_racethedream_

haha hahaha ... yeah anyways

Wed, 05 Jul 2006 08:55:59 GMT

WhatHuhHmmWhat: what are you doing awake naegle
ScaVenGer4LiFe69: im drunk
WhatHuhHmmWhat: hahahaha, arent you grounded
WhatHuhHmmWhat: oh
WhatHuhHmmWhat: nevermind
WhatHuhHmmWhat: i suppose there are definetely ways
WhatHuhHmmWhat: ANYWAYS, how was your 4th of july naegs
ScaVenGer4LiFe69: haha im drunk

fuckin...FUCKERS.

Sat, 01 Jul 2006 17:27:23 GMT

No joke, like...everyone is in California. I want to go. Lucky bums.
poop.
who's down for a road trip???

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 22:52:33 GMT

I went on a two mile walk today, got some sun,came home, made some pasta, sauted some vegetables and watched the breakfast club. Its been a pretty relaxing day to say the least. Boring...but relaxing.

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 16:52:51 GMT

summer..oh joy.
moving along
Nico call me so we can hang out or something I havent seen your black ass in ages.

I would write about my summer thus far...but nobody reads, technically...I could write whatever I wanted and noooooooooboodddyyy would notice. Infact I've done it before, hahahahah, pretty amusing.

I want to go see The Break-Up, who's down??
thats rhetorical.
Or atleast I'm going to say it is so I don't look like a jackass when nobody replies.
peace out nukka..s.

Thu, 01 Jun 2006 05:58:00 GMT

blah blah blah
I've had my ipod on shuffle for almost 5 hours now, and have only changed the song once
rock on One Track Mike!!! Keep on Keepin on

Fri, 26 May 2006 02:28:14 GMT

Today was fun
Tori and I went over to Connor's with Connor and Kyle and smoked hookah and watched amityville horror. It was good times, good times, veerrryyy good times indeed. After that, Kyle had to go to an appointment so we dropped him off and went back to connors then to chipotle, and now im home. um..thats pretty much the extent of my day. try to contain your excitement.

<333

Sun, 21 May 2006 09:00:17 GMT

I am the happiest I have been in so long...

Sun, 14 May 2006 17:39:07 GMT

Becky THANKS BUNCHES FOR CALLING ME TO HELP WITH FRENCH, don't worry, I'm SUPER prepared for the test!!
Nico Thank you SOOO much for making me promise not to tell ANYONE, it doesn't put ANY weight on my shoulders at ALL, REALLY! :]
Trenton you're conceited.
P.S. Thanks for being a complete dick to me for absolutely no reason it was cute.

THANK-YOU's
Brian Ashley, Nick, Rj you were all a blast and I'm so so happy you were all there and had a good time : ]
Z. Shipman I wish I would have gotten to talk to you more, im sorry!!
Kevin thanks for throwing the kick back

Tori I'm sorry u were bummed in the beginning of the night, I hope things got better : ]

Kyle you made my night, stop beig so paranoid, u should have just called back.

*********EDIT*********
Nico Also, thanks for waking me up and being there to drive me home this morning, thanks!!

prom prom prom promidy prom prom

Sat, 06 May 2006 19:36:43 GMT

So prom is tonight, I'm kinda excited. Im REALLY excited about going in a limo I've never been in one before!!! I just got my nails done and they have little rinestones on them that match my dress theyre very cute. Right now I'm just sitting waiting for my hair appt. to roll a round so I hve something to do. uuumm, I really dont have much to say. I'll give you more updates on actual prom and the party after and stuff later.
peeeace nigz

Thu, 04 May 2006 03:26:38 GMT

This is how it works: Comment on this entry and I will give you a letter. Write ten words beginning with that letter in your journal, including an explanation what the word means to you and why, and than pass out letters to those who want to play along.

1. Bitch, because I am one
2. Becky because she is my best friend and I love her
3. Balls because they freak me the FUCK out
4. Back Massages because they are truly the way to my heart
5. Ballerina cuz I used to be one : ]
6. Backstabber, because I know a lot of them, and they're a HUGE part of my life, unfortunately.
7. Bloc Party because they're so amazing they make me want to cry
8. Bartender, because that's what I want my occupation to be in college.
9. Beer/Bong/Blazed/ Blasted. (or beer bong, hah.) I didn't want them to
have their own catagories. But I think they're pretty self explanitory.
0. Back in the day. because I miss it, more than anything in the world.

OH OH AND A BONUS, it's important I promise

*baithe, because I'm really very cleanly.

P.S. Nico this letter actually worked out really well. I don't think you could have chosen a better letter.

