Andrea Castro

Hawaii, Right...

andreak@austin.rr.com — Tue, 13 May 2008 04:37:43 GMT

So, I'm a loser who loses and procrastinates on doing stuff before forgetting about the altogether. >__> Lets see if I didn't completely forget about stuff haha. xD

Okay well, we left uber early in the morning like always, early meaning around 3 or 4 am or something bizarre like that. We get on mr.lame plane that lasted only like a 2 and a half hour flight and got me no shut eye, landed in las vegas and had to wait a few hours for the next plane to take off. This one was the longer one and thank god I could sleep a little because getting up at such an early hour to run around doing stuff is totally not my idea of a good time. After almost 6 hours we get to hawaii, hooray for losing -what?- another 6 hours along the way. So for us it's like 5 am and in hawaii they're like LUL IT ONLEH TEN WAI U SO SLEEPEH. Guh. So we crash in our gimpy little hotel (I can sees the water from here... huh, that's nice *passes out*)

Oh joy, there's a zoo next door! That's really awesome and we totally went later but... really? Waking up to a bunch of animals crowing at the rising sun was not a pleasant experience for me after so much travel. SO. BEACHES. There are a fuck ton of beaches. The surf ranged from 2 feet to 8 feet depending on the area -the beaches to the north of the island had longer stretches of sand and the good waves but they wouldn't let you into the water up thar unless you knew how to surf. Dad wanted me to learn how but I was like NUES OMGAH.

Also? ASIANS. EVERYWHERE.
No, seriously.
You turn around and it's like: asian, asian, asian, tourist, asian, asian, homeless guy. oop, forgot asian.

The lifeguard guy would shout at a lady to get her kid away from the water-again, 8ft waves and crazy undertow not good for people not experienced I assume-before turning to shout the same message at an asian guy in japanese. It was epic, really.

Especially since the asian guy was like PSHAW I CAN TAKE ET and ended up losing his shorts and running across the beach in his birthday suit. Ah good times.

We got up really early one day and went on a hike up this path in an inactive volcano up to some dead ruins that used to be some kinda army base or something. It was decent up until the end where there were STAIRS OF DOOMY DEATH which killed my legs. The view from the top was stunning though.

Which reminds me,
Hawaii
is
fucking
GORGEOUS.

There's pretty pretty views everywhere you turn. It's either beautiful water or stubby buildings surrounded by greenery and covered in flowers. They put flowers on everything too... ORDERIN FEWD? Here'sa flower. WANT A DRINK? Flower innit. SITIN AT TEH BAR? Lets strewn some flowers across the counter for ya.

Aha, bar. I'll get to that later.

Now though, the buildings. Ooh boy. I was always freaked when we were in our room, thought the building would collapse at any minute. It's not that it was really old or run down or anything, but I felt like there was no support. Let me explain:

Street, stone stairs up to the hotel, evens out, stone degenerates to carpet, a few wicker chairs and a small store to the right, now a kind of ceiling above head, oh look escalator, a wall with elevators mmkay, a desk with bored looking employee hallo thar sir, carpet degenerates to stone, whar the ceiling goes...?, street, garage.

...Where was the hotel?

ALL THE BUILDINGS ARE FUCKING OPEN. I have never seen anything like it.
When we walked around it was so wcreepy to just pass by a hotel and be greeted by the guys behind the desk, or pass a small food shop and watch people eat while staring out at the waves and yeah there are walls but there are like no completely enclosed spaces it's SO WEIRD.

Also, there's a lot of walking. We rented a car to get from the airport to the hotel but after that we didn't use it that much. Everything is so close you can just stroll from a to b without much trouble. The weather was always the exact same whether it was 1pm or 1am and there is also a lot to look at. Like I said before the place is just a marvel to look at. I did not once get tired of rubber-necking wherever we went. Everything is so pretty and the people are really diverse. It's just NEAT being there.

What else was I gonna talk about?
OH RIGHT the bar.

Well my dad liked going on these little Maitai hunts, cause whenever we went to florida he and Ruben always have this crazy thing about ordering a lapulapu, taking a picture of it, and sending it to the other. A kind of LOL LOOKIT WHERE I AM type thing. And one time the bartender told my dad that it was really just a maitai with a few extra ingredients. So when we went to Hawaii he had to test this theory and decided to go to all these places and try their Maitais, which are delicious by the way. ANYWAY, we went to several places and tried several kinds and he admitted that yes they did kinda taste like lapulapus and we went to this one bar which happened to be completely made of awesome. There were a suspicious number of hawt guys around and WHAT DO YOU KNOW we had stumbled upon a hawaiian gay bar. It was really nice there and I can't really go into why um... anyway, dad went and got a maitai -which he said was the best one he's tried so far omgah gay bars have the best music, alcohol, and company- and made the mistake of ordering me a non alcoholic drink. doh. They were like, um how old is she, and we were kicked out of the bar.

Kicked out of a gay bar in hawaii, nom.

So yeah, that's it really. There was other stuff. Trip to the zoo, went to the college. They had an awesome traditional japanese tea house and stuff but really nothing too exciting. the trip back was just as grueling as the trip there and as much as I loved it I was glad to be home-missed my mum too.

Hooh boy, I feel rather rambly tonight. Hope there isn't too much terribad going on in this post. I know there's probably spelling and grammar errors up the wazoo but I felt rambly and so YOU GET RAMBLY. Enjoi. :D

Quizes and other random shit

andreak@austin.rr.com — Fri, 28 Mar 2008 14:58:08 GMT

I'm still too lazy to type up the hawaii experience thing, so here's some random crap I found online! :D

Dead Fantasy II

29

65%

61%

$4965.00

If I had to describe Hawaii in two words

andreak@austin.rr.com — Fri, 14 Mar 2008 21:31:22 GMT

They would be:
1. Scenic
2. Asians

Also, apparently I am jaded.
Details at 10, back to you Mike.

