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eh. [14 Jun 2005|04:31pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | the BONE 103.7 ] so yeah, my summer has been pretty boring. i have all this work to do and like im barely done with it. i cant wait to go to camp. then i can definitely relax and not thing about all this stress. im not doin much today, but i think im goin on my dads boat tomorrow, woot! ill update later i guess.. <3 2 \m/ put em up

yo nikkas [27 May 2005|11:21am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | nothin, these computers wont play music :( ] yeah, so i havent really been on livejournal that much at all..but i decided to come back on..im in the computer lab at school right now, and the retards in the office blocked myspace from the internet..they're gay..no i have nothing to do than actually DO my work..so yeah im in the computer lab with ashley, emily and alix woo hoo..we are soo amazingly awesome.well today catie is sleepin over(i think we're gonna leave early too). then around 3 we're goin to kevin's house for some STILL I RISE practice. its gonna be piamp! i guess ill update later... Hannah Bannana, OUT! 1 \m/ put em up

[20 Apr 2005|04:56pm] Talk to me softly There's something in your eyes Don't hang your head in sorrow And please don't cry I know how you feel inside I've I've been here before Somethin's changin' inside you And don't you know Don't you cry tonight I still love you baby Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight there's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight Give me a whisper And give me a sigh Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye Don't you take it so hard now And please don't take it so bad I'll still be thinking of you And the times we had... baby Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight there's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight And please remember that I never lied And please remember how I felt inside now honey You gotta make it your own way But you'll be alright now sugar You'll feel better tomorrow Come the morning light now baby And don't you cry tonight An don't you cry tonight An don't you cry tonight there's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry Don't you ever cry Don't you cry tonight Baby maybe .s.o.m.e.d.a.y. Don't you cry Don't you ever cry Don't you cry [ T o n i g h t ] 2 \m/ put em up

yes yes [06 Feb 2005|10:36am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | stone temple pilots - trippin on a hole in a paper heart ] well i got pretty bored today so i decided to make a new layout...i think i might actually stick with this one..lol..well yesterday i went shopping with catie and it was SOO much fun!! heres a little recap of what we did: we went to FYE and bought "the misfits" cd's....so fucking awesome! went to hot topic and bought matching misfits shirts..lol..catie got a misfits wristband too, and we got misfit stickers too..awesome...when we got to the register, the dude is like "now do you really like the misfits or are you just buying this stuff to be cool?" WHAT A FUCKING ASSWHOLE! lol we met the lead singer of ASLAN and he invited us to go to the limelight to see them in concert..awesome...dude one of the guitarists is SOO HOT! lol we saw this little girl..probably about 8 and she was GOTH! that was soo awesome..she had baggy pants a "H.I.M." shirt on, a bob marley hat and she had eyeliner that was draping down from her eyes..soo cool we ate some chocolate..haha we chilled at brookstone too...that was fun..but you had to be 18 to sit in one of the chairs...how gay well i had a great time with miss catie chaos! we watched some skate videos too when we got home....favorite skate- JON ALLIE! OH YES!   well for the superbowl im goin to ozzie's house to watch it..oh fun....GO PATRIOTS!!   comment to tell me about my new layout!! 1 \m/ put em up

mm... [30 Jan 2005|06:57pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | ben harper - steal my kisses ] well i went to sunday school today...which was boring as usual..the rabbi was talkin about ppl back in the day who would run around all day having sex with ppl...eww GR-OSS! then ozzie and i went to the mall...a few ppl were there...we saw "Are we there yet?" which was a gay/okay movie...the ending sucked...just like all movies.. tomorrow is school..once again..and i have a test tomorrow..which i have yet to study for..someone is hittin the books tonight...then soccer cuts are tomorrow i think tonya said that...good luck for me! comment... \m/ put em up

so.. [29 Jan 2005|02:15pm] [ mood | dead ] [ music | stone temple pilots - creep ] so i decided to make a new layout for my livejournal..thanks gilly!! i lav you! well everything has been ok i guess...i can run under 8:30 for my mile...so i think i still have a pretty good chance of making soccer this year...so thats cool..i have no idea what im doing this weekend..except that i have sunday school tomorrow..and its superbowl sunday..ugh so...yeah...i dont feel like writing anything else..soo comment STONE TEMPLE PILOTS - TRIPPIN ON A HOLE IN A PAPER HEART Don't cut out my paper heart, I ain't dyin' anyway Take a look at eye full towers Never trust them dirty liars Sippin' lemon yellow booze 'ole' leadbelly sings the blues All dressed up on wedding day keep on trippin' anyway I am I am I said I'm not myself, but I'm not dead and I'm not for sale So keep your bankroll lottery eat your salad day deathbed motorcade Fake the heat and scratch the itch Skinned up knees and salty lips I'll breathe your life vicks vapor life And when you binge I purge alike Let go it's harder holding on One more trip and I'll be gone So keep your head up Keep it on, just a whisper I'll be gone Take a breath and make it big It's the last you'll ever ge Break your neck with diamond noose It's the last you'll ever choose I am I am I said I'm not myself, but I'm not dead and I'm not for sale Hold me closer, closer let me go let me be just let me be 1 \m/ put em up

