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NEWWWWW [22 Dec 2003|04:46pm] [ mood | accomplished ] ____0831. so if you want to stalk me, catch me there. i don't like this username. never really did but with the whole invite code thing i couldnt do anything about it. but now i can. so i did. :) i'm going to get sick of this one soon too, i can feel it. :P and if me and ryan break up... haha. i just like the whole numbers thing. it's a simple name, and i've been trying to be very simple lately. anyhoo, catch me there, or here. i'm keeping this journal cause of the communities i've joined with it. i may still post somewhere. and there are no entrys there yet. i'm working on organizing all my journals on all the different sites. i have... 11. yes. no, 12. lol. -k to the ate comment

[11 Dec 2003|10:21pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | none. i am at a lack ] dude. rich text stuf for lj... my life has just been made that much eaisier. thank you live journal. in other news. THE DENTIST SUCKS. i need a new crown cause my goddamn tooth broke off when i bit into a "cookie" (phone antena... hey it *could* have been a cookie... i wish it *had* been a cookie, the experiance would have been so much more enjoyable...). and for every five years i can get three crowns i think or something... but not more than one for the same tooth. and when i went to the dentist on tuesday it was exactly four years after the original was put on. so now i have a temporary tooth that cost 200 dollars - even though it is just my old tooth with a rod in it - that is likely to fall out due to its weekness and temporaryness. so unless i can somehow get 895 dollars then i have to live with this stupid bad tooth that tastes bad. why, you ask, does it taste bad? cause he had to drill some of the back of the porcelin off which exposed the metal underneith wich tastes bad.  because i was biting down on it too hard, which is the reason it broke, which is... obvoiously not my fault since i DID not put that tooth in my mouth. grrrrrrr. everyone is like, "if i had a million dollars i'd give it to the puppies or the trees or world peace." fuck that. i would give it to me TEETH. yeah look at those skills biotCH anyway, enough with my senceless dentist probelms. talk to whoever you are later -kait who rocks cause you dont :) comment x ....1

new survey [10 Dec 2003|12:20pm] [ mood | accomplished ] ive been away for a little while but its all good. here is a new survey. i need to fill it out for myself so as of now disregard it. on second thought... this entry will be private until i'm done, lol. this way no confusion shall occour. so basically, i'm just typing up pointless shit right now. yeah. moving right along: ( clicky clicky ) done! yay. comment

last night sucked [05 Dec 2003|10:45am] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | ksdhfk;jsdhkgjs ] i messed up like woah. i feel the need to strangle someone. grrrrrrr. what to do. he said there is nothing i CAN do... ryan sucks today. i guess i'm not too cool eaither. i raped a freshman. haha. comment

please exuse this.... [04 Dec 2003|11:41pm] [ mood | bouncy ] BEWARE girl moment: BRAD PITT IS SO FUCKING HOT!!! gahhh *dies* i would never touch him though. he's purely eye candy. a guy that perfect looking is no fun. no fun at all. i mean come on, the fucker has no FLAWS. and he's blond! *dies again* hello my name is caitlyn and i am obsessed with blond guys. ryan is blond... ish. *grins* penut butter is blond!! "orion" is blond!! wait that dosnt count... nor should my CAT for that matter... o.O i'll go now before i accidentally commit myself to a mental institution. ;) comment

survey i stole from sherri [04 Dec 2003|12:14pm] ( SURVEY JKSGJLFGSKFGKLS ) i apologize for corrupting this. o.o;;; my mood today is odd. comment x ....1

