Creativity Is Something I Cannot Live Without

Title: 'First Time'
Author: mands_angelfox
Pairing/Characters: Dean, Sam
Word Count: 1,351
Rating: PG
Spoilers: None, pre-series
Summary: Dean gets that first kill, it's not something you forget
Warnings: Contains swearing

( Good thing dad couldn’t see him or he’d never hear the end of it but it’s alright because Sam’s okay and he’s okay even if his skin is painted a startling shade of red. It’s like a badge of honour; Dean Winchester’s killed his first demon. )

Title: 'Alive'
Author: mands_angelfox
Pairing/Characters: Dean's POV
Word Count: 795
Rating: PG
Spoilers: Devil's Trap
Summary: Dean fights his way out of his coma
Warnings: Contains swearing
Author's Note: This is actually a continuation of 'Pain' as per marie72's suggestion.

( You’re thinking so long and so hard about moving your hand that you don’t even realise you’ve opened your eyes until the light’s burning into your corneas and the tube down your throat is choking you. )

Title: 'Pain'
Author: mands_angelfox
Pairing/Characters: Dean's POV
Word Count: 1,551
Rating: PG
Spoilers: Devil's Trap
Summary: Dean reflects on what being in a coma means
Warnings: Contains swearing
Author's Note: This was actually a response posed at the deviant_muses community and the topic happened to be a picture prompt of "Pain."

( You’re not sure how long you spend unconscious, locked in your own world and separated from the only two people you’ve loved in your short life but it feels like an eternity and every part of you is aching. )

Title: 'Family'
Author: mands_angelfox
Pairing/Characters: Sam, Dean, John
Word Count: 560
Rating: PG
Spoilers: Devil's Trap
Summary: Dean's willing to do anything for his family
Warnings: Contains swearing
Author's Note: This was actually a response posed at the deviant_muses community and the topic happened to be: Is there any circumstance where you would kill a close family member, what is it and why

( Blood drips and hits the ground one precious droplet at a time but Dean, he just keeps on begging because this can’t happen, not now, not when they’re together again and dad’s still got a chance. )

Title: 'Strapped For Cash'
Author: mands_angelfox
Pairing/Characters: Sam, Dean
POV: (character's point of view) Both the Winchester boys
Word Count: 1,318
Rating: PG
Spoilers: None that I know of
Summary: They're desperate for cash and this is Dean's solution, Sam doesn't like it
Warnings: Contains swearing

( Oh dear God …Sam was in hell, serious hell.  )

Title: 'All Alone'
Author: mands_angelfox
Author's Contact Info: miranda.adelsberg@gmail.com
Rating: PG (For Dean's swearing)
Genre : General/Angst
Characters: Dean POV
Pairing: None
Word Count: 896
Feedback: Constructive criticism is appreciated
Disclaimer: None of these characters are mine, I am merely borrowing them for my own twisted means and I am making no money out of this. Please don't sue me!
Spoilers: None, takes place pre-series.
Author's Note: This was actually written in response to a theatrical_muse challenge that posed the question: "What is the one thing about yourself that you don't want anyone ever to know?"
Summary: What happened when Sam left for college.

( Dean’s not sure how long he’s been screaming for but his throat feels like it’s been stretched as far as it can be stretched so he picks himself up and makes for the latest motel room that passes for home.  )

Title: 'This Ain't Worth It'
Author: mands_angelfox
Author's Contact Info: miranda.adelsberg@gmail.com
Rating: PG (swearing)
Genre : General/Angst
Characters: Dean, Sam
Pairing: None
Word Count: 805
Feedback: Constructive criticism is appreciated
Disclaimer: None of these characters are mine, I am merely borrowing them for my own twisted means and I am making no money out of this. Please don't sue me!
Spoilers: Season 1 pretty much.
Summary: Dean's got a few things to say about what Sammy's doing as they pursue the thing that killed their mother and Jess and Sammy he wishes that all of this could just be over.

( The only thing more important to me than revenge is you! You and dad! )

Title: 'Bad Things Happen'
Author: mands_angelfox
Author's Contact Info: miranda.adelsberg@gmail.com
Rating: G
Genre : General/Angst
Pairing: None
Word Count: 560
Feedback: Constructive criticism is appreciated
Disclaimer: None of these characters are mine, I am merely borrowing them for my own twisted means and I am making no money out of this. Please don't sue me!
Spoilers: For the episode 'Faith'
Author's Note: I'm recently a convert to the awesomeness that is Supernatural and just getting up the courage to delve into the world of Supernatural fanfiction, this will be my first attempt.
Summary: Dean's thoughts about Sam and about what's happening to him.

