it is.
Am I gonna die?
Well son, death is gonna catch up to all one day,
But yours is coming quicker then ours, then ours.
i love the academy is.
i want them to play at my funeral.
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| that`s all. |
[29 Nov 2005|11:57pm] |
my life revolves around silkroad online now.
i wake up at 4pm, and sleep at 7am everyday.
yay it`s unhealthy but who cares.
i just got diagnosed with something serious,
so i`m probably gonna die anyway.
better waste my life away now while i`m at it.
ps, don`t bother asking.
i`m not telling.
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| random. |
[26 Nov 2005|11:49pm] |
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it`s been ages since i updated.
went to sentosa today.
a horrible attempt to get a tan.
but like all previous attempts, it failed no thanks to the rain.
inez and isaac`s flying off to china today.
their flight`s at 1am.
sigh. i`m gonna be so bored now.
those 2 buggers.
YOU GUYS BETTER BUY ME SOMETHING FROM CHINA HOR. HAHAHA.
busy playing this online game call Silkroad Online.
http://www.silkroadonline.net
it`s free, and extremely addictive.
but the server`s always full so if u`re lucky u can play it.
i`m on the first server, Xian.
ah well, that`s all for today`s random entry.
oh wait.
i watched the goblet of fire a few days back,
and i hated cho chang and the whole movie.
if not for emma watson, i`ll fucking kill the director.
but i guess we can`t blame him for trying to squeeze 636pages worth
into 2hours and a half.
this movie should be made 4-5hours.
and i would glady sit thru it because HP:TGOF
is one of my fave books among the series.
ah well, i`m sure everyone`s slamming it
so i shall spare the details.
but, i love emma watson and i wish i was victor krum.
and fuck ron weasley.
how can a dork like him be with heromine.
gesububusususus.
end.
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| the xmas wishlist. |
[21 Nov 2005|03:34am] |
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Since Christmas it`s coming, it`s time to start compiling a wishlist.
if any of you wants to play santa and give dear old nic here a pressie,
read on. heh.
and oh yeah, i save a huge sliced of my mother`s cheese cake in teh fridge.
anybody gets me what i want shall have it. =\
nic`s xmas wish list
- 5th Gen Ipod aka Ipod Video
- Levis Square Cut Jeans
- Levis 501 High Cut Button Fly Jeans, 1st washed demin
- Comme De Garcon Tees
- Obey Tees
- Surrender Tees
- Vintage Tees
- 7mind Tote Bag
- People of Asia Slip-on Bag
- Nike Jedi Dunk
- Tommy Hilfiger Blazer
- Loreal Kerastase Shampoo, Conditioner, Hairmask
that`s all.
if you start saving now, i`m sure i`ll get it by christmas.
hahahahaha.
just realized my taste for things are getting relatively expensive these days.
i need my retail therapy.
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| cheese cakes. |
[19 Nov 2005|04:15am] |
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My mother`s cheese cakes are the best.
It cures any form of unhappiness.
if you try her cheese cake, you`ll swear off eating other cheese cakes.
that`s how good it is.
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| sicky and sucky. |
[19 Nov 2005|02:48am] |
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it`s a long day today.
entry today will be mindless and droning.
it will be for once, like a diary.
didn`t sleep well last night.
as a result, lack of sleep and had a killer headache.
younger brother woke me up so i could go down to sim lim square
with him to get his new computer.
something i promised him.
took the train down to sim lim with my brother
and went and got all the parts and stuff.
got the person to assemble for me because i wasn`t feeling to well.
when it was done, collected it and went to the taxi stand.
started to rain. then got heavily.
i never like taking cars because they give me motion sickness.
ironic because i never had problems with roller coasters and all,
only buses and cars.
traffic jam as soon as we hit the expressway all the way till braddell.
taxi was starting and stopping, halting every few seconds.
traffic condition was coming to a crawl
and i started getting even dizzy.
on top of that, i was running late.
suppose to meet isaac, von and nez for dinner at joquims today.
but the fucking traffic jam delayed me from getting home quick.
and it didn`t help by making me even more sick.
dude, i`m suppose to go for a buffet.
how to eat when i`m like super sick now.
finally had to cancel with him my meeting because of my condition.
hated the feeling because already wen jie pang seh us
and he`s been looking forward to this dinner for a long time.
also, promised nez that i would be there tomorrow.
rain or shine. can`t believe i actually said that.
and then back out of it.
sucky and all.
had a tiff with a friend today.
got ugly.
but nevermind.
my head`s spinning now.
and i`m hungry. shouldn`t have missed it.
nez told me they went nydc instead
and i`m like triple guilty now.
and i was supposed to treat isaac as well.
had to squeeze my dad`s arm to get my pay early
only to have today wasted.
gah i hate it. hate hate hate it.
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| once upon a time.. |
[18 Nov 2005|03:17am] |
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you know the my previous post?
the one with the match stick joke?
if you didn`t catch it, here it is once more:
There was once a matchstick who scratched its head.
Then it died.
*pauses, before bursting into a fit of laughter*
i say it`s as funny as shit when i first saw it.
i just kept on laughing and laughing like some mental retard.
But i was thinking,
wouldn`t it be funnier if i said:
There was once a matchstick who scratched its head.
Then it caught fire.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
*dies of laughter*
omg, i`m so bimbotic now.
wait, i`m himbotic now. hahahAHAHAHAHAHAHa.
hahahahahaha. mentally unsound.
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