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[18 Feb 2012|02:40am] |
sup, friends only.
cmnt.
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[20 Mar 2007|04:06pm] |
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you calling yourself someones friend makes me LOL!!!!!!!!
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[19 Feb 2007|10:51pm] |
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a year from now you wont matter.
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[18 Feb 2007|01:24am] |
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a year from now this moment won't matter.
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[29 Jan 2007|11:10pm] |
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i cant believe i wasted so much time on such a huge piece of shit.
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[27 Oct 2006|07:33am] |
my perfect little world is all coming to an end.
raise your hand if you want to say 'haha, i told you so.'
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[25 Oct 2006|10:00pm] |
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is it selfishness, or seflessness?
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[25 Sep 2006|04:53pm] |
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let's plan a mockery.
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[18 Sep 2006|09:13pm] |
if i ever meet my wedding day.
i want it to be here.
( in my dreams )
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[07 Aug 2006|10:10am] |
Lately I've been unusually happy. I'm certainly not complaining. A few recent adjustments to my 'soial-life' have lowered stress levels extremely. I've vowed to never depend on anotherperson for my own happiness ever again. Especially one of a lower calibur than myself to begin with. I know I say this all the time but, you truely can never be okay/happy with another person til you are okay/happy with yourself. Searching for security in another person only makes matters worse for you in the long run.
I'm not exactly sure what came over me this past year but lets just say that I'm back now - I've snapped out of it &most importantly, I'm happier than ever.
As I prewrote this livejournal entry while watching Beauty and the Beast in a childless nursery filled with Legos and Playschool toys I realized how much I love my job and how well things are going for me these days.
For once I'm proud of myself.
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On another note, I'm really going to need people to stop using livejournal to talk unnecessary bullshit about others. Especially considering half of the simple minded people that write things have absolutely no clue WHAT or WHO theyre talking about.
I was going through reading my friends entrys (most of the people on my friends list aren't even my friends anyways, just random useless people that I mostly just look past) and I just happened to catch one that was talking about one of MY friends. It really pissed me off considering half of the things that were written were completely false. If you have something to say about someone, don't spend your [obviously extreme amount of--] free time writing it online. Not saying that what you actually have to say is important, but it would be a little more effective if you could be a bigger person and say it to their face. But it seems to slip my mind that youre actually worthless and no one gives a fuck what you have to say anyway so you log it in your personal journal so you can go back and read it later, just to humor yourself. But really, the most comedic thing about it is that you just made yourself look like a huge idiot-- publicly.
No one is perfect. Sometimes people do stupid things. But singling one person out for a common mistake and trying to make fun of them for it is a bad idea on your part. You, little girl, have just made yourself look really bad (or do i mean, a whole lot worse?)
I tend to forget that teenage girls find flaws in others to TRY and make up for the many flaws they have in themselves. Pointing the finger is a dangerous game to play.
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[02 Aug 2006|11:03pm] |
i just freed myself of one less asshole.
you know how i said the other day i was trying this whole new "be friends with everyone" thing?
yeah well that doesn't apply to stuck up fucking assholes who only care about themselves.
i refuse to stoop so low.
fuck you pieces of shit who are mean for no fucking reason and who think they can be mean to anyone.
fuck
you.
im so fucking sick of all of you and your stupid fucking egos.
im going to live my life how i fucking want to.
ill do what i want.
ill say what i want.
but one thing i wont do is fucking treat people like shit for no reason or treat people like shit that dont fucking deserve it.
the more people you treat shitty the less friends you have
&you dont know whats most important to you until its gone for good.
so shut the fuck up and take a look at yourselves.
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[28 Jul 2006|02:15am] |
life ruuuuules.
ive been having so much fun.
i love my friends.
the end.
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[17 Jul 2006|12:50am] |
forewarning: this is my fucking livejournal. my "space" to write whatever the fuck i want. and MY business that i FEEL like sharing with people on my friends list. if you dont want to read it then fucking take me off. or ignore it.
today was probably one of the worst days i have EVER had. quite possibly.
i wake up thinkin ill be getting a phone call from a boy who i care more about than practically anything else in this entire world.and end up waiting til 4 o clock for a phone call that never even existed.
i went to the mall. go to brandens to get money he owed me. then i get online from his house.
see that the msgs i sent to the previously mentioned boy that were READ and not bothered to be replied to.
finally get an IM only to be told that the reason i didnt get that phone call was because he "forgot. sorry." and says he will call me at 10:30 TONIGHT. so after being upset for a while, crying &stuff i go to the gas station for a red bull.
then end up backing straight into a gas pump fucking up the bumper to my MOTHERS CAR. i dont even want to know the consequences i'll be facing when she sees that.
so as im driving, a frantic mess, kirby home to olive branch i call about 9 people just to talk to them.. to tell them what had happened.. and NO ONE answers.. (i really dont understand why people have cellular phones if theyre not going to answer them.)
i dropped kirby and emily off then get lost for like 45 mins, finally figured out where i was and got stuck behind some fucking idiot goin 20 mph on a 45 mph TWO LANE ROAD.
then i went to tonys to see him because at the time he was just about the only one that could cheer me up for atleast a second, then i spilt the red bull i had all over myself, my car, and my vera bradley purse. so i went to talk to tony.. then as i was leaving i lost my keys.
so i had to look for them for like 30 mins.
found my keys, got home, as soon as i walk in the door im already getting screamed at.. for whatever fucking bullshit reason my mom had (i dont even know what she was screaming about bc i wasnt listening)
so things started to kind of be okay.
jake &austin came over and we were just hanging out..
(minding our own fucking business)
then my brother calls
and hes like drunk as fucking shit at some pools apartments way passed the mall so i had to go get him and i got lost on the way bc i thought it was on the right but it was on the left so i finally get him after like 30 mins and he gets in the car and the first thing he says is that im a bitch and he just kept calling me a bitch over and over again and i was like shut the fuck up or get out of the car i didnt drive this whole way and do YOU a fucking favor just for you to call me a bitch and tell me to shut the fuck up.
also, its now about.. 12:45.
and that 10:30 phone call that was promised, yeah, it never happened.
so basically.
today was one of the WORST ive ever had.
a memorable one at that.
and a little ps for some of you.
if you're:
a. manipulative.
b. selfless.
c. mooching.
d. stealing.
e. lying.
f. using.
g. unable to take care of your so-called "adult self"
yeah, if you're any of the above.
you should probably consider staying away from me.
or more importantly, my best friend.
thanks.
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| i miss you. |
[07 Jul 2006|01:32am] |
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I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
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| happy birthday little sis |
[26 May 2006|06:11am] |
17...already?
new boy...already?
or..
is it?
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[24 Apr 2006|06:22pm] |
calling me a fat ass in an annonymous comment is real mature.
shows how much a coward someone can be.
why cant you just say it to my face?
or, was it annonymous because youre fatter than me and dont want people to know that you called someone else fat?
whoever you are, suck a diiiick.
i may be fat but atleast i dont suck.
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[16 Apr 2006|02:30am] |
This thought is as a death, which cannot choose.
But weep to have that which it fears to lose.
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[01 Apr 2006|04:24am] |
a h heart y o u (4:23:57 AM): if its what you want then go for it.
a h heart y o u (4:24:05 AM): if its not then get the fuck away from it
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[27 Mar 2006|04:20am] |
Somewhere along the line I must've gone off track with you
Excuse me, think I've mistaken you for somebody else
Somebody who gave a damn, somebody more like myself
These foolish games are tearing me apart
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[16 Mar 2006|01:58am] |
you never know.
it may be your last chance.
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