I Need More Affection Than You Know

I Need More Affection Than You Know

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TODAY IS THE FINAL DAY [
Tuesday June 24, 2008
]

Today is the final day for the cyperous order. People who are in on this please see this post.

I'll be ordering the wigs late tonight/early tomorrow morning. So be sure to get your order in!

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:D! [
Thursday June 12, 2008
]

[ mood | accomplished ]

Vampire Knight photos can be found over in my new cosplay journal junjouegoist (that's right... stfu... I love Junjou Romantica), and I think "Naive Egoist" is a pretty fitting title for my cosplay journal.

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[
Sunday June 01, 2008
]

[ mood | sick ]

ATTENTION:

I've recently removed a TON of people from my friends list about 5 days ago. Some I will be adding back, and some I won't. I went through deleting anyone's livejournal name that I didn't recognize automatically. I'm pretty sure I deleted Ali, but I didn't mean to, so I just got to figure out what her screenname was again and go back and add it. I might be deleting a few more people here and there because I'm going to make another run through to make sure I'm content with the people on this journal.

The problem I was having, was I would go through my friend list and not remember who half of you guys were/how I knew you, and I hate hate hate to do this, but if I don't know you in real life, haven't met you in real life/probably will never meet you in real life, I kind of need to cut you. There's no way to do this without feeling like a douchebag....

If you feel like I might've wrongly cut you, please comment with who you are/how we know each other, and I'll try and decide what to do...

But as of today I probably won't be adding random people/people who admire my cosplay/lj wanderers. I may start a cosplay journal for people who want to keep up with that aspect of my life.

But I just want to thank all of you who have been with me through hard times and good times and given me advice and support when I truely needed it. You guys have been apart of the single most important growing experience in my entire short lived life and I'm thankful that you stayed along for the ride.

tl;dr ... friends cut.

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Kind Of A Fanime Report? [
Wednesday May 28, 2008
]

[ mood | content ]

This is going to be my poor excuse of the highlights from Fanime. I got MAYBE two pictures of Ailac at Fanime, and one guy didn't know who I was but "liked my costume anyway", so I'll try and do a photo shoot to show ~~how bad it is~~ you the costume.

I also took some of the highlight from Lauren/Twin/kittyling.

This sums up Fanime pretty much. Half naked lesbians, Tasu, Cellphone, and sore feet.

This con was made pretty much amazing by my main hotel crew. amenislytherin, juumou, kittyling, kasaiface, Nick and Krystal. We cuddled (half naked/in undies), we laughed until we cried, we laughed at weird fangirls, we played harmless yet slightly mean spirited games, and we had an amazing time.

Memories (stolen from Twin):
- Purikura and bubble tea in Japantown on Thursday
- THE FANIM
- Fuck. Yes. ...and.
- Nick doing it without lips
- Me falling in love with a mannequin (stfu she was far away and she was beautiful. You're all just jealous I saw her first D:)
- Half-naked lesbian cuddle parties
- Teddy fucking
- Your team
- Partying with asianschoolboy, unlock, sweeter, muzek, & others
- Drunken angel kisses from Karla, Twin, Kasai, and Ame
- Thoroughly enjoying a mediocre rave because I was dancing with wonderful friends
- Staying up until the wee hours of the night just talking and cuddling
- Not getting up early for An Cafe tickets, then visiting Kasai, Nick, and Ame in line and getting free tickets after only standing there for 10 minutes (sorry Kasai! 8D;;)
- Seeing An Cafe
- LET ME INTRODUCE...MY MEMBER
- Apples
- Singing along to Sarah McLachlan while driving to the airport at 4 AM + getting lost

