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[Nov. 27th, 2005|08:50 pm]
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yesterday my mom and i went shoppin for a little while..it went by so slow cause i wanted to see john so bad! so we finally got to the airport and i waited for like..20 minutes or so? before they came out..i gave kaitlyn, christine and ann their presents and stuff and then we headed home and he unpacked a little then joel had a "date" and we went to the movies..my mom john and i went to see rent but ended up goin to just friends instead because we didnt wanna sit through a musical..at least not last night..just friends was really good..it was hilarious..we went home and john and i stayed up til like 3:30 talkin and stuff..it was pretty fun..this mornin my mom wanted to go out for a little while so we went with her and then walked down to this icecream/coffee shop/deli thing..we met the guy that owns it at the career fair..the icecream was sooo good and it looks sooo cool in there..i wanna go back and like..actually try food..then we went to the grocery and came home my mom made dinner and stuff and i duno what my moms problem is but she decided to run around with one of my thongs on her head saying she was a wrestler..it wasnt funny at all..john said he didnt think it was funny but i dont even know how to feel about him right now..i love him but he called his mom and apparently hes going to isreal for christmas..im like in shock..it just pissed me off..he just got back and hes already got plans to leave again..my mom said before she feels like we're just a hotel or somethin..like hes just here to sleep and eat or somethin..i duno..i cant eventalk to him right now..im just..completely in shock |
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[Nov. 25th, 2005|10:20 pm]
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yeaa so i never came back and finished tuesday..uhh iduno not much to say anyways..wednesday umm i finished my project in beadwork..we're makin these pretty sweet loom things..i got my history test back..not one of my best buttt i still have an a so its all good and um we didnt take the biology test because she was sick..i think this break is doin me good though..i really needed..thanksgiving was good..we actually all got along for the most part..the food was great..i woke up today to a like..5 inches of snow..it kinda sucks but what can i do right? i shoveled the driveway and was gonna do the old ladies across the street but she wasnt home and i dont know her too well soo i didnt want her to be like HEY THATS MY SNOW DONT TOUCH IT! or osmethin caussse i duno some people are like that..its crazy though..its november! its not supposed to snow yet..my mom and me were gona go shoppin cause sales=happiness but she didnt wanna drive in the snow so we're supposedly goin tomorrow but i duno how thats gona work cause she goin somewhere til 11 tomorrow mornin and we're gettin john at 4ish so that only leaves like..3 hours..kinda sucks but theres always after christmas sales too i suppose..i think john bein gone for a while probly does us some good but i still cant help but miss him like crazy..i made ann this cute christmas tree necklace, kaitlyn christmas earrings, and christine this cute candy cane bracelet..i thought itd be a nice gesture or somethin..i dont think ann likes me very much butttt i duno i dont know her too well so i probly shouldnt say anything..john said christine did really well but didnt make it to the top 5..im really glad hes comin back tomorrow..after the last time he left im like..traumatized cause im afraid he wont be back for a couple months..i cant help it..hes the best thing thats happened to me in a long time and i just love him..i dont wanna lose him..not anytime soon at least
i really wanna come to memphis for christmas..my dad said he would be willing to drive down but my mom claims she just cant take the 2 or 3 extra days off work which isnt true at all but whatever..i wanna ask for a ticket for christmas but theres so much more to it..i dont know where id stay or how id see everybody i wanted to see or how i would get around or anything..and if i went i would want john to come too and i duno how my mom would feel about that..he keeps sayin he wants to go and i wanna show him so mcuh stuff..i mean..theres 14 years of rachel history there..i mostly wanna show him my house and the school and that stuff..its all i ever knew an i want him to seee where i grew up..i cant help sittin here cryin about it..i miss it so much..more than i could ever explain and im not gona deny it..i have lost touch with the people i said i wouldnt..there are only about 3 people i talk to on a regular basis and regular meaning maybe once a week or so..i dont even know. |
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[Nov. 22nd, 2005|06:06 pm]