(Will post more about it after I get caught up with things like webcomics, email, and jetlag)

<3 GLaDOS

andreak@austin.rr.com — Mon, 03 Mar 2008 05:38:21 GMT

Algorithm March, WITH NINJAS!

andreak@austin.rr.com — Thu, 25 Oct 2007 14:20:04 GMT

I love these guys so much. xD

Another update? Scandalous!

andreak@austin.rr.com — Sun, 03 Jun 2007 21:54:14 GMT

Back from A-kon18! And let me tell you it was a blast! :D

I bought five more doujinshi to add to my ever-growing collection (~~which I will later scan and upload at least the covers for your viewing pleasure ♥~~ the deed is done), I remembered Emily's birthday present (I would upload this later too except I'm paranoid that she'd see it and ruin the surprise :( ), and I was swarmed by people asking to take pictures of my snazzy ANBU outfit. x3

Seriously though, after over six requests in under a half hour it starts getting a little annoying. I mean, ~~can't people see that I'm browsing through X-Rated Yaoi Doujin and can't be bothered to pose when other people might be snatching the good ones right under my nose?! D:~~ come-on.

I sat at Ami's table for ages like always because she's awesome and I am fascinated by how fast and efficient her drawing is. o.o

I accidentally missed the concert but whatever, and the cosplay-room was full like 15 people before me in line but we saw it from our room anyway. ~~The skits really sucked this year~~.

I got to see friends that I haven't in a long while which was awesome, but unfortunately the building eats phone service for breakfast and it was hard to get a hold of anyone and when I finally did catch up with some of them it was at horrible times like I was on my way to the restroom cause I was about to 'splode and needed to change my tampon, or it was time for me to put off dinner before my stomach disintegrated, or it was really late and everyone was falling asleep where we stood... you get the idea. Also, many people couldn't go because they were being retarded and taking their SATII tests, anime is more important damnnit! >(

Llys, sorry I couldn't make it to your graduation party type thing because of the con. :(
Congratulations though! ♥ ♥ ♥

I hope the layout change is okay, apparently my last one wouldn't let my journal appear on friends-lists and that is bad. D:

OMGUPDATE

andreak@austin.rr.com — Thu, 31 May 2007 15:49:34 GMT

Well school's out, and I'm wrestling with the thought that I only actually have about a week of summer. x.o

We went to the beach already, and we're going to Akon this coming weekend, and then it's Miami, and then I have summer classes, and I have my summer homework (read a book, write an essay, the usual =__= )... and then it's back to school! D: woe is me /wrists

Not only that, but my mom is having medical issues. :(
She keeps losing feeling in her limbs at random times, and gets weak easily... We're afraid she has this disease (the name escapes me) that will ultimately paralyze her for the rest of her life. ;____;

*slaps self* RIGHT switching gears here.
I got to go to kara again last night, apparently Nitch always leaves before the curtain goes up and comes back after the curator. xD
And the group keeps me instead of Phlog when we need to switch someone... I wonder why. *cough girl cough*

I'm getting quite attached to my new little pally. o.o
~~HERE WE GO ROUND THE MALBURRY BUSH ON A BRIGHT AN SUNNY MORN. (sorry listening to eurodance, I just had to type it lolol)~~
Um, yeah. The pally. She's oh so kyute with her little horns and hooves and the little tail and dawwwe I just think she's adorable. Course, she's only lvl 14 so I might get bored of her yet (here's hoping *clings desperately to druid*).

~~I AM--COTTON EYED JOE--I AM--COTTON EYED JOE--THIS IS MY--horse?~~ xD

Erm what else was I going to spew about? O.o
...OH YES, LJ YOU SCRUB DON'T DO THAT OMG YOU NUB. YOU'RE THE NOOBIEST NOOB THAT EVER NOOBED. *flails*

Owwie

andreak@austin.rr.com — Fri, 06 Apr 2007 13:10:00 GMT

Okay well, apparently I traded my YEYINFECTIONS sickness for another kind. Probably a cold paired with stress issues. Have had TONS of homework and project work dumped on me because of my absence fri-tues and I have been just short of pulling out my hair in frustration due to the load. Just got some IBS issues this morning too and I really dislike that little pill that I'm supposed to stick under my tongue and not take anything with. DISSOLVE FASTER YOU DEMON SPAWN. FASTER I SAY. And um yeah... >.>;

Going to UIL next wednesday, I hope we do okay. Our new director is having testing problems with us heh. He's like TWO FULL PIECES YEY gungho about the entire thing and then when it takes two weeks to get through the first violins he was like UM OKAY, ONE PIECE? and then when it took ages for them to get halfway he said ER screw it I'm giving you all a one hundred. And the Violas, Cellos, and Bases cheered. xP

I WAS GOING TO SAY SOMETHING ELSE AND FORGOT D:
woe :<
~~ohwell~~

Meme

andreak@austin.rr.com — Fri, 06 Apr 2007 05:32:19 GMT

Badass Uke
Take Are you a Seme or an Uke? today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Personality Test Generator.

You are the highest level uke. Other uke admire you, some seme fear you. At times, you can even fool other people into thinking you are seme with your mischievous, manipulative attitude, but when push comes to shove, your true submissive nature emerges - all you really want is the punishment. It takes a seme with just enough sadistic tendencies to dish out the punishment you really want, but enough patience not to outright kill you, so you are best paired with the "Don't Fuck With Me" Seme.

S'RIGHT BITCHES.

