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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEET DENISE!!!... shes home from abeline, yeah i know it was only a weekend BUT i still missed her. yeah so im a week late on a valentines update, but whatever... my dad bought me some flowers which felt really nice... im not a flower kinda girl but it was still sweet and made me feel somewhat special. i also got something beautiful from royal =) its great to not be depressed on that day that makes everyone who doesnt have a significant other, sick. so... school, yeah its still sucky but what can ya do? got some tests this week and have i studied? nah. spring break is around the corner so that should be fun... my baylor girl will be here so im excited. i need a break. i really wanna go to cali this summer, and new york and i have a friend who will be staying a month over there and wants me to go... this could be my opportunity but like always school payments are sucking the life outta me. i really wanna go sooooo bad! ooh and plus i have to go to summer school. im supposed to be a speech pathologist but i think i will suck at it and ive realized that i just want to have fun with my own business. i would love to go to art school say maybe in... new york? yeah that along with being an actress in cali and a musician in texas is one part of my scattered dream, that would be so awesome. im gonna be your next fashion designer/photographer/actress/musician... dont laugh... you just watch!! hehe- it kills me- ive been dying trying to figure out what the heck im gonna do with my life and thats waht i wanna do, i wanna do all those things... i cant wait till royal comes (2 months)so we can get this band going... theres a lot of competition - its like everyone and their mother is in a band... but who cares about making it big, just as long as i have a place to sleep, shower, and something to eat once in a while. fun? i think so! ok so thats enough yapping... so im gonna take it slow with the speech thing (but still do it since i have to get a REAL degree) and take some art classes... maybe ill be inspired and create something really nice? d-shirts is a start i suppose. lifes exciting!
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| happy birthday my love... |
[06 Oct 2004|11:22pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRISTINA! you are off the "kids eat free" list ahaha. shoot im old. today means that you were born about 13yrs ago... and i remember that day like it was yesterday, really. well i hope you have fun and i hope you like your cake and your new outfit. you are a great girl, i love you soooooooooox10 to the billionth power+ more. if you can figure that one out your pretty smart. adios mijita.
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| say what you mean... mean what you say |
[26 Sep 2004|12:29am] |
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we've got some pretty lame people around here...
ooh did i mention that i got a really nasty ticket?
my first one too!! arent we proud?
advice: try really hard not to go 85 in a 65 -
youll have to pay a lot of money...
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[22 Sep 2004|08:32pm] |
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last, last weekend = great joy
+ saw incubus... brandon is a cutie
- people who cant let loose and have fun
+/- he kissed denise!! waaaaah...
+ pierced nose
+ saw the shins, for free too!
+/- got good pics at the expense of looking like a huge dork balancing a camera on my head. all in the NAME OF ART right?? =)
+ cracked a lot of jokes and had a lot a fun!
wonderful weekend.
- back to school and work
+ ooh but thats ok cause i get to laugh with my dorky sister while we watch cute little "good morning flowers" as he subtly, solemnly glances in her direction. thanks to them two, this semester should be a little more than boring.
bye. bye. bye. bye. bye. bye.
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well im gonna try to make this quick cause i must go running really soon before i fall asleep standing up. recap: went to ...
san antonio: hung out with my most lovable cousins, saw two super sucky bands... walked out on the second band after their horrible attempt to cover "love song"... they were beyond horrific. ate at a really good, cheap, mexican restaurant... i must put this down cause it was so freakn good- ooh yeah and then i danced salsa and attempted to belly dance outside with sarah... we did good hehe. then we ended the night with the midnight showing of napolean dynamite (which i fell asleep while watching it)
austin: bout 10hrs of sleep the whole time and had a lot of egg rolls(it was great) had dinner with mine and royals family... that was a first. it was good. hung out with christopher and rented a whole lot of movies. spent my birthday night with denise at royals. he baked me a strawberry cake... it was sweet. and i sorry guys, cant say the rest. come on it was my 21st bday! lol. royal and i relived our first time in austin together...a stroll down 6th. it was cute. got a pretty skirt and some silver shoes from banana republic for my bday from my parents. they got some good taste.
temple: saw royals friends band: greatness in tragedy... im in love with them. theyre soo good.
houston: went shopping for nothing, and tried to ice skate. it was a first... it was fun and funny. ooh and if any of you guys wanna go ice skating PLEASE make sure you take an extra pair of socks... those skates are so nasty. just imagine. are you grossed out yet?
i know there was more, but i cant remember everything... all in all i had a good time... i didnt do everything i wanted to, but its ok... next time. i got to spend a lot of time with royale... so it was all worth it. his friend keeps begging him to join his band in dallas... he's supposed to convince me to agree to it. or to move over there with him. i dont see that in the stars. i havent really said too much... its really come out of him that he doesnt want to cause thatd put too many hours between us. although they said theyd fly him down once or twice a month. its quite a tempting offer. the band seems to be doing really well. ive left it up to him, but it looks like hes made up his mind already... he said maybe later. we'll see. goodnight guys.
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| my life... do you really wanna know?? |
[14 Jul 2004|08:07pm] |
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im sad. i dont wanna live here anymore. theres so much that i enjoy out there and i just dont seem to find it all that much here. its not too bad here, i deal with it and have fun sometimes... but i have fun just sitting on the sidewalk over there. doing absolutely nothing!! so a whole lot has happened in the last i dunno... since the last time i wrote... royal bought my black bronco, he had his last show as "we are the ave." on sunday night. i wish they wouldnt stop. i really love that band. i really liked glu too. i wasnt automatically in love with the music, but they put on a crazy show and were so much fun, so they grew on me... those were some of the best shows ever! watching the drummer with butterflies in my stomach prolly had something to do with that... maybe?? so we went to schlitterbahn friday, went to fiesta texas on sat., had the show on sunday and then came back monday... and here i am today! oh joy! hey its ok, ill be up in austin the last week of july, the whole freaking week... turning 21... woah! nah not a big deal. what else lets see... i already told work that im out in a couple of weeks, hitting the books hard this time... so while im on vacation i might just get a tattoo... whatdya think?? hmmm. well im off to the gym... later gators.
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hey monkies... go to www.enthos.net for a super cool updated website! yeah there's a clothing section now and we also got another venue in corpus... sweet! ooh yeah for those of you who care to read HM you should pick up a copy for this month because yours trulys lips are in it. um ok uh goodnight.
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[04 Apr 2004|01:49pm] |
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cool news... might be wearing my own shirt soon... the actual ordered, store bought kind. pretty cool huh? ooh and no hawaii this summer... the rest of the family cant go, so it has been moved to next summer. and then japan in november. cant wait. gotta save up. i saw some little cute camis at target, i think im gonna go back and get one. i didnt have my money with me at the time. but now that im home and getting ready for bed, i realize that the little thing might be really comfy. and its all about that. yeah. cleaned up today, that was fun. gotta go through my clothes now and get everything ready for the donation box. im so happy, we loose an hour tonight. yay, arent we lucky.
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[01 Apr 2004|11:43am] |
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today was quite uneventful, went to work at 8:30 got off at 5:30 and then went to the other crappy job from 6-9 something. yeah im tired. and ive got a lot of work to finish for school. fun. talked to royal for a bit, of course he had to pull an april fools... it was funny. the past couple of nights i went with denise to get her prom dress. its crazy cause the only i really liked online was there at the store, and the one denise liked wasnt. its beautiful. we're all a little tight on the cash, so i told her that if mom would pay 1/2 id pay the other 1/2... what was i thinking. thats gonna be a pretty penny. well, i hope she has fun with it. im glad she got it... she looks beautiful in it. i wish i coulda had that dress- i absolutely LOVE IT. and today is exactly one week from my one year anniversary. it has gone by sorta quickly. it seems like its taken so long, but then again it doesnt. weird. whatever. im going up to sa on the 17th for his surprise bday party. get excited. i know i am. thats it. love and dream.
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| 3 numbers for you... |
[15 Mar 2004|09:55am] |
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guys, i just had the most amazing weekend. 311 freaking rocked it soooo hard! ooh i had so much fun, of course in order to avoid gettin high, i had to breathe above the smoke. but besides that, it was great. aaah they were soo good. those were the fastest 3 hours ever. of course we were all drenched... and it was soo worth it. the sound was sooo good, it was exactly like hearing a cd. and they played every song i wanted to hear except "use of time", but i guess "love song" made up for that. yeah it was so nice being there with him it was a wonderful weekend. man, denise and i danced till we couldnt dance no more. yeah! the whole weekend was good... the night before the show, we went to harmonys and stayed up all night playing incubus... we had about 5 guitars. it was tight. yeah, so i had lotsa fun, im tired, and i miss my boyfriend. oh oh oh, and hes making plans on moving down... im not sure exactly when, but thats the plan. i think itll be sooner than later. yeah hes gonna go to school over here. its gonna be so nice. yeah! well, since ive been up for about 64hrs, i think im gonna go to sleep early. night.