( You gotta let go )

Title: 'Regrets'
Author: mands_angelfox
Author's Contact Info: miranda.adelsberg@gmail.com
Rating: PG
Genre : Angst/Character study
Pairing: None
Word Count: 737
Feedback: Constructive criticism is appreciated
Disclaimer: None of these characters are mine, I am merely borrowing them for my own twisted means and I am making no money out of this. Please don't sue me!
Spoilers: For the season two finale, better not read this if you haven't seen it
Summary: Lee reflects

( Tough choices and hard decisions to make )

Title: 'Monsters'
Author: mands_angelfox
Rating: PG
Genre : Angst
Pairing: None
Word Count: 711
Feedback: Constructive criticism is appreciated
Disclaimer: None of these characters are mine, I am merely borrowing them for my own twisted means and I am making no money out of this. Please don't sue me!
Author's Note: This was actually a response written for deviant_muses and the challenge was 'The Monster Under The Bed' and I thought I'd post it out there, I adore Roswell and have been meaning to write more fanfiction for it.
Summary: Michael's well versed in the way of monsters

( Maybe he'll never be free and maybe he'll just have to keep fighting but let them come, Michael's well versed in the way of monsters )

Title: 'Should Have'
Author: mands_angelfox
Rating: PG
Genre : Angst
Pairing: Kara/Anders, Lee/Dee and Lee/Kara
Word Count: 944
Feedback: Constructive criticism is appreciated
Disclaimer: None of these characters are mine, I am merely borrowing them for my own twisted means and I am making no money out of this. Please don't sue me!
Spoilers: A lot for season two so if you haven't actually watched it then it's probably best not to read this
Summary: Lee and Kara consider how things should be simple now that they've each got someone in their life only it isn't simple, it's never been simple

( When the night drew to a close which it did eventually, the paper was passed from Kara’s hand to Lee’s as they passed one another, like two ships in the night.  )

Title: 'Bang Bang'
Author: mands_angelfox
Rating: PG
Genre : Angst
Pairing: None
Word Count: 836
Feedback: Constructive criticism is appreciated
Disclaimer: None of these characters are mine, I am merely borrowing them for my own twisted means and I am making no money out of this. Please don't sue me!
Spoilers: A lot for season two so if you haven't actually watched it then it's probably best not to read this
Author's Note: This was actually a response to a challenge posed at deviant_muses and the question was: "How will your greatest enemy/best friend kill you?" but I was proud of the piece so I thought it was worth a posting.
Summary: Lee reflects on an event that shouldn't have happened.

( Life wasn't meant to be this way )

Title: 'Smile'
Author: mands_angelfox
Rating: G
Genre : Angst
Pairing: None
Word Count: 549
Feedback: Constructive criticism is appreciated
Disclaimer: None of these characters are mine, I am merely borrowing them for my own twisted means and I am making no money out of this. Please don't sue me!
Spoilers: None
Summary: Cally's noticed something.

( Smile and the world smiles with you )

Title: 'One Taste'
Author: mands_angelfox
Rating: G
Genre : Angst
Pairing: None
Word Count: 805
Feedback: Constructive criticism is appreciated
Disclaimer: None of these characters are mine, I am merely borrowing them for my own twisted means and I am making no money out of this. Please don't sue me!
Spoilers: Some spoilers for "Ressurection Ship" so don't read if you've yet to see it.
Summary: Lee's considering something that he might not have considered if he hadn't faced it head on.

( It’s an abyss and he’s lingering on the edge, one last breath – kiss oblivion hello and say goodbye to the man he once was. )

Title: 'Nine Tenths Of The Law'
Author: mands_angelfox
Rating: NC-17
Genre : Romance/Angst/Smut
Pairing: Lee/Kara
Word Count: 2,762
Feedback: Constructive criticism is appreciated
Spoilers: None
Author's Notes: This fic was written for trinnifer in an attempt to cheer her up. Hope she likes!
Disclaimer: None of these characters are mine, I am merely borrowing them for my own twisted means and I am making no money out of this. Please don't sue me!
Summary: What happens when Lee Adama is pushed too far? How far will they fall before they realise what it is they've done?