blah [01 Dec 2003|11:22pm] [ mood | distressed ] [ music | my mix cd that rocks your socks ] hello. i decided to write in this just cause. i'm going to probably write in my offline journal too, cause i have some things that i dont think should be shared. anyway. got report cards today. BABABA <-- i rock. and perfect attendance. oh yes. those graduation tickets will be MINE. :) i dont know who is going to want to come. im guessing my parents will make up my mind on that one. i would like to have a couple friends there but i dont know how many i am going to get. :P prolly like 3. that would suck. i broke a nail. i REALLY hate breaking nails... i'm really trying to let them grow nicely and fucking they keep breaking. i need a life. i wish ashley would call me. you know, pick up a fuckin phone. it really pisses me off how she can't even call and say hi once in a while. i know she lost her phone and all but her sister is there on the weekends and im sure there is a phone at anthony's house. and i dont understand why it is so hard for her to just call me. i guess we're growing apart. usually though, people arn't so consious of the change as i seem to be. :/ i didn't think it would happen. me and ash used to be so close... but it's like, i can't remember how that was. i suppose when i'm 30 i will look her up and we'll have lunch and she'll tell me how her 15 year old is adjusting to high school and i'll tell her about how i just got out of school and we'll laugh at old memories and it will be very nonstalgic but afterwards life will go back to the way it is. ashley in and out of my life. blah. i need to stop this. there was something i was going to say, but i can't remember. i hate that. anyway, it's not like i don't have other friends. but that isnt the point. the point is that ashley and me used to be really close and i'm sad to feel like im loosing yet another friend. it seems to me that everything comes and goes in my life. nothing ever stays. it's why i cling to stupid things like movie stubs and old notebooks from 7th grade. because i want something in my life to last. it's why i walk thw same way every day and i lace up the left sneaker of my adidas backwards, and have for my previous two pairs of shoes. i don't want to move because my fucking basement has sentimental value to me. my brain is crowded with memories. i wonder if this is life for everyone... things comming, things going... i need to stop ranting. i HIGHLY doubt (and don't mind eaither) that anyone is reading this. but, you know what to do: comment x ....1

[30 Nov 2003|10:27pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | none ] i've got this new layout and i know noone reads this but should you be a stranger and passing by or someone stalking me even... let me know. i'm torn between getting rid of it for something blue (i'm obsessed with blue layouts) and keeping it up cause it is purdy, methinks. so yeah. COMMENT if you're reading this. ^_^ ps-ryan rocks, in case u didnt know. comment

bored :/ [24 Nov 2003|05:28pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | my sister's water tank, by: my mom's house ] i went to chesnut hill on sunday. it was pretty cool. nice campus and all that crap. im hopeing they have what i want psychology-wise, cause i really wanna go there. its so perdy. but then again, it's far. and... there are alot of trees... i dont know if i could get used to that. my sister is playing with her "invisible baby friend" she's 4 and her birthday is december 1st. maybe i should get her a present. anyway i wanna look at other colleges. im applying also to lasalle, drexel, arcadia, and millersville. it was crazy up at chestnut hill, no fucking traffic noises! what the hell is supposed to put you to sleep? lol. but i g2g, i planned on writing more but i have to clean. and i need to start printing these out so i can keep record of them. cause im weired like that, mm-hm. peice out dogg. -k to the ait comment

[21 Nov 2003|06:55pm] i need a new layout for this shiz. maybe one of the pre-made ones, i just dont feel like dealing with the codeing. x.x perhaps for x-mas i can buy myself a paid account. i would be happy. i would post on this like my life depended on it. but only cause im cheap and i want my money's worth. anyway im so BORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDD comment

[20 Nov 2003|08:50pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | none :P i forgots my CDs at my dad's ] anyone who hasn't seen finding nemo is seriously missing out. it rocks. and you suck. because you havnt seen it, i know it, i can just TELL. hmph. fish-haters... when will people learn?! comment x ....2

