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    Tuesday, December 11th, 2007
    7:27 pm
    BORED!!
    someone call me for the love of god and all that stuff.


    im bored as hell now that everyone is doing finals and stuff.
    Friday, December 7th, 2007
    6:24 pm
    Video games
    so i am reading this article online, and it is talking about video games and this 'watchdog group' that are doing something having to do with game sales and ratings and all that.

    but one thing that made me amused was this:
    "Walsh said fewer retailers, for example, are participating in efforts to educate their customers and employers about the video game ratings."

    that is entirely correct. and i for one dont see a problem with it.

    the thing is that nobody cares. if a kid walked into gamestop, and handed his mom a M rated game would she even flip it over and look?

    the ESRB rating group do a great job, and it is extreamly informative for parents who care. the problem is that parents dont like to care. they dont want to have to blame there childs poor upbringing on themselves, it was all 'the video games'. well guess what, you allowed it in your house. and if your kid bought the tv, gaming console, paid for power and board then hell, that kid deserves to have whatever game they can afford to buy.

    for more info on the article
    http://www.cnn.com/2007/TECH/12/04/videogames.reportcard.ap/index.html

    for more info on the group
    http://www.mediafamily.org
    Tuesday, December 4th, 2007
    1:08 am
    Politics...
    Remember, contrary to popular belief the race for president is not a popularity contest; it is to allow the people to decide what is best for the country. The people want someone who is willing to take a stand, and say what they believe. And even if that is an unpopular thing if they stand by there convictions then it will be something that the presidential candidates would be respected for.
    Wednesday, November 28th, 2007
    4:35 am
    Ramblings of me.
    The value of an opinion.


    ( Warning, its long )
    Saturday, November 24th, 2007
    4:09 pm
    A note of gratitude.
    I have been going through a really hard time and haven’t really thanked the people who have helped me. I would go through and start naming names but there are SOOO many and I am afraid that I would forget one and then I would feel really bad.

    Just know that I really do appreciate your help and support, I couldn’t have made it through this time in my life without the friends that I have.
    Monday, November 19th, 2007
    10:00 am
    On to the bandwagon!!
    Post a comment to this entry and I will...
    1. Tell you why I friended you.
    2. Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a color, a photo, etc.
    3. Tell you something I like about you.
    4. Tell you a memory I have of you.
    5. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
    6. Tell you my favorite user pic of yours.
    7. In return, you must post this in your LJ.


    May take a while to reply...
    Monday, November 12th, 2007
    3:44 am
    Tree Decorating!!
    Ok, so I am extremely poor, and I don’t want to beg for Christmas tree ornaments but would really like them so I have come to what may be a solution, or make me look like a real cheapskate but who am I trying to impress anyway….

    So the Sunday after thanksgiving from 2-5 we are having Cepheid thanksgiving at my house. And everyone likes to setup the tree right after thanksgiving (I used to sit up with my older sister and we would decorate it all night so we could enjoy it as much as we could before the ‘usual’ drama of the season happened)

    So at 5:30 I am going to start decorating my Christmas tree at my house, and all of my friends are invited to come and help. Also you can feel welcome to donate any shatterproof ornaments, as I have two cats. Also if someone wants to volunteer to donate a set of the LED Christmas lights so it can have some blinky color that would be nice, again I can’t use normal ones because of the two idiots.

    I plan on starting it at 5:30 however it may take longer than that to get the tree itself setup so who knows.

    So make plans to come and hang out at the Cepheid thanksgiving, and if you would like to stay after that is over you are welcome to help decorate a tree, or just chill and play xbox or whatever.
    Thursday, November 8th, 2007
    2:36 pm
    looking for a sign
    im looking for one of those mettal pin-up signs that sais 'dont play with fire' of the smokey the bear era.


    im not to intersted in what is around it as long as it says 'don't play with fire'

    thanks!
    Wednesday, November 7th, 2007
    6:35 pm
    as said by me...
    (6:33:22 PM) Me: blarg
    (6:34:06 PM) Him: Sup?
    (6:34:13 PM) Me: bored
    (6:34:15 PM) Me: lonely
    (6:34:24 PM) Me: argh, stupid emotions and stuff
    (6:34:33 PM) Me: im a man damnit, im not supposed to have this shit
    Tuesday, November 6th, 2007
    2:43 pm
    ConDFW
    YAY for reservations at the hotel for the con!!!

    im a sucker for a convention centered around relaxing at a bar.
    12:11 am
    phone list
    if anyone has a phone list for cepheid i would apreciate having it.

    thanks

    Current Music: Celldweller - So Sorry To Say (<3 to the celldweller)
    Tuesday, October 30th, 2007
    3:43 pm
    my place!!
    tonight i am poor, so rather than go to d-raid after the meeting i am going to my place where i am going to try and carve pumpkins (if i can find one) and play beautiful katamari!!

    everyone is welcome to come over and cut pumpkins or play 'roll up the peoples'
    Sunday, October 28th, 2007
    3:54 pm
    You know how they say…
    …that one day you wake up, and are suddenly different.

