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[08 Feb 2004|03:23pm] |
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To Ms. Annabelle
FingerNails
Pull, scratch, bleed
Nails on a Chalkboard
Like a gun in your mouth
Pull the trigger
Your mind upon the wall.
I scoop it up and make it my paint
Fumes of paint, so aromatic, orgasmic.
Canvas, stark white, glowing in bad lighting
Brushes soaked, stroke the canvas rhythmically
Like a surgeon
Sex, Sedate, Operate.
Nails, Fingernails, ripping to reveal
The core, jet black, soul - blood red
More paint, more paint.
The tap drips slowly, like the beat
of your dying heart
So beautiful.
My nails, like claws and stingers
Pulling you into a bath tub
Filled to the brim with murky water
Slowly changing from brown to maroon.
Excitement, adrenaline, pumping
through my veins
It keeps me painting rampantly.
Call me Dr. Jekyll, an insanity amongst itself.
Darling, I'm an artist - things will never change.
I gather more paint from you
Your scream is enthralling.
Coarse rope and a needle
I sew up your corpse.
Bad lighting, wet floors,
Blood stained bath tub,
Flesh under my nails.
Magnificent, its finished.
The work of my life.
Glowing in bad lighting,
The canvas is no longer white -
It's vivdly red, black, and maroon
It's the story of a loveless life
and a haunting groom.
Fin.
<3333
EDIT:
This poem is not some bullshit I made up to sound cool. I was really mad at someone and I vent my anger through it and it is paralleled with a wife's revenge on her husband. I cannot believe I have to explain my poetry to people. This makes me sad and I don't think I will post any more stuff that I wrtie.
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| woot woot |
[05 Feb 2004|07:08pm] |
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Happy 2 months. You two are so cute together. Not to mention, awesome people.
Congrats.
<3 Torie
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[02 Feb 2004|09:21pm] |
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I know you like to party with your pants off,
I babysitt 3 of you illegitament (sp?) children.
What a bastard.
hahaha. I just thought of that.
I retrieved my CARPET SHOES today. CHESS. I think I am excited.
Party this weekend with Lisa. I haven't seen that biatch in awhile.
I love you all.
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| I just died in your arms tonight..... it must of been something you said. |
[01 Feb 2004|07:46pm] |
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so Winter Formal was great great great.
I swear on my dead grandma that I took more pictures then anyone.
So many that it has to be a completely different post. I also directed my first sex tape. Thanks to all the participants, you're lovely.
But besides that WF was good, I danced...WHAT A SHOCKER.
P.F. Changs was good nobody ate the food, ????, so we all wasted 10 dollars.
3 o'clock bread fights, imaginary stories, drinks, sex stories seriously... I haven't laughed so much in gawd knows how long. I love everyone who I hung out with this weekend.
After 4 hours of sleep, we (Eb, Kristin, Theresa, Dianna, and I) got ready and met Sam and Mitch in town for what I guess you call breakfast. Sam ate butter--- NUFF SAID.
I tripped on my way to the park, had fun there. Theresa and Dianna had to leave and then Sam had to go home around 2.
Kristin, Mitch, Eb, and I hit up the Promenade and saw the Butterfly Effect!!!
CRAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZY SHIT!!! I loved it.
Johnny Rockets, Bus Rides, Jokes, and interesting conversations made up the rest of the night. I am ready to die I am so sleep deprived.
So expect a pictures post next.
I love you all and I think I am sick.
<3
P.s. Kristin and I are so cool with our swigs.
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[29 Jan 2004|06:49pm] |
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exchange day today.
I had the coolest classes and I learned how to line dance which is a marvel within itself.
Crespi smelled disgusting I almost puked when someone described it as a breakfast meal - bacon, eggs, and SHIT!
enough said.
Mr. Conatser (sp?) is awesome.
Tomorrow should be awesome. Chinese food, seeing Annabelle, and tons of other stuff!
<33333
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| build me up to break me down. |
[28 Jan 2004|09:33pm] |
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The past couple of days has been a roller coaster of emotions- happiness, anger, confusion, despair, and utter emptiness.
Winter Formal is now 3 days away and I am totally prepared, everything was finished off by ordering the boutaineer (sp?).
School and Family stress are reallllllllly starting to bug, I am slowly dying but no one notices, I guess I put up a big front.
I am, in this moment, somewhat blissful with my vegan cookies and soymilk. Why can't I just escape.
Tomorrow is going to be pathetic except for the fact that I am going to have coffee.
<33333
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[27 Jan 2004|06:56pm] |
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16 candles makes me smile.
what movie makes you smile?
<333
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