i'm at the library right now. i walked here. over 3 miles. it was delightful. i found so many acorns, and i picked up everyone of them and they made me smile. i think i'll make a bracelet with them. thats all i've been doing lately, making jewlery and walking to babylon or the library. alone. everybody has decided to completely ignore me and hate me. but that's alright, because i hate myself and wish i could do the same too. i hate school so much. i'm only there for the education. i love to learn, but it's becoming that the expence of learning and becoming more educated is costing alot; people never want to be around me. i wish i had one loyal companion, someone who would take walks with me, and look at the clouds in the park, read philosophies and analyze art and poetry with and just be free with me. man, i hate school. something i do love, is when you find a song that just holds you. that knows everything that's going on in your life in that moment. ani defranco, swim. thats how i feel.
i'm at the library right now. i walked here. over 3 miles. it was delightful. i found so many acorns, and i picked up everyone of them and they made me smile. i think i'll make a bracelet with them. thats all i've been doing lately, making jewlery and walking to babylon or the library. alone. everybody has decided to completely ignore me and hate me. but that's alright, because i hate myself and wish i could do the same too. i hate school so much. i'm only there for the education. i love to learn, but it's becoming that the expence of learning and becoming more educated is costing alot; people never want to be around me. i wish i had one loyal companion, someone who would take walks with me, and look at the clouds in the park, read philosophies and analyze art and poetry with and just be free with me. man, i hate school. something i do love, is when you find a song that just holds you. that knows everything that's going on in your life in that moment. ani defranco, swim. thats how i feel.
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fucked up.