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i think i got upset because it was the weekend and i wasnt around people at all and i jus sat by myself but i was fine once i got to school and stuff..i took a math and spanish quiz and the history test..i duno how well i did on history buttt i can hope and amanda wore like..the exact same thing as me..the orange american eagle striped shirt and i wore a dark denim skirt and she wore this like navy blue skirt..and then she like..got mad at me cause i said somethin
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[Nov. 20th, 2005|10:38 pm]
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i feel so pathetic saying this but its true..when john isnt around im just plain lonely..i really truly dont consider anyone ive met here a friend except for him and i need that.. i need to be able to call somebody and just talk..i need to have somebody to go shopping with..i feel so lonely when he isnt here i cant even begin to describe it because hes the only one i have to talk to and do anything with..i think ive been somewhere with people other than my family and john like..literally 3 times the entire time ive lived here and compared to like..3 times a week even if it was jus getttin fast food or a quick trip to the mall it made a different..i took it for granted..i dont think a lot of people really truly know how it feels to be lonely but i think this is about as close as i can get if im not already there..this is thhe worst feeling ive ever had..its like i have an empty space in me..somethings missing |
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[Nov. 19th, 2005|09:08 pm]
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hmm this mornin we went to the mall and nathan joel and my dad saw harry potter..i got my nails done and my mom got a flu shot..i got some cute underwear? yeaa thats about it..we went to davannis and then went to pick up the christmas tree cause my mom didnt want a live one this year..we got home around 6 and thennn talked to john for like 5 minutes and i started to make mrs jodis christmas tree..its gona be the same as the one i made for my final project..i think im gona make ann one too and im makin kaitlyn earrings but i jus found out christines ears arent peirced soo i duno what im gona make her..i dont like bein alone downstairs all night..im so used to havin john here now its like..everythings different |
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[Nov. 19th, 2005|08:43 am]
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mk i havent updated in like..500 years but ill try and remember some stuff..umm i think like a week after homecomin we were gona go with joel to enigma and i totally left the house with two different shoes on..they didnt even look the same..it was the funniest thing ever and umm the next week i was one of the finalist at the enigma halloween party..i was the coolest cow there and thenn umm i duno schools been goin pretty well..we got our report cards..and i had an a- in history so i went in there and asked if i could get it up to a flat a with some extra credit and he like flipped out on me and was like RACHEL YOU HAVE ALL A'S AND YOU'RE WORRIED ABOUT AN A-! and i was like umm..yea? i almost cried cause that was just not a good day anyways and umm we saw the music man at school a couple weekends ago..it was pretty good..tim was in it. i wish i had been updating but i cant go back and do it now i guess..its just that like..when i dont do it its always in the back of my mind anyways and when i do often its like..if i dont do it for a while i just get mad at myself..i duno how to explain it but it makes kinda crazy..my dad and i are actually getting along for once..he hasnt been drinking at all..nada..i think that has a major role in it..im glad thoguh..i like bein able to talk to him and stuff..ever since my birthday my mom has been pickin on me about like..everything..i dont even get a hi when she gets home..its just why are you wearng that or why didnt you clean that..i duno..i love her but sometimes it just makes me wanna cry because i mean..why does she have to take stuff out on me..its dumb..umm joe doesnt sit with us at lunch anymore because amanda told him he was stupid cause he didnt know what alfredo sauce was and they got in a fight and im kinda stuck in the middle cause i still hang out with both of em..we went to the career fair tuesday night for the extra credit and we ended up jus stayin after school and john just found out he needed to have a jacket for the trip and so alexis drove him up to kohls for a quick fix..it looks nice though and it fits like..perfect..we took him to kaitlyn and christines grandparents house thursday night cause thats where they were..they left yesterday mornin for california..i think they got to dallas around 11:30 and