[Saturday October 4th, 2008 5:34pm] _letterstoyou_ [thesouth_star] My Old Friend Fate, I have always believed in you. But this is really starting to get out of hand! Two days ago I walked away from the only person I've ever fallen in love with, the only person I felt okay with.  The one person I've never grown tired of, never got tired of kissing, of hearing his voice... you get the picture. But it was for the best!  I promise, I feel better.  I really do. Most of the time.  Well, I feel better not having to worry about him. But seriously!  Fate!  You need to stop fucking with me. Yesterday I decided to take an unfamiliar path to the movie theaters, for I didn't really want to see if the forest had lost its magic yet.  There was a boy over the hill wearing a jacket... oh, it was a wonderful jacket!  Wait.  I know that jacket. It was him. I put myself back together and kept driving, my stomach bubbling. And Fate, just when I thought that was a mistake, I wake up this morning. He had written a poem for me, you remember that one?  The one entitled Shakespeare's Aphrodite?  I'm sure you do. Well, I realized that four days after he wrote that for me (I looked up the date on the bottom of the copy he gave me) and saw I had written a poem about him.  Not such a new idea, right?  But this was before we had started dating, and before I knew he loved me.  I had called him Adonis. Aphrodite and Adonis were in love in Greek mythology.  Of course they "broke up", but that was because Aries grew jealous and killed him.  And frankly the Greeks were just very soap-opera-y in their stories. So I continued my day, just a bit curious. As I cried on the floor of my bedroom about how my mother doesn't think I have enough experience driving to go to my sister's, yet she never lets me go on the highway, even a little, I started flipping through the pictures on my phone. I came across the only picture of you I have in there, the one of your hand after your tattoo. I kept flipping, not even thinking of you. I got to the end and started staring at the sign Kayla and I had made.  One of us drew spirals over it, and one jumped out at me. I pulled out my phone immediately and flipped to that picture.  Your tattoo - the evolution of your inner self - was drawn on my cardboard sign.  Perfectly.  It started and ended at the same place.   I threw the phone away from me and went to sleep. What are you trying to say, dear Fate?  Sincerely, very confused girl.   3-2-1 (0) TAKEOFF!

Weekend Warrior concert this Sunday FREE [Friday October 3rd, 2008 9:47am] louisvilleshows [eller] These are "cover bands" (although some of the bands do originals) from the Mom's Music Weekend Warrior program (similar to Rock School but for folks over 18). I'm not sure about the types of music most of these bands play but I play in Zombies Win! and we do a mix of old school punk (Black Flag, Misfits, Dead Kennedys) and some newer music (Rancid, some older AFI stuff). It starts at 2pm and it's free at the Hard Rock Cafe at 4th Street Live downtown on Sunday. 3-2-1 (0) TAKEOFF!

[Wednesday October 1st, 2008 8:31pm] _letterstoyou_ [xblindeyesx] Dear best mate. Sweetie, tell him exactly where to go. You guys broke up 2months ago. Really you two werent together properly for 6months, you were just trapped in a house together with nowhere else to go because you were too proud to admit he was a fucking twatty user. You have been so so good the last few months, You were old Zoe. You were stong again and mad and everything you were when we first met . Its not your fault he decided to give up the job that he took so it meant you two couldnt live together, its not your fault he just sits drinking and does absolutely nothing with his life. Its not your fault that he has nothing anymore. He had you, the flat, the 'ideal' job, friends, extended family in your lot. He had everything and got too comfy and decided to fuck it up by treating you like shite. Arguements over what? Losing a bank card that was yours and not his? What has that to do with him? Nothing. You couldnt stay over at mines without him thinking you were out sleeping with 10guys. You couldnt stay out at a club with us after 2am without 1000txts wanting to know your exact movements. You couldnt dye your hair, get a piercing, get a tattoo, go away with the girls and be able to relax. My god woman he treated you like a slave and you done it because you thought/did love him. PLEASE please please dont feel bad for him. Everything thats shit in his life is no reflexion on how you were. You done the best you could well past the point that many. PLEASE MY GOD dont take him back, PLEASE he will destroy the little respect youve built up for yourself. I love you lots n lots ladyface. See you in 10mins love. Jammies, girly films, chocolate, wine and hair dye. Dear Richard FUCK OFF YOU WANKER Dear Boymistermanofmines. How flipping glad am i that we are how we are and you are how you are. Your my bestest. Wish I could see you tonight. In havent spoke to you in like 12hrs and i feel like something is missing. Yes I may be slightly obsessed but I dont care because your worse than I am and I love it. All I need is a hug and a smile and my day is the best. Cant wait to the weekend with you allll weekend. Gonna be brilliant. Love you btw. 3-2-1 (0) TAKEOFF!

[Tuesday September 30th, 2008 11:19pm] sirpinkerton hey guys i hate ucla and i hate college. i want to be out in the apartments or out of westwood at least. 3-2-1 (2) TAKEOFF!