On a different note, I was sick for five days--extremely. :(

Edit: IMAGE NOWZ :D

SHHHH I AR DISGUISED :O

And I might just have a tinytinytiny crush on the asian kid who sits in front of me in Chem... Sorries llys. *headesks* ASIANGUH D:

BURD

andreak@austin.rr.com — Fri, 02 Mar 2007 13:44:37 GMT

I'm officially 68! Bweeeeeeeeee. <3<3

Update? NOWAI

andreak@austin.rr.com — Wed, 07 Feb 2007 03:37:44 GMT

We started that whole SEX ES BAD thing in health today. I try not to giggle during the STD pictures cause I'm immature like that. There's a horrible claustrophobic feeling in there though, like really really tense. I think it's from all the kids feeling the flight response from the awkward conversation the speaker tries to engage us in. Apparently, I'm one of the two kids in our class who've spoken to their parents about intercourse. Also, I'm the only one that attempted to sit out of the GET AN STD game disguised as a get-signatures-fast-as-humanly-possible thing. Only the chick with the most signatures (the one who started the STD chain harr harr) got candy though, I feel jipped.

Anime club was fun today, surprisingly we got a new member from who knows where. I hope she's ready to be sucked into the chaotic vortex of evil that makes up the anime fandom. Anyway, we were gonna watch some crappy thing and I was glad at first cause I would've got to go home and lvl Niame to 64. The disk, however, was uncooperative and I persuaded them to stick in Ouran Host Club. *evil grin* Several people were groaning but by the end of club everyone seemed to love it. A few of the guys were in a bit of denial because of the incestuous-homosexual bits, but they grudgingly admitted they liked it. <3

My car's died a few more times, I'm afraid it might be in its final throes... Fortunately, thanks to the Bush administration, the word practically has a new definition and my car should last me awhile yet. *pets the thing with encouragement*

I've drawn a ton of things but I'm still a procrastinating whore and will most likely put off any posts for a long time cause I suck like that. I think I'm improving though? *smacked with a halfbrick*

Anyway, to all reading this I LUB YEW LOTS. *hugs people she knows and licks random bystanders* <3<3<3

Tastes Like Pain

andreak@austin.rr.com — Wed, 24 Jan 2007 14:24:15 GMT

Today, I wince and clutch at my abdomen which has decided to tie itself into a tight knot of agony.
Last night, I lay curled around what felt like an eviscerated tangle of mutilated organs.

Apparently, my IBS has decided to rear it's ugly head. With a vengeance.

I have a physics test today and can't writhe in the privacy of my own home, hopefully I'll make it through the day without making a fool of myself. If it bothers me in class I can huddle down in my desk without too much trouble I think. Unfortunately, if it happens in the halls there's little to stop me from collapsing and just curling up on the tile.

'Cause when it hits, it really hits. Moving is unthinkable, when I breathe it feels like I'm inhaling serrated shards of glass, and I usually end up drooling on the floor because if I swallow I'll most likely throw up.

Ergh, I walk down death row to my doom.
~~Let's just pray it doesn't attack me while I'm driving, that would be bad.~~

Edit:
Oh yeah, it was my birthday a few days ago. Yey...?
The fact that I'm legal has yet to get to me, it'll prob punch me in the face later when I'm not feeling so crappy. xP

Comix anyone?

andreak@austin.rr.com — Fri, 19 Jan 2007 02:50:13 GMT

So, um... I sketched this out and I'm not sure if it's good enough to finish. I'm a bit too busy to clean it anytime soon, but I'm willing to try if anyone thinks I should. Opinions?

Thought process behind this:
Awhile ago asuka did a short one-shot where Sasuke gets the Niibi sealed in him. The Niibi, then speculated and now in cannon, happens to be a Nekomata. A two-tailed feline of Japanese mythology that deals with dark magics involving spirits and corpses and such.
I think, 'Sasuke locks away his emotions ryte? Right'.

So, when the niibi is sealed inside this kid there's no way it could have expected there to be several faucets of that person's being locked in with it.

Lawl? :B

Art for ciceqi

andreak@austin.rr.com — Wed, 29 Nov 2006 02:32:42 GMT

Mmmn I love all of ciceqi's epic-verses, go read them. Now. *flails*

Just a bit o' fanart:

YoungWildcard!Seph stuck in a mako tube in a lab somewhere. :(
Dawwwwe.

And for her Christmas Meme:

Also YoungWildcard!Seph (I love drawing animal attributes on people, what can I say), this time getting lessons on how to fly ~~the hard way~~.
Hey, it worked for birds...

Merry Christmas! <3

Notez:
I hate hands. Hatehatehate.
And they're still just in the beginning doodle-sketch stages D: (god I'm lazy). Maybe I'll work on them more later if I have time. :3

Stuff

andreak@austin.rr.com — Sun, 01 Oct 2006 11:25:58 GMT

So, my grades went down a bit again. And instead of lecturing me or whatever, my dad canceled my WoW subscription. I'll be depressed for ages. TT____TT

Went to chinatown opening today, was happy for the dragon and lion dances, theeeeeeen back to depressed. ._.;;

Anyway, my English III teacher said my "Safe Place" creative writing project deserved an 8 out of the 1-9 AP scale. :O I wtfsquealed. ^^

Also, she wants us to make up a horrible crime and punishment for ourselves because we're reading "The Scarlet Letter" right now. Urgh, any suggestions? :(

The air is thick and humid. Trying to force it into one’s lungs is like trying to swallow a wad of wet cotton. Slowly, coax it in, breath deep. The wind is heavy with the taste of salt; the odor of it stings the senses. But it is a small pain, in fact, refreshing.

The breeze is light, playful, and carries with it the sound of waves gently rolling over one another, intent on their goal. The water affectionately caresses the shore as gulls circle overhead, their lamenting cries echo in the peaceful atmosphere. The sun is strong, its heat bordering on uncomfortably warm. The word “toasty” comes to mind.

A lone girl, book settled across her lap, sits facing the waves, she nestles among a pile of sea-side debris; the washed ashore clump of logs, fishing net, seaweed, and shells create a half-circle that she leans into. Her dark hair in a messy ponytail, frizzed, clearly annoyed with the winds teasing. She looks down at her book, entranced by its contents. Her toes flex, shifting the sand between them.

