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ms. soo-z
choosing a new path
Created on 2004-02-02 17:53:42 (#2092145), last updated 2006-05-19
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| Name: | soo-z |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 05-07 |
| Location: | Sycamore, Illinois, United States |

four o'clock in the morning
afraid to open my eyes
another day of grief,
a day of fear.
all alone i feel.
i try to justify all the pain,
all of this guilt before my eyes.
another day of confusion,
a day of wondering.
is it ever just going to go away?
all this pain that i feel,
and all this anger, is it going to stay?
ten o'clock in the evening,
afraid of the nightmares.
again my breathing stops.
all i can do is stare into the night.
what is it that causes this feeling?
another night of crying,
a night of hiding,
alone once again.
my heart feels empty,
and i can't cry another tear.
another day wasted on insecurity,
a day of wonder.
is this ever going to end?
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