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christ, you know it ain't easy, you know how hard it can be
the way things are going, they gonna crucify me
Created on 2003-12-12 18:47:47 (#1538746), last updated 2008-04-22
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| Name: | Alec |
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| Website: | mon espace |
biography by diminutive
John Michael: (0-5) don't remember much except for profound love of ninja turtles. a blissful ignorant part of life that i wish every day to repeat soon.
John: (6-14) at first, extremely boring and slow. essentially useless. introverted and preferred being alone with my own, loyal and creative mind. Then, in middle school, extraordinarily traumatizing. personal crisis at 13, personality switch from quiet golden child to malicious cynic. Still prefer isolation, save the company of two loyal best friends. smoke first cig. try first pot. fall in first love.
Bagles/Shaggy: (14-18) get sued. get acquitted. lose virginity. try opium. fall out of love. cheat. stay with her out of guilt. isolate self. cheat more. keep it undercover. find indie music. get sued again. get acquitted. have nervous breakdown. find angel. start getting out for good. start writing. abandoned by father.
J(ohn} Bags: (19-21) new girlfriend. really fall in love. spend single happiest year of life. fall out of love. hate self. get heart broken for first time. heave very serious nervous breakdown. enter into emotionally crippling relationship. have heart broken again.
Ba-lon-ey: (20-21) drugs every day. lose all sense of self. damaging mental breakdown.
JMB: (21-present) find semblance of sanity, start getting life together, existential crisis mixed with epistemological questions. question drug use.
John Michael: (0-5) don't remember much except for profound love of ninja turtles. a blissful ignorant part of life that i wish every day to repeat soon.
John: (6-14) at first, extremely boring and slow. essentially useless. introverted and preferred being alone with my own, loyal and creative mind. Then, in middle school, extraordinarily traumatizing. personal crisis at 13, personality switch from quiet golden child to malicious cynic. Still prefer isolation, save the company of two loyal best friends. smoke first cig. try first pot. fall in first love.
Bagles/Shaggy: (14-18) get sued. get acquitted. lose virginity. try opium. fall out of love. cheat. stay with her out of guilt. isolate self. cheat more. keep it undercover. find indie music. get sued again. get acquitted. have nervous breakdown. find angel. start getting out for good. start writing. abandoned by father.
J(ohn} Bags: (19-21) new girlfriend. really fall in love. spend single happiest year of life. fall out of love. hate self. get heart broken for first time. heave very serious nervous breakdown. enter into emotionally crippling relationship. have heart broken again.
Ba-lon-ey: (20-21) drugs every day. lose all sense of self. damaging mental breakdown.
JMB: (21-present) find semblance of sanity, start getting life together, existential crisis mixed with epistemological questions. question drug use.
Interests (19):
catchingherlookfromacrosstheroom, chainsmoking, coldturkey, cripplingempathy, fallinginlove, fucking, heartbreak, heavycigarettes, makinglove, onenightstands, packedbowls, soulmates, thefirstdayclean, thefirstline, thelastgummy, thelasthit, whenyoulearntoloveyourself, withdrawldepression, zionisticapathy
Schools:
University of Massachusetts - Amherst - Amherst, MA (2004 - present)
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