COMMENT TO TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK!! [24 Jan 2005|04:24pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | ugly kid joe - cats in the cradle ] HANNAH H is for Happy A is for Adaptable N is for Nervy N is for Nervy A is for Altruistic H is for Honorable What Does Your Name Mean? COMMENT TO TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK! \m/ put em up

you know youre a sweet little love maker.. [24 Jan 2005|12:42pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | jimi hendrix - foxy lady ] well im listenin to this song since steven compared me to the girl jimi is talkin about...lol.. well casey slept over last night..that was nice nice in the ice..we went to the gym yesterday then went out to eat sushi..CASEY LYNN MURRAY HAS NEVER TRIED SUSHI BEFORE!! SHE IS SO NOT A TRUE MURRAY..also the waiter there was completely hitting on her! lmao...he gave me this little phrase of advise... "chicken taste like chicken, beef tastes like beef, but fish...fish taste like fish" <--of course he had a hebrew accent..lol omfg that is my motivational quote for these few months..lmao! i cant believe school is tomorrow...B-E-A-UTIFUL! well ill update later if i feel like it comment if you wish... \m/ put em up

and i meant every word i said.. [22 Jan 2005|11:41am] [ mood | blank ] [ music | reo speedwagon - keep on loving you ] ahh im sooo bored its crazy..i think my mom is takin me and meaghan to pawley's island today for some odd reason..lol i think this is by far the funniest thing that has happened in 2005.. ..my dad just came home for runnin a 9 mile marathon...while meaghan had him in a headlock..i took a powdered doughnut and smeared it all over his face..lol..so that my dog could come over and lick it off his face...it was sooo hilarious! lmao! ill update later i guess cause there is nothing else that has happened.. comment ppl.. 1 \m/ put em up

im still alone... [21 Jan 2005|08:47pm] [ mood | still alone.. ] [ music | kill hannah - from now on ] well idk how many days there are until valentine's day...but i sure hope ill have a valentine for it...i know who i want to be my valentine..hehe well im like obsessed with this new band called "kill hannah" even though the name seems a little all...their songs are mega cool though.. i went to the mall earlier with ozzie and some ppl were there...brandon rion and jonathon elliott were supposed to fight..but i guess i didnt stay long..oh well i have to work tomorrow too..so thats gonna be fun..then i have sunday school on sunday..without ozzie bein there B-E-A-UTIFUL!.. i have no idea what im doing on monday...i might stay home i guess, im not sure.. ill update tomorrow i guess comment if you want to.. 1 \m/ put em up

mmbop...dajlfjdsla;fda DOOWOP! LMAO! [20 Jan 2005|07:14pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | hanson - mmmbop ] ok so today was an ordinary gay school day..<--hey i rhymed...nothing great happened until i went to soccer...I CAN RUN A MILE IN 8:23 BITCH! well me and alix were chillin in LA and science today...as usual...hey alix how was ur day..EH..lmao..well i cracked her up very bad today but i cant really remember what i said...lol..but like when we were walkin out of the bathroom i was doin some funky walk..and of course typical alix tried to copy me and see if she could do better... UMM ALIX JUST A LITTLE TIP...DONT DO THAT WHEN THERE IS A GUY WALKIN OUT OF THE BATHROOM!!! LMAO!!! <3 ya lol well i guess ill update later...im in a pretty good mood comment if you like.. \m/ put em up

