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Des
24 July 2008 @ 11:28 am


Do you have a remarkable phobia? Does your phobia have a large impact on your life?

First question listed was submitted by bitter_melodee. (Follow-up questions, if any, may have been added by LiveJournal.)

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My younger sister was afraid of tinsel when she was a toddler. The stringy kind you hang on christmas trees.
I'm afraid of concrete staircases. For some reason I imagine myself falling on my face and knocking my teeth out haha. I'm also very socially anxious and shy.
 
 
Des
20 December 2006 @ 01:29 am
<3  
On the twelfth day of Christmas, _roqille sent to me...
Twelve corgis drumming
Eleven corsets piping
Ten bones a-leaping
Nine bats dancing
Eight totems a-gardening
Seven cats a-sewing
Six gargoyles a-painting
Five ani-i-i-imal rights
Four ugly things
Three dead things
Two precious stones
...and a sculpture in a white zombie.
Get your own Twelve Days:
 
 
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Des
08 December 2006 @ 05:15 pm
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Des
24 September 2006 @ 09:52 pm
I am the guy who came out to the entire school in his senior speech and got a standing ovation for his courage.

I am the girl who kisses her girlfriend on the sidewalk and laughs at those who glare.

We are the couple who planned and studied and got a damn good lawyer and BEAT the state that wanted to take our child away.

We are the ones who took martial arts classes and carry pepper spray and are just too dangerous to gay bash.

I am the transgender person who uses the bathroom that suits me, and demands that any complaining staff explain their complaint to my face in front of the entire restaurant--and shares with my other trans friends which restaurants don't raise a stink.

I am the mother who told her lesbian daughter to invite her girlfriend over for dinner.

I am the father who punished his son for calling you a fag.

I am the preacher who told my congregation that love, not hate, is the definition of a true follower of God.

I am the girl who did not learn the meaning of "homosexual" until high school but never thought to question why two men might be kissing.

I am the woman who argues (quite loudly and vehemently) with the bigots who insist that you do not have the right to marry or raise children.

We are the high school class who agrees, unanimously, along with our teacher, that love should be all that matters.

I am making a difference. Hate will not win.

If you agree, repost this. Do it. You don't have to be afraid. You can handle it. You're stronger than you think.
 
 
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Des
12 June 2006 @ 04:00 pm
meme  
1) Bold what is true about you.
2) Italicize what you wish was true about you.
3) Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.

* I miss somebody right now.
* I don't watch much TV these days.
* I wear glasses or contact lenses.
* I love to play video games.
* I've tried marijuana.
* I've watched porn movies.
* I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
* I believe honesty is usually always the best policy.
* I curse sometimes. As opposed to constantly.
* I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
* I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
* I have broken someone's bones. (I fell on her. It was an accident.)
* I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
* I hate the rain.
* I'm paranoid at times.
* I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
* I need/want money right now.
* I love sushi.
* I talk really, really fast.
* I have fresh breath in the morning.
* I have long hair.
* I have lost money in Las Vegas.
* I have at least one sibling.
* I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
* I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
* I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
* I like the way that I look.
* I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
* I am usually pessimistic.
* I have a lot of mood swings.
* I think prostitution should be legalized. So long as it's safe and both parties are in on it.
* I slept with a roommate.
* I have a hidden talent.
* I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
* I have a lot of friends.
* I have pecked someone of the same sex.
* I enjoy talking on the phone.
* I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
* I love to shop and/or window shop.
* I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal. Okay, obsessed with -reading- Livejournal.
* I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. (sometimes)
* I have a cell phone.
* I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
* I've rejected someone before.
* I currently like/love someone.
* I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
* I want to have children in the future.
* I have changed a diaper before.
* I've called the cops on a friend before.
* I'm not allergic to anything.
* I have a lot to learn.
* I am shy around the opposite sex.
* I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
* I have at least 5 away messages saved.
* I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
* I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
* I own the "South Park" movie.
* I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal. *loser*
* I enjoy some country music.
* I would die for my best friends.
* I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
* I have used my sexuality to advance my career. lol... what?
* Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
* I have dated a close friend's ex.
* I am happy at this moment.
* I'm obsessed with guys.
* Democrat.
* Republican.
* I am punk rockish.
* I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
* I study for tests most of the time.
* I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
* I can work on a car.
* I love my job(s).
* I am comfortable with who I am right now.
* I have more than just my ears pierced. In time...
* I walk barefoot wherever I can.
* I have jumped off a bridge.
* I love sea turtles.
* I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
* I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
* I am proficient on a musical instrument.
* I hate office jobs.
* I went to college out of state.
* I am adopted.
* I am a pyro.
* I have thrown up from crying too much.
* I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
* I fall for the worst people.
* I adore bright colors.
* I usually like covers better than originals.
* I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
* I can pick up things with my toes.
* I can't whistle.
* I have ridden/owned a horse. Wish I owned one
* I still have every journal I've ever written in. Unfortunately
* I talk in my sleep.
* I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century. (okay, not -often-. Who thinks about that often?)
* I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
* I wear a toe ring.
* I have a tattoo.
* I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
* I am a caffeine junkie.
* I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
* If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
* I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
* I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
* I'm an artist.
* I am ambidextrous.
* I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.
* If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony. The bold means nothing, I just laughed.
* I have terrible teeth. (I used to)
* I hate my toes.
* I did this Meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me. LOL. Survey junkie
* I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
* I have lived in either three different states or countries.
* I am extremely flexible.
* I love hugs more than kisses.
* I want to own my own business.
* I smoke.
* I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else. I know, I know...
* Nobody has ever said I'm normal.
* Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.
* I am proficient in the use of many types firearms and combat weapons. Useful...
* I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
* I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.
* I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
* I have played strip poker with someone else before. (Oh, you know. I play solo. It's called masturbation).
* I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.
* I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
* I can't stand being alone.
* I have at least one obsession at any given time.
* I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
* I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.
* I'm a judgmental asshole.
* I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
* I have traveled on more than one continent.
* I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.
* I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
* I am a Libertarian. (sorry, what...)
* I can speak more than one language.
* I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
* I would rather read than watch TV.
* I like reading fact more than fiction.
* I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
* I have no piercings.
* I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.
* I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
* I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.
* I've been married and am now divorced.
* There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it. Oh, teh angst.
* I like most animals better than most people.
* I own a collection of retro games consoles.
* The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.
* I have hit someone with a dead fish.
* I am compulsively honest.
* I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.
* I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
* I have gone from wishing I was a boy to revelling in being a girl to feeling like a boy again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.
* I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.
* I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
* I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on. I need a fan on.
* I dislike milk.
* I obsessively wash my hands.
* I always carry something significant around with me.
* Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.
* I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
* Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.
* I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document. (Hence, I spend too much time on the computer).
* I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
* I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.
* Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.
* I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
* I do not 'get' most comedy acts.
* I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.
* I don't like to chew gum.
* I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.
* I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.
* Had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
* Wishes people would be more empathic and honest with each other.
* I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.
* I love to sing.
* I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.
* I have a custom-built computer.
* I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.
* I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human. (whoa)
* I've gone skinny-dipping.
* I've performed in three plays, all of them Shakespeare.
* I enjoy burritos.
* I'm Irish and lovin' it.
* I have a thing for redheads.
* I am a twin!
* Most times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.
* Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
* I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.
* I sleep more than 12 hours a day. Only if days were longer, too.
* I couldn't live without music.
* When I think too hard about who I am, I get sad.
* I am way too attatched to the collection of random junk that clutters up my room.
* My toe nails always need to be painted.
 
 
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Des
21 March 2006 @ 11:06 pm
Ey... I scored 'hippy' on a test that had nothing to do with hippies. Right on.

Hippy
You scored 81% Naturalistic!
You are hippy all the way!




My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:


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You scored higher than 99% on TreeHugger

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You scored higher than 0% on Hippy
Link: The Tree-Hugger VS. Hippy Test written by purpolhaze on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test


You scored 14% modified, 17% extreme and 53% tolerant!
How to understand your results! (Read this before getting depressed over your score.)
Modifications Extremism Viewpoint

0 to 5 Tame as a kitten
6 to 15 Normal
16 to 30 Pierced and Stained
31 to 50 Modified
Over 50 Human?