Sat, 29 Apr 2006 16:40:35 GMT

I'm so done with over half of the people I hang out with right now. Last night I hung out with Tori, Ari, Rj, and Nico and saw Nick (who made my night) for a little bit. I actually really really enjoyed hanging out with Tori and Nico, well I enjoyed hanging out with everyone, but for it being ME...TORI...and NICO...it actually went really well and I had a suppperrr time!!! We all went hot tubbing and got some gilato and such, hung around the horse park for a while. I think Rj has been mad at me lately but idk why. THANK-YOU FOR THE TOWELS NICO!!! The organization in this entry is very jumpy.

I acidentely made two sets of plans today,aaaaaaah I hate when I do that I aaalways fuckin do that. I told Jordan i would hang out with him but I forgot that I already told the OTHER jordan I would hang out with him to...hah, oops. Perhaps I'll hang out with one earlier and one later, that works. hmmm. Or if all else fails and I get too frustrated trying to figure out plans, maybe I'll just bundle up in a blanket, magically get my xbox to work, and play some fable. That sounds nice. Or call Nico and see if he's busy, that sounds nice to.

This is a relatively amusing entry...

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 01:42:11 GMT

!#$%*$^%@%$ BLOC PARTY ON THURSDAY !@#$%^#$^@$*
I don't even care that the crowd will probably suck
<333

In other news...
I got suspended from my job for calling in. Basically what my boss told me was that it was my only time calling in and that it shouldn't really be a big deal, but that so many people have been calling in lately that he needed to prove a point. So he was using me to make an example, which is a whole lot of shit if you ask me. But in brighter news I don't have to figure out how to get my shift covered on Thursday for my concert, and I get two weeks off. What really sucks though is that I have shit to pay for and now it has to come out of my savings which I really didn't want to do, but it looks like I have no choice, so that's just how it's going be...

In other other news...
I'm going to Desert Mountains prom. My friend Zac from work asked me, right after I got suspended infact. Or rather...He didn't really ask me, he gave me a huge thing of flower (that were very very lovely!!!) and said You have to go to prom with me!!! hah.

ummm...My risk assignment for theatre sucks...Everyone else got like "Do a cold reading" (WOW, how tough, no preparation at all), act young, act preppy, do a battle scene. I...I on the other hand got "Write your own stand up comedy and perform it infront of the class". Yeah...Not only did I get fucked in the ass, I got fucked in the ass and contracted siffolus.

Fri, 14 Apr 2006 07:13:42 GMT

Seriously one of the best nights ever...no joke, no exaggeration. timeless.
You know the stage at desert ridge mall that bands play on??? HUGE dance off on that stage, infront of everyone, who everyone is...I dont know, don't care, it was amazing. hahahahaha
more updates later. yesssssssssss

Wed, 12 Apr 2006 03:48:41 GMT

FUCK MY JOB IN THE ASS, LONG AND HARD WITH A DULL RAZOR-BLADED DILDO.
that's it.

Mon, 10 Apr 2006 23:42:10 GMT

Becky and I are going to try and go vegan together. I've talked to a few people about it and have already gotten a lot of shit, more than expected actually. "its stupid" "Whats the point" "jump on the bandwagan". I didn't tell anyone to do it, I said I was trying it?! Christ, whine about it.
wellllllllllllllllll whatever, if I'm doing it I obviously have reason behind it, I can handle people's shit. Things that will be the hardest to go without are definetely Hot Chocolate, Brownies, Honey, and peanut butter. aa;lw458290(@*&$)#(*#4 oh god, honey and peanut butter are my favvvvoorrriiitteee.
It's gunna be hard as hell, oh jebus
Or can I eat peanut butter? I obviously have some research to do.
I think there's most definetely got to be a way to make hot chocolate vegan style. I'll ask Jarson or something.
Worst comes to worst...I'll just be a crappy ass vegan and drink hot chocolate...but that's it. Ill live without honey and peanutbutter and brownies...it can't be that bad, I mean...there's an exception to every rule right?

::EDIT::
I think I'm starting at the end of the week, or next monday. So I can get all my shit together, otherwise I won't be eating for the next couple of days due to the fact I don't have anything in my house I could eat. I will however, continue not to eat meat.

rabble rabble bitch bitch

Mon, 10 Apr 2006 00:52:45 GMT

I'm not too thrilled with many of my "friends" right now. Nobody did anything wrong, but nobody really does anything right either. I need to get out more and meet new people, last night I went to a show with Rj and Kendall and had a really, really good time. I saw Hunter and Candy, and I haven't gotten to see them in a while, atleast not when we could all actually stand around and talk, so that was cool. We actually met a lot of really chill people while we were there too, so that was pretty exciting. I like going out and actually doing something instead of just sitting around, I'm going to try to start doing that more often.
I miss Becky.
I need a date to prom, or atleast a friend to go with. I can see this becoming a problem this year.

