Beyond My Smile

college

Sat, 28 Aug 2004 21:21:39 GMT

how's college everyone?

btw, i miss you all. my room number is (352) 846-4958 HOLLA!

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mango mandarin pleasures

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 01:11:32 GMT

what do you guys tend to notice first when you first meet a girl?

what do you girls tend to notice first when you first meet a guy?

i would love to hear from you! <3

sleepless nights

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 01:15:45 GMT

my summer has been pretty mediocre so far. i've applied for a couple jobs and am anxiously awaiting my UF housing status. i haven't received anything! i hope i get a dorm. today i went to go see cari at school for her birthday. i was so happy to see her. we talked for a while about a lot and laughed about all the stupid things we did in tv together. i love her so much! i don't miss high school but i really do miss the people, who made it all worth it. i hope to see you all sometime this summer. i would love to hear from you guys! well i'm out.

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Tushara

useless post

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 01:04:23 GMT

my head hurts, ouch!!!

ugh. i have to go to school tommmorow to give robert a check and talk to jarrett. what a pain. i'll probably stay in school for 20 minutes max. so yes, TOMMOROW is my last day.

anxious

Mon, 31 May 2004 19:42:35 GMT

prom...4 more days. pretty excited. should be fun!

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no ride

Wed, 26 May 2004 01:46:47 GMT

so, prom is next week and i honestly can't wait. maybe it's the whole cinderella-dress-up that i'm excited about. i barely dress up (as in fancy/dressy) and i don't like wearing dresses because i feel NAKED. but i can't wait to wear this dress. i feel like i'm a princess every time i put it on. AH I CAN'T WAIT!
on a different note,
hmmm....we're practically done with school and i must say, i'm going to MISS you guys. i always seem to take note of the BAD..but these past few weeks have been very different. i really don't know where i'd be without you guys. sometimes, i'll try so hard to stay mad and i hear amanda singing "Cheeeeeeeer uuuuuup charlieeeeee!" and i end up crying from laughing so hard. or i'll walk to class with a big frown on my face and i see bobby, (who hasn't seen me in months)who pats me on the back or gives me the conventional hand shake and strangely enough always makes me laugh. you guys are awesome. (tear)

OOOOOOOOOh! GOT THAT WPPJ, i'm out!
*laughs*

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Tushara

just to put ya on notice

Sat, 15 May 2004 04:34:38 GMT

The movie "Troy" was awesome. i strongly recommend you see it!

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Tushara

a pill to make you numb

Thu, 13 May 2004 00:26:17 GMT

so we had our ap government test today. needless to say, it sucked. what was the purpose of taking that test anyway?

um senior exhibitions were alright. i made it "alright." everyone else was great. cari was awesome (not surprised) and i have no idea why she was freaking out so much. jorge was amazing as always and amanda was great, she's such a great speaker! so...my talented peers made me look horrible!!! in comparison to cari, amanda and jorge, i did pretty lousy. i thought i wouldn't care as much but i actually did. i felt really crappy when the judges were going over our presentations. there was nothing really "nice" or positive they said about mine. that didn't make me feel so good. i couldn't help it but i just broke down when i got home, i was so angry and so disappointed in myself. (i don't think i've cried this much) i still feel embarrassed! but yeah, i feel BAD. = (

"you smile way too much"

Wed, 05 May 2004 01:49:38 GMT

what an icky day. i woke up this morning with a horrible headache. i couldn't stand it. i kept burrying my head into the pillow, wishing it would go away. i started to cry..i couldn't help it. i slept for a couple hours and woke up around 1. i felt a little better when i got my breakfast, yumm cheerios! around three, i left for the library to get some work done (GOT A LOT DONE) and came home. i am feeling much better though. oh and i went to jamba juice. (utmost bliss) that place is awesome. i love it.

i'm out

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disbelief

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 02:46:51 GMT

hm no pressure? seems like a whole lot of pressure. it's not as easy as it seems. it really isn't. it's so easy to criticize and make judgements. i realize that i bring forth confusion and aggravation but have some consideration. it's too much, one minute it's my dad, the next my grades, my classes and then friends and not to mention the guy that tops it all off..Andres. i can't take it anymore. i'm losing it. what's sanity again? GrR!

someone come to my rescue.

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Tushara

Spontaneous

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 15:53:38 GMT

"I am an Indian. Hao!"

I love my Jorgie and my Amanda! <3

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 22:15:02 GMT

well i just got back from tampa a couple hours ago. not bad. had a pretty good time. i needed a break. things haven't been that good at home. and then i hate it because i take it out on people at school, who have no IDEA about what's going on. so a "i'm sorry" goes out to all you innocent bystanders. what else?! i really missed a couple people while i was at tampa. you know who you are. *one person in particular* college life will be so different without you. i hate thinking about it.
umm also..
i ate too much. indians have horrible eating habits. they thrive on fatty foods and sweets and a lot of spices. aaaah. what a curse.
back to tampa. um a lot of my friends were there and it was great we went to busch gardens, went on everything yaii. i came out like i was high on all of the pictures. not photogenic at all. but i was talking to this kid who's a real jackass. he pretends to be friends with everyone but then he goes off and starts talking shit. *piece of advice* if you don't like someone, don't go off kissing their ass all the time, have some decency. needless to say, people suck.

ok well im off to do ap...im such a disappointment?!! gR.

love,
twoshara -i hate spell check, it keeps telling me to change it to twitchy =(

Tue, 20 Apr 2004 16:12:38 GMT

Tue, 20 Apr 2004 15:18:48 GMT

hiiiiiiii! can't type but hiiiiiiiiii!

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