ITS SNOWING!! [19 Jan 2005|05:40pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | puddle of mudd - she hates me ] omfg!! its snowing in little river!! omg im sooo happy!! that makes me sooo hyper..lol...it was snizzling today at soccer conditioning.. yess that is the JV soccer team's new word... SNIZZLE-(sni-zzlle)bfwe.<--(as in best.fucking.word.ever.) a mix between the word snow, and the word drizzle. well anyway....ms. gorman and mrs. merricks told us our fitness test today for soccer... which is to.... run a mile in 8 and a half minutes run 2 miles in 18 and a half minutes 100 curl ups 25 push ups 50 mountain climbers something something amount of lunges i think there was some more but i cant remember....   "can you do all of this hannah?" you ask?....my answer.....EH..lmao alix..lol   well tomorrow is the last full day at school so thats nice nice in the ice <--(sooo stolen from raut!)..i have no idea what im doing this weekend either...i wanna hang out with ray ray..hehe..then on saturday night i have to hostess with my dad at the one and only PT(Parson's Table)   so i took brittany's advise(brittany from chalutzim '05)..and all of the things steven has given me, and some pictures are in a shoebox stuffed under my bed...so i think ill be pretty good now..so yeah i guess you could say im gettin over myself..yayayaya!   well i guess that was one hell of a entry right there dont ya think?!?!?!? hehe...well ill update tomorrow after soccer..(if we have school!! hehe)   COMMENT PLEASE!! IM IN A HELL OF A GOOD MOOD!!!! 1 \m/ put em up

i miss him sooo much [17 Jan 2005|02:24pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | olivia newton-john - hopelessly devoted to you ] i feel like im about to cry...i miss steven soo much...no one understands how much i loved him...everyone has told me that i could get over him like its just one of those 3 weeker relationships...this was almost 9 months...those 9 months were the best months of my life...i just want to run to him and let him hold and kiss me...life seems so pointless without him.. comment if you think you can cheer me up.. "and i meant every word i said when i said that i love you i meant that id love you forever...and im gonna keep on lovin you..cause its the only thing i wanna do..i dont wanna sleep..i just wanna keep on lovin you...." 2 \m/ put em up

