graduation is in 9 hours and i'm not even excited.

idk i'm like this tho. with a lot of things, i don't get excited until like OH IT'S ABOUT TO HAPPEN LIKE IN 2 SECONDS.

i probably made myself this way because as a kid, i'd get excited for things only for that thing to never happen smh. so i just decided to be happy for something but not be like WOOOOOOOO I CAN'T WAIT until it's down to the wire and i know for sure.

(i slipped up with the japan trip but i had so much faith orz)

anyway yay to me???????