flew into orange county about 1:30..i was really worried about the flight for some reason..i just didnthave a good feeling about it so im glad he got there ok..the pageant is sunday night i think and theyre goin to disney and all that jazz..they come back next saturday..its like im used to havin him around..it isnt a normal relationship since we're livin in the same house soo like..when he goes somewhere its alot more than just oh i just wont see him..cause i see him everyday 24/7 i duno..im fine so far but im thinkin thursday when we dont have school its gona get to me...i made earrings in beadwork after we got done with these little banner things..they were cool..i did mine like a monogram..my earrings were the coolest..the top was like..purply and the dangly part was clearish tan..i like em but im afraid theyre gona fall apart..i made my mom some back ones cause she wanted some but ihave to get the hardware still so she can wear em..and i think im gona make kaitlyn and christine some for when they get back..and mrs jodis birthday tomorrow and i made this christmas tree thing for my final project..its kinda an ornament and i think im gona make her one..my mom could take it to her monday or somethin..like 3 weeks ago nathan, john, my mom, and i went to the heinzes house and raked leaves for em..it was pretty fun..theyre really nice people..and she baked us this really really yummy apple crisp..the apples were some special kind..ahh they were SO good..i got a card from libby a couple weeks ago..it seriously just lit up my day..i felt awful and i was really missing memphis and i kept seein all this stuff about memphis andi was like ok i really need to get down there and then that card made my day..loooove you libbs..halloween was pretty fun..it was so dang cold but still fun..it was manjari, nathan, john, and me and joel for part of the time.it was pretty fun..i know im kinda skippin around but theres no way i can remember this stuff if im tryin to..ill come up with some more stuff later..i think we're goin to the mall today..i really wanna get tips on again soo i think i will..and i need to find jeans desperastely..i was gona get these ones from american eagle but i think they were the same ones i already have..and i was gona get some silver ones from buckle or bke cause i like the way they fit theyre just too long but they have a taylor so that might be an option..i duno..ive looked everywhere and i told myself im not gona buy em unless theyre as close to perfect as im gona get..i found some at gap that fit absolutely perfectly..length and everything and i bought em cause they were on sale but theyre this funky color so i duno if i really like em all that much..johns gona try and sell em on the brazillian ebay..i thought it was pretty funnny..but heeey i paid 20 and ill get 50 or 60 for em so im not complainin! i havent babysatt in a while..its been like...3 or 4 weeks i have the money but i like the steady income..thats another thing..im afraid toget a job because i dont want it to interfere with babysitting cause i think in the end i might make more babysittin..if i do i dont wanna lose that..it snowed the other day..wednesday i think? most of its melted now but it still hasnt gone over 40 i dont think..im not ready for winter! i dont want it to snow..it was fun at first last year but i tired of it now..its just annoying..it irks me as mrs aldy would say..gosh i had the weirdest dream..it was so real..i was in memphis with john and everything looked like it did here and i couldnt find my house and then i finallly did and there was furnitire it in..ugly furniture for that matter but like..nobody was livin in it..it was weird and then i went to the saa and i was about to see people and i woke up..it was soo real..thats what started the whole memphis thing..i duno..maybe ill come for like..spring break or somethin even though we dont have the same one..if i come i wanna come to school anyways sooo..maybe! i really need to put some new pictures up on myspace..i duno..ill update tonight or tomorrow mornin or somethin? probly |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2005|09:32 pm]
