holy shit.
yet another year gone by.

holy shit.
i'm 21!

ummm so many things...


on the topic of work:
finally got full time!
still make less than 8 bucks an hour...
still put up with bullshit.
still only a select few people i really enjoy working with.


this year i've gotten a lot closer to Julie.
she's pretty much my best friend.
when i last wrote (a year ago? lol) i had just found out she was pregnant.
and july 11th little steven ross was born. (he's so adorable!!)
i'm pretty much in love with her.
and i know nothing will ever happen.
i'm ok with that, i guess.
but i'd still do _anything_ for her.

a lot of people i work with are always saying she takes advantage of me.
maybe she does *shrug* but i know she appreciates what i do for her.
and she's still my most favoriteist person in the world.
and no matter what she is someone i want to be friends with for the rest of my life.


and so i'm finally 21.
and my parents leash on me seems to be even shorter than it was before...
i know... HOW?!?!
but now whenever i go out
"you better not be drinking"
no mater where it is i'm going.

but anyway... for my 21st a bunch of us went out to Fitzpatricks
i got totally trashed.
had like 10 different drinks (bad idea lol)
and asked one of the girls i work with to show me her boobs.
anyway.... i went home, sat down on my bed, laid down.
sat back up and threw up all over my bedroom rug.
it wasn't cute.


also this year i discovered youtube.
some good stuff on there.
some creepy stuff on there.
2 girls 1 cup is disturbing.
what the buck.



i guess that pretty much sums up the past year.
(boring... i know)
i still didn't find a myself a girlfriend.
but on that note my new years resolution is to get laid.


ok, you can stop laughing now.

peace and love.
♥ Rob

i wish i could do more for her than just listen to the bullshit she has to put up with from him.

*sigh*

my feelings are a mess.

and so another year has gone by...
it went by pretty fast :-/

OMG... i'm 20 now
and everyone at work is like
"ONE more year till you can come to the bar with us"
damn that one year. lol

this year has been a pretty quiet one.
thats both good and bad i guess.

i don't talk to justine as much as i used to.
in fact we hardly talk anymore.
and this makes me kinda sad. (ok, really sad.)
i'd be cool if this year we talked a little more.
and maybe hung out like we used to.

work. work. work.
it's all i seem to do anymore.
a little tired of the bullshit...
but i said that last year.
i still make jack shit.
and my manager still won't put me in as full time (even though i work full time hours)
and some days there isn't even anyone working that i really like.
i mean there are some people that i just love working with cause it makes the night go by fast.
cause i get to talk/joke around with them. which everyone knows i love to do.
then there are the nights were there are only boring people working.
and sadly right now there are only a few people i really enjoy working with.
those people include michelle a., holly, nick...
and of cource the photo ppl are cool.
and a shoutout to my RX friends Julie and Ami :)
come to think about it those are about the only people i really get to joke around with anymore.
i wish jess from the day shift worked nights ... i like working with her..

then of course there's kristen... (yes, "i want to transfer cause of rob" kristen)
i think we've made a little progress.
we now have days where we are completely civil to each other.
then of course there are the days where she still thinks she's better than everyone.
and she really thinks she's gonna get keys when she turns 18 in february
she's gonna be so disappointed when that doesn't happen.
and i'm really not saying that to be mean.
one good thing is now... not everyone that works there knows the whole story about what happened between me and kristen.
they only know the basics ... we dated and we broke up. this is a good thing. lol


moving on.
still didn't find myself a girlfriend.
but there is a girl i have a rather large crush on.
but i dunno. i'm pretty sure she isn't interested.
*shrugs*



like i said pretty quiet year so not much to write about...
maybe this year... just maybe

and now its 2:30 i should be in bed .. fast asleep right now
oh yea.. happy new year everyone.
and ... plz comment. cuz like.. i'm a comment whore.


peace and love.
♥ Rob

i'm so fucking frustrated.
slash.
pissed off.

had to work with kristen tonight.
and OMG did she get on my nerves.
i mean normally we just ignore each other.
thats kinda the way i like it...

but anyway.
today her, this other girl and i were in the back room.
we were talking about something...
then kristen say "why don't we get back to work"
i replied "you better not be talking to me"
kristen: "no, you don't do any work anyway."

she want's to bust balls ... fine.

i gave the other girl a cart to work.
it had a few tray stacked on it.
kristen says to the other girl
"give me the top tray so it doesn't fall and KILL you..."
other girl: "thanks, at least SOMEONE cares."
me: "yea, at least she cares about SOMEONE"

BURN.

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later
---
kristen, a different other girl, and i were in an isle talking about some hair stuff.
the other girl comments that it looks like cheese.
so were being silly w/e...
me: "yea we should taste it and see if it tastes like cheese too.."
kristen: "thats why rob's gonna be single forever."
me "... *evil look*"
----
then i walk in on the two of them in the back room...
kristen: "yes, i was young and stupid."
other girl: (to me, later): "yea, about dating you."
-----------


ok, now see.
theres a line between busing balls and being mean.
kristen said those thing just to be a mean bitch.
i've never really done anything to be intentionally mean to her.
there are so many things i could say about her that would change how people think about her.
but i won't ... cause that's just mean... i like to bust balls, but being mean takes the fun out of it.
so i don't say anything that's intentionally mean.

i had a little chat with the other girl.
she says she was just playing around.
i told her playing around is fine but when kristen is around
keep the rob bashing to a minimum because while you might just be playing
she's not, she's just trying to be mean.


and not something that i wanna admit.
but it kinda hurt that she said those things.
and i know i shouldn't be bothered by what she says and whatnot
but.... OUCH.




on a lighter note...
really starting to love Shakira's Hips Don't Lie!
yea!

so yea.
wow. this is my first real update in forever.
go me.

bitch needs to not run her mouth about who i may or may not try to hook up with.

don't fucking lie to me when i call you out for talking shit about me.

you make yourself look stupid.
not that that's hard.

do the right thing.








 

so i completely forgot to make my monthly "OMG it's the first of the month!1!1!!!!one!!1!one!one!1!"

yea.
so.


it's march.
and like.
it's gonna snow later today.
that's fucked up.
i am SO done with this cold ass weather.
i'm ready for spring.


in other news.
i'm still looking for someone to love.
someone to love me back.