The "Girl&Guy" [Cast] Voting for 'This Lullaby' [Monday September 29th, 2008 8:39pm] sarah_land [stargirl_007] I'm so sorry it took so long to post the next series of pictures but here they are. It's for 'This Lullaby' and you get to vote for which actor would suit the role of THE Girl and THE Guy in the book!! Here are the nominees : pick your favourites!! Voting closes on October 5th, 2008! :)    ( ...Click To Vote... )   3-2-1 (16) TAKEOFF!

This Lullaby suggestions [Sunday September 28th, 2008 11:38pm] sarah_land [onehappykat] Hello fellow Sarah Dessen fans! In my acting class we were given an assignment to investigate and act as a character from a piece of literature for a casual 5 minute performance. We can pick any written work that we want, so I decided to give Remy from This Lullaby a try. I need to pick either a scene or a few scenes to investigate and perform, so I was wondering if anyone had any suggestions? I was thinking of incorporating a scene with Dexter, a scene where she listens to the song This Lullaby, or when she's talking with her mother about love. Any thoughts? 3-2-1 (4) TAKEOFF!

POTD Live @ Hot Topic [Sunday September 28th, 2008 5:56pm] louisvilleshows [o6willy6wonka6o] http://www.myspace.com/poetryofthedead http://www.wonkastar.com http://www.myspace.com/wonkastarprod 3-2-1 (2) TAKEOFF!

[Friday September 26th, 2008 6:42pm] sarah_land [shayla_leigh] OK, well, i was just kinda wondering what people liked and disliked about some of sarah dessen's book and just her writing in general. im writing an opinon paper on her books in school and im having a hard time giving details. so if someone would leave a comment i would really love it. :) thank you! 3-2-1 (9) TAKEOFF!

lulz, rick roll'd! [Friday September 26th, 2008 1:20pm] _lyrics [shortypenguin] [ mood | silly ] [ music | "Never gonna give you up"-Rick Astley ] We're no strangers to love You know the rules and so do I A full commitment's what I'm thinking of You wouldn't get this from any other guy I just wanna tell you how I'm feeling Gotta make you understand Never gonna give you up, never gonna let you down Never gonna run around and desert you Never gonna make you cry, never gonna say goodbye Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you We've known each other for so long Your heart's been aching but you're too shy to say it Inside we both know what's been going on We know the game and we're gonna play it And if you ask me how I'm feeling Don't tell me you're too blind to see Never gonna give you up, never gonna let you down Never gonna run around and desert you Never gonna make you cry, never gonna say goodbye Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you Never gonna give you up, never gonna let you down Never gonna run around and desert you Never gonna make you cry, never gonna say goodbye Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you (Ooh give you up) (Ooh give you up) (Ooh) never gonna give, never gonna give (give you up) (Ooh) never gonna give, never gonna give (give you up) We've known each other for so long Your heart's been aching but you're too shy to say it Inside we both know what's been going on We know the game and we're gonna play it I just wanna tell you how I'm feeling Gotta make you understand Never gonna give you up, never gonna let you down Never gonna run around and desert you Never gonna make you cry, never gonna say goodbye Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you 3-2-1 (0) TAKEOFF!

[Thursday September 25th, 2008 10:24am] _lyrics [shortypenguin] [ mood | blank ] [ music | "What it is to burn"-Finch ] She burns Today's on fire The sky is bleeding above me, And I am blistered I walk these lines of blasphemy, Every day And still: Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her She's the only one who knows, What it is to burn I feel diseased Is there no sympathy from the sun? The sky's still fire But I am safe in here, From the world outside So tell me What's the price to pay for glory? Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her She's the only one who knows, What it is to burn Today is fire, And she burns Today is fire, And she burns She burns She burns She burns She burns She burns She burns Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her She's the only one who knows, What it is to burn 3-2-1 (0) TAKEOFF!

Maha go! go! go!!!!!! [Wednesday September 24th, 2008 1:09pm] _lyrics [shortypenguin] [ mood | nostalgic ] [ music | Speed racer theme! ] Here he comes Her comes Speed Racer He's a demon on wheels He's a demon and he's gonna be chasin' after someone. He's gainin' on you so you better look alive. He's busy revvin' up a powerful Mach 5. And when the odds are against him And there's dangerous work to do You bet your life Speed Racer Will see it through. Go Speed Racer! Go Speed Racer! Go Speed Racer!, Go! He's off and flyin' as he guns the car around the track He's jammin' down the pedal like he's never comin' back Adventure's waitin' just ahead! Go Speed Racer! Go Speed Racer!M Go Speed Racer, Go! </b> 3-2-1 (0) TAKEOFF!

