urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant You gave me every reason to ignore the lies you fed me then Shaina 2007-08-06T20:17:41Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant:65608 2007-08-06T20:17:41Z 2007-08-06T20:17:41Z perhaps i forgot the part where my life was an open suggestion box.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant:65514 2007-06-16T23:18:18Z 2007-06-16T23:18:18Z I'm really done....<br />I don't give a fuck! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant:64923 2007-06-02T03:13:00Z 2007-06-02T03:13:00Z Im in a reallllly realllllllly reallllllllllllly bad mood right now. im fucking sick of fucking life and i pray that God would be kind enough to take me out of this fucking misery like asap...... or maybe i can pay someone to do it for me.... thank you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant:64543 2007-05-21T06:00:44Z 2007-05-21T06:00:44Z so im sitting here waiting for sean to call me back so i figure ill do this gay shit. im pretty bored right now anyway, and havent done this im a looooong time...<br /><br /><br /><br />21 facts and 21 secrets<br /><br />Today<br />-----------<br /><br />1. Talk to a boy/girl you like?<br />my boy<br /><br />2. Learn anything new?<br />mhm<br /><br />3. Talk to an ex?<br />no<br /><br />4. Miss someone?<br />miss shaina<br /><br />-Last Person Who-<br />------------------------<br /><br />5. Was in your bed?<br />me<br /><br />6. Made you cry?<br />me<br /><br />7. You went to the movies with?<br />sean<br /><br />8. Went to the mall with you?<br />sean<br /><br />9. You showered with?<br />me<br /><br />10. Who Made you laugh?<br />idk<br /><br />11. Said they loved you?<br />sean<br /><br />--General stuff--<br />-------------------<br />16. Favorite location?<br />far far away<br /><br />18. What are you most scared of this second?<br />i udnno<br /><br />19. Where do you want to get married?<br />ya moms house<br /><br />21. Does anyone like you?<br />my boyfriend better<br /><br />22. Do you like being around people?<br />it depends who the people are<br /><br />23. Have you ever cried?<br />no never.....<br /><br />24. Are you lonely right now?<br />yes<br /><br />25. Song stuck in your head?<br />automobile<br /><br />26. Been on radio/TV?<br />tv cheeea<br /><br />28. Ever dated someone who treated you like crap?<br />crap ehh of course<br /><br />19. What color shirt do you have on now?<br />white<br /><br />31.Name three things that you do every day?<br />shower breathe move<br /><br />32. How much cash do you have on you right now?<br />like 40 bucks<br /><br />33. are you bored?<br />very much so<br /><br />34. whats your favorite show?<br />spongeeeebob<br /><br />35. Who got you to join Myspace?<br />nicole<br /><br />37. Wish someone was next to you this morning when you woke up?<br />ahh yes<br /><br />38. What web site do you visit the most?<br />my email<br /><br />39. Do you have plants in your room?<br />a fake ome<br /><br />41. Who was the last person to hug you?<br />sean<br /><br />21 SECRETS<br /><br />1.WHAT IS YOUR DISPLAY NAME ABOUT?<br />song<br /><br />2. WHERE WAS YOUR FIRST KISS?<br />hahahahaha<br /><br />3. WHATS YOUR HEADLINE MEAN?<br />wtf<br /><br />4. HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELL YOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD YOU LISTEN?<br />depends who it is<br /><br />5. WHATS YOUR CURRENT MOOD?<br />blahh<br /><br />6. what happened to question 6?<br />i ate it <br /><br />7. HOW ARE THINGS IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP?<br />not as good as they should be<br /><br />8. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, AND CHANGE SOMETHING WOULD YOU?<br />ehhhhh<br /><br />10. EVER HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE?<br />yesss sir<br /><br />11. WHAT'S THE NAME OF THE SONG THAT'S STUCK IN YOUR HEAD?<br />i just said automobile<br /><br />12. WHO DID YOU COPY AND PASTE THIS FROM?<br />some chick<br /><br />13. HAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF A LARGE AUDIENCE?