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it was homecoming week..pretty fun..monday was pajama day and we had family fued..it was johns first day and surprisingly the registration and all went really quick soo thats good..tuesday was tacky day andddd wednesday was what year are you living in thursday was sarcasm and signature..i made john and i shirts..they were prettty nifty if i do say so myself and thenn friday was spirit day and thenn we went to the game..it was pretty fun..we had to take korri michelle and amanda home and considering korri and michelle dont really like me and i dont really care for them too much myself im not sure how i got stuck doin that but yaaa know..o well and then we took amanda home and she lives waaaay out in the middle of nowhere..by nathans friend kyle and then saturday we went to this really cool apple orchard and picked some apples and then drove to stillwater and ate at the dock cafe and walked around the little festival that was there..it was really fun and then we headed back and nathan john and i were gona go to enigma and we walked in and looked and it didnt look like it was gona be very exciting sooo we were gona go to a movie and there werent any playin and we went and looked in the windows at the homecoming dance before people got there and it was so pathetic..the decorations were fish..they had about 8 fish and a big octopus and some crepe paper..they couldve done A LOT better..i really wasnt too worried about not goin..we'll go next year or somethin..no big deal..then we went to the grocery and stuff then jus came home and then today my mom wanted to go to the mall and get her haircut and stuff and so she dropped john and i at the library so we could actually get some homework done and thennit wasnt open yet so we went to target and went back and then about 12:30 carrie called john and wanted him to go to some bbq tonight but he didnt want to so she wanted to pick us up and takeus to lunch and soo thats what we ended up doin..jocelyn is soo adorable..shes talkin up a storm..shes so cute! and carrie has like..a boyfriend? friend boy..i duno whatever..and then she took us back to the library and my mom came and got us there and then we went home and went on a bike ride and then up to walmart and stuff and thenn joels skateboard totally fell in the sewer soo john and i run out there and he lifted up the grate and my dad got the hockey sticks and i grabbed it when he lifted it up..and joels isttin there like cryin his eyes out cause they were like $50 trucks..that wouldve sucked so much if he couldnt get it buttt he did so its all good and john finsihed unpacking and i made sloppy joes..they were yummy and then umm i duno what else we did..it was a good week..im glad hes back..hopefully this week wont suck cause im sooo tired |
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[Sep. 26th, 2005|12:09 am]
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yesterday i went and returned the shoes i got for my birthday and used that money to get two other pair..theyre really cute..these steve madden slip ons and then some really cute tennis shoes..this mornin john called at like 6:45 to tell me he was in atlanta and thenn my mom woke me up around 8 and we cleaned up and stuff and got ready and went to the airport and the thing said he wasnt gona get there til 11:47 so we were gona wait at baggage claim for a while then go up there and meet him when he came out but his flight came in early and we didnt even know he came down and soo then we all ran over there and we got his luggage and stuff..i was so excited..it just feels so good for him to be back..we went and got some lunch and then jus came home so he could unpack a little and stuff and he brought sooo much chocolate..its crazy..he got me a really cute white tank top and umm a necklace and some other stuff..it was crazy..he didnt need to do that..i was just happy he was back..we got ready and then my mom took us to the hgih school for the movie..it was pretty fun..we werent on the football feild cause it was wet but it was still fun..joe and alexis were there and thenn we got back and went upstairs to get some soup and he gave me a hug and started tellin me about this brasillian tradition that is kinda like a promise ring but its like when you get married you have a gold ring and the commitment ring is silver..he got this rock out of his pocket and it was like..a box and he had two silver rings in there..theyre engraved..mine says his name and his says mine..i cried..it made me so happy..he is the most amazing guy..i dont even had a word good enough for him..im so so so glad hes here..my mom is goin with him at 10:30 tomorrow to get him re enrolled and all that..hopefully his schedule wont change from the original..cause i want math with him..and if it does get changed i hope we have at least lunch or osmethin..i didnt get a chance to do my english this weekend so i have to get up really early and do it anddd i have to re take a spanish quiz in the mornin but im not goin in early so hopefully the bus will be on time..it shouldnt even take 5 minutes soo hopefully ill get it done..ahhhh im soo happy hes back.. |
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[Sep. 22nd, 2005|09:12 pm]