Memories:
- The fangirls. Honestly. lol
- Getting tipsy for the first time in my life Saturday night
- Holding Kasai and Ame during the An Cafe concert
- Singing "Simple and Clean" along with Ramen and Rice and Kasai being pleasantly surprised at my singing voice ♥
- Being stalked by two people at one con = mildly entertaining/amusing if not kind of frightening
- "You have the perfect facial structure"
- Groping Tasu all Sunday night. Unf... (also having a huge girlboner for her while she was doing her photoshoot in Shin... what? I totally don't have 3 photos on my phone + a 40 second video)
- One very very bad apple
- Meeting Manly Kittan and Moogie who were probably two of the most darling humans ever. If I were straight or if Moogie were gay I'd have huge secret crushes on both of them. Also congrats you two ♥, stop being adorable.
- Krystal getting jealous fattied in real life
- "IT'S REDEAD TIME!"... "NO DADDY NO!"
- "I want to commission redead time from her"
- Pubic nipple hairs
- POOP MAKES FOOD
- FOOD MAKES POOP
- SPAGHETTIOS AL LA MARINARA SAUCE
- Ame being a jewish woman
- Seeing Jin/BehindInfinity at JapanTown on Thursday. Honestly. That was really weird. Also she's beautiful IRL and I shall forever whiteknight her + her boyfriend (Miguel?)
- Eating 2 huge crepes in JapanTown in a matter of 3 hours. I regret nothing.
- Some girl coming up to me in the rave with her cellphone and a text that said "Axel?".
- Asking Ame if she would just drive forever when she was driving me to the airport and literally and sincerly meaning it. I don't think I've ever felt such an intense longing to just be a car with good friends, singing, until there is no more road left for us to drive on.
- Reciting horrible self insert Fushigi Yuugi fanfiction to Tasu while she was dressed as Tasuki (because apparently she said that's the only FY fanfiction out there XD). "Tasuki rubbed my milky white thigh with his rough tanned hand. I whispered weakly in his ear 'Tasuki no....'".

( Cut for Fanime Fangirl Stories )

Shit I forgot that this was also a very hilarious Fanime memory.

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♥? [
Wednesday April 30, 2008
]

[ mood | curious ]

THE SECRET LOVERS MEME

♥ :o

Also SOME of you need to do this. I need to confess my love for you.

[
Monday April 28, 2008
]

[ mood | blank ]

... and then one year later.

HELLO I SOUND LIKE A DICK IN THIS POST! [
Monday April 21, 2008
]

[ mood | happy ]

ATTENTION FRIENDS ATTENDING OTAKON

OKAY. HOLY SHITS. I just found a really good hotel really close to the convention center (maybe a 5-10 minute walk at the most). It's 259.00 a night and I'm getting it from Thursday-Sunday night (checking out monday morning)

The hotel is Baltimore Marriott Inner Harbor at Camden Yards

Sunday will consist of saying goodbye to everyone ~~(I refuse to cosplay Sunday)~~... just kidding :D. I'll probably be in Vampire Knight again or something, and then JJ suggested maybe going to the aquarium? Also it'd be nice to go have a nice meal somewhere and then go swim/relax in the hot tub and just take a breath and relax.

( Cut for words )

UPDATED ON MAY 08, 2008:

All spots are filled at the moment, although we may need one or two people as a backup seeing as how tasu recently quit her 2nd job and may not be able to make it! So if you're looking for a room, just go ahead and reply :D! Tasu is definitely coming.

UPDATED ON JUNE 17, 2008
I dropped Nai from the room due to poor communication. I haven't spoken to her in over two months (pretty much dropped off the face of the internet), and she hasn't let me know for sure if she is coming or not. I'm really iffy about "holding spots" in this room because I HAVE to have the right amount of people in this room and I HAVE to have the money before the convention (so my mom can upload it on the credit card so I can actually pay the hotel when I get to Baltimore without going over the credit limit).

So Kasai. As soon as you get back I need to know if Mia can stay. If not, I may ask Soni and Umister if they want to stay in the room, because I know that they will be there for sure, but then there is also the think about Tako coming. So... shit I dunno. So far I need two people who are set spots. I'm also worried about how cramped it will be because I don't know about the size of the rooms/IF we will be able to get a roll-away bed. I advise everyone staying to bring a blanket+pillow (we will have a king size bed, but just to be on the safe side). I will look into bringing my regular size air mattress, but it's according to DELTA... if they want to charge me for "excess baggage" which = 25.00 for any person flying with more than 1 bag. But also, it people bring a lot of blankets, we can make the roll-away or air mattress more comfy.

Also I've decided that I need the money by Monday July 28th. So that I have two weeks to make sure it gets into my account and gets transferred over to the credit card without any trouble.

