Change is good!

For the last week I can honestly say part of my life has been on such a great rise, but as for the relationship there has been a huge drop.

My addiction came and went through the last few months but since last friday i haven't touched it at all! All that time I spent feeding that addiction, I'm now putting forth and enjoying a socal life ( omg... shocked!! )!!!!!! Tonight meet up with a few friends at a local pub/grill that a lot of FSU students attend and watched the Pats vs Raiders game. Patriots for life! Around half time I left and joined up with my Frat at a pool hall in Clovis, which was a blast in itself. Between school, work, friends, and off and on problems with my gf I finally feel that the time my addiction needed is being put forth to bigger and better things.

Our 2nd Golf tourney is approching fast, and I was finally able to make the contribution I felt I needed to make in order to be really part of the team. Contacting my long time family friend and boss over the coruse of about two months I finally pulled out a HUGE $500 donation. We are still really lacking the amount of players we need to pull off this tourney but I have faith in our people to pull through.

As for the relationship it pretty much hit rock bottom. T said, " i'm tired of the lies and i want to break up " but after a lot of fighting and more fighting and the still constant fighting, we are trying to fix things. Stupid bitch Tiffany caused a lot of problems which didn't need to be caused, but I guess I was really the one who caused them even though it was three years ago. Talked with Shelly G. for a little while on tuesday about life and relationships and it felt nice to have someone still belive in me and help guide me through some problems. Never knew someone 2x my age could be such a great friend and almost like a 3rd mother. " The only way to grow as a person is to fell pain, without feeling that pain, its impossible to grow "

Patriots won muhahahahahahahaha.... can you hear it BACK to BACK to ..... BACK champs!!!!! Pats 30 Raiders 20.