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So.......i am sitting here stareing out...I have been so down lately... things have been hitting me. I almost cried at work. But My friend Jay took me out and he bought me dinner. Which was really nice have to pay him back. So i really want to go out this weekand..but the place i want to go cost 15 bucks. And the guy i asked to go needs to be home by 4 to 5.. the thing dosnt start till 11:30... I dont know I well just push my self to go. I got my outfit and everything so i well just go.. Well lets see updates... So a friend well sort of Friend died on Tuesday.. they say he killed him self.. I guess its still in mye head... then right after... my other friend is gone... wont be talking to her for months.. she proably wont even remember me. She be like Anitra who... OK need to drop that. I just need something something to pick me up really bad. Oh and Reesh I hope your ok. Make sure to give Till and Doomie Hugs for me. Wish i was there to .. But you know i well be there if you need anything. Always here along with you . Well thats it .. My deprsseing Rant...
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[21 Aug 2005|02:35am] |
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well this is to everyone .. you talks to me everyday... i am not going to be ok for awhile. alot of things are fucking up and going down hill.. so if i disapper for a few Days or i do something upsetting.. i am sorry.
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[09 Jul 2005|02:37pm] |
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So... an update. Uh whats up ... im just sitting here tired after numbers. My usual friday thing to do. So Hallo Till Miss you babe. Yes had to put that. Happy Birthday Kitty yess had to put that to. And HI REESH! and i think thats it oh And bye Meagan shes gone to Perto rico lucky Man i need to find something to do for this whole week im off. Anybody want to do anything with me. Name a time and place and i well see if i can go. Man i sound desperate.... BUT i have a whole week off im not used to not having anything to do.
edit >.> i found this on my friends page:
1.Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. Fave Movie:
5. Fave Song:
6. Fave Band:
7. Most Embarassing Moment:
8. Are you a virgin?
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush/attracted to me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I ask you out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you:
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
12. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
13. Do you think I'm a good person?
14. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?
15.Do you think I'm Hot?
16. Would you call me just because?
17. Would you ever listen to my problems even if they dont involve you?
18. If you could change anything about me, would you?
19.Would you have sex with me?
20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
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[03 Jun 2005|10:35am] |
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Well My First update in like Months. Well Im graduated now... How do i feel you ask.. Not much differenet. I need to find a new job... Old navys not working. They call my yesterday tell me im off today and then tomorrow. Now they call and say do i want to make up some hours. Psh.... Im not going . They just told me yesterday. So i need to look for another Job. Then My dad this morning is like what is she going to do for the summer. The hell havent even been graduate a day. But he is right.. what am i going to do.
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| Its an Update Gott get off my back always asking for a damn subject |
[17 Jan 2005|05:50pm] |
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DANCE MIX BABY |
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Well im updateing .... well i dont know why im updateing, Oh yeah because My Husband [I think i can call him that now *laughs*] made an Ooc journal and i was like OH YEAH. Nothing much going on in my life.... Turning 18 soon yeah im old. Can drive now ... yeah nothing new. Wish something exciting would happen. I go to night School trying to get ahead. Not fall behind in school get the best diploma i can get. Its all most ending up.and Im a bit scared of what is going to happen to me. Its werid how people faded away and you see whole New people there. Still dont know what i well do after high school. I know for thwe summer I well go see my husband and my sister [ because im the gay uncle], Reesh and Bobo. Hmmm now i know why i dont write in this depressing Gott...
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[11 Oct 2004|01:02am] |
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Rammstein "Stein um Stein" |
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Its funny how your eyes open up wide and you take a good look around. And you reliaze that you have been fucked over lied to. Person you know would sell you out just to move up a point in this shallow world. That what they showed you was an image you belived you stuck up for them... But really it wasnt true. And A person comes Helps you reliaze shows what a true friend would do. That has been happeing alot to me but I guess the two were one in the same. All they care about is looking cool. But they just make thems selfs look stupid. I must Say thank you Till *smiles* for waking me up.
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[22 Sep 2004|02:28pm] |
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An update wow...... Hmm what should I say well I had a job and got fired form it but. I am actually happy about that. I looked at what my pay checks all together came up to an it was around 1100 dollars. It was good money but not for me.. Tho I am trying to find A new Job before next year.... VEGAES TRIP... hehe Well Cail then Veags.... Till said I could stay with him then catch a plan to veages YEAH .... birthday present to my self. See the circus and things and See Kitty and Goat and Reesh and Wolf. And touch them hehe. It well be so cool Cause Till lives in Hollywood and I well be 18 and there are so many clubs and shit ooo. And next stop after that well be New york hehe I was talking to my friend at Walgreens and she said I had to go there after.. So i am going to save money for that...... Well I have a girl friend now yep I DONT CARE what anyone says it has been 4 months dont give me that dumb 3 crap.... that means you An. Yes and its so nice and ..... i dont know how else to describe it havent been in a nice relationship in a while.... *smiles*.
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[05 Apr 2004|01:32pm] |
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I know I havent written in a while. But this I really have to get of my chest. What Happen this morning to me was un need and un wanted. When a friend stabbs you in the back. Over a concert. Is very sad. A concert is only one day of your fucking life. Friendship is forever. But I guess she didnt see it like that. She felt like stabbing and lieing just to go to a concert. I hope she really likes the concert. Hope its the best day of her life. She was a good friend well maybe not if she did this to me. And she says I steal her friends. Friends you share there are not something you own. I dont know why I should be upset over this. She is proably smileing and haveing a fucking good time. Not fucking careing. So I guess I had to get that out. And If you think you know the story and have something to say to me. Say it... And if your wrong I well set you straight.
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[13 Mar 2004|10:43am] |
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I was happy for a while. Then shit falls apart again. I need to get out and get away. Thats what i feel like doing. Just not stay here. I hate these moments and they seem to just pop up again and again.SO I am sick of waitign for it to get better. Or somthing bettter. Just I dont know feel like laying down and dieing. Gah well thast it an update. So if Amir seems like his just not really there I am sorry .
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[02 Mar 2004|02:16pm] |
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So hmmmmmmmmm...... day......wow...... *hits the clock* Come on you fucker go faster. Get this damn day over with. *coughs* OK um *blinks blankly* I have shit to say but I um Dont know.....OK I do but ha I well type them later. WHen JOEL isnt lookng oer my shoulder *Laughs*
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