That metalic taste you get after putting a coin in your mouth

Ive been wandering through school which reminds me of a cloud of fog.

My car should be repaired around wednesday.

I feel so out of it without having someone to hold on to and love.
Maybe I am not real and you are only in my mind. I have picked up
bad habbits. I feel cold and yet on fire. My breath is like fire
and ice at the same time.

I need to clone a lover.

Im good at destroying barriers that should have been left alone. I
think the best mentall image of me doing this is an elephant gone
mad because it escaped the zoo and is being chased. In the process
it knocks over and destroys whats in its path of fleeing terror.

Have a pill it will make it better.

I wonder what I have become, Two years now on medications, I can now
look at my body and see self inflicted scars from two years ago, it
was so different then, I dont know if I like where I am now. Im better
from most standpoints.

Its like you are sitting behind a sheet of Lexan Plexiglass, the clear
plastic sheets. The world is there but you dont have to worry or care.
alothough sometimes you do and hate yourself for it and cant stop it.
I dont feel right, nor left, more so north then south but overall just
wrong.

Perople talk alot about stuff. I think ive come to a point where I under-
stand why they talk about that stuff yet think they are talking about it
without any clue of what its liek

Im very tired

I dream constantly in my sleep now, its anoying at times.

Im going to go sleep or try, im having diffaculty with alot of things lately.

Lets blame them....