A couple runs along the shore, the water lapping at their ankles, laughing. Though their antics have shattered the near-silence, the girl does not glance up, doesn’t even stir. She seems to have missed their presence entirely. For her, these interruptions seem to be a million miles away. She knows of them, in the way that a dog knows of the flea; it is a minor irritation, of no importance until it bites.

The couple continues on their way, unaware of the girl. Silent and still, she blends into her surroundings. She seems almost to become one with the land though her mind is far from it; experiencing that which she cannot physically.

So fascinated with her book, she almost misses the call; but she blinks, turning, and spies her friend. Flailing and yelling for her attention, her friend is a sight to behold. The girl smiles; it is not the mature smile of one who has gained knowledge beyond her years through script, but the joyful smile of a child. Innocent and in love with the world.

____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________

Anyways, also reguarding the OMGWTF scale... I've wrote my first fic! Aren't you proud? :D

So, this is my first fic. Well, the first one I’ve decided to put up for public view on the world-wide-web anyway. >_>; And it just happens to be NC17 AND Slash/Yaoi. xD It will probably be taken for borderline bestiality too since the characters are shapeshifters (cough demons cough -->Niibi/Kyuubi) and I don’t mention their actual names and instead left them as cat/feline fox/kitsune… Hooboy, I can feel the flames now. Oh joy.

Anyway, in case I made it too confusing or you just don’t get it: the characters are Sasuke and Naruto from Kishimoto’s hit manga/anime series Naruto. I make no profit except by the means of my own amusement and hopefully that of others, so you no sue okies? :(

I’d really like to thank askerian for this, her bold writing gave me the courage. xP

The forest is still; Elune has hidden her charge this night, and the stars shine brilliantly in the absence of the moon. Not a sound interrupts the ringing silence, or the peaceful atmosphere. There is, however, a suggestion of movement in the inky blackness beneath the mighty boughs of the trees.

A lone figure crouches low in a small clearing, hidden among trunks as wide as a field, tall as a mountain. The man pauses, his outline barely distinguishable between the foliage. Then he’s gone, his feet flying noiselessly over hazardous underbrush.

He navigates effortlessly, finding the safest path with ease, familiar with the surroundings. He darts left, feigns right, changing direction on a whim to dodge an invisible foe. Breathing hard, but not yet panting, the man run-climbs up the nearest tree. Seemingly defying gravity, he reaches a likely branch and flings himself to the next.

Hopping, running, jumping through the forest canopy, the man continues his play fight silently. He notices his next jump to be too far but, accepting the challenge, he leaps. Misses. Falls.

Leaves and broken braches mark his descent, and he grunts with the ground’s impact. A frightened deer startles him and he yelps as it runs past. He then laughs in delight, and changes.

The world now made of light, smell, sound. He revels in it for a moment; the clarity of his sight, the expanse of his senses, the power in his paws. He takes off. The chase is long and hard. The doe is cunning and swift; but the panther is more cunning, with his man-mind, and ever the swifter for it.

The doe, desperate now, makes a reckless turn and almost trips. She rights herself and continues to flee. The man-panther, however, is not so lucky. Still sore from his fall, he slides on his side through some bushes and into a tree.

His world a haze of red, hot, hurts, pain, pain from his newly twisted ankle, he changes. The once-again-man the curls into a half-fetal position and whimpers, for he denies himself the luxury of crying... He wouldn’t cry I refuse no stop don’t…

His long bangs cover his face as he grits his teeth against the throbbing agony. The rest of his hair, short and black as the panther’s fur, has bits of leaves and twig entangled in it from his exertion. His face is pale, how he has managed to remain unnoticed in the darkness of his domain is a mystery to even himself.

He senses an intruder and looks up fearfully. He would be easy prey if discovered in such a vulnerable position. Expecting a wolf or snake, he is surprised but not at all relieved to see a beautiful red-orange fox wander in his general direction.

This was not the cute and fuzzy kit one would witness in a modern day zoo, but a mythical kitsune of olde. Majestic and insanely strong, these beasts were not known for having a kindly temper.

Feeling another whimper coming on, the man bit his lip hard enough to break the skin… Look over there go away leave please leave oh god not this way please…

The fox stiffened, and raised its head to stiff. The man realized it must have caught his scent and cursed profusely in his head. He calculated his chances of escaping verses standing his ground and decided to make a run for it. Gathering his energies for a sprint, the man froze as his gaze was snared by that of the fox’s.

The fox and he exchanged a slight staring contest, before the man broke it by blinking and looking away. Slumping in defeat, he simply made an inwards hunching motion as he heard the fox come ever closer. As if he could escape by disappearing into himself.

All the tension left his body, and he closed his eyes as he felt the fox loom over him. Only to have them snap back open when the fox leaned in and licked the line of blood from under his chin upwards, to capture his lips in a fierce kiss; a human kiss.

His back stiff as a violin string, he glared into the other’s eyes. Eyes that went from red, to violet, to the brightest of blue; whose pupils dilated from cat-slit to circular at the same time. He felt his own eyes flash, black red black, with his confusion-anger.

He pushed at the fox-man, trying to gain a little personal space, only to have his hands caught and held fast above his head. He was about to struggle in earnest when the fox pulled back—only to lick-nip at the others newly parted lips and delve into the panther’s mouth; exploring the feline thoroughly and with single minded intensity.

The cat, having opened his mouth to yell, protest, and overall ask what the hell was going on; found that he was getting further molested by the stranger. Throwing his initial instinct to not harm another like himself to the wind, he growled deep in his throat and twist-flung himself at the fox.

Even injured as he was, a cat is one of the most flexible and stubborn creatures to inhabit our planet, and these attributes carried over into his human form. Thus, the two tumbled and fought, tooth and claw, under the hidden moon.

