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PNS-201-001 INTERMEDIATE JAPANESE C+ 3.00 3.00 3.00 6.90
ARBC-102-090 ELEMENTARY ARABIC B+ 3.00 3.00 3.00 9.90
ANTH-201-002 COMPARATIVE SOCIAL ORGANIZATION B 3.00 3.00 3.00 9.00
GEOL-105-L93 EARTH HISTORY LAB B 1.00 1.00 1.00 3.00
GEOL-105-003 EARTH HISTORY C+ 3.00 3.00 3.00 6.90
ASST-101-001 INTRODUCTION TO ASIAN STUDIES B+ 3.00 3.00 3.00 9.90

I dont know how I managed even this but Im ok with it though I think that I lost my scholarship, but my parents are ok with that...they undertand that its been a hellish semester even more than last semester which is worrisome to me but I guess its up to me to get better and I didnt realise it until it was almost to late
I dont understand what quality points are at all... anyone know?

next semester I mgoing to study even when I dont actually have to
this summer Im going to study so much arabic vocabulary
becuase If I can be trilinual I dont have to worry about an anthropologists salary

I dunno what else...
Im in Oicho Kabu, touring with them at the end of the sumer and playing a show friday but Im a VIOLIST ...crazy
I have a new love for playing experimental music
I m sharing a room with mustafa next semester I think
I work at Sushi Hiro...its the worst job ever for people like me but thats alright
Im going back to texas again on the 11th of june and stayig two weeks!
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( for people who like to look at things )

( shiney beetles )

I made eves mom a shiney bug today
is two sheets of metalic origami paper shapes cut with an exacto
I have a copy of it and i might make a stencil or something like that for jollies -though, and feel free to answer this, is it indian giving if I give the original copy to someone and then use the copy for other things?

Im being as creatively productive as possible, not forcing myself but giving myself every opportunity to be armed when the mood strikes me and its working out prey well
its a good way to distract myself from real life I guess
before the workload of this semester becomes overwhelming again
I have this drive to recreate and build up my portfolio, which means I might scan some old slides tomarrow
but I also feel like Im not professional and my stuff isn't spectacular so why bother
I just need some discipline
I just want to be ready this summer to sell designs to bear when I need money
but I dont want to be a question of "if" he wants them or not
mabye kimaire and cam will let me join their website - as they've been hinting
mabye Ill drop out of school and make anthropology my hobby and art and music my real life
my "mood" is my explanation for my ramblings...this time...

operation strangely bedsized desk is successful
my matress is just going to stay in the corner
every day at just around 6:00 for several months now I've heard the muffled cry of some sort of dog crying out
in a gut wrenching instantatious sound of deep pain
nobody's ever mentioned it, but it scares the shit out me every time
I wonder if eve can hear it or if its another one of those weird things
now I have no excuse to not make things constantly

I dont know what I want
but I know where I wanna be
and everywhere I go
i wish that you were here with me

when our mouths are filled with uninvited tongues of others
and the strays are pining for their unrequited mothers
milk that sours is promptly spat
light will fill our eyes like cats

and they shall enter from the back
with spears and scepters and squirming sacks
scribes and tangles between their ears
faceless scrumbled charcoal smears

through the coppice and the chaparral
the thickets thick with mold
the bracken and the brier
catchweed into the fold

when our mouths are filled with uninvited tongues of others
and the strays are pining for their unrequited mothers
milk that sours is promptly spat
the light will fill our eyes like cats
cataracts

this week = midterms
aka: no talking on the phone and sleeping and studying all the time
I hope you understand
Ill talk to you all night friday guys
you know who you are

I'm so ridiculously tired of recording "Go to Sleep" I could spit
but I still have to do that cello part and its been haunting me for te past three days arrrrr!

List of things that my mother refuses to buy me for my birthday:
http://apollosaxes.com/d40concertina.html
I find this halarious
I do not need another instrument
but I must have it!!!
because it is THE second awesomest instrument ever created...besides Cello, and mabye Sitar
and also
http://cgi.ebay.com/VINTAGE-FOLK-COSTUME-VEST-Czech_W0QQitemZ140154217993QQihZ004QQcategoryZ52415QQssPageNameZWDVWQQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem
whatever mom...Ill dress like an adult when Im good a ready


I was thinking about it today and as I get older I find that I really dont want anything...seriousely
its just fun to propose gifts of preposterous things to my mother because she gets all huffy about it and tells me to grow up

I will find a group of people to play folk music with you'll see!!
or mabye Ill just be my own band and never play ive shows
somehow I dont think concertina really meshes well with Kimarie
man I like adderall, sometimes I think its eating holes in my brain
at least thats what it feels like
also I cant stop listening to The Tain I'm on listen #4 today and its stil awesome
I think its because Jenny Connlee has such a prominent vocal part in it and I love her voice
the forcast for October is travel heavy, oh thank god

http://www.kilian-nakamura.com/catalog/puchipuchi-virtual-bubble-wrap-5pack-p-141.html?language=en

No Phone
No internet at home
No Roomie
and a billion tiny flies that seem to come out of the woodwork
its pretty sucky right now
except for film class which is awesome
and my film teacher who is oing to help me learn Gealic

New favorite

Website: http://www.ups.edu/x5906.xml
Song: Missed the Boat
Way piss Kim from work off after she makes fun of the way that I talk again: Talk in a heavy Scottish accent
Person of Interest: Isaac Brock
Person in General: Chris Parker (well not that new)
Movie: The Painted Veil


