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    Tuesday, December 6th, 2005
    10:25 pm
    come on april, come what may
    January
    1. did you have a new year's resolution this year? i dont think i did honestly
    2. if so, did you go through with it? no i guess not
    3. does it snow where you live? occasionally. never a lot. 6 inches is a blizzard here.
    4. do you like hot chocolate? i LOVE hot chocolate
    5. have you ever been to times square to watch the ball drop? i want to

    February
    1. did you have a valentine last year? no
    2. did you WANT a valentine? probably
    3. did you play in the snow? i guess i did
    4. do you have february break? no i dont go to year round school
    5. when you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class? awww we made a huge heart and would walk in lines and drop each person's in!! i miss that

    March
    1. are you Irish? YES
    2. do you wear green on St. Patty's Day? always unless i forget
    3. do you believe in leprechauns, four leaf clovers and all that stuff? i believe in irish potatoes and four leaf clovers are sooo hard to find

    April
    1. do you like the rain? i like it in the summer. when it thunderstorms.
    2. do you celebrate easter? its the most important holiday.
    3. do you get tons of candy on easter? not tons...some
    4. Have you ever danced or kissed in the rain? danced...dont think ive kissed in the rain
    5. do you believe in the easter bunny? no

    May
    1. what's your favorite kind of flower? daisies
    2. do you love your mommy? yes
    3. do you like the spring? its my favorite season
    4. finish the phrase - APRIL SHOWERS: bring may flowers
    5. what would you think of as a spring color? pastels

    June
    1. what's the last grade you graduated from? 11th
    2. what day did/do you graduate school? june 16th!!!! tenatively.
    3. do you love your daddy? yes

    July
    1. do you have any special occasions on 4th of july? theres gotta be fireworks
    2. would you consider yourself patriotic? yes
    3. do you go on any vacations during this month? that was my work crew month. which i consider a vacation. because it was so much better than normal life and i wish i could go back and relive it all over again. even the "mono" week.
    4. ever gotten really drunk on 4th of july? no

    August
    1. do you do anything special to end off your summer? go out like every night the week before school...BEACH
    2. does school start during this month? no but college will next year
    3. do you go swimming a lot in the summer? yesss
    4. do you like swimming? yeah
    5. do you go to the beach a lot? depends on what you would think a lot is

    September
    1. does school start during this month? yes...for the last time in my life it did. oh my gosh thats wierd. i cant believe im graduating.
    2. do you like school? sometimes. i think you determine whether school is fun or not.
    3. suppp number three? suppp
    4. who's your favorite teacher? this year? mr hart and fiore...i LOVE mr lozito but i never had him in class just homework
    5. do you like fall better than summer? def not sucka

    October
    1. what was your craziest halloween costume ever? one year me and amanda were CRAZY...we wore a piece of like 20 some costumes and looked ridiculous...i was 80s this year
    2. do u still go trick or treating? yes
    3. what's your favorite candy? m&ms
    4. what were u this year? 80s i already said woops

    November
    1. who's house do you usually go to for thanksgiving? my house or my aunts or my sisters in nc
    2. do you like stuffing? MY MOMS STUFFING!!! i ate more stuffing than turkey this year lol
    3. what are you thankful for? everything. Jesus Christ.
    4. name everyone who's at your family dinners for thanksgiving. it varies every year...family though

    December
    1. do you celebrate christmas? DUHHHHH!
    2. hannukah? with amanda...but not this year cause we are broke
    3. do you get presents? yes
    4. what's your favorite present you ever got? if i get a car for christmas then that
    5. do you like cold weather? not really no

    Current Mood: happy
    Sunday, December 4th, 2005
    7:59 pm
    zoom zoom zoom zoom
    AMAZING WEEKEND. to say the least. put a lot of stuff into perspective for me. young life has a tendency to do that to me. also, i kind of led this weekend cause my leader is having a kid soon and couldnt. so that i think was good for me.

    anyway. i LOVE jesus. and Chris Graham. and people from Washington Twp...who, contrary to popular belief, are not snobs. but amazing.




    thats all for now. TTTYL! lol



    PS I GOT A PLANE TICKET TO OHIO FOR CHRISTMAS BREAK FOR MY WORK CREW REUNION!!!!! I LOVE PLANES AND WORK CREW AND OHIO (even though ive never been)
    Friday, November 25th, 2005
    12:24 pm
    i actually forgot about this...
    So I haven't put an update on here in like 6 months...