No matter what he tried, the cat found himself pinned again and again. Somehow his attacks only ended up doing superficial damage to the fox. Who hadn’t injured the feline at all, but stole rough kiss-bites whenever there was an opening. This confused the cat more, and frustrated him to no end.

Made more for fast brutal battles, not to mention he had already had a rough day, the cat tired fast under the fox’s continuous wrestle-play. He found it harder and harder to get away from being smooshed between the fox and the relentless ground; until he lay gasping for breath, unable to resist any longer.

He gave the other an exasperated look, unknowingly pouting when the fox grinned at him smugly. He then glared witheringly at the fox’s chest—for he was slightly shorter than the fox—and cursed his own lean frame in comparison to the fox’s, which was built like a tank.

The fox gave a husky chuckle, making the cat start in surprise, and proceeded to nuzzle the top of the feline’s head affectionately. Who inhaled deeply, apparently planning to give yelling at the fox a second shot—which failed miserably.

With that large intake of breath, and what with him being right up against the other, the cat caught the full brunt of the fox’s unique smell. The heady musk stunned the feline for a moment, then—realizing the other’s intent—the cat flushed to his roots.

Panic, consuming and numbing panic, gripped him. His eyes widened, pupils dilating to catch every detail. His smell heightened, enforcing the fox’s into his mind. His hearing was sharpened to pin precision, able to hear his quickened heartbeat, beating in time with his thoughts… He’s going to why but we’re he I’m why no why I can’t why…

Impossibly, the cat flipped them both and tried one last bid for freedom. The fox grabbed his ankle and the cat crumpled to the ground face first with a pained, and slightly frightened, cry. His hands scrabbled for purchase in front him and he mewled pitifully.

The fox climbed over him protectively and crooned in a reassuring thrum not unlike a purr. No longer exhausted from their wrestling, but panting nonetheless, the feline tensed and tried to growl. It started low, and by the time it was audible it had become weak whine.

Continuing his comforting rumble, the fox kept a sharp eye for danger. He wasn’t sure what had frightened his chosen so, but he was intent upon keeping anything from harming the frail thing beneath him. The fox had been smitten at first sight of the asexual feline, and the cat had only reinforced the fox’s decision with his quiet strength and determination. He had no doubt that the panther was a lethal creature, but he was sure he could earn the man’s trust in time.

By now, the enhanced senses of the cat were working against him; burying his human rationality beneath layers of instinct. The fox’s rumble-purr seemed to jumble his thoughts, and he was calmed despite himself. Breathing shakily, he pressed back against the warmth above him—his body trying to cease the trembling he hadn’t noticed—and he unconsciously returned the other’s thrum with a purr of his own.

The fox was surprised when the cat suddenly returned his advances. Greatly pleased, and ready to continue, he ground his hips into the other male’s; eliciting a half-choked moan from the cat. He growled and pressed the feline further into the ground, rubbing against him again; aggressively, possessively. His eyes tinted violet.

The cat had been taken unawares by the jolt of pleasure from the one above him. His human side was almost completely gone; the friction of skin on skin coupled with his enhanced senses due to his earlier adrenaline rush pushing it farther and farther into the knot of confused emotions in the back of his mind. The instinct rushing forward to fill the void, letting him know that he was in the now; consequences be damned.

And so, he arched wantonly; trying to get more of that delicious contact. The fox grinded into him, and he squirmed, frowned—he snarled, unhappily. It wasn’t enough; there had to be a way to get closer, fell better, more, more.

His world flipped, and he was pinned once more, on his back. They kissed hungrily, battling for dominance. Dizzy, the cat broke their liplock to breath. The fox took in the feline’s ravished appearance and felt himself harden. He growled and attacked the cat’s neck. Kissing, biting, and soothing the abused flesh with his tongue only to bite again.

The cat made small encouraging noises in the back of his throat; whines, gasps, growls, and moans. The fox felt drunk off of them, and he thrust up and into the feline in one swift movement.

The cat’s world went from hazy to sharp. He hissed and coughed on a scream, disintegrating into sobbed hiccups. His claws dug into the fox’s shoulders and his trembling began anew. His eyes were screwed shut with the effort of not crying, but one tear escaped and slid down his cheek.

The fox, letting the cat adjust to his girth, licked the tear away and placed gentle kisses upon the cat’s closed eyelids. He caressed the cat’s sides lightly, and crooned at his mate worriedly. He nuzzled against the side of the cat’s face and purr-thrummed comfortingly.

The cat flinched away from his nuzzle and breathed in rough, pained gasps. His eyes were slightly glazed with moisture, and he blinked a few times so clear his sight, freeing a few more tears in the process. The fox, upset at his mate’s distress, moved to wipe the tears away and in doing do settled more firmly into the feline.

The cat’s vision went white for a fraction of a second with unbelievable pleasure. He gasped and his hands slid from the fox’s shoulders down his arms to the elbow, where he pulled weakly, pleadingly. His eyes glazed again, but this time with vicious lust. He leaned forward and licked the fox gently on the lips, then fell back and gazed at him helplessly.

The fox pulled out completely, and thrust back in aggressively. The cat moaned, and arched his back, trying to give the fox the leverage to go deeper. The fox repeated this motion, trying a different angle, searching for that spot…

The cat howled. He felt like the fox had just hit the epicenter of all the feeling in his body, and had sent electric pleasure throughout every nerve ending simultaneously. Not wanting the fox to leave, the cat clenched his muscles, gulping in great mouthfuls of air between more happy-noises. No longer was he holding them back, he was all out mewling and whining.

The feline’s walls surrounded him in almost painful pleasure, and the fox froze lest he cum too soon. The heat was wonderful… so hot so tight… he grunted with the effort of not letting go, the cat’s vocalizations not helping. He tried to focus on the small sting from his arms, the cat had convulsed when his prostate was hit, and his claws had broken the fox’s skin.