    I always called bull on that, that’s not how things work; until today.

    I have been in love with this girls for a few years, and with an advancing mental problem (recently diagnosed as bi-polar) things went from bad to worse. And eventually she did the smart thing, the same thing my mother did to my father; she left me.

    Needless to say I was devastated, and was fighting with Dr’s to get help with everyone worrying about lawsuits and everyone trying to point the finger at everyone else.

    I had told this girl that if she showed up in a mini skirt with a wedding ring I would say yes, until I woke up today.

    I really don’t know what triggered it (and tomorrow I may go back to exactly the way I was before) but today if I was asked I would say no (or so I think, when the pressure is on and she is in a mini skirt you mind may change)

    I think that the most I would be willing to commit to right now with that same person is to date for one month (possibly two depending on the one) and call it, like some reality tv show, heads or tails, sink or swim.

    And that feeling is fading in me as well, I am coasting to the point of no return, no acceleration, no brakes, simply at the speed of my life right now.

    I only hope that I don’t regret this in a few years, but who knows, I will probably have a whole new pile of crap to deal with then.
    3:04 pm
    i am looking for a motorola T720 phone with a working screen, the rest of mine works but i need that one to make it work again.

    untill i get one i am one with the unreachable
    Saturday, October 27th, 2007
    5:13 pm
    My place
    party at my place tonight, whee!!!

    so call people, and have them come and whatnot.
    Friday, October 26th, 2007
    10:50 pm
    heres to the night
    So, I finally went to sleep around 5 am today, I’m on a really weird sleep schedule.

    But around 7:30 I get a call from Jenn, my ex who I am totally not over and she said she wanted to talk, I say ok, and immediately pass out again. So she comes over wearing a wonderful mini-skirt (I’m a sucker for mini-skirts) and wakes me up again, said that she was ready to commit and hands me a wedding ring.

    Needless to say I am overjoyed. And rather than taking her and having wild wonderful sex with her, I simply take her and hold her close. We lay down with my arm wraped around her, the smell of her hair filling me and the exquisite joy of the situation overwhelming me.

    As I start to drift back to sleep I wake up.

    And find that the object I have my arm draped over was a pillow, in all its cotton glory. With no phone calls on the cell phone and no ring to show.

    Worst nightmare ever…
    1:40 am
    bi-polar, and rebounding
    its been a while since i updated, so here is what has happened.

    i went to a Dr, well several Dr's

    and after a few weeks of going to a Dr office 3 days a week they diagnosed me with bi-polar, gave me $400 worth of meds, and turned me loose; just after jenn left me.

    so, now im feeling better than ever now that i dont have to deal with the bi-polar simptoms anymore i am happier than ever, i simply wish that jenn was with me to share in my new happieness.

    but she isnt, and now she has been dumped by her rebound guy, and things are 200 kinds of fucked up with 'us' if there can be an us anymore.

    so anyway, i dont know what to do, who to turn to and it would be wonderfull if i had my own rebound girl to 'have fun with' to help to get over this woman who basicly just used me untill 'someone better came along'

    anyway....

    here i am, and there you are, and we are we
    Tuesday, September 25th, 2007
    9:23 am
    HALO 3 ROXORS!!
    so me and my roomate just finished playing though halo 3, it rocks.

    and the ending was good, its a good ending, you should see it.

    we burned through it in about 8 hours on heroic difficulty, we were able to go though it so fast because we have been playing alot of team matches on halo 2 on live and were able to support each other really well, and we ran the whole time.

    its probalby closer to a 20 hour game for a single person who is a casual gamer, and the replay value is extreamly high.

    with 4 player co-op over system link or xbox live along with all of the normal multiplayer extras it is going to be a game that will not soon leave my 360's DVD drive.

    and yay, I got the legendary edition so I have a really sweet helmet replica to have my halo games in.

    YAY Halo 3, and now yay sleep!
    Monday, September 24th, 2007
    1:16 am
    again with the packing!
    ok, i hate packing, and hate it some more, and then again extra on any day ending in y.


    but i guess in the long run what has happened the last 6 months is a good thing, and i have figured some things out and alot of good has hopefully come of it.

    at least i finally got some zoloft out of it....

    so i am planning on moving back to CS this upcoming weekend, the exact day hasent been set just yet, but it will probably be friday or saturday.

    im still not 100% certian how i am going to pay for everything but hopefully everything will work out, i just need to survive untill i get paid from my job :(

    anyway, life goes on, and my contacts hurt, so i am off to take them out.
    Sunday, September 16th, 2007
    6:57 pm
    and then i changed my mind...
    so, after being in lufkin for about a month, getting on medication, and not having any job opportunities in lufkin; i am planning on moving back to College Station.

    so, now i need to borrow the money to move back with, about $1200 in total.

    so if i can borrow $100 from 10 people then i can move back, pick back up my job, and then pay everyone back.

    and then, i will be here

    and everyone will know where to find me and can have my stuff if i dont pay them back.
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