to surrender dreams or be too sane is madness (![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} _purpleglitter_) wrote,@ 2008-02-28 04:13:00 |
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back in phoenix
for at least a month now
my birthday is in 12 days and I will be 32....the backwards of 23...more spookiness
everyone in the past year seems to have been planning their own parties...i haven't done that for myself in a while because we always end up off skiing or in vegas...i want to do something so i don't end up miserable like i did at the Wynn hotel and casino steakhouse like i did last year. luckily after the restaurant experience i "had a wonderful experience on ecstasy" (thanks beastie boys) and all was well that ended well...but i could have done without the steakhouse lapse into deep depression
there were so many goals i wanted to meet by 32 that just haven't happened, so rather than lament my incompleteness, i want to celebrate my future
but i have no idea what or how...my friends have pretty much whittled done to a select 5 or 6 in the state of arizona that almost never have matching schedules, my birthday is on a monday (march 10)...so i am thinking something really silly like mini-golf or bowling on the saturday night before, then maybe followed by dancing and drinking...i really need to dance. i haven't been to a club since armin van buuren at myst and i think that was in october
what do thirty-something year olds do for their birthdays anyhow?spacekadette (well she isn't quite 30) had a fun poker tournament game night thing...Tanya did roller skating (31st bday), tara (not quite thirty) did a tempe marketplace gathering at some restaurant...i guess i want a mixture of mini-golf and dancing, but how will i muster up such an event in such short notice
anyone interested in helping me get out of my slump and celebrating the beginning of the rest of my life? and if you were to attend a birthday party what kinds of activities would make you more inclined to go than others? a house party or an outward location party? and anyone free the night of the 8th?
last time i tried to plan my own thing, not very many people showed up...so i guess rather than risk that and feel like crap...i'd like to go all out and get lots of people to show up...hell we could even start at my house then move on to other places, or just stay at my house...i really don't even know if it is worth it, because honestly i do feel like that since i have been such a hermit crab, no one respects me anymore...but who knows maybe friendships are resilient and maybe i am not a bad person after all
i don't sleep much anymore and mind you this post is coming at 4 in the morning when i am usually in my most pensive hour, but i want to have some fun damn it!
for at least a month now
my birthday is in 12 days and I will be 32....the backwards of 23...more spookiness
everyone in the past year seems to have been planning their own parties...i haven't done that for myself in a while because we always end up off skiing or in vegas...i want to do something so i don't end up miserable like i did at the Wynn hotel and casino steakhouse like i did last year. luckily after the restaurant experience i "had a wonderful experience on ecstasy" (thanks beastie boys) and all was well that ended well...but i could have done without the steakhouse lapse into deep depression
there were so many goals i wanted to meet by 32 that just haven't happened, so rather than lament my incompleteness, i want to celebrate my future
but i have no idea what or how...my friends have pretty much whittled done to a select 5 or 6 in the state of arizona that almost never have matching schedules, my birthday is on a monday (march 10)...so i am thinking something really silly like mini-golf or bowling on the saturday night before, then maybe followed by dancing and drinking...i really need to dance. i haven't been to a club since armin van buuren at myst and i think that was in october
what do thirty-something year olds do for their birthdays anyhow?
spacekadette (well she isn't quite 30) had a fun poker tournament game night thing...Tanya did roller skating (31st bday), tara (not quite thirty) did a tempe marketplace gathering at some restaurant...i guess i want a mixture of mini-golf and dancing, but how will i muster up such an event in such short noticeanyone interested in helping me get out of my slump and celebrating the beginning of the rest of my life? and if you were to attend a birthday party what kinds of activities would make you more inclined to go than others? a house party or an outward location party? and anyone free the night of the 8th?
last time i tried to plan my own thing, not very many people showed up...so i guess rather than risk that and feel like crap...i'd like to go all out and get lots of people to show up...hell we could even start at my house then move on to other places, or just stay at my house...i really don't even know if it is worth it, because honestly i do feel like that since i have been such a hermit crab, no one respects me anymore...but who knows maybe friendships are resilient and maybe i am not a bad person after all
i don't sleep much anymore and mind you this post is coming at 4 in the morning when i am usually in my most pensive hour, but i want to have some fun damn it!