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ooh my goodness... i feel soo freakin full. i think its all the water i drank. well for your month late update. monterrey was wonderful. i had sooo much fun. we didnt sleep much and we took lotsa pics. the show was awesome. and the place we played at got packed. i was amazed. everyone seemed to like the stuff too. man, everyone there looked like they walked right off the pages of cosmo mag. or something. they were so cute. so, about the show. i was nervous at first because when we got there, there werent that many people, but then when i came back from changing i couldnt even walk in the place it was so crowded. there were even people standing in line outside that couldnt come in for lack of space. yeah pretty cool. so anyway i was nervous at first and then i eased up. it was kinda like... who cares if you mess up, just have fun... and that i did. theres a song that i sing with one of the guys and during the song my mic cut out so we handed one mic back and forth through the last part, it was really funny everyone was laughing and stuff. so that night was great. it was just so relaxed. then the next day my sis and i took pics and as i was running to take a pic of one of the mountains, my legs totally gave out on me and i fell flat on my face... haha it was soo funny though. it was like i had absolutely no control over my legs. it was as if someone pushed me as hard as they could and i went flying. it was really weird. yeah so my hands were cut and my knee was black. good times. yeah mexico was great. but this weekend was even better. i went up to S.A. and got caught up on some friendships. spent the weekend with royal and the girls and laughed so hard i couldnt breathe. it was soo fun. i got a dozen roses and a 311 ticket for next month. rock! 3-14 the countdown begins.
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yes... i know its been forever since ive written- trust me anything thats happened in the past i dont know how long -obviously wasnt even worth writing... ive been busy as usual. and my stomach keeps making this awful noise. im just excited cause ive got a show in monterey this weekend. ive never sang over there before or been to that part either for that matter, its gonna be crazy! there are supposed to be a lot of bands playing sat. night and we go on at 11... pretty cool huh? should be interesting trying to talk to everyone in my cut up spanish, oh boy. and since i know your ALL dying to know how it goes- ill keep you posted. hehe. wish me luck! ;)
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[15 Jan 2004|01:10am] |
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last night was pretty cool... chc opened for the "spoken word tour"- poetry reading that is. i was so nervous... we were doing an acoustic set in the midst of former five iron frenzy members- reese and leonor and mark solomon of stavesacre. mark and i talked for a bit... he seemed to really like the stuff and said he wanted to talk to michael about our future plans... not much there i think. anyway. its now over. i dont know why i get so nervous about doing shows... it has seemed to grow on me with this band. in the words of david "we nailed it," so im happy (it was so God). very thankful i am. i cant wait to start our side project... im still saving up for that. david, your poetry was _________, of course i was not surprised, afterall they were coming from "the artist" himself.
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[09 Jan 2004|01:06am] |
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i guess i posted a little too soon... the phone rang not too long afer...
good news: a new job= an actual communication connection and closing spaces between visits (weekends off). its got all the benefits too + the shows at night can still go on. its a good thing. things should get better soon, i think. im happy.
my friend's sister had her baby last night... it took 9 months. yeah. same day as our 9 mo. anniversary. interesting. back to work.
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[05 Jan 2004|01:38pm] |
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today was a very uneventful day until...........
hehe, well my sis, friends and i got in the "lets do something dangerous" mood... so denise, mackenzie, emily and i went and busted out the wrenches on the orange signs. ooh my it was soo funny to see those girls busting their butts trying to unscrew the screws without looking suspicious. loved it! yeah i know... so dangerous! well it was fun... i was just soo bored, the show totally sucked- we just went to show our pearly whites and give denny the cake denise baked for him, then we were out... they were hxcx bands that i really dont care for... next saturday should be a good show though... enthos' 2 year anniversary "under construction" party. we got a new venue- hurray!!... a previous theatre gallery. pretty nice.