I think switching schools would solve a lot of my problems, not because I'm "running away from my problems instead of facing them" but just because lately I really feel like I need change...even if it means running into New problems that I have to deal with, atleast their new, ya know? I know I won't switch schools because I want to graduate from Chaparral with people I've been going to school with since 4th grade..but idk, maybe I just have to wait it out until college. Maybe I'm just bored.

I've been sick for farrrr too long, it's getting out of control!!! I've been doing everything needed to get better but it just keeps getting worse and worse, I don't normally get sick either, it sucks pretty bad, drains me out.

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 00:06:22 GMT

Im still really sick, it fuckin blows, being sick ruins everything..Brighter news, I was on call for work today and I was pretty positive I would have to go in, but it turns out I didn't, I'm sooo happy.
I had a feild trip for theatre today, we got back around when 6th hour started and alex scott and I went to the car wash and pv mall, it was pretty pimpin. In other news, I'm strongly considering going vegan?? Haha how random right, but when I think about it I think of the little things like, hot chocolate, and honey, and brownies, but I think it might be worth it? Idk Becky and I had this huge discussion on it and junk so idk, we'll see where that goes.
I'm strongly disliking school lately, or rather...I'm disliking french. yeahhh...strongly disliking french.

21 firsts...obviously bored....I hate these things

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 05:26:17 GMT

1.Who was your first prom date?
Ryan James VanVelzer
2. Who was your first roommate?
well...I haven't had a roomate yet
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time?
Jack Daniel
4. What was your first job?
Alltel Ice Den
5. What was your first car?
Touchy Subject
6. When did you go to your first funeral?
8th grade
7. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown?
3 or 4
8. Who was your first grade teacher?
Mrs. Rushlow
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?
Arizona,hah
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?
Myself
11. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends?
Shavonn, no, I moved away and she disapeared
12. Where was your first sleepover?
I do not recall, either my friend megan or katie from sedona
13. Who is the first person you call when you have a problem?
I don't know I don't normally call someone when I have a problem, I'll eventually let slide what the problem is to Becky or Nico
14. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomsmen?
My aunt!!! Best wedding EVER
15. What is the first thing you do in the morning?
brush my teeth :]
16. What was the first concert you ever went to?
The Beach Boys
17. First tattoo or piercing?
Peircing/Ears? but I'm sure thats a given so, bellybutton
18. First celebrity crush?
I actually really don't remember
19. Age of first real kiss with tongue?
13?
20. First crush:
probably this kid named sam, but again...I don't really remember
I apoligize that my little questionares aren't more interesting
21. First love?
...really touchy subject

The Against Me and Alkaline Trio concert was pretty spectacular to say the least. But I guess it wasn't to smart to go to a concert sick, let alone mosh the whole time; It just intensified everything that already sucked. I'm sore as hell everywhere, it hurts just to sit and stand.Everyone besides becky, wes ,daniel, ryan, his friend, and I left because they didn't like alkaline trio, but I think they missed out. They put on a really good show with some badass acoustic songs, and the mosh pits were super dandy as well.

How long does it take before you aren't sore anymore? Hopefully just a couple days, perhaps? Do I need to stretch or something?

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 18:15:14 GMT

AGAINST ME!!! !!! !!!

yeah yeah yeah

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 03:11:28 GMT

Today has been really relaxing. I'm glad I decided to take a day just to rest and kick back. I woke up and made myself some breakfast then just relaxed and watched some dvd's. Had some uninterrupted time just to sit and think. It was nice. My mom gets back tomorrow probably around 5 or so, I might go to village inn tonight, but idk, I might just wanna continue to sit at home; It's the longest I've stayed home in a while so..
I hate to mention the obvious but I'm really not thrilled about going back to school, bleh

Life's been throwing some unexpected curves at me lately. Out of the blue Ricky started talking to me again and he apologized and said how he was " so sorry for everything " and wants everything to be how it was. Also out of the blue Donny has disapeared. He's around I'm sure, but I haven't talked to him in a couple of weeks?? :\ hmm. I've been hanging out with Nico a lot again so that's a plus. I started working out kind of. Not working out like..lifting weights or anything, but jogging, crunches, push ups, all that jazz to keep in shape and what not; Things I used to do when I danced. So maybe I'll be in really good shape again, wooooooo