    Considering that summer happened over that time, you can imagine how much stuff I could write...

    but i will spare you.


    it is now SENIOR YEAR!
    and the people i hang out with are probably the most fun in the school.
    i am pretty much having an amaaaazing senior year and there are so many things that have already happened that i will never forget. GOOD TIMES ohh six.

    in the past six months i have:
    done things i regret
    done things i could never regret
    met AMAZING people
    done pretty bad in school
    did good on the sats (for me anyways)
    applied to University of Delaware, University of Tampa, Rutgers New Brunswick, and Florida Gulf Coast University
    got my license!
    got a tattoo
    crashed a car
    started driving again
    got really close with my sister
    got even less close with my dad
    and just had a REALLY good time with life



    so now it is black Friday. i've been working at Toys R Us for a month now. i thought i would hate it and i did at first but im actually starting to like it...plus KATH works there now! so i have to work from 2 till whenever they say i can leave. you can imagine it is going to be ridiculous. but i dont care. comment me im not sure who actually writes on here anymore.

    <3

    Current Mood: awake
    Friday, May 20th, 2005
    10:30 pm
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    Current Mood: nostalgic
    Thursday, May 19th, 2005
    11:19 pm
    Saturday, May 7th, 2005
    4:37 pm
    4:11 pm
    i havent updated this in soooo sooo long...

    im never home and never online anymore...

    i dont really have exciting news or anything

    i am REALLY REALLY looking forward to summer because of work crew and my license and its almost senior year...


    speaking of,

    anyone wanna take a trip north with me in like august? probably like a week to look at a bunch of colleges...let me know

    i am super tired right now and havent watched this week's oc episodes yet so im off to do that right now...drop me a line...eww who says that?

    <33333 mucho
    4:02 pm
    Monday, April 11th, 2005
    3:31 pm
    spriiiiiinnng <3
    i have been so incredibly busy lately...

    that i havent even had time to enjoy the BEAUTIFUL weather!

    jr prom is in less than two weeks...guess who still didnt get her dress?

    got my sat scores back like an hour ago...im satisfied...im not a complainer with grades

    reeeeeeally tired

    okay im out just got mail!! A NEW CHAIR!!!
    Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
    11:04 pm
    homesick much?
    been in nc since late thurs night...

    im actually kind of bored with it...

    and ready to go home

    i miss everybody mucho

    cut my hair...

    oh and i have a major research paper that i havent started...kerouac anyone?

    Current Mood: bored
    Sunday, March 20th, 2005
    5:03 pm
    "eat the meat and leave the bone"
    "eat the meat and leave the bone"...funny how much stupid things like that can mean...

    you have to take the good and leave the bad...

    so for one thing, i absolutely despise my mom right now...looking at her makes me want to throw up...the sound of her voice makes me want to gauge my own eyes out...

    because the thing is, its like im an inconvenience to her...like its a burden to have to deal with me...cause you know, im such a terrible, selfish person

    and im laying in bed feeling like the piece of crap my mother makes me out to be...

    ...when my dad calls

    and i LOVE my daddy.

    he makes me feel so much better about myself

    he's such an awesome person...he never does anything for himself...he would do anything for anyone...and he does...he spends his entire life trying to make other people happy and making things easier for them...

    the kind of people that we all look at and just keep walking past without thinking about whether or not theyre okay...

    and that quote stuck out to me..."eat the meat and leave the bone"

    at least i have one good parent...and thats enough...because some people dont even have that...


    so at the end of the day, i think ill be fine



    btw...the ashlee simpson show was really fun...
    Monday, March 14th, 2005
    10:19 pm
    i love my life
    gt24football: do u kno ne thing?
    gt24football (9:32:42 PM): about the holocaust*
    justsurrender505 (9:33:42 PM): yeah isn't that when they used to burn jewish people under bridges? like with a menora or something? GotMeHeelsOvrHed: GotMeHeelsOvrHed: noone ever got burnt with a menora
    justsurrender505: i thought thats why they were so symbolic
    justsurrender505: cuz like their ancestors died on giant menoras
    justsurrender505: i'm being dead serious


    gt24football: u should have gone to air force for communication
    justsurrender505: no i don't like planets they don't interest me



    amanda on the phone: tell him youre love will mix like chocolate chip cookies....dont eat mine by the way
    Sunday, March 13th, 2005
    1:15 am
    cop: "why is there a picture of mariah carey in your back window???"
    well...