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this mornin we had advisor but i left like 5 minutes in to go take my road test and so my mom came and got me and there was nobody in line so we werent there long and the test was pretty easy..i hit a couple cones but apparently it wasnt a big deal cause i still passed..i got taco bell and went back to school thennn in history this girl was so freakin rude..she was layin on her desk or somethin and mr gregus asked her to situp and work on the assignment and she said she jus didnt feel like it and he said well ill call your parents and we can all talk about it together and she said fine you wanna dial or am i? and i was like omg..i mean..you dont talk to teachers..or any adults like that for that matter and so she was like oh ill jus give you the number its faster and so she gave him half o fit and then was like are you crazy im not given you the number and she walked out..i was like umm..you cant do that then after school umm i duno what i did but when my parents got home i had to go to the grocery with my mom and i mean..before i even got in the car she was already naggin..i cant stand that..she never says anything positive about anyting i do..ughh she really know how to make a really good day crappy..my bubble was busted |
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[Sep. 21st, 2005|09:27 pm]
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we played kickball in gym and then im like..2 minutes from finishin my whirligig..it looks really cool and then jerome at lunch with us today so..we havent been ditched..at least not yet soo thats cool cause hes really nice and we got some stuff from the bake sale and then in history mr gregus wasnt there and mr randolph the student teacher didnt really know what he was doin and so he spent the entire class checkin to see if we did our homework soo i finished tonights assignment..all the classes were shortened cause we had an assembly at 2 to introduce all the homecoming candidates and stuff..it was pretty fun but no big deal and then my mom called about 6 and said to get ready cause she wanted me to go and practice parallel parking and stuff and she picked at me from the minute i got in the car until like..now? i mean..she always brings up the negative things and never tells me anything positive..i never get any praise from her and thats who i need it from most..its annoying and she doesnt get it..she does the same thing to nathan and joel..i duno if she doesnt realize it or what but i cant stand it and i mean..she goes in my room and shes in there for a couple minutes and i asked what she needed and she kinda flipped out and took it the wrong way and decided that i assumed she was snooping and i didnt really..i jus wanted to know what the heck she was doin in my room..and it is MY room so i kinda have the right to know..i duno..it bugs me but i cant say anything to her cause she takes everything so freakin personally..i take my road test tomorrow..im kinda nervous but then..not really..im worried about the 90 degree back in more than anything else..thats gona kill me..and i really want john to get back soon..i jus havent been myself lately cause ive been thinkin about it..im really worried hes jus like..not gona come back at all even though everybody is sayin he is and wants to and all that crap..im startin to doubt it more and more..and hes missin so much school..i duno what hes gona do..i really miss him |
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[Sep. 20th, 2005|09:04 pm]
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yesterday um we played soccer in gym..it was fun and we got our student id's at lunch..mine is sooo awful..im gona retake my pictures..theyre soo awful and i hate them thenn we started a project in biology..this mornin we ran in gym..right when my legs werent so sore anymore we run again..it wasnt too bad but i jus hate that its so wet and before we went out there in the locker room this girl was like yeaa i love run/walk days cause i can jus smoke and she whips out a cigarette..i was like what the hell..it was scary then in beadwork i only have 2 rows left on my whirligig! wooo it looks pretty cool and then jerome ditched us at lunch probly cause amanda flirts with him like the entire time but whatever and i took map tests during spanish but a lot of people did so hopefully she wont make us take the final quiz since we missed this one but i duno andd we finished our projects in biology..hopefully we dont have to present them or anything then i got home and pigged out cause i didnt eat breakfast cause i knew we were runnin and all i had for lunch was a granola bar soo i was starving and thennn i forgot my math notebook so i didnt have the assignment so i guess ill have to do it in the mornin which isnt good at all but i cant really do anything about it now..i got some underwear at ae when i went shoppin with sarah and of course my mom asked me what i bought so she looked through my stuff and she was like oh whyd you buy those and i was like umm cause theyre cute and...on sale! and she was all suspicious and tonight shes like oh have you worn those underwear yet and i said no and she was like oh so youre saving them for an occasion! i was like what the heck no! so just because i buy new underwear she automatically assumes im havin sex..anybody else find that weird? |