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Who Decided My Worth? [
Friday March 28, 2008
]

[ mood | complacent ]

[ music | The Soup ]

STYLED MY ITOSHIKI-SENSEI WIG!

I'm pretty happy with it... I just wish I would've taken the initiative to style it for the SZS shoot. Oh well :D. It's basically just the same photos over and over again tbh

( No, No. I Can't Dance With You. )

[Edit] 1:22 AM

Also I decided I'm going to drop Jo. I'm still going to make the outfit (not completely, just make the top and finish the shorts), but I think I'm going to sell the wig (40 bucks), the guns (50 bucks), and the outfit (shorts, top, and gloves ... roughly about 50-80 bucks) on ebay for 100-200 bucks. I've just come to the conclusion I'm not very comfortable in it. And after talking to Kelly at AB about how I was probably going to drop the costume, and also hearing her horror stories about the costume, I've come to the conclusion that I'll just drop it. Also I've changed my Takarazuka outfit to the Yami Ga Hirogaru outfit instead of the Saigo no Dansu one! GOD I KEEP FLIP FLOPPING WITH MY COSPLAY PLANS THIS YEAR D8

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Another Airplane Another Sunny Place.... [
Sunday March 23, 2008
]

[ mood | cold ]

[ music | Michael Buble - Home ]

I just want to go home. My flight is delayed for an hour...

This con has had the most ups and downs I've ever experienced in my life, and I never want to experience that again.

Also GREG shadow_sasuke I HAVE YOUR PINK TUTU. You left it in the room (and shelby you left your leather jacket... JJ has that, also you left underwear or someone did and we left those...) Just tell me what you want to do to get it back.

Cons:
- Flight was cancelled and I had to pay for a hotel room and spend Tuesday in Dallas
- Wasn't allowed to get retrieve my bags to take to the airport hotel with me, so I had NOTHING with me.
- Finally got to Boston and both of my bags were lost (finally got them at 11 that night)
- Working on costumes the entire time and not really getting to just hang out
- Not finishing Axel coat
- Tounge swelled up on me the first night (what the hell was that, seriously?)
- Got my period Thursday
- Face was broken out like never before in my life
- Drama and sad peoples saturday night
- Having my nerves run a little thin and snapping a little
- Never really getting to party Saturday night
- Getting shin slints (intense shooting pain in my shin bone, maybe caused for peices of my bone splinting off) in my right leg due to fighter boots
- I hate crushes......
- Being overly sensative towards a certain situation that I read a little too much into.
- CON STAFF SUCK A FLAMING DICK
- 4chan. I'm thinking about asking to get banned, it's getting a little old yet it can be such a time waster on boring nights.

Pros:
+ Meeting Alli and Carrie and making awesome faces with Alli and also rocking out to 90's music in the car while doing some cosplay shopping.
+ Wearing Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei and getting an amazing photoshoot done (oh god I might regret those japanese rope bondage pics 8x)
+ Getting recognized A LOT in SZS
+ JJ being awesome with getting me a badge
+ NICK COLE KASAI EVERYONE ♥
+ Sticking up for friends and feeling like a good and useful human again
+ HOLY SHIT HIGH RES TAKARAZUKA'S ELISABETH (MOON TROUPE) IN THE HALLWAY OF LEVEL 23 AT 3 IN THE MORNING
+ Actually having a crush on someone (a legit crush not a "oohh you're so hot 83") after a full year of feeling kind of dead (well besides tasu, but I had a crush on her for two years before we dated so...)
+ Hanging out and cuddling with Nick ;w;
+ Dancing with Michi, Nick, Kasai, and Miika at the rave
+ Sitting in Scout's room on the floor of the hallway Saturday night and talking about poop, ex's, Hilary Clinton being in Takarazuka, and other amazing stuff. I love these people....
+ Bodily functions like farting is still pretty funny.
+ Getting mistaken for cosplaying Light when I was dressed in my normal clothes for the rave, and then getting recognized by the same guy for cosplaying Axel.
+ Hanging out with Kasai's masq group and huddling together when the awards were being announced. Then jumping up and down and being excited for them when they won best in show.