<br />haha i think nicoles family<br /><br />14. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?<br />sweeeeeeet ass<br /><br />5. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROM STARBUCKS?<br />some fattening chocolate shit<br /><br />16. DO YOU STILL WATCH KIDDY MOVIES OR TV SHOWS?<br />yeha<br /><br />17. DO YOU HAVE BRACES?<br />used to<br /><br />18. NAME SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY?<br />i felt like shit<br /><br />19. DO YOU SPEAK ANY OTHER LANGUAGE?<br />yea djf;dhfwe<br /><br />20. IS THERE SOMEONE/SOMETHING ON YOUR MIND NOW?<br />mhm<br /><br />21. WHAT HURTS YOU AT THE MOMENT?<br />my throat urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant:64361 2006-11-28T23:01:47Z 2006-11-28T23:01:47Z I hate school, i want it to be over with.:(<br /><br />I miss Nicole Pernal more than anything in the fucking world. :( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant:64158 2006-11-18T13:20:20Z 2006-11-18T13:20:20Z i just wish that for once in my life one fucking thing cound go right and stay that way. i've just about had it. i'm ready to drop off the face of the earth so everyone would just forget all about me and go on with their life. I'm ss sick of feeling like shit.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant:63547 2006-11-01T06:57:13Z 2007-03-11T06:28:55Z I dont know what is is about him, but i love it. I really do urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant:63193 2006-10-10T15:22:26Z 2006-10-10T15:22:26Z happy birthday to myself. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant:61542 2006-09-18T05:10:20Z 2006-09-18T05:10:20Z This kid is fucking adorable. Holy Sheeeeet.<br />Wait till daddy finds out. muahaha urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant:61170 2006-09-09T04:22:47Z 2006-09-09T04:22:47Z I do not think words can explain my deep anger right now. So today I'm driving, I go over bump. Radio shuts off, then turns back on, and then my interior dasboard lights go off. Fucking awesome. Why do I have the worst fucking luck with cars. My parents just bought me another car because my old one was unsafe. so now, lets list the lovely things wrong with this one..<br /><br />- no interior dasboard lights <br />- front windshield wipers dont work<br />- rear windshield wipers dont work<br />- radio slides out<br />- leak in the trunk<br />- upside down window button<br />- passengerside door lock is fucked up<br />- engine light goes on when i put gas in<br />- loudest most obnoxous brakes ever<br />- no lever to adjust the seat<br />- transmission pulls when it accelerates<br /><br />so you know what. IM FUCKING DONE. I'm going to tell my parents to sell it because it truely is a big piece of fucking shit. And I'm sorry I ever spent the 6 bucks on a fucking chevy sticker. I want to cut up my lisence, and take a train to school. I hate cars, I hate my luck. This fucking shit only would happen to me. And I will have you know I'm really fucking sick of it. And I know I'm over reacting, but once again, I don't care. At this point its just the accumulation of all these little problems that are adding up into one big problem.. called a Chevy Blazer - Big Shitbox.. never ever buy one. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant:60312 2006-08-22T11:29:34Z 2006-08-22T11:29:34Z this boy is killing meee. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant:59746 2006-08-12T13:36:55Z 2006-08-12T13:36:55Z so yea.. im getting married soon.<br /><br />and im getting a new car. if anyone wants to put sand in my gas tank, or drop some neutral bombs.. be my guestttttt. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant:59577 2006-08-07T03:46:06Z 2006-12-08T21:30:09Z so ye ai havent done this shit in a madd minute.<br /><br /><br />and yea. you know. i hate life. i hate summer. im not going to college... yea ok, i wish.<br /><br />oh and me and this kid are getting married &lt;33333 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant:58754 2006-05-22T00:38:39Z 2007-05-21T05:43:58Z only 33 days until i graduate highschool. <br />only 14 days of them are school days.