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[Sep. 18th, 2005|09:22 pm]
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this mornin i had my alarm set for 8 because i was born at 8:01 and john called at like 7:59 or somethin..it made me happy soo i got up and showered and stuff and when my mom got home i opened presents and my parents got me diamond earrings cause they wanted to give me somethin i could keep and i was afraid i would lose a ring or somethin and gave me money and i picked out some shoes last night so those were from nathan and joel and my grama sent me a check..john called again about 9 and my mom got kinda mad at me but i dont wanna relive it sooo then nobody wanted to go to lunch and so we're jus gona do it next weekend cause john will supposedly be here and so my mom and i went to the mall of america and i got 4 pairs of shoes caussse they were on sale and they were cute and i wanted them and its my birthday so nah! and then we had to come home cause my dad had to go to work at 4 and i talked to john for a little while then sarah called to wish me a happy birthday and we talked for a little while then my mom made the most awesome dinner..it was sooooo yummy..fried okra, cornbread, carrots, potatoes, cabbage, pinto beans anddd i think that was it cause we had to save room for birthday cake! soo i did some homework and stuff and i better have my spanish right cause i freakin called brazil to finish it..my dad got home around 8 and we had cake and icecream..my dad bought trick candles..i was blowin em out for like..5 minutes it was great then it was soo yummy and umm i duno..hopefully tomorrow wont be too boring..i dont think im gona have a party cause i dont think john is gona get here in time for valley fair and i duno what else i would wanna do and i duno..i jus dont feel like it..i jus wantjohn to get back..i really wish he had been here |
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[Sep. 17th, 2005|09:43 pm]
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yesterday umm not much happend..i talked to jerome on the way back from lunch..hes reaaally nice! thenn sarah rode my bus to the jr high and wanted to go somewhere last night and my mom was takin nathan to bens house anyways so she picked her up and we went to the mall..i got some really cute underwear! lol and i was gona get some jeans but i decided i didnt like em too much thenn we dropped her off and went home and john told me last night that there was a good chance he could leave tonight and get here tomorrow..sunday.. and so i got really excited cause i thought he was gona be here on my birthday and then i found out today that everything was set up except for the ticket and for some reason he couldnt get one for tonight and now he cant get one til next friday? iduno i dont get why he couldnt come during the week..i duno..its like i dont even wannaknow when hes comin..it should jus be a surprise cuase none of the plans are comin through..this mronin we went to get my dad somethin for his back and look for a bead kit for my final project and then we dropped him off at home and went to get nathan and we went to this place called emma krumbies and it was soooooooo good..soo so so good and then we walked around the apple orchard and stuff out there..it was really fun..we're gona go back soon and then we went home and then my mom and i went to sears to return the vaccuum cause it would like suck stuff up but it spit it back out sooo we jus kinda got a new one and then came home and then i had to drive my dad up to get a lottery ticket cause..he wanted one and i went and got a phone card and practiced parallel parking and the 90 degree back in so i wont like..fail my test thursday..i hate that im not excited about my birthday..its supposed to be exciting..16 is big..and it feels like just another day..i wanna be excited!!! i think we're jus gona like..go to lunch or osmethin |
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[Sep. 15th, 2005|09:03 pm]
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this mornin it was reeeally cold and of course we went outside for gym and my shoes were still wet from yesterday and we ran today..yuck..it was wet and i duno what im gona do for the rest of the year..i guess jus not eat breeakfast on those days cause i though i was gona spew cherrios everywhere..i felt like crap til about 3rd hour..im done with the first row of beads on my whirligig..its lookin pretty dang cool..im goin to get my final project this weekend..im gona get a kit somewhere thenn at lunch the french dude was sittin outside the cafeteria..i think he