    interesting weekend i guess...

    took off school thursday, had an inservice friday, SATs today...

    lost my SAT virginity...two more times and then i never have to hear those damned letters again...

    proctor: "does anyone have any last minute questions or tips before we start this thing?"
    kristine johnson: ::turns around:: "yeah, candice, do you have any gum?"
    our proctor was super funny and oozing of gayness :)

    today was weird...we spent so so many hours and did absolutely nothing...except stupid stuff...

    some boys asked us if we wanted to buy weed hahahahahahahahahahahaha we drove away. reminded me of the dealer in myrtle beach trying to sell us chronic as we walked down the street...


    then we were hanging out with alex and brandon at the park and the cop pulls up...runs brandons tags and amandas and asks us questions and stuff...akskdflk;asdj;okj i cant stand cops...he let us go though after amanda told him all about her mariah carey obsession...funny thing though, is that we were leaving when they pulled up...idiots...
    but then, who goes to the park at 1:00am just to sit there?


    we really need lives

    btw, i got work crew...i will be spending all of july in ny...im gonna leave the adress when i get it bc i want maaaaiiiilll

    Current Mood: tired
    Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
    10:28 pm
    A- Age Of Your First Kiss: 13
    B - Band listening to right now: the killers
    C - Crush: ;) you
    D - Dad's name: mike
    E - Easiest person to talk to: idk a lot of people
    F - Favorite ice cream: cake batter ice cream from cold stone
    G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: worms
    H - Hometown: erial, nj
    I - Instruments: i wish sooooo bad that i could play the drums
    J- Junior High: ann mullen middle school
    K - Kids: haha i was looking at names the other day...just because...idk if i want to have kids yet but if i do i want a boy named jeremy and a girl named ava or eva and thats all i know
    L - Longest car ride ever: when i was like 9 or 10 we drove to montana to help people move
    M - Mom's name: Martha...it was my grandmas name too
    N - Nicknames: Cand
    O - One wish: i have like a bazillion wishes...i dont want to waste it if i only have one...and im already happy...hmmm
    P - Phobia[s]: birds and bugs that fly, the woods at night
    Q - Quote: "In the end, it doesnt matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away"
    R - Reason to smile: spring is coming...and a million others
    S - Song you sang last: Smile like you mean it
    T - Time you woke up today: 6:30ish haha
    U - Unknown fact about me: i have hives on my neck right now...gross...and itchy
    V - Vegetable you hate: almost all of them haha...PEAS ARE THE WORSSSST
    W - Worst habit(s): cursing
    X - X-rays you've had: zero
    Y - Yummy food: buffalo chicken pizza
    Z - Zodiac sign: cancer...horoscopes are dumb though

    Current Mood: happy
    Sunday, March 6th, 2005
    5:30 pm
    oh how i need you now...
    this might have been the best weekend of my life.

    sorry if you missed out

    i love long beach island <33

    and young life

    and Jesus


    and I don't care what anyone thinks...at all.




    but

    I think my whole mean negativity bit is over...and im sorry if I've done anything to hurt you...

    thats not me and i just want people to know that

    ...that I'm really not a cruel person, even though I have said some mean things to people...

    things were just slapped into perspective for me...
    what matters matters and theres nothing good about making a big deal out of little things...
    and definitely nothing good about belittling people...


    it was just a good weekend
    for thinking
    and learning
    the stuff you want to learn
    need to learn
    and you just walk away feeling completely different



    and...
    nevermind


    thats all i got...i love you

    Current Mood: genuinly happy
    Saturday, February 26th, 2005
    10:12 pm
    i need a life, prontoCollapse )

    Current Mood: cranky
    Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005
    5:53 pm
    ryan...cause thats whats up
    we went to the ryan cabrera concert on saturday...me judith and mand, that is...

    we all went out friday night just being crazy...it was sooo much fun...some thugs almost killed us...but we got away... ;)

    we got up super early saturday morning so that we could be one of the first people there...

    there was only one other car there..so we started talking to those girls...we actually ended up having two people in our car the whole day...it was freeeezing...

    we got scammed by some guy who pretended to be the parking guy...


    a homeless guy told us dirty jokes trying to get donations "the best nation in the world is a donation"...


    i got in a huge fight with some jamaican guy (the REAL parking atendent) bc he crashed amandas car...and then he got in my face and told me to take my sunglasses off so i could see better...