[Wednesday September 24th, 2008 1:03pm] _lyrics [shortypenguin] Lets go ya'll These people are running off at the mouth Tryin to convince me that I'm running on empty Tryin to convince themselves that the record with Jay was a fluke That the record that I'm makin is a mistake and I cant take this Lemme tell you where I'm at with this You bastards are gonna have to take back that shit I'm not plastic and fake When I make tracks I take facts and lay them out for the masses You assholes are gonna see soon that I'm not playin Start askin me the names that I'm not sayin But I'm tryin to be bigger than the bickerin bigger than the petty name callin under the breath talkin rumors and labels and categorization I'm like a struggling doctor, No patients But you can say what you want about me keep talkin while I'm walkin away You can say what you have to say cuz my mind's made up anyway I'm taking the high road going above you this is the last time that I'm gonna trust you You can say what you have to say cuz my mind's made up anyway all that bullshit you talk might work a lot but it's not gonna work today You people are running off at the mouth Tryin to make me take myself off safety Tryin to make my friends turn their backs on the team we built buildin up some mistaken information and I cant take this lemme spell it out plain for you angry groups complain about the things we do im not changing direction, I'm stepping my game up Maintainin my name, the same way I came up You're gonna see that I'm not playin start asking the names that I'm not sayin but im tryin not to mention the names of people who wanna sight and attention You like the hype but pretendin you're part of the picture wont pass You're like a high school dropout, no class You can say what you want about me keep talkin while i'm walkin away bitch You can say what you have to say cuz my mind's made up anyway I'm taking the high road going above you this is the last time that I'm gonna trust you You can say what you have to say cuz my mind's made up anyway all that bullshit you talk might work a lot but it's not gonna work today Why does it always have to be Somebody's always watching me All I really need is some room to breathe Is anybody out there listening? Cuz I cant stand to keep this in All I really want, I'll say it again You can say what you have to say cuz my mind's made up anyway I'm taking the high road going above you this is the last time that I'm gonna trust you You can say what you have to say cuz my mind's made up anyway all that bullshit you talk might work a lot but it's not gonna work today </i> 3-2-1 (0) TAKEOFF!

all that bullshit you talk might work today, but it's not gonna work today.... [Wednesday September 24th, 2008 12:57pm] _lyrics [shortypenguin] [ music | "Our Time Now"-Plain white t's ] Oh oh oh oh oh There will be no rules tonight If there were we'd break 'em Nothing's gonna stop us now Let's get down to it Nervous hands and anxious smiles I can feel you breathing This is right where we belong Turn up the music Oh oh oh oh oh This is the dance for all the lovers Takin' a chance for one another Finally it's our time now These are the times that we'll remember Breaking the city's heart together Finally it's our time now It's our time now' This is more than just romance It's an endless summer I can feel the butterflies, Leading me through it Take my heart, I'll take your hand As we're falling under This is an addiction girl Let's give in to it Oh oh oh oh oh This is the dance for all the lovers Takin' a chance for one another Finally it's our time now These are the times that we'll remember Breaking the city's heart together Finally it's our time now It's our time now Oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh Now It's a dance Get up Come on brothers Oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh This is the dance for all the lovers Takin' a chance for one another Finally it's our time now These are the times that we'll remember Breaking the city's heart together Finally it's our time now It's our time now (It's our time now) It's our time now (It's our time now) Oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh Finally it's our time now 3-2-1 (0) TAKEOFF!

I never finished this, its a shame cause I was on a roll. . . . [Tuesday September 23rd, 2008 11:35pm] _letterstoyou_ [daily_timeline] [ mood | crappy ] Dear Ma(if I am still allowed to use that terminology), When I came home and was told by my children what was said by you, I was totally shocked. I have felt your bitterness towards me the 27 years I have known you but never in my life would I see you disowning your own grandaughters in this manner. I have no idea what was said to you or where your information has come from to make you feel this way, we have not even spoken to you since Tom was in town last. All I can figure out is that over labor day when Ray went out to Tom's his conversations must have put some of our dirty laundry out in the open and it was told to you. I will agree with you that the girls show no respect for Ray, but until you know how our life is in our home you have no business reflecting opinions. Respect is a two way street, and the girls are now 16 and almost 14 have ever right in the world to defend themselves and me if they feel they need to. We have had problems for quite a while in our house and I can guarantee you that most women would have left their man if they have lived my life. And the disrespect that they show their father is the same if not worse than the respect that he shows anyone of us in our home. I have been living with this for a long time now and have given up trying to mend the relationship between Kim and her dad, it is up to them to fix and by you including Jessie in any of this is so wrong on your part, she is an innocent victim and has been the referee long enough. And Ray brought up that we spend so much time at my parents house and dont ever go and see you. Well that is your sons respondsibility to arrange visits with you not mine. You have been cold to me for years now and saying I have disrespected you is the funniest thing in the world. You have probably been disrespectful towards me more than anyone in the entire family and never have I confronted you about it. Example would be: You have bluntly given everyone in the family christmas gifts and have given me absolutely nothing, oh ya a few years ago you gave me a $5.00 gift card to Panera when in the same year you bought Todd a laser level. I am not stupid as you like to call me. I know the price difference there. I also heard you talk with Tom on the phone saying "no its not too much, I need to catch your girls up with the rest of the grandkids. I have never heard such a unfair statement said. You have never been fair to your own children though so I really didnt expect you to be with your childrens kids. 3-2-1 (0) TAKEOFF!

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