survey! [16 Jan 2005|04:03pm] [ mood | no one knows how i feel ] [ music | greased lightin'!!!!!! ] 001. First name: Hannah 002. Middle name: Lauren 003. Last name: Murray 004. Nickname(s): Bann, Bannana, Hannah Banna 005. How old are you: 13 006. When's your birthday: June 30, 1991 007. What hospital were you born in: one in hilton head 008. Do you have any siblings: older sister 009. What are their names: Meaghan 010. What color eyes do you have: blue 011. What color hair do you have: brown 012. How tall are you: 5'6 013. What are you wearing, list everything: slippers, stevens pj pants, softball shirt, bra, zero wristband 014. What five objects are within three feet of you: 1. computer 2. purse 3. cell phone 4. calendar 5. pictures 015. Smell anything: nothing 016. Hear anything: tv downstairs, music 017. What are you listening to: reo speedwagon-keep on loving you 018. What are you thinking about: steven.. 019. Are you worried about anything: me and stevens relationship 020. What time is it: 4:08 021. Are you eating anything right now: no 022. How about drinking: no 023. What do you smell like: axe 024. Name three of the most embarrassing CD’s in your collection: avril lavigne, ashlee simpson, eminem 025. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yes 026. Favorite 80’s song: any songs from the movie "grease" 027. Do you watch lifetime: no 028. Are you gay: if it means i like guys than yeah..lol 029. What’s the first thing you notice about the preferred gender: body 030. What turns you on about the preferred gender: o0o0 when they take showers..lol 032. What song do you totally and completely hate: mm...the darkness 033. What song could you listen to for hours: guns n' roses-patience 035. Do you download music: yes 036. How many CD’s from the following people do you own: Britney Spears: mm...maybe 3? 037. Christina Aguilera: 2? 038. Weezer: none 039. Incubus: none 040. Backstreet Boys: i think i gave those away.. 041. *Nsync: i think i gave those away.. 042. Hanson: none 043. Dashboard Confessional: 1 044. Jimmy Eat World: none 045. Tatu: none 046. Mariah Carey: none 047. Good Charlotte: 1...ugh i so regret that 048. Michelle Branch: none 049. Rammstein: who? 050. Evanescence: none 051. Hilary Duff: none..hell no! 052. Jessica Simpson: 2? 053. 98°: none 054. No Authority: none 055. LFO: none 056. B2k: hell no! 057. 112: none 058. Eminem: 2? 059. 50 Cent: none 060. Jay z: none 061. Aaliyah: none 062. Nirvana: none 063. Eve: none 064. Bright Eyes: who? 065. A Perfect Circle: none 066. Nas: none 067. Do you have a crush: yes 068. Are you a racist: no 069. Do you shop at hot topic: havent been there in a while 070. Are you old: no 071. Are you sexy: ppl say i am.. 072. Will you go out with me: who are you? 073. Are you anti-social: kind of 074. Do your parents think you are: uhh yeah! 075. Do they nag you constantly to get out of the house: yeah 076. Have you ever shoplifted: no 077. Are you tired: no 078. Five things you are wearing: slippers, bra, pants, shirt, wristband 086. What is your sign: cancer 087. Do you wear glasses: no 088. Do you drink: no 089. Got any pets: 1 dog 090. Favorite type of music: rock 091. Favorite actor: dont have one 092. Favorite actress: dont have one 093. Favorite movie: grease 094. Favorite soda: sprite 095. Favorite food: mac and cheese 096. Favorite car: bmw 097. Favorite song: reo speedwagon-keep on loving you 098. Favorite color: red 099. Favorite TV show: the OC 100. Favorite brand of beer: mm..wouldnt know 101. Favorite brand of liqueur: mm..wouldnt know 102. Favorite brand of clothes: dont have one 103. Favorite online chat thing: mm..AIM? 104. Favorite shape: heart 105. Favorite texture: ? 106. Favorite game: ? 107. Favorite place: house 108. Favorite year: 2004.. 109. Favorite holiday: hanukkah 110. Favorites animal: cat 112. Have you ever lied: yes 113. Do you lie often: no 114. Would you tell a lie that stopped your death but caused the death of your lover: no 115. Would you lie to get laid: no 116. Are you single: yes 117. Ever been in love: YES 118. How many times: 1 119. Looking back do you regret it: no...i wish i still was 120. Are you happy with your current status: no 121. Are you still holding on to the past: yes 122. Do the following apply to you: 123. Charming: maybe 124. Quiet: yes 125. Loud: no 126. Pretty: i dont think i am.. 127. Radical: ? 128. Sucky: not really 129. Smart: kinda 130. Stupid: no 131. Dumbass: haha yes 132. Ugly: yes 133. Slow: sometimes 134. Fast: no 135. Talented: i guess.. 136. Useless: no 137. Punk: sometimes 138. Young: yes 139. Old: no 140. Daring: sometimes 141. Courageous: yes 142. Caring: yes 143. Powerful: mm no 144. Athletic: yes 145. Artistic: no 146. Sexy: no 147. Is the following good or bad: 148. Love: good 149. Happiness: good 150. Rap: bad 151. Pain: depends on the situation 152. Pop music: bad 153. Sex: mm...bad 154. TV: bad 155. Country music: bad 156. Metal music: good 157. Nu-metal: ? 158. Death metal: sometimes good 159. Industrial: ? 160. Punk rock: sometimes good 161. Easy listening: good if im in a bad mood 162. Korn: bad 163. Murderous Rampages: sometimes good 164. Sega: bad 165. Nintendo: bad 166. Play station: bad 167. Game boy: bad 168. Chinese food: gooood 169. Italian food: sometimes good 170. Japanese food: idk 171. Mexican food: sometimes good 172. Online quizzes: good 173. Online surveys: good 174. What's your deep dark secret: umm why would i tell you? 175. What's your biggest fear: sharks 176. What is the most embarrassing thing that's happened to you: so many.. 177. Would you make a good candidate for Jerry Springer: no 178. Do you agree that a DVD is much better than a VHS: yes 179. Do you hate America: no 180. Do you think bush is doing a good job: no 181. Are you going to heaven: hope so 182. Are you going to hell: no 183. First best friend ever: jordan osborne 184. Love is: beautiful 185. Who was your first love: steven 186. Love or lust: love 187. Best love song: reo speedwagon-keep on loving you 188. Is it possible to be in love with more than one person at the same time: no 189. When love hurts you: cry 190. Do your parents' opinion of your boyfriend/girlfriend matter to you: no 191. How are you today: miserable as usal 192. What does your hair look like at the moment: pulled up 193. What song are you listening to right now: cake-hem of your garment 194. How is the weather right now: freezing cold!! 195. What are the last four digits of your phone number: 8305 196. If you were a crayon, what color would you be: red 197. How many kids do you want to have: 2 198. How many TVs do you have in your house: 3 199. Do you have your own TV: no 200. Do you use any instant messengers: yes \m/ put em up

havent updated in a while... [15 Jan 2005|10:42pm] [ mood | hangin in there... ] [ music | none..my computer is gay ] well let me give you a little recap of the days since i last updated... steven broke up with me ... : ( <--(dont worry we'll be together again eventually.. i hope) i slept over at dennas house last night i ran 2 miles straight for soccer in like 20 minutes some mexican in myrtle beach middle brought a gun to school denna and dalton broke up.. IM MISERABLE AS HELL! well i thought youd like to know... so i guess comment to be added, or if you have anything to say about what happened in the last few days... SJL & HLM 3-25-04 - 1-10-05 soooo sad.. 5 \m/ put em up

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