yes [10 Nov 2003|04:15pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Alanis Morrisette, Jaggid Little Pill ] i apologize for not updateing ths like i should. i'm listening to some alanis morrisette. i love her, i want her babies. ;D today was pretty basic. so i shall not talk about today college is streesing me out and im not even in college yet. and what to get ashley for her baby shower? and this library shit. i thought i would be fun to work at the library but they didnt tell me i would have to deal with KIDS and PEOPLE. ugh, i'm becomming cynical. i wish i was in 8th grade again. everything made sence in 8th grade. i'd have to say that i havnt had as much fun in my life as i di in 8th grade and the summer following. i want to learn and learn about mental disorders and criminal insanity and all that but studying will not pay my bills. nope nope nope. so do i want to council people? o.o; we'll see i guess. im sick and tired of planning everything out. seriously. anyhoo onto some good news: I'M NOT GETTING ANY C's!!! whoo hoo! piss on that fuckers! anyway now for soemthing normal: But I still love to wash in your old bathwater Love to think that you couldn't love another I can't help it...you're my kind of man can you tell that dispite the depressingness of this entry, i am in a good mood. funny what some chick music can do for you. no doubt rocks. my alanis cd started skipping. damn scratches. it's my oldest cd, what can i say? so return of saturn will have to do :D :D :D :D and now some lyrics... yes, i used lj cut because they're long. :P ( All I Really Want,Alanis Morrissette ) comment

survey [05 Nov 2003|12:13pm] yaaaay im done. this was a weired surey... o.O;; i think it's like 3 of them and i thought it was one.. o well... have fun. ( i know you want this ) comment

bored [03 Nov 2003|11:58am] my back hurts so bad. and i need to update this. so here i am halloweeen was boring. we did nothing. i wanted to go to the movies but we went to chickie and pete's instead. :P saturday i did nothing. sunday me n ash went to s. st. and got sushi and i got new headphones for 5 bucks. cant beat it, theyre loud like woah. but theyre light. oh wells. im sad about ashley. i know i shouldnt feel bad or anything, i know thats kinda wrong but i do. i feel like if i hadnt drifted away from her friendship-wise i could have imposed some of my safe-sex morals on her and punded into her head to get off her ass and buy some condoms. im mad at her too though, for not being smarter. her baby shower is the same day as my cousins engagement party. shit i g2g.... ttyl. ok im back. it's now tomorrow. i was complaining about ashley'ssituation, but im done with that for now. i think i just wanted to add some closure on this entry so here it is: pooo ima go now. ttyl. comment

Boredom [15 Oct 2003|06:55pm] [ mood | guilty ] Ryan is away until Friday. So blah. Life takes a turn for the duller. He works too much. anyway I have alot of work to be doing for school. I really don't feel like it though. I'm tired, I'm thinking sleeping sounds like a good idea. They say excess sleeping, and at the same time sleep deprevation, are symptoms of depression. That's funny cause I'm not depressed and I usually bounce between those two. I'm lost, I don't know what college to go to. How do I figure out what college has the courses I want? I mean, I know how to figure that out, but I didn't think I would have to pick any of that out yet. I want to live on campus but I don't think I'll have the moolah. That sucks. I want to live on my own, and I'm ready to, and I can't. I'm really neurvous about college. It seems surreal that I'm at that point. Everything, actually, seems surreal lately. Like I'm in some shitty made-for-TV movie they only play on channel 12, haha. I'm afraid I'll loose Ryan, I'll loose my friends (most of whom are allready gone/in the process of going) and I'll have to start at scratch with friendships and all that. I don't want to *date* what fun is that? I see it this way: If Ryan decides that college is in the way of our relationship and blah blah blah we have to break up.... I'll just threaten his life one way or another and I'll be so crazy and irrational he'll call the cops and issue a restraining order and then I'll get so depressed I'll stalk him cause I have nothing else better to do and I've been kicked out of school by now and hey, lets face it, this really shows him that college is NOT more important than us. No, I'm just kidding. That's not my style. I'm so bored. I want to sleep. I was bad and had McDonalds' crispy chicken sandwich for dinner... and fries... and a peice of cheese cake... and tasty cakes penut butter candy cakes... and a 7-11 fajita thing. I'm drinking a v8 splash which should balance that out, however. haha. Even though I'm not supposed to have those eaither cause the citric acid is bad for my teeth -.- oh well. ok well i'm gonna go now. comment x ....2

