Im so bored, just just wandering around LJ reading random crap. MAN some people have interesting lives. Fuck is mine boring! God.. thats depressing. So bored...
To be fair, my lifing is boring because I keep it that way. Nice and safe. I've been playin it on the safe side.. well.. for years now. I guess ever since Melissa. When her and I got together was when I had a little wild left in me. Since then Ive been eating dry branflakes for breakfast lunch and dinner. Mmmmmm... regularity...
*chuckleS* but seriously, yeah I guess I had realyl planed to settled down with Abbie and then when I got hurt well.. once I felt okay I tried to get a little exitment into my life and to be honest I did but I think ive been purposefully trying to lpay it safe a lot. But thats for a good reason right? I mean who wants to get fucked up? Also I havn't been taking risks because I don't know what I want. I mean why go do drugs? Because im bored? seems liek a bad idea. If I had some goal I might take risks to atchive it but I don't really. Well.. there is university. I want that, and im takign risks for it. Im risking money, and rejection, and failure. Hopefully that will be the beginign of something good.
Oh and if you don't like my spelling piss off people. I know most of my friends don't but I have just gotten to much crap from people in comunities lately. Im TIRED, Im stressed and I have learning disabilities that make it hard to both spell and write. I spellcheck when I am writing something important. LJ is not important. Its not professional. its just for fun. FUN people. yuo talk to people, you vent a little, maybe you join some comunities or post some secrets or something but dont take it so deriously. Oi.. go have some fun people. Lord knows im not. ;)
Stupid work.