This is what life does. It lets you walk up to the store to buy breakfast and the paper, on a stiff knee. It lets you choose the way you have your eggs, your coffee. Then it sits a fisherman down beside you at the counter who says, Last night, the channel was full of starfish. And you wonder, is this a message, finally, or just another day?
Life lets you take the dog for a walk down to the pond, where whole generations of biological processes are boiling beneath the mud. Reeds speak to you of the natural world: they whisper, they sing. And herons pass by. Are you old enough to appreciate the moment? Too old? There is movement beneath the water, but it may be nothing. There may be nothing going on.
And then life suggests that you remember the years you ran around, the years you developed a shocking lifestyle, advocated careless abandon, owned a chilly heart. Upon reflection, you are genuinely surprised to find how quiet you have become. And then life lets you go home to think about all this. Which you do, for quite a long time. Later, you wake up beside your old love, the one who never had any conditions, the one who waited you out. This is life's way of letting you know that you are lucky. (It won't give you smart or brave, so you'll have to settle for lucky.) Because you were born at a good time. Because you were able to listen when people spoke to you. Because you stopped when you should have and started again. So life lets you have a sandwich, and pie for your late night dessert. (Pie for the dog, as well.) And then life sends you back to bed, to dreamland, while outside, the starfish drift through the channel, with smiles on their starry faces as they head out to deep water, to the far and boundless sea.
My interests are many and I often do groups of them at a time in mad bursts: I'm like having 5 LJ friends in one screen name. I am up for trying anything once, and the list of 'anythings' is getting shorter and shorter.
I read fast and hard, which gives me a lot of pleasure and sounds dirty as an added bonus. I am into anime and manga and I am a gamer. I'm rather good at Dance Dance Revolution, though I can't seem to win at MarioCart 64 to save my life (or my pride, to be more exact). I love to go clubbing and I listen to Alternative and Industrial music, though I Swing/Salsa Dance also. I draw and write as the muse moves me, which is often against my better judgement and always involves large quantities of chocolate.