word association:
eat out

phrase of the day:
no I won't make out with you
A phrase that a guy says to a girl loudly in a public place to attempt to embarrass that girl. This is usually sarcastic and said to a complete stranger who wants to ask a guy something simple.

in other news:
* valentines day wasn't as bad as i thought it would be.
* the past two days i've had a lot of fun at work.
* because without the fun ... it would suck.
* it sucks even with the fun.
* i don't think anyone even suspects that it was me. (not even sure who saw it in the first place.)
* ahahahahaha.
* if you have any clue wtf i'm talking about then keep it on the dl (thanks.)
* i'm pretty sure that only refers to one person on my f-list.
* if you don't, then don't worry about it.

moving on:
* i still wish i had a girlfriend.
* someone special.


*sigh*


back to that word association in the first part of the entry.
was the first thing that came to your mind something dirty?


again i will take a moment to pimp out my new community realbeautylove
please join it.
show some love.

ok. now almost 2 am.
my bed is calling my name.
....
at least something is.

so here it is.
valentine's day. singles awareness day.
and i have no valentine.

DEPRESSED.

10 days till Valentine's Day.

i give up.
anyway.
i'll be working.

*sigh*

so it's february first.
holly shit january flew by.
just wow.

anyway.
this month i get my yearly raise.
it better be a good one.
i'll have been there for 3 years.
and i'm still making jack shit.
so yea. whatever.

valentine's day is only 13 days away.
there's no way i'm gonna reach my goal.
of having a girlfriend.

that blows.

so tonight at work i was looking at the valentine's day cards.
and i got depressed.
cause i have no one to buy one for.
14 days.

and yes.
i'm listening to the same song i was in my last post.
i did listen to a few others.
but i thought this deserved a repeat.

out.

15 days.
15 DAYS.
15 DAYS.

thats how long i have to find a girlfriend.

---->                                                               <----
that's how far i am from finding one.

SAGITTARIUS (Nov. 22-Dec. 21). The one you love and the one who
loves you is the same person. Wow. That's the kind of miracle that
ought not to be taken for granted. Thank your lucky stars.

interesting indeed.
so my goal is to have a girlfriend by Valentine's Day.
i have 17 days and 22 hours.
yea. ok.

*sigh*
anyone know any single interested girls in Rhode Island?

right.
didn't think so.



anyone else care that limeybean faked her death. (for those of you who don't know. she created ljsecret) {read the cliff notes version here}
not that i knew her or anything.
but that's fucked up.

so i'm basically sad that valentine's day is coming up.
and i'm all alone.

not that this is any different from any other year.
i've always been alone on valentine's day.
and it never really bothered me.
i never really thought about it.
but for some reason this year is different.
this year, i care.

*sigh*




stolen from ljsecret

that could SO be my secret.
:(
i want to be able to help.
but what can i do?
but be there for her and listen to her.


i should be sleeping right now.
but i can't stop thinking.
ever have that feeling?
trying to fall asleep.
but your brain just keeps moving.
and thinking about stuff.
i hate it.