In control once more, the fox caught the cat’s lips in another rough kiss. Both of them biting and licking with bruising passion. The fox now easily won their kissing wars; for each time he hit the cat’s prostate, the feline would break their kiss to screech and shudder. It’s always the quiet ones, the fox thought with a breathy snicker as the cat groan-growled and pawed around to his back for a new place to dig in his claws.

His arms now free, the fox reached between them and grabbed the feline’s penis. Determined to make the other cum before him, he thrust in time with a rough pump. Taken by surprise by a new source of pleasure when he thought there couldn’t possibly be more, the cat came with a startled yelp. His muscles clenched again, and this time the fox let go; glorious orgasm washing over him in a wave as he released deep within his lover.

He flopped on the feline, licking the cat’s seed from his hand absent-mindedly as he cuddled into the other. The cat lay in a daze, exhaling in a huff when the fox’s weight fell on him. It was just dawning on him; that this man-fox, this stranger, had not only stolen his first kiss, but his very virginity… He couldn’t find it in himself to care.

He awakened from an after-glow induced doze when he felt the fox begin to harden again. He hadn’t even taken it out, the cat realized. And he groaned in discomfort. The fox stroked the cat’s length tenderly, and the grumble turned pleading. The cat colored with embarrassed horror as his penis jumped in response to the fox’s teasing.

The fox kissed him—softly, tenderly—and began to move within him, just brushing his already abused prostate. The cat was consumed by pleasurable tingles, and he couldn’t decide which he liked better, compared to the almost painful pleasure the first time. The feline felt warm tears slide down his cheeks, these having nothing to do with pain.

Not quite understanding why; he purred. With all his being he purred. He closed his eyes, still streaming tears, and tried the impossible of cuddling closer to the fox physically. Neither his small weeping hiccups, nor his pleasured moans interrupted his continuous thrum.

They came quietly, with a sigh. The cat continued his mixture or sob-purring. And the fox lovingly kissed him on the forehead. Still within the feline—for he had no intention of separating from the cat this night—the fox decided to complete their mating with a binding of minds; once bound he could have the beautiful feline to himself for as long as the both of them lived. He clutched the cat to his chest possessively and asked the feline as much. Since the cat was in too much a wreak to properly answer, the fox decided to initiate the binding at a later date. The cat would then stop it if uncomfortable with another under his defenses.

The cat cried out whenever the fox made as if to move away, and continued his purr—almost desperately—voice now rough with the length of it. The fox smoothed his mate’s hair in soothing petting motions, responding to the cat’s purr in kind. Instinctively, he reached out to the outskirts of the feline’s mind; intending to sooth his emotions in much the same manner as his fur. What he found—past the panther’s instinct, past the human’s normally iron will; brought to the fore in his emotional state—made him recoil in sympathetic terror. The cat’s past loomed ominously over him, a tight metal ball of pain. Innumerous undecipherable yet definitely negative emotions hovered around it like a bad dream, and the fox bristled at the menace.

Tossing his choice to wait over his shoulder; the fox bit his lip bloody and thrust his tongue into the cat’s mouth. The cat’s lip still bled profusely from the irritation of several passionate kisses, and he was perfectly willing to have another if not several.

They made love thrice more; the cat bearing his soul, and the fox guiltily tying them together without the other’s complete assent. He would do everything in his power to protect this angel… Anything for his precious person.

Once he swelled too large to mate again; the fox laid with the cat on his chest, still sheathed up to the hilt within him—for they had switched position so that he would not bother the cat’s sleep with his weight. Nestled against him, the cat looked such a fragile thing. The fox traced the curve of the feline’s back, enjoying the closeness of his mate. Not just mate… Bond-mate! He watched his sleeping bond mate fondly, and thoughts chased themselves like quicksilver through his head…

Their last lovemaking session had been spent in silence, the fox concentrating on their connection. The cat too exhausted to purr any longer. Instead, he had looked trustingly at the fox. So open… He made it so easy… the fox thanked all the gods he could think of for such a beautiful mate, that this trusting soul hadn’t been completely consumed by the evil residing in his mind. A parasite, draining his strength until…

The fox had shuddered and hugged the sleepy cat closer, who mewled a tired inquiry before falling back asleep. The fox smiled, whispering thank you. Thank you…

So…. I’m not sure if I should continue this. ._. it started as a PVP smex Sasuke dream sequence where he wakes up all chained in Orochimaru’s dungeon or something. But it evolved on me D: Curses, now I see what you guys always say about plot and stuff. It’s a bitch. ;__;

This was written between 11:30PM and 5:30AM, please help me catch those runaway sentences. Sentence fragments. Spelling mistakes. And horrible grammar issues in general. *begs*

Anything else I can improve on? Sasuke too girly? (Probably) Naruto too possessive? (not sure here, could be kitsune side? O.o) criticism is welcomed and greatly appreciated. ^^

>_>

andreak@austin.rr.com — Mon, 07 Aug 2006 16:12:31 GMT

A Free Spirit

andreak@austin.rr.com — Wed, 26 Jul 2006 23:22:17 GMT

What Is Your Role In A Relationship? (Male and Female, detailed results with Anime Pics!)

You are the Free Spirit

Free Spirits are mysterious beings, often nature loving, rarely in one place for long, always moving on. Your mystery is your greatest appeal, and your completely unreserved nature can be very attractive. You're not afraid to dance around in the rain or dive in a giant pile of leaves like a five year old. Embarrassment is not something you are well acquainted with.

Some people might consider you to be snobby, and it's true that you can sometimes be aloof, but you are not deliberately condescending, in fact, you believe most people to be better than you, and from your distant perch you can see all the positive attributes that aren't so obvious when close by.

You are a wandering soul who drifts in and out of people's lives, often without realising the impact and affect you have on them. Most of the time you presume people forget you almost as soon as you leave, but your mystery has kept many a heart ensnared for long after you have moved on.

