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Created on 2005-02-12 18:42:56 (#6108006), last updated 2006-04-21

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Name:	BANG BANG!!!
Birthdate:	1987-08-03
Location:	Rochester, New York, United States
Website:	The love for pain

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This journal is friends only bitches, so comment to be added!!!

matt.
all my friends call me matty.
18.
class of 2005.
single.

· this is my fucked up journal. and if you don’t like it to bad
· i'm very blunt. and if I don’t like you ill tell you
· i don't allow myself to get close to...anyone after her...
· i'm tall and big not any more to say
· i'm a bad pussy
· my hair color is brown..i donr die it any more
· i'm obsessed with piercings, tattoos,and any type of body mods
· music lover..i have over 2300 songs on my comp =)
· i live for heavy metal...but I keep going on to the emo side
· i have a dog named sonny.
· i have a very big trust issue.
· i'm a nympho & i love porn. Yay for porn
· i've had my heart broken one too many times...
· i hate fake gilrs sluts.
· its hard for me to find someone to like...
· its very hard for me to open to some one...so fell happy if i do
· sometimes, all i want is to fall in love.
· i like new livejournal friends :D

I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel
Every time you're here.
What would it take for me to be with you
I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed, please be impressed
I'd go so far to please you but I bet you wouldn't care at all, oh at all
Hopeless love please leave me
This broken heart is far to weak to run for you this long
Why don't you care at all?

Stay awake with the sound of my voice
I’m restless from the silence in the air
I want to be somewhere I can see the roads
A place where every time you breathe a wish comes true
I want to be where love is real
And memories of distant days come to life again

Don't forget that when you cease to see things the way you want to, it's the least important people that come back to haunt you. If the past were photographs, I'd tear them all up into shreds. If our exchange of words was free I'd type another to the wind. One last wish for one lasting good-bye. No one here will miss you when you're gone. Make your selection. Another one will come along.

it's just like when your breathe gets shallow and you know you're about to cry.
but what for?
you and i both know you're what i've always wanted but will never be.
i'd rather watch the trees outside my window thean see you happy without me.
but who is he anyway?
why can't i be the one who makes you smile?
i hope the pictures you have that show our faces will glow in the sunlight forever.
you'll remember finally that i was the only one that make you look good.
silent smiles, look happy for the photographer.
i hope her face turns to ashes on the glossy negatives, because that's all you should be.
sometimes i wonder whether this jealousy is really the way out.
maybe this piece of paper will stare at your face someday.
but if you can fake that you love me so well, i can at least try to fake taking this with a smile.