    we had to get the cops to come to the electric factory...


    yeah, we bring trouble, wherever we go...its ridiculous...


    and you would think, being the second car there, that we would have been front and center...BUT they let about 30 girls from some sorority in...who were completely unappreciative of the sound check and meet and greet that they got to go to...they didnt even show up on time and they were so into themselves...

    we were still front row, we were just stage right...


    the show was amazing...there was two opening acts...the first guy, kyle riabko, was REALLY REALLY good...possibly the best opener i have ever seen...he was really talented...

    then there was some crazy lady who was singing about her phone number...

    ryan was so funny <333

    this guy, the guitarist or something, was wearing a kip shirt...so i was like "WE BOTH KNOW IM TRAINING TO BE A CAGE FIGHTER!!!" and he laughed...it was fun in the front cause they could hear us...

    judith threw her elephant sock on stage...bc shes just weird like that...LOVE that girl...and ryan thought it was hysterical...until evvveryone started doing it...and it got lame...

    it was pretty funnny though when the one guy played guitar with a blue bra hanging off of it...guess you had to be there...




    speaking of, we bought tickets for another ryan show...march 7th...
    we are such losers, but youre jealous
    Sunday, February 20th, 2005
    1:59 pm
    fly away from here...
    the memorial service was beautiful...
    just when i thought i had no tears left to cry..
    britt was there, i could feel it.
    it just amazes me how many lives one person can touch...
    and i think to myself, wow, if i died, it wouldnt be like this...
    so many people loved her
    people whose names she didnt even know, she couldnt possibly know all of those people...
    and with a thousand red eyes,
    nothing can bring her back to us...
    i wish we could have just one more day with her...
    to tell her how much we all love her
    how much she meant to each and every one of us
    how her smile made any day okay
    and how we cant stop thinking about her
    and how tragic it was,
    that she never got a chance
    the basketball team yesterday,
    scored 35 points
    that was her number
    i just dont understand
    why things like this
    happen to people like brittany
    she had everything
    and now
    she has nothing
    and i pray that she is watching down
    and she can see just how amazing she was
    her memory will live on forever

    britt, you were truly one in a million...and we love you.
    Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
    10:56 pm
    you left us too soon
    It's these critical moments in our lives,
    that remind us of what matters most...
    and it's times like these,
    when you can't have enough shoulders to cry on,
    but you just want to be alone...
    it's times when you say, "it should have been me"
    hindsight is always twenty-twenty.
    you look back and wonder...
    remember the things you've said to eachother...
    every smile you've shared
    every laugh
    and you think, that it's always the best that go.
    always the ones that everyone loves.
    who always smile.
    who are going somewhere...

    she was supposed to be something.
    and now,
    no prom
    no graduation
    no college
    no husband
    no children
    nothing

    it breaks my heart to think of the things she would have accomplished...
    we werent even friends and yet she has impacted my life more than some people i talk to every day...
    and its always those ones
    she was the heart of timber creek high school...
    i can still see her smiling face in my head
    and i cry
    knowing that no amount of tears will give her another day
    knowing that i cant go back in time and tell her...
    to stay just a minute longer...

    its just that...
    timing.
    one second determines whether you live or die
    its times like these
    when you're angry at God,
    for taking someone so amazing
    but you can't question his existence
    you can't question that there is a time for everything
    time
    kills me.
    i don't understand it,
    and i probably never will...



    i guess they needed another angel up in heaven
    rip brittany

    Current Mood: there are no words
    Monday, February 14th, 2005
    9:15 pm
    my heart is yours, to fill or burst, to break or bury, whichever you prefer
    okay then...



    HAPPY VALENTINES DAY LADIES AND GENTS!!!

    not my favorite holiday...bc its just nothing special really...you dont dress up or get a gazillion gifts and it sure doesnt have that warm christmasy feeling...

    on the other hand, im not one of those "blah blah this was made up by greeting card companies" grumps...


    it wasnt that bad though...school was boring, like always...kristina came over for a while and we hung out...my mom got me new pearls <3333 i love pearls so so much...


    i have a junior prom date
    i asked sean costello at young life tonight, kevins little brother, if you know kevin...
    i still have to find a date for amanda so she can come lol...any junior boys at tc interested??




    im doing work crew this summer, its been decided...
    that is, if I get picked...
    hopefully I will, but its not up to me...



    thats it...hope your day was full of lovvvve

    Current Mood: okay
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