Most compatible with: The Cynic

You need to be given a free rein in a relationship - not be expected to show up on time to dates or make any grand shows of commitment. The Cynic will expect nothing of you, and likes it that you expect nothing of them. With no expectations on either side, the only way to go is up, and with your allure keeping the Cynic interested in you, you'll be surprised how attached you could get!

Least compatible with: The Controlling

The last thing you want is to end up caged. The Controlling will try to rein you in, keep you under control, crushing your independent spirit. You would feel suffocated and dispirited very quickly, and it wouldn't be long before you wilted to half your former glory.

Your song is: Universe and U, KT Tunstall

Take this quiz!

Kukuku

andreak@austin.rr.com — Sun, 04 Jun 2006 23:42:20 GMT

Just finished reading chap 309 of Naruto and GOD Sasuke is evil and dangerous and SO SMEXY and mmmmmmm. <3<3<3 *goo*
So yeah um, was again contimplating the easy access of his new outfit and HAD to doodle something. *giggles*
I was almost too lazy to, but I read askerian's post and decided she needed cheering up from the nasty little sin-spawn she had to endure.
SO anyone who stumbles upon this, ENJOI. :3

...

Okay I couldn't resist. x3

*drools* Sasuke I <3 you. *g*

Once I thought Kyuubi topped all... ~~Okay I still do SO SUE ME~~ But new Sasuke once again shows off his newly aquired SUPAH SEME powers. o.o

Oro-tachi: *poofity*
Naru: ;_;

edit: OMFG This must be the craziest thing since... EVAR. Do it. Do it NOW. xD

Fanart Dump

andreak@austin.rr.com — Tue, 02 May 2006 13:31:53 GMT

Hehe, yeah. I have little time these days it seems. All the studying I have to do has eaten my life, that of the computer crashing has. ~~no more photoshop cs NOOOOOOOOOOOOOES WHAT DO I DO?!~~

I barely have time to keep up with a few of my fave fic authors, but it's so worth it. They're writing picks me right up, and sometimes inspires me to ~~be bad and doodle during class~~ get off my lazy ass and draw something. :P

Anyway, askerian wrote an Uchihacest crossover awhile back that made me wanaa draw something, so I did. <3

Thanks for making my day's brighter, love! :D

and also this, not really related to anything but still maybe slightly influenced by her fic. xD

Scanned and posted uber fast, I have to catch the bus sorries. Hoping I might be able to tweak them slightly later. <.<; >.>;

:Edit:
Tweaked a bit at school <3 ~~<- so naughty~~ Now to work on my project, hope you like it Asuka-sama! *hugglesquishes*

Andrea is a bad bad girl ;_;

andreak@austin.rr.com — Tue, 13 Dec 2005 03:11:09 GMT

First, a test.

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Extreme
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very High
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	High

Take the Dante's Inferno Test

<- is ebil

Then, the .

Sorry guys, I really haven't updated in AGES have I? ._.;
Well, there have been a lot of things going on. Including me getting another DDR game, passing 3000 combo, drawing tons more fanart for asuka and chibirisuchan, joining several icon awards communities, getting WoW, and school finals ugh.

So, yeah. First the icons I suppose:
From eldest to newest. I just started so I don't really have my own style yet.

1. 2. 3. 4. 5.
6. 7. 8. 9. 10.
11. 12. 13. 14. 15.
16. 17. 18. 19.

All are free for the taking, just comment and credit me in your keywords please. And no direct linking!

Next I guess I should post some of my fanart stuff for Asuka and Chibirisuchan and other random doodles that I've drawn in the boredom of class but never really got around to posting. These will be in no particular order.

Also, worksafe. I don't have to guts to draw smutty stuff. I even chickened out on asuka's piccie, damn those manbits. xD

chibirisuchan's fanfanfic made me giggle.

My first colored picz liek omgzorz. :D

Furry-Preggy-Sasuke cuteness for one of asuka's fics. :P

aaaaaaand some random five minute doodle I did while waiting for the bell to ring at school.

If links are not working then visit my DA, you'll find them there. :3
Ryou's DA

I have gazillions more but hey, I can only update so much at a time. <- is teh lazy ass

Anyway, yeah. I'm not dead. Yays. Next week I'll be out like a light, however. So don't expect much even though it's a holiday... ~~All four wisdom teeth out at once. Ouch. I'll be sedated half the week. And the next half I'll be a drowzy, throbby, disoriented mess. Ugh, not fun peoples.~~

yay~

andreak@austin.rr.com — Sun, 18 Sep 2005 05:34:33 GMT

Went to a concert and it was fun 'n stuff until I totally freaked myself out but all's cool and I want Unspoken Tradgedy's CD and Tshirts if they Ever Make Them! ><+

Oh yeah, doodle update. It's school time again and I can't get through a class without scribbling something in the margin. ^^;

and I made an icon out of this one just 'cause it was the right size. xD

Hmmm, what else? Oh Yeah! I got myself some balls and started a communtiy over on gj. ~~Mostly 'cause </a></b></a>poison_pleasure wouldn't stop bugging me though.~~ xP

</a></b></a>naruto_otp

Yay pairings! *waves 'random' flag*

I missed Naruto yesterday. ;____; And I wouldn't care except Sasuke's introduced and I wanted to know what he sounded like ~~so I could bitch, rant, and lynch somebody~~. ...Ah well, there's a rerun later so I'll see it then. ^-^

...erm, I think I had something else in mind when I decided to update but, meh, I forget. :P

Icon dump

andreak@austin.rr.com — Sun, 11 Sep 2005 00:09:16 GMT

I've kinda been ~~hoarding~~ lazy with my icons that I promised everyone and their grandmother I'd make... And I'm sorry for that. Life got in the way and all that jazz. ^^;

But! But, there was this little icon making contest at seventh_circle, an Uchihacest/Uchibicest community made by a friend, that reminded me to get off my fat ~~fine, not so fat~~ ass and work on these things.

