I think I am going to stop writing in here.
I'm over lj and honestly...theres alot of pain recorded in here for me.
I'm having a real rough time right now in life and I simply feel that I need to just....sever ties with everything that has gone wrong.
I dont know how to express how fucked up things have gotten. Honestly, I'm a shred of who I was. I betrayed and hurt my love, Justin. And he hurt me. I let temptation inflitrate and ruin me. I just hope with time, I can get over the pain of my tresspasses upon myself and others.
I don't know how I'm going to change. I don't know how I'm going to accept myself for my mistakes and successes. I've gotta try somehow.
If any of you EVER want to talk to me. I'm on AIM. eternalnoir is the SN. But most of you who want to, already do talk to me.