next time you have children make sure they grow up being used to not sleeping that much. i feel sleepy like once the clock hits 10 i swear its some kindergarten training thing hahaha can't stand it i want to mug but im so sleepy urgh.

recently i've been feeling slightly lost and overwhelmed by the bout of activity- but overall i guess i'm going to apply my life-policy of just taking everything in my stride and accepting failure as they come along. if there's one thing all the council camps have drilled into my brain, its that whatever it is we should try and not be afraid to fail. it sounds really cheesy but in reality putting yourself there in firing range knowing that you'll get shot down isn't that easy.

but i guess we all learn. and it's only now that i realise how much i've learnt from hwa chong. it has been a crazy two years but i've grown so much - i'm not sure if i've transformed into a better person, but i've just begun to realise what a big, big crazy world this is. 

i've learnt about how people think so differently, how it is sometimes better to keep quiet and allow others to express their views even if i dont agree with them, how i am not always right and actually quite often wrong, how i am quick to judge not just myself but others as well, how i actually like solitude, how i find it harder and harder to confide in others yadayadayada

okaybyebye im going to sleep its past bedtime (: