http://users.livejournal.com/_shibby__/ La Dee Dah - LiveJournal.com Fri, 08 Apr 2005 16:00:31 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com _shibby__ 6624241 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/27962090/6624241 http://users.livejournal.com/_shibby__/ 100 100 http://users.livejournal.com/_shibby__/919.html Fri, 08 Apr 2005 16:00:31 GMT http://users.livejournal.com/_shibby__/919.html i hate myself i kind of finished with john but i did not i just told him i'm confused and don't know if i fancy him anymore he says he understands which i think he does but i think he knows that i like josh and rang my best friend and told her that i spend to much time with him because i went to his yesterday and we went shopping the other day but it wasn't like it was just me and him it was sean and jess aswell...although they are going out with eachother. well john has phoned my best friend a few times and she texted me saying she will ring me later but i don't want to wait i would like to know what he told her now. it's not fairy i am such a bitch why would i do that to him. people keep saying i'm not a horrible person but i don't understand it how can i not be a bitch if i was them i think i would most probably hate me for what i have done, i am even going out with josh sean and jess again tomorow. hmmm it keeps being really sunny then snowing then sunny again tis weird. my fairy love t-shirt arrived this morning it says away with the fairys it is black and the writing is extremely glittery! damnit i need to write that english essay soon i only have till monday and i really don't want to do it damn i hate english and my teacher she deserves to die i hate her she just makes me feel like crap and rubbish at everything all my teachers do it and then they wonder why i have just given up on everything it is because none of them have faith in me and the ones that do say i am underachieving but that is because so many of them say i'm rubbish i just think i am rubbish at school in general i hate it and i'm crap at it all and i'm going to die when i'm older anyway maybe even tomorow why waste my precious time doing essays? i started crying when talking to john last night but was msn so he doesn't know that and today i was annoyed at myself so have cut my leg will soon regret it but never mind i deserve to die anyhow how could i be such a bitch http://users.livejournal.com/_shibby__/919.html none watching tv none watching tv i am a horrible person public 0 http://users.livejournal.com/_shibby__/766.html Fri, 01 Apr 2005 15:18:32 GMT http://users.livejournal.com/_shibby__/766.html bored bored bored bored bored was going to go out today but John can't anymore so the highlight of my day was walking to the post office to send a letter to my penpal who i have neglected and not sent a letter in ages. I'm very bored and in need of a shopping trip because i have money left over from my birthday but i have bought some stuff off the internet and so owe my mother £30 which i got out of the bank earlier and will give her when she gets in. Anyhoo i bought i black t-shirt that says away with the fairys from fairylove.com and i bought a the cheat bag from homestarrunner.com but thats quicker than shopping and so doesn't waste lots of time and make you less bored. been on ebay a lot i have bidded on some fairy wings and might bid on a top soon if it's in my size. i did bid on a badge but it would end up being a rip off if i bidded on it anymore and so i gave up on that one. hmmm holidays are so boring i need to write an essay still but its not happening and i will end up putting it off until the last minute as usual and because of that it will end up being a load of crap like my english work usually is since i suck at school this year because i gave up caring because i'm bored. jessica is going out with sean it's really weird sean who i love dearly (as a friend) and my darling best friend jessica, it's kinda cool and also sweet lol i shouldn't say sweet because it pisses me off when people say that me and John are sweet. they haven't told many people yet but sean told me yesterday i didn't know if i should believe him or not so i had to go and ask jess she confirmed it and it's really weird...still cool though =P http://users.livejournal.com/_shibby__/766.html Virgin radio (scissor sisters - take your mama) Virgin radio (scissor sisters - take your mama) bored public 0 http://users.livejournal.com/_shibby__/452.html Wed, 30 Mar 2005 12:05:26 GMT http://users.livejournal.com/_shibby__/452.html Oh cool I now have a live journal thingy oh wow. But at this very moment in time I can't think of anything to write because I just woke up....well an hour ago...and had cake for breakfast since i forgot to have it yesterday =P. Well I am doing nothing today probably on here all day and listening to music and stuff like that and then maybe later shall watch a DVD or if my english teacher is lucky I will write my essay but I seriously doubt that one....Oh wow I am typing without looking at the keyboard, I think I will start doing this more often then I will make less mistakes cos I am pressing backspace rather a lot at the moment. Yesterday I was very stupid and ate a really hot pizza the sauce burnt my chin and it was so hot it is actually a proper burn and is still hurting and overnight it turned red oh dear well that is all I have to say so toodle pip if anyone is actually reading this. http://users.livejournal.com/_shibby__/452.html Something corporate - Punk Rock Princess Something corporate - Punk Rock Princess optimistic public 0