Quotes:
> "I LOVE SEMEN!"
> "I can't play the bass.............fuck"
> "Tacobazooka"
> "GOTHIC GUS! WANT AN APPLE?"
> "Imagine Hilary Clinton in zuka makeup with her turkey neck"
> "Every now and then I get a little bit lonely"
> "One you're like a dream come true, two just want to be with you, three girl it's plain to see that you're the only one for me..."
> "DAYUM Goku"
> "Um. Excuse me. Fuck your mother."
> "YAGAMI!!!"

I'm sure I'll think of more things whenever I start uploading photos from AB. But so far, there are good memories that I'm trying to make overpower the bad ones.

I want to go home :

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Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei:Anime Boston [
Thursday February 21, 2008
]

[ mood | curious ]

[ music | Kūsō Rumba - Kenji Ōtsuki ]

RIGHT-O! So it just started out as me and JJ cosplaying from SZS, but it turned into a mini-group, and we thought "Hell, lets see if this can become something bigger". So JJ is wanting to keep who she is doing a secret, so I'm just going to name who we have and who we need.

This may also could be a list for fanime AND Otakon, but everyone has fanime groups out the ass...

Also staring at this icon while listening to Kuso Runba by Kenji Otsuki (SZS OP 2nd season) = minutes of my life I cannot get back

( Runba Runba Runba Runba Runba )

Anyways. Pimp this please JJ ♥

~~Also so to ensure that the schoolgirls match we were thinking maybe this uniform? It's only 43 dollars (the only problem is the patch and the bow, but those can be EASILY modified) ♥~~

I didn't take into consideration the size of some of the other girls, while the school uniform would fit me, I am made of nothing but flesh and bone sooo ... I'll get back to you on the uniform thing.

[EDIT]

OKAY! Hopefully this will be the last edit. We decided on getting this, so that means we'll be doing the summer uniforms instead (which kind of makes me sad but oh well D:).

Also we're going to be doing a SZS photoshoot on THURSDAY, so anyone is who wanting to join us needs to give us a headsup so we can pick you up and drive you to the location <3.

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THE UNOFFICIAL OFFICIAL GURREN LAGANN FANIME CAST LIST THING [
Tuesday February 19, 2008
]

[ mood | bouncy ]

Okay so this is for the Fanime Gurren Lagann discussion. I don't really have a definate day that it's going to be going, but the only thing I'm working around is the Antique Cafe panel/concert (because me, tasu, twin, kasai, ect WILL ALL BE AT THAT PANEL AND REFUSE TO MISS IT) lol. So, this is for discussion/if you want to join the party.

Also there were images for each character, but photobucket doesn't like my computer so ... I think we all know the characters by now anyways. I can't make it look as cool as Karla's/Chaz's/Ect's group lists.

( Gurren Lagann Fanime List )

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COSPLAY CHANGES [
Thursday February 14, 2008
]

[ mood | busy ]

Okay. Jesus, maybe this will FINALLY be the last time I change which cosplay I'm doing this year.

So... Cytomander = not going to happen (atleast not right now <3). It's a little TOO expensive for me to be as elaborate as I want it to be. And I'd rather do it right than half ass it. Also it would've been EXTREMELY difficult to pack from con to con. The "feathers" would both be atleast 4-5 long, and would have to have something inside of them to make them stable enough to stand up by themselves.

So me and furiousmice JJ have decided to do Ailac and Kidd. "WHO?" you say? My point exactly...

Also me and JJ are going to be doing some Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei cosplay at Anime Boston (Fanime and Otakon too? Maybe?). I purchased my wig today so I'm pretty sure it'll come in time for the con. Most people probably know who I'm going to be, but no one knows who JJ is going to be so I think we'll get pretty amusing shots. I need to practice some crack faces...

I still need to figure out if I want to finish Jo from AnimeBoston. Probably not. I need to get with JJ and see if we're shooting for doing Ailac and Kidd (goverment outfit more than likely but MAYBE space pajamas) cosplay for AB. Because I still have to completely remake Axel (WUT ARE YOU DOING SEY GET A MOVE ON), style a Roxas wig for JJ, AND make Ailac.