0 to 5 Boring
6 to 15 Normal
16 to 30 Deviant
31 to 40 Freak
41 to 50 Far out
over 50 Inhuman

0 to 10 Go away. People like you scare me
11 to 20 Conservative
21 to 30 Sheltered
31 to 40 Well adjusted
41 to 50 San Franciscan
51 to 60 Hippy
61 to 80 Scary
Over 80 Punk




My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:


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You scored higher than 62% on modifications

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You scored higher than 44% on extremism

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You scored higher than 50% on tolerance
Link: The Piercings and Tattoos Test written by boogaturtle on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test
 
 
Des
18 March 2006 @ 06:38 pm
Seven things to do before I die:
1) Travel around the world
2) Sell a costume I've made
3) See my favourite music played live
4) Have excellent hippie adventures.
5) Live on the nicest property ever, in my opinion.
6) Adopt a child (maybe).
7) Work in a flower shop (because.)

Seven things I cannot do:
1) Chew, right now.
2) Eat, right now. Recovery is stupid.
3) Work, and go to school. Anyways...
4) Most Chemistry
5) Date much
6) Wear a skirt. I chicken out.
7) Sew in a straight line, most of the time.

Seven things that attract me to my other half:
1) Hair. Nice HAIR <3 Preferably darker in colour and long.
2) Sincerity
3) Quirky sense of humour
4) Good personal hygiene
5) Good taste in music
6) Adventurous
7) Intelligence

Seven things I say:
1) Hey
2) Cool.
3) Seriously, whatever, ok? (and other joking variations of such)
5) ----- a little bit, but not really.
6) *incomprehensible Kitty Talk*
7) I'm working on it (in response to pretty much any question regarding a task).

Seven books I love:
1) Dragonriders of Pern - Anne McCaffrey (series)
2) The Shining - Stephen King
3) Bag of Bones - Stephen King
4) Hellsing manga (series)
5) ...LiveJournal.
6) My reading life is pathetic.
7) ---

Seven songs I adore:
1) Love You To Death - Type O Negative
2) No Sugar Tonight - The Guess Who
3) all April Wine
4) Let Your Love Light Shine - The Grateful Dead
5) Schism - Tool
6) Lithium - Nirvana
7) For Whom The Bell Tolls - Metallica, and anything on S&M for that matter.

Seven movies I enjoy:
1) The Shining
2) A Clockwork Orange
3) Pirates of the Caribbean
4) Robin Hood: Men In Tights
5) The New Guy
6) Van Helsing
7) Grease
 
 
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Des
25 February 2006 @ 02:19 pm
INFJ - the counselor
You scored 0% I to E, 26% N to S, 14% F to T, and 47% J to P!
Your type is best summed up by the word "counselor", which belongs to the larger group of idealists. Only 2% of the population share your type. You are so empathic that you often know what others need before they know themselves. You are a complex person who can deal with complicated issues and people, almost prefer to, as you love problem solving. You can be something of an idealist or perfectionist, and should try to take yourself a little less seriously.
You are a supportive and insightful romantic partner, encouraging your mate to have dreams and work hard to make those dreams come true. Because you are so creative, you have a wealth of ideas to help them toward those goals. You need harmony so much that you are driven to resolve conflict quickly, as long as the terms don't violate your ethics. You feel the most appreciated when your partner admires your creativity, trusts your inspirations, and respects your values. It is also vitally important that your partner be open and emotionally available - in other words, that they be willing to share themselves completely.
Your group summary: idealists (NF)
Your type summary: INFJ




My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:


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You scored higher than 0% on I to E

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You scored higher than 24% on N to S

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You scored higher than 6% on F to T

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You scored higher than 43% on J to P
Link: The LONG Scientific Personality Test written by unpretentious2 on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test
 
 
Des
25 February 2006 @ 01:37 pm
The Quick and Painless ENNEAGRAM Test
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Pretty accurate for only two questions, except for the 'help me avoid my pet peeves' thing. Because first of all, I don't need your help to avoid what I don't like, and two, I am waaayyyy too calm and laid back to be bitchy about being in a crowd full of people having fun.

Also, 'speak in a straightforward and brief manner' sounds a little cold and ignorant for my liking. Didn't it say later on that I felt neglected as a child? Yeah, that's what I thought.
 
 
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Des
(I did not write this)

"I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love."