sorry [13 Oct 2003|08:38pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Pink Floyd- Wish you were here ] sorry about the senceless posts. i'll have one more after this and then im done in other news: i went to NY on sat!!! woo hoo. im a senoir, beotch. (note: this is not news, however, i rule the world, beotch so i can write what i want) ashley is having a girl, her name will be deserae(<--how do you spell it??) im tired i love ryan, but you knew that i have no news really......... ttyl, beotch comment

i'm still in school. [29 Sep 2003|12:14pm] i need to get out of here........ my watch broke yesturday. i am wearing no jewelry today to morn the loss of it. except for the ring ryan gave me. but i need a sizer for it cause its like big. pie tie bye sigh. why cry lie migh. hie shy fie plie. my new song. number one hit, man. anyway. brb. comment x ....1

im in school. [29 Sep 2003|12:03pm] this sucks. comment

[16 Sep 2003|11:43pm] ok so i wrote up this nice entry erlier but my computer shit on me so this is all your getting, stupid technology. school dosnt suck as much as it should.... o.O AND sticking feathers up your butt does not make you a chicken. that is all comment

oops [27 Aug 2003|11:00am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | - Coolio - Gangster's Paradise ] oppsie. i havnt written in here. :/ oh wells. so i went down the shore with ryan and his aunt and her finacee bob. it was fun, i thought. i got burnt up real bad on my nose though. x.x it hurts so bad, i think i have sun poisioning! :( ok well on saturday we drove there, to avalon. it's so nice there, you should see some of the homes, OMG, they're huge. anyway i forgot my bathing suit, so i felt pretty much like an ass most of that day, cause we had to go into stone harbor to get me a new one. it was 60$ and ryan's aunt insisted on paying for it. that store was really expensive. so we went into this bar across the way from there and this guy had a t-shirt on that said "stoned harbor." it was funny. but i guess you had to have been there. :/ we went into a bookstorw and i bought red dragon... and i cant remember the aunthor's name... oh wells. i think we went into a toy store somewhere around then too, and ryan's aunt bought pictonary and cards, which we played often. when we got back to the hotel me and ryan went into the pool. it was fun. yup. that night we went out to eat and then me and ryan went and took a walk on the beach. we saw mars! it was even on the news and we saw it cause we where on the beach so nyah all you lighted philly peoples. anyway, the beach at night was pretty fun. *ahem* there were these little bugs underneith the wet sand, and they lit up when you walked on them, it was so crazy. i was scared of them though cause it was freaking me out so me and ryan ran over them. it was so crazy though. the next day we went to the beach and played pictonary. then went in the water which was wayyyy too cold. and then we went back to our towels and got eaten alive by flies. so we went to the pool. where me and ryan played water football. lol. then we ate some pizza by the sun deck, they we sat of the sun deck for like two hours. which was annoying cause i got burnt. :/ anyway, i got to read alot aof siddhartha while i was therem which is good. then we went back in the pool. we got out and played pictonary and pinnochle(sp?) then went out to eat. and it was too cold to go to the beach so me and ryan just sat in and watched tv. the next day we went to the beach but didnt waer our suits cause we wenrnt gonna go in the water. we played pictonary and pinnochle again. i got really burnt cause we were there for a long time. :( after, we went and bought fudge and i picked up a spirograph thingie for my sister. yay. and since then ive done nothing. :/ i'm gonna stop writing now, cause i dont feel like typing up anything else. :P comment x ....1