I'm sure that on gj everything'll be fine and dandy, but I'm not so sure as to how lj'll take my icon spree... There're only so many names I can remember you know? @___@;

Anyway! Enough with my blabber, and on to the icons!

Naruto: 20 total
Gaara - 1
Itachi - 2
ItachiSasuke - 11
Kakashi - 1
Naruto - 1
NarutoKiba - 1
Neji - 1
Sasuke - 2

Teaser:

The icons I promised before... ~~and I did them I swear! I just never posted them or completed the series I was planning~~ so, meh. :P
1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6.

Randomness~
7.taken down, sorry

These are for poison_pleasure's icon contest-y thing for seventh_circle.
8. 9. 10. 11. 12. 13. 14.
15. 16. 17. 18. 19. 20.

The last one's unuseable 'cause it's too big, but I made/finished/posted it for amusement anyway. xD

Like, a week ~~alright, three days~~ later:
I'ts not my fault I swear! I was kicked off and I haven't had time to finish my post, sumimasen! D:
Anyway, what was I on about? Oh yeah, icons and shit.

So, art to nairchan, liona, yanagoya, and ~~some-japanese-name-that's-too-long-to-remeber-muchless-spell~~ erm, I forget? ^^;

Comment and Credit mina! :D

Here, here!

andreak@austin.rr.com — Mon, 05 Sep 2005 11:49:46 GMT

Guess I'm the only one left awake at 6:30 in the morning huh? Anyway. Thanks guys, I feel loads better now. :3

Saw OngBag or whatever. That Taiwan movie with like no wires and stuff. It was sweet~ ^.^

....omg nevermind, david's still on! yo dude, still goin ta otakon? :o
oh em ef gee...

Haruhara Naota: miguzi girl is like
Haruhara Naota: "NUHROODOH"
Haruhara Naota: i wanna see bobobobo bobobo
Usuratonkatchi: o.o!
Usuratonkatchi: really? I don't watch tv. (until now, even if they killed it I'd watch it anyway) <3
Usuratonkatchi: <3<3<3 Sasuke and his wangsty self~
Haruhara Naota: lol
Haruhara Naota: wangsty
Haruhara Naota: he should be hella gangsta in english version
Haruhara Naota: "Sup, bitches"
Haruhara Naota: "...I don't think you can say that on this channel, Sasuke..."
Haruhara Naota: "stfu whore"

Arg Naruto's coming out on cartoon network and I'm sure that they've butchered it BEYOND recognition. That said, I shall proceed to watch it and rave as much as I please at the screen about how wrong it is and how unhappy I am with them. ~~'Cause that's the kind of person I am, I can bitch at them all I want damnit! It's all their fault!~~ *pouts*

I'm not DEAD, I think.

andreak@austin.rr.com — Mon, 11 Jul 2005 14:30:23 GMT

Yo!
I bet by now everyone is sure I’m dead or something. >_____>;;
Well no, no I’m not. You see, I have this thing called summer reading. It’s like homework, except over summer. And just like I do with all my homework, I’ve been procrastinating like a sonofabitch. So, the parents have done away with my life source, eh I mean uh, the computer. Once again ~~my life is without meaning~~ I have no computer privileges until I finish the damn thing, er homework. Xx

Anyway, I saw War of the Worlds the other day. I like the explosions and the people’s clothes floating from the sky. And I DESPISE that little girl, whatshername, Lauren? Jennifer? Ah, Rachel. That little chick Rachel, she screams like a f*ckin... arg, at the beginning I was all, throw her out the window please seriously throw her Now. And by the end I was THIS CLOSE to screaming myself I mean she would Not Shut UP.

We were gonna see it early but the seats were sold out ‘till later right? So we bought one of the later tickets and wandered around. We were at the Alamo Drafthouse at the Village right? And you know Shanghai River that restaurant? Well there’s like an opening into this whole inside mazy thing with all these other stores. There’s this other restaurant in there called the Korea House, and they have Tempura! *spasms* And also they do this thing where they give you raw meat and there’s this little BBQ thing in the middle of the table and you get to cook it yourself. *twitches* Gah, it was fun.

After that we saw the movie and I had a pizza, their little pizzas are good. *nodnod*
And then we were going home when we stopped for Krispy Kream Donuts! Loves them I sure does.
And then we really went home and watched Naruto for the rest of the night, it was so totally sweet lyek woah and I crapped my pants.

And yeah, so I’m still off the computerness, I’ve just been good lately so they let me have a few hours today before I work on the BOOK OF DEATH, I mean, my homework some more.

Another Icon Attempt

andreak@austin.rr.com — Wed, 22 Jun 2005 02:51:11 GMT

This time I saved my Progress so people can maybe give me a few tips?

Here's the origonal image. ~~not mine of course~~
If someone knows who to credit please inform me. Thanks <3

I then changed the color a little.

Ooooooh, clouds!

Gotta love those magic wand and blur tools.

Cropped it.

Resize!

Fiddled with the contrast.

I added a border... ~~how special~~

Stuck his name on there in japanese. <3 Citrus Fruit font~

Stuck his name on there in English, Satan Possesed font this time.

Diddled with _sachi's brushes.

Twice...

And animated it... 46 frames total.

This took me 3 and a half hours of playing with Photoshop and Paint Shop Pro, and compared to my weak 20 minutes on my last two attempts I think it turned out rather nice.

Critique, Compliment, Critisize, Suggest PLEASE. I mean to improve in any way I can. <3

Edit: For llysa, here ya go love. <3

Without the giant looming Sharingan. x3 Now only a whopping 34 frames.

The animated ones are a bit too big to actually use but I'm learning. <3
Any other icon found in the middle of my fiddling is free for the taking though. ;3