Hey I like 50% of the new Modest Mouse Album
yay Modest Mouse!
the end

going home was a great idea...
seeing Modest Mouse was fucking amazing!
best show ever even surpassing anathallo
they ended up playing paper thin walls, tiny cities made of ashes, 10 minute long Trailer Trash, Doin' The Cockroach, Ocean Breathes Salty, Float on, Bukowski, Bury Me With It, and Styrafoam Boots which is my favorite probably off of that album... I was fucking grinning like a five year old. the kid in front of me only knew the new ones and so we took turns yell/singing because I didnt know the new ish. Isaac Brock kept talking about dancing and let a ton of people come on the stage. He stopped at one point to tell them to stay on for just a few second because they were really distracting him and other halariouse comments like that. Something else about their material not being that good so dont puch it longer than it ought to be. He was friggin short too...and also firggin damn amazing, I was expecting them to be mediocre live...I was wrong

also I got new glasses
and they are nerdyer looking than i remebered when picking them out



overly masculine but they aren't to bad
mabye its just me thats overly masculine

this is your Kmarie update
shes dropping outta SCAD
she's moving to Austin to start her musical Career
shes throwing away 15000 a year to be with a boy who doesent reciprocate her undying devotion
she sounds tired
the rats died... of upper respratory infection
:(!!!!!

the thick parts I did sober
the thin lines and bird I did stoned
either way these drawings all seemed to be fueld by the same thing being an overwhelmng need for catharsis
Its on a white napkin but I liked it better inverted...I'm just a nerd I guess
mleu

parched tounges slither slowly
to beckon you wholly
to stop all the rain because theyre surely freezing
all the while swimming in the waste of your confusion
their roots have no sanctity, wither away
as you join them in commiting to the goodness of day...
oh eruptions of inadequacy
will you sleep through this reality too
all power is lost in a black stable blanket of hste and regret
I'll visit you in in museus of white walls and frames
where all that is left are the brightly it names...

-Kimarie
I always end up singing this song in the stock room at work whenever it seems relevant
and Ive listened to it a nerdy amount of times today...mostly because I miss Kimarie so much
I really need to study....ahhh!

I hate that fleeting moment when injustice is illucidated
I make dumb choices

Man, I am so ready for next semester to start
I'm already bored with hese courses and I'm tired of friggin emotional rollercoaster somewhat downwards spiraling school year

so...
I think Professor Hays and I should probably be best friends
1. we both know how to make candy
2. we both like documentaries
3. We both think Neaderthal burial customs are badass
4. She lets me get away with all sorts of shit coz I'm a major
5. were both snazzy dressers
6. she could talk about football or something and I'd still be entralled
7. I told her I made tarpit zebras and she laughed in a creeped out sort of way
mabye I creep her out?
I would be if I were her... I talk to her almost every class
god Im such a nerd


work is pretty lame now mostly because I dont care that much thanks to my manager
I made taffy dinosaurs last night because we were so dead
I wanna take a dinosaurs class
and also Prof. Hay's Prehistoric art and ritual

someone stole my english paper outta prof Dunns box those jerks
now hell probably count it late even though he proofread over itthe day it was due
grrr!
the end of semesters are so stressful and inconvenient...

I hope we do something fun tonite, or just inane

Schedule for Next Semester What?!

SUMMER:

MTWRF 8:30-12:30: Film and Culture

FALL 2007

MWF 9:00-9:50: Phil 215 Symbolic Logic (fuck math)
MWF 10:00-10:50 : Japanese 102, Yanagida <3
MWF 11:00-11:50 : Anth 329 Peoples and Cultures of Oceania
MWF 4:00-4:50 : Arabic 101, Intro to Arabic

TR 9:25-10:40 Environmental Geography 103
R 1:45-4:45 Geology Lab
(TR 10:50-12:05 PM : Intercultural Communication 221)

I will be late for work every single day
awesome

Im withdrawing totally, I played with the idea of sticking around but its not worth all that work to get absolutely nothing but a low GPA
Ill just take film and culture to make up for it

WE FOUND A HOUSE
named Patrick T. House
Im getting an attic room because I'm short and will fit in it.
its got 5 beds and 3 baths and a huge backyard and shed and kitchen and a porch and a balcony!
Im so excited
Its really an deal living situation
1. because people can come visit and actually stick around past two a.m.
2. its a fucking house
3. we can make food and grow plants
4.we can paint our walls
5.we have a shed
6. We all have a place to stay over the summer
7. We live next door to a halfway house for crazy people and the not psycotic bitch we talked to

I just hope someone else doesent get it before tomarrow
we'll all cry
and/or threaten them until they change their minds

insane idea number 2,239,458,970

Going to India and staying with Nisha for 2 1/2 weeks this summer
hey guess what
I can afford it
.....hypothetically...

I really really need a place tos tay for spring break
if you live in charleston and have a floor I could sleep on I'd seriousely owe you one

The nice thing about liz is that I dont have to worry about saying awkward things around her, and also that when she trying to decide how to draw a surprised eyebrow on a cartoon shes drawing all I have to do is make a certain sound and she knows exactly what I mean.

I pet a hairy Scottish Cow today, it was love at first sight



I found this one this morning, I woke her up laughing