[16 Aug 2003|01:43am] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | incubus, just a phase ] new layout biatch. i know you love it. actually. i just changed around the colors and fonts. i didnt even make a new background image. i just changed the colors on that too. ok, so im feeling lazy right now. ryan comes home tomorrow... i hope ryan's aunt dosnt forget to call me to come with her to pick ryan up. this week didn't go by as slow as i thought it would. only monday and sunday. ok, well, i dont feel like typing up an entry. so ttyl comment

sad exuse for a post [16 Aug 2003|12:33am] i'm bored comment

i dont have a quote, bite me. [15 Aug 2003|02:08am] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Tool - Tool - Schism ] biatch. damnit im bored. so i havnt been sitting in the house these past few days, which is good. i tried to write... and the results were, how to say, SHIT. :P so i'm hopeing this whole sucky writing patch passes. yesyes i hope. cause if i have to write in school... ugh. i hate school. but i wanna go back cause this summer is boring and i just want to get next year over with and get on with my life. no more of this immarute baby high school shit. at least i dont have to worry about dateing. for the time being, that is. hopefully this wonderfull situation will not alter and leave me lonely AND broke in college. but alas, i am but 16 and of corse... 16 year olds can't have structure to their lives! why the fuck would they need to feel purpose upon wakeing in the morning?! how obsured. how obsured the thought of NOT dateing. not haveing to, being happy eaither single or taken... for long periods of time. does it even happen to people our age anymore? the people around me make me nervous! i swear. i start to think, i can't be THAT unlike my stupid-ass slutty peers. (my spelling sucks) in other words... i'm paranoid. i really should shut up. yes. yes i should. x.x ill go now. simply because i dont feel like writing in this anymore cause it dosnt sound like me at all. and when i get to writing weired like this on the computer i get to wondering who it is im putting this front up for, and why... anyway. im going to print this and maybe get some needed sleep. no one i want to talk to is online. i might as well. ttyl... ps- i was in a good mood today!!! i watched when harry met sally again and it made me giddy and all... you know, girly. and i hade a bacon egg and cheese on a cinamon raisin bagel. yumyum. and yesturday i had sushi and then sherri slept over last night. TRANSFORMERS!!!!!!!!!! but poor jerry. stupid michigan, it's mean to my friends. grr. comment

bored [11 Aug 2003|07:10pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | fukin commercials. stupid mmr ] hey im at my mom's... babysitting rebecca. i'm really bored. i should've brought a book to read cause im sitting here listening to the radio and all they play is commercials. i miss writing in corana. i might go back to it. but probably not. it was time for something new, and also all the entries there are private. i may start a new with corana some time. i have had that journal for a long time, maybe two years, though i never write in it. :/ anyway im bored. and im wondering if i am going to keep up with this or if ill update often for a little and then never update it anymore. im gonna go now.... ill prolly update later. :P ps- i need to learn how to sound happy!!! o.O comment

life is like a penis most people dont know it. but most people suck so they usually blow it. -bloodhound gang- [11 Aug 2003|12:45am] [ mood | tired ] "oh, im so tired. i wanna work on this layout but i think i should get some sleep if i can. image ryan's reaction when he returnes home to realize his lonely girlfriend got no sleep cause of him while he was gone... haha. i'm just not used to going to bed without talking to him. almost a year of talking to him every night before bed can be habit-causing. i realized usually the nights i stay up for odd hours are the nights i dont get to talk to him, or when he goes to bed early, like at 9 or something" yeah i was typing that up and rambling on in my site's blog/updates and i realized that it didnt belong there. so here it is here. though i've nothing more to say about it. :) i'm tired... thats just about it. and i miss ryan. and i'm going nuts, i swear it. take my game cube away or you might never hear from me again. haha ttyl, love. comment