<br />freakin sickkkkkk.<br /><br />i cant wait. although, im really getting upset. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant:58367 2006-04-14T04:17:42Z 2006-04-14T04:17:42Z i hate boys and im gonna be asexual for days.<br /><br />im upset. emo moods for days.<br />i hate couples. <br />i hate happy people.<br />i hate pretty much everyone. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant:58068 2006-04-06T01:47:51Z 2006-04-06T01:47:51Z I just got a hug ass splinter in my foot from my wood floor.<br />now I'm going to invest in a area rug. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant:56845 2006-03-13T03:03:54Z 2006-03-13T03:03:54Z Yes, I'm updating.<br />Shocking.<br /><br />Today I hung out with Nicole and Adam. We played DDR for real. I beat their asses in Sorry, because thats how I roll. Haha and, We went bowling and I sucked as usual. Weeee. They are the cutest couple ever. I'm a little jealous... Okay so I lie, I'm a lot jealous.<br /><br />Overall this weekend was fun. I really love my friends. Even if they do push me and make me fall in the middle of a bowling alley. Real nice. Hahahaha. But seriously, I've been having a lot of fun, and I love each and everyone of them. And I also love waking up at 4:30 and seeing Corinne sleeping in a ball next to me? Last thing I knew we were watching White Chicks then she was going home. Hahaha.<br /><br />Only 3 months and 14 days until I graduate. How fucking cool. I can't wait sucka. No more West Islip High Schcool. Weee! My childhood career is ending, it's actually kind of scary. I've decided I'm changing my cerfew. So now I can go out a be rebelious and a threat to mankind for another whole hour. It'll never happen, and I'm not a threat or the least bit rebelious, but I can pretend I'm a cool kid. Ohh boy. My mom and I were just having a discussion about how ill my graduation party is going to be. She thinks it'll be fun.. yeah, my mom thinks something will be fun. The world must be ending soon, and I dont know. I'm going to get one of those giant blow up bouncy castles so all my loser friends can go in it. Best party ever? hahaha.<br /><br />Oh and I'm really starting a diet tomorrow. That is all. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant:56819 2006-03-09T20:04:47Z 2006-03-09T20:04:47Z im going to buy myself a new tv by the end of the month.<br />okay great. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant:56158 2006-03-06T00:50:45Z 2006-03-06T00:50:45Z P.S. i also want to punch my father in the throat because he is an annoying bastard. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant:55342 2006-02-20T05:43:43Z 2006-02-20T05:43:43Z oh have i mentioned how i am blowing up the entire fucking world?<br />oh yeah, because i am.<br />i want everyone to die asap.<br />okay. awesomeeee. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant:55220 2006-02-19T05:37:04Z 2006-02-19T05:37:04Z omgomgomg.<br />kill meeeeee.<br />srsly. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant:54836 2006-02-17T03:38:05Z 2006-02-17T03:38:05Z dear shaina, give up now. boys will never like you. goodbye.<br /><br /><br /><br />i take back the happy thing. ive kinda been miserable tonight. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant:54724 2006-02-16T02:23:52Z 2006-02-16T02:23:52Z ive been so happy lately.<br />and in such a good mood.<br /><br />i think hell froze over.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant:54436 2006-02-11T18:13:21Z 2006-02-11T18:13:21Z the past week.<br />so good.<br />hahaha.<br />i love stalking.<br />i love my friends.<br />i love when corinne throws up.<br />i love applebees.<br />i love wasting gas.<br />hahahaha wooo.<br />&lt;333333 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_simplyelegant:53623 2006-01-30T02:44:06Z 2006-01-30T02:44:06Z ok. so, yesterday armor for sleep show,awesome.<br />walking to hudson river in dark alleys, awesome.<br />good friends &times, awesome. <br /><br />done with drama, done with everything.