So I was thinking about it today...or not so much today even, but Everyday before today for the past couple of months, and within the past year, I have lost all of my closest friends to their boyfriends/girlfriends. It wouldn't be so bad except for the fact that besides Becky and Rj, nobody is really good at balancing their time between their relationship and their friends. I see Tori when Trenton can't hang out or has other plans,but surprisingly I see her a fair amount, but then again, Trenton is grounded.Nicole and I aren't even really friends anymore, or atleast I wouldn't think so, What do you consider a friend? I understand its a relationship and that means you spend time together, but when it gets to the point when you'll hurt your friends just to get the slightest satisfaction out of your "significant other" you're Dependent, and it's pretty repulsive. So people that keep asking me Why I have a different group of friends, and if I like them better, no I don't like anyone better I've said that before, they're just more reliable, and I think that's pretty sad considering I haven't known them nearly as long or been through nearly as much with them. And when I say I want to get out and meet new people, Stop taking it so personally, I can't sit around and do nothing until one of my "friends" is available or has squeezed in an hour or two of time. I could rant about this for hours, and I probably should have saved it for a time when I would have picked my battles better, or written more clearly how I felt, but this was just a rant, that's all it was, first things that popped into my head and went down through my fingertips. So I certaintly wasn't as mean as I could have been or as nice, but it was the most vague/broad I could be about the whole situation.

My great aunt died this week. I don't know when the service is my cousin left before he told me. So I will most likely be missing some school.

It's really hot in my room.
So the logical solution would be to turn on the air or the fan, which I assure you I already did. dangit. it's still really hot.

Sat, 18 Mar 2006 22:07:56 GMT

sex.

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 03:54:45 GMT

I finished nightschool 10 classes early, so thats an extra 5 weeks of my life saved...pretty sweet, pretty sweet. They might let me take econ. right now though because I finished Gov. so fast they think I can probably finish econ. by the time nightschools out, so Im gunna do that if I can. umm...yeah. I kinda feel like drinking a yoohoo, I think I probably will. That sounds fantastic. Alex Scott,Finkle,Cody,and myself wrote an exquisite letter today in theatre ( hahaha ) no but really, it was great. I made up all of my missing quizzes and homework for french so I feel 1000000 times better and less stressed than I have the passed couple of weeks. Algebra 2 still pisses me off though. Only 7 people in our class got above a C- on our last test, yet our teacher refuses to blame himself for not teaches us the lesson in full, whatevvv

I kind of feel like typing so I wish I had more to say. But I dont, and I feel like typing...not rambling.

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 04:27:41 GMT

Work tonight was kind of stressful, I got really behind and had a lot to do at the end of the night and it SUCKED. I had 8 tables left in my section to bus, and probably 9 or 10 to set once I bussed those, and at the end of the night they put away all of the tubs that you put the cups and plates and silverwear and shit in, so everytime I cleared half a table or so I had to walk back into the kitchen and put everything in their own seperate places, which is harder than you would think when you have a full tray and have to put away your table clothes and napkins and shit.

I like it a lot better than I did though now that I know more how everything runs and what to do and all that good shit. I like everyone I work with to for the most part. I've made some pretty badass new friends.

I need a good book to read...suggestions???
P.S. You should all read Sex Drugs & Cocopuffs
I'm not finished yet but its really good

It's the author's different views on pop culture and junk. It's worth checking out

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 04:39:20 GMT

I like my job a lot better now that I'm getting the hang of everything and know what I'm doing for the most part. I guess its just one of those jobs where it takes a bit to get accustomed to everything. There's this old man that wears red suspenders everyday, a lot of people don't like him but I really do, I think he's great. I talked to another old guy about his grandaughter for 10 minutes or so last time I worked. I can't decide if it's happy or sad how they all look SO forward to someone coming to viset them ( normally their grand children, but their children too ) but how they only come now and then ( with a few exceptions ) I'm leaning more towards sad. But the looks they get on their faces when they're talking about how their grandaughter is a dancer, or grandson is the star of the baseball team is really cheerful.

I hate Algebra 2. I can't even STRESS how much I hate it. Yeah Yeah, I'm sure all of you hate it too but I just wanted to state...I hate Algebra 2.

I would say I hate French too...but I don't hate French, I'm just not good at it.

I WANT A COCKATOO
...I'm not joking at all...

Sun, 05 Mar 2006 23:29:41 GMT

Not going to motion city soundtrack.
Seeing a movie with Chris later though, haven't seen him in a while so thats exciting.
Went to Village Inn last night against my will at 1 in the morning, kinda wish I didn't because I had to work early this morning
Speaking of work, I cut some old ladys finger, but it was her fault for being old
I'll tell you the truth today isnt really my day, maybe tonight will be my night, I sure hope so.