some times, life is ironic. other times, it bites you in the ass without trying to be suttle about it. -me- [10 Aug 2003|09:41pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Tool - Schism ] i am so amazingly bored. its sad, it is. ryan left this morning for that apalachia thing. hell be back next saturday. i dunno what im gonna do with myself for the next week. and i have no one to talk to before i go to sleep... i know im all sappy and weired, but i cant sleep good unless i talk to someone(*cough*ryan*cough*) before i try to fall asleep. i dunno. i guess this will be good for us though. i think the main reason we fight so much over petty things is because we're around each other so much. that's a theroy you hear everywhere from alot of different people, but oh well. i think it applies. i think about him too much, another reason this will be good. hopefully. anyway. i've been playing too much super mario sunshine... its getting to my brain. i swear im going crazy. i have almost half the game beaten... in like, 3 days, or two. cause i rented it on friday and only played it for maybe a couple hours. i think i started out today with 21 shines, and i now have 48. i'm such a bum. i wish i had a fucking job to keep me busy but south philly sucks for jobs unless you want to bus tables or work at mc donalds. or bake, maybe. i dont know. i think im gonna print this one out.... so yeah. maybe i should add more. star wars is on. i should watch it. just to do something besides play mario. haha. from now on the subject line shall be a random, off-topic quote. like woah. see? ^^^^ ok i guess i cant add more. i really have nothing to talk about. i sound so cynical when i type... to me at least. :/ hmmm. ok, ttyl, gator. comment

[06 Aug 2003|06:54pm] what about this one? how bad does THIS suck? comment x ....4

[06 Aug 2003|06:44pm] i need a new layout. this sucks. i hate it. comment

ugh [06 Aug 2003|06:43pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | Live - All Over You ] i just got done doing some major cleaning and i feel all... ugh. i wanna take a shower so bad but im so tired. i wanna pass out. so why, you ask, am i online? well, i have an aniversary gift to get and im fucking lost. i wish someone read this so i could get some feedback. yo. eh. ttyl. comment

i'm really bored [05 Aug 2003|10:22pm] no, i mean.... REALLY bored. :/ for some reason, my site isnt working. and i want a paid lj account ><; gr. i have to think about ryan first... our one year is right around to corner and i have no idea what to get him. djldskljhfkjshdfkljshd. ttyl comment

nothing, dude [04 Aug 2003|01:35am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | gorillaz- clint eastwood ] yeah so im bored. what i'll do with this is... type up little entries and when something meaningful comes out. ill print it. cause it makes me feel guilty and incomplete when i have a journal online and i dont have a real copy of it. makes me nervous. you know? i know. ok. so ill go now. ive got nothing to say today. life was boring. im actually thinking of writing something out. just because. ok. ttyl. comment

har har [04 Aug 2003|01:13am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | live- all over you ] like my icon? i knew you would. comment

[26 Jul 2003|03:23pm] ok so i dont know why im posting in here..... hm. comment x ....1

:P [02 Jul 2002|10:44pm] [ mood | bored ] today was soooo boreing. >_< i started my communtiy service. i sat areound the library the whole time. what the hell. i would have rather been busy as hell. jghrijlhgk o well. ima bring a book tomorrow. lol. im gunna bring a book to the library. lol. well, i got 4 and a half hours in so thats good. omg im doin this all for nuthin too. lol. they had myt record from last year. haha. so i wonder if they have my 30 hours from last year? it would be nice. cuz im only doin about 50 this summer so over the school year ill only have to do ten. that can be popped into a wekk, two hours a day. ^______^ it's all so tedious, but i get school credits for it. so yay. ya know. i miss corana. or maybe i dont. maybe i feel liberated in this new skin??? *ahem*syke*cough* but all entries in that journal are FRIENDS ONLY. hehe. so if i have anything (secret) to say. ima go there. yay. :P im bored. anyway site-wise..... new layout. not up yet tho... its not gunna be up soon eaither. oh well bye byes kait comment

rnlgihrlkh [01 Jul 2002|02:45pm] today i guess i'll send in a few applications for hosting.... i dunno though. i might want to try to make a better layout first. this one is kinda ify.... comment

hey [01 Jul 2002|02:08pm] yoooooo this is my blog for my website now. i know it's a livejournal. i like livejournal. i dont really care if it seems ghetto. :P kays, ttyl. /KaiT\ comment

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