( Kara swallows hard and exhales a long breath as she leans the back of her skull into the bulkhead. Mind reeling and the only question that can be asked is asked, "What the frak just happened? )

Title: 'Oh Dear Gods'
Author: mands_angelfox
Rating: PG
Genre : General/Romance
Pairing: Adama/Roslin
Word Count: 712
Feedback: Constructive criticism is appreciated
Spoilers: None
Author's Notes: This was an idea that came to me and my muse's reaction screamed for it to be written.
Disclaimer: None of these characters are mine, I am merely borrowing them for my own twisted means and I am making no money out of this. Please don't sue me!
Summary: Almost as bad as walking in on your parents having sex, almost. Lee and Kara see something they really shouldn't see.

( Is this really happening and if so, can I pretend otherwise? )

Title: 'Being True'
Author: mands_angelfox
Rating: PG
Genre : General/Romance
Pairing: Lee/Dualla
Word Count: 1,784
Feedback: Constructive criticism is appreciated
Spoilers: Some for Season 2
Author's Notes: I took the moment from when Lee/Dee were on that mat and added a few touches of my own not to mention some AU history to add some interesting events for afterwards. Please note I am in fact a Lee/Kara shipper but I felt that writing a Lee/Dee fic would be interesting and perhaps give me a better look into the possible relationship there.
Disclaimer: None of these characters are mine, I am merely borrowing them for my own twisted means and I am making no money out of this. Please don't sue me!
Summary: What happens after that infamous mat scene

( Dee thinks he doesn't notice but he's seen the way she looks at Captain Adama, it's intense and longing, everything he's never had from her. )

Title: 'Pretending'
Author: mands_angelfox
Rating: G
Genre : Angst
Pairing: None
Word Count: 1,142
Feedback: Constructive criticism is appreciated
Spoilers: Some for Season 2
Disclaimer: None of these characters are mine, I am merely borrowing them for my own twisted means and I am making no money out of this. Please don't sue me!
Summary: Cally isn't as happy as she makes out to be.

'Pretending'

Whilst most of the ship was sleeping, Specialist Cally was twisting and turning in her bunk. Nights plagued by the dreams that would not leave her alone and memories repressed coming back to surface. Her breathing hitched as its irregular pattern continued to grow and a faint sheen of sweat gathered across her brow. Nightmares had their hold on Cally and looked set to pull her under.

( Beginning of the end )

One memory faded until another took its place, this one just as bad if not worse than before...

( Personal assault )

Staggered breathing and turning of body stirred her from one nightmare until she fell right into another one...

( Cold press )

One more nightmare lived through again and breathing altered with her skin. Sweat had built and now slid across her body as she turned in her bunk again, this time she found herself in a nightmare of her own making...

( Trigger Finger )

Cally sat bolt upright in her bunk and barely avoided hitting her head on the small ceiling above him, her eyes were wide and she resembled a deer caught in headlights and her hair was in disarray around her face. Her tanks were soaked right through with sweat and her chest heaved in great staggering breaths before her hands grappled with covers to yank them off her bare legs.

She wasn't as quiet as she would have liked to be as she raced out of quarters and barely made it to the head before her legs gave up and her body weight collapsed over a nearby toilet. Heaving sounds accompanied the trembles that overcame her until she had finally thrown up everything that might have lingered in her stomach.

Cally didn't move until she was entirely sure that she had finished throwing up and only then did she push away from the toilet to collapse against the nearby bulkhead.

"Frak me," She groaned briefly as her head pounded and her body continued to tremble. She hoped that in a few hours, she would be back to normal and able to pretend like nothing was wrong.

( Finished Lee/Kara backstory leading into the mini. I love Trinity and her Kara muse! )

Title: 'Sacrifice - Chapter Two'
Author: mands_angelfox
Rating: G
Genre : General/Angst
Pairing: Hints of Lee/Kara
Word Count: 1,089
Feedback: Constructive criticism is appreciated
Spoilers: Some for Season 2
Author's Notes: It would seem that people were interested in seeing where my Kara fic could go so I decided to expand it into chapters to make for a resolution either way. Enjoy!
Disclaimer: None of these characters are mine, I am merely borrowing them for my own twisted means and I am making no money out of this. Please don't sue me!
Summary: Lee's side of things and what he decides to do

( He's tired of half truths and wants the whole truth )