Hello,

I have one ticket for the Sticky and Sweet Tour, Coming to Vancouver, Oct 30 @ BC Place.

Check out my ebay listing:
Madonna!

She has never come to Vancouver before, Don't miss it!:D

came in žalec today.
luka's birthday party on tuesday was crazy.
slept four hours and drove to ljubljana with seba, miha and špela.
venerea @ orto yesterday.
after party at metelkova and loooong walk home.
four hours of walking around ljubljana.
came in koseze around 6am.
slept three hours.
i am tired but happy.
and i am going out again :-)

I figured I'd do one of these just for the hell of it. It's been a while! :o I want to start re-adding and deleting people this week so I can get my journal nice and updated friends wise.

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If you have time, recommend me a good movie to rent or book to read. Doesn't have to be something you'd think I'd like, just something you think is awesome. Personally I think you should all rent Layer Cake, Serenity, and Sex and the City. Yes, I just put those three movies into one movie recommendation lump. Book wise...read The Dark Materials series by Phillip Pullman, The Dune Chronicles by Frank Herbert, every single book by Douglas Adams and Love is a Dog From Hell by Charles Bukowski.

Off to Canada tomorrow for a month. I'm excited but nervous because, and I've probably already mentioned this before but...I hate airports! They make me nervous. Either way, so happy I'll be seeing my boyfriend for his birthday and spending Halloween with him! I miss him lots. The last time I updated I mentioned about the whole volunteering thing + starting school in January + still not being able to find a job. Nothing has changed in that regard, haha. Going to seriously sell my soul for a job, any job, when I get back from Toronto.

Still packing but I'm almost done. :o I am totally going to forget something important, I know it! Always happens. Oh well though. :D

In WoW related news...my holy paladin got more t6 and I finally got her a damn ram mount from Brewfest! She looks so pretty. I have an obsession with mounts and pets, like...probably 90% of girls that play wow. Sue me. ;D Since my guild is currently getting lazy about raiding, I think I'm just going to farm rep and gold until WOTLK comes out. I want the damn caravan mammoth mount, even if it's 20k gold. I already pre-ordered my collector's edition of WOTLK too! So all I've got left to do is farm, farm, farm. Oh...and I GUESS work on my alts. :o

"After two days of no-schedule, I sit down on a clear cold sunny day with nothing to beef at except the slick sick feeling which won't leave. It comes and goes. I feel I could crack open mines of life- in my daily writing sketches, in my reading and planning: if only I could get rid of my absolutist panic. I have, continually, the sense that this time is invaluable, and the opposite sense that I am paralyzed to use it: or will use it wastefully and blindly. I have all the world's readings on my back, instead of a possible book a day. I must discipline myself to concentrate on certain authors, certain fields, lest I welter, knowing nothing and everything. I am neither a know-nothing or a bohemian, but I find myself wishing, wishing, to have a corner of my own: something I can know about, write about well. All I have ever read thins and vanishes: I do not amass, remember. I shall this year work for steady small growth, nothing spectacular, and the ridding of this panic.

"Brief note: to self. Time to take myself in hand. I have been staggering about lugubrious, black, bleak, sick. Now to build into myself, to give myself backbone., how ever much I fail. If I get through this year, no matter how badly, it will be the biggest victory I've ever done. All my spoiled little girl selves cry to escape before my bad, ignorant somnolence is made drearily public... If I fainted, or paralyzed myself, or pleaded that I couldn't carry on, I'd probably escape: but how to face myself, to live after that? To write or be intelligent as a woman? It could be a worse trauma than this, although escape looks very sweet and plausible. This way, I can build up a dull, angry resentment & feel I'm going through with it & will deserve my freedom in June, for sacrificing a year of my life. 7 more months.


From "Journals of Sylvia Plath". Maybe some of you can relate too, for I can.

If you call me I won't be home
I'm hiding from the kingdom come
They can't see everything on earth
With the satellites and the roving drones

This is why hell is underground
Like a reclaimed bad part of town
We don't want to lose our souls
We're the saints who don't want to be found

she said, "some races can't be won" and so we fade with the setting of the sun. and airplanes always leave the ground with confidence in safely coming down, unlike us, we crashed and can't be found. in the movies, on the big screen, I'd make you mine. if this were highschool or just homecoming, we'd dance all night. don't let that smile fade, i wouldn't want to see you hurt like I am, or keep the promises we made. i know that this will come and go, but she runs further, further than she knows. could i have shown more teeth when i smiled? stood up straight when you called my name? kissed you with my eyes closed? i'm lost, i'll find my way... this isn't highschool or homecoming, let's say goodnight.

found this from an old locked entry in 2006:

"...that's why i wished i were in love because it's so much easier to take the steps, to risk getting burnt, because somehow your choices seem to be easier to make, like they were made for you already, like there are wings on your feet, like there was no other way."

makes sense.

The good news is that I just played a four hour game of Disney's Trivial Pursuit, and totally won.

Of course.

In response to an deficit of money, and an excess of chubbyness.. I've decided to only eat oatmeal.

By the way.. my hair is back to being blonde instead of grey! yay!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sw1XFu-mFVk

Fuck yeah! It looks awesome. :D

october is here and school started on the 1st.
first party was a big success. some of my friends move into new apartment and they had house warming party on wednesday. later we went out and four of us had an after party in my apartment till 8am.
tomorrow trip to seaside. my friends are having concert there and after that we are going out. coming home on sunday. and next week is already full with parties and trip to ljubljana on wednesday.
And i found new job, really easy and i will be working with my best friend.
i am a bit tired but i am going out. it's friday :)
( wednesday night... )