gettin back to the terrible crime we committed, it was hilarious. we were watching out for cops... that street is infested with em... anyway, just as we're leaving- running that is- and i (i might add) am holding the florescent orange signs, here comes a car that says MCALLEN POLICE it was soo funny- we made it to the car and then i jammed them into the trunk all while the cop turned into the neighborhood we were parked in... but have no fear... we escaped without a scratch!
ok i know this might be a bit boring... but too bad- youre gonna hear it anyway... =) we also took some pictures before that... they were a bit demented though... the night was young, the sky black and the street lamps gave way to our perfect shadows. mackenzie had a broken stick and she and her shadow posed with one end of the stick going into her head while the other side was coming out... the pictures are gonna look retarded, and i know it might be something a kid in elementary would do, but we cant always be restrained by activities restricted by age limitations right?? haha, aaah i dont know what im saying... can you tell? ya. anyway, it was funny... doing stupid things sometimes gets youre mind off of other things- and for me thats what tonight was... i escaped from thinking about "important" issues. we laughed our heads off and thats ALL that matters =)
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| feelin aLright... |
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come home...open my "grades" and B's... yip-p!
...couldnt be happier, well As woulda been nice, but with my rough schedule i think i did pretty, pretty good...
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ME!
registered today... getting ready to dish it out... gonna be broke for a long time... all over again - aaahh, the cycle never ends
got new front brakes... $188.94 to be exact- coulda used that in austin... yeah thats my luck for ya
only an hour and a half tomorrow at work... stoked.
well since christmas is tomorrow... im guessing i should wrap my nieces' and nephew's gifts already- im really not that bad of a procrastinator... just cant find any boxes thats all
so its the night before christmas eve and its what 65 outside??
i wish it would get cold and stay cold for a while, so i could get to use the long-sleeved shirts that are hiding in the back of the closet
its "clean my room" time... its far beyond the common disaster area
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| will it ever end?? |
[22 Dec 2003|11:09am] |
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another day is gone... and i do feel quite accomplished... i went and got royals present tonight... since hes a wrestling FREAK i decided to get him some WWE RAW tickets for SA... i hope he likes em, hed better like them, they werent cheap =)... i was gonna get him a game, but i think hes got a few already... and plus... why on earth would i want to encourage him to sit around on his butt and do absolutely nothing?? makes no sense at all!
satisfied...
work was ok today, man one of the attorneys can be such a weirdo sometimes... hell just come up and stand there and stare for like ever... he wont say a word, then hell look you up and down and say "hello"... and then just walk off, its like one of those awkward situations where you dont know if youre supposed to say something or not... then hell just walk off... im like FREEEEAAAK!
im excited, looks like i might be going to hawaii in the summer... the avenue is supposed to play over there and woo hoo, im invited!!hopefully everything will go as planned... dang that would be sooo sweet. i dont know, i wanted to go to michigan too, but i doubt ill be able to get that much time off from work... well see.
royal called, we talked for a while... then i had to hang up cause i was in line for the tickets, only 3 more days till i see him... haha its soo funny, he tells me about that chic that wont leave him alone, its hilarious... she really hates my guts. wow. why?????
guess thats it, yeah i know... its not that exciting... tough!
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| sure, why not? |
[21 Dec 2003|12:58pm] |
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hmmm...it feels so good to not think about school! its like i can come home from work and go to sleep if i want... i dont HAVE to do something... although i can never just fall asleep during the day for some reason...
im excited... only 2& 1/2 days of work left and then im out for the holidays... out of mcallen for about a week, goin to austin... it should be lotsa fun, cant wait... gonna go shopping, finally...yeah i think its been long enough since i bought new stuff- 3 pairs of holy jeans are enough for me...
gonna watch eisley on the 30th and then its 6th st on the 31st, havent gotten away in a while... so im seriously looking forward to it
all finished with christmas shoppin for everyone on the list, except royal... i was gonna get him something, but then i changed my mind and now ive gone blank... aah i dont know, i guess i still have a couple of days.
cut my hair yesterday- after about 4 months...it was getting really, really ugly, ive been trying to let it grow, but it just takes so freakin long... then i get frustrated and i cut it short again... well this time i just got a trim... im gonna let it grow for about 2 more months and then i think im gonna cut it short... i think its better when its short.
im quite tired tonight... i should go to bed
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