Kill me... Also be safe at Katsucon guys. I know a lot of west coasters are going this year and I'm really down about missing my mommy and daddy (Ame and Juumou) on the east coast. FLY SAFE PEOPLE.

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[
Tuesday January 22, 2008
]

[ mood | hungry ]

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to come back here. Tell me anything. Tell me what you really think of me or yourself. Anything.

Post anonymously. Speak honestly. Post as many times as you like.

Comments screen and IP logging turned off.

Stolen from kiralikescake, unlock, and kittyling

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[
Saturday December 29, 2007
]

[ mood | contemplative ]

Okay. Jo progress pics.

( Crazy Burst Angel )

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Maybe I don't owe an explaination but... [
Monday December 24, 2007
]

[ mood | disappointed ]

What's so interesting about my life? Why do people like to make assumptions? I'm not an interesting person really. I work a dead end cafe job full time, I am asleep whenever I can find the time to be, I like eating olives while laying in my bed under the covers, and I dote on my yorkshire terrier puppy like she was the greatest thing ever created.

( I'll probably regret this...(warning this is long) )

This is public for obvious reasons. I will soon be removing a few people from my life, because I believe that if you have the audacity to try and talk about the ones I love as well as myself, I don't not want to even know you exist.

...Whoa. Picture related. Sorry about all this bullshittery fagging up my lj.

[EDIT]
Uhg. I'm a horrible human sorry D:. Merry Christmas you guys! Sorry to put all this crap up on christmas eve, ignore it. It isn't directed towards 99% of the people on my FL, I love you guys. I really do. Btw. Comments are screened lol.

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[
Saturday December 22, 2007
]

[ mood | bouncy ]

NO LJ CUT FOR YOU.

My 9 week old Yorkie puppy Bailey

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8F Costume Play [
Tuesday December 18, 2007
]

[ mood | bouncy ]

Cosplay Update
Dropped
- Kaname
- Garlock Simon

Added
+ Eternal Sailor Uranus (Neptune is chienverde. She is gorgeous)
+ Axel v 2.0
+ Gurren Lagaan character(s?) (UNDECIDED)
+ Death (Ayaki Nao's Moon Troupe version)- Takarazuka's performance of Elisabeth

I'm off work for three days. What did I do to deserve such an amazing break?

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Lol Wut 8F [
Tuesday December 04, 2007
]

[ mood | amused ]

...Was there seriously just a Gurren Lagann reference on the blackboard in episode 3 of Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei.

"Use your (moe) drill to break through the heavens!"

Okay no seriously. Hiatus.

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All The Lights Are Stars [
Friday October 19, 2007
]

[ mood | bouncy ]

[ music | Bens Brother - Stuttering ]

Finally finished Gurren Lagann, and for a mech series, I have to say I enjoyed it. This series just kept breaking my heart, but it was still pretty damn awesome.

I've finally figured out who I'm going to cosplay 8D!

Simon. His final outfit. Hey Twin(kittyling), JJ told me you were wanting to do Simon too? Well since Kasai is doing Pre-Timeskip Simon, do you want to do his outfit when he is Commander. Or even Anal!RapePrision Outfit (I also have a great wig all three of us can buy and style accordingly so we can look a like! OH MY GOD WHY AM I SO EXCITED)? Oh also Nick, when you cosplay Kamina don't you DARE wear any sort of heels lol. I'm only an inch taller than you (You're 5'10" right?), and Simon is taller than Kamina. OKAY ANIKI?!

( OVER 9000 HOURS IN MS PAINT )

I leave for San Fran/Yaoi-con in 4 days, I'm bringing Axel v 1.0, Soubi (last time I'll wear him to a con, YOU HAVE DONE ME PROUD SOUBI, may you be happy in retirement!), Sailor Star Fighter (might not wear her, just bringing her along cause I have nothing else), and thats it. I'll mostly be NORMAL!Sey.

Someone also asked me on a date while we're at Y-con 83. This will be my first date since 7th grade, hopefully it won't be as awkward and embarassing as the last one.

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... [
Wednesday September 26, 2007
]

[ mood | exhausted ]

2oo8 Cosplay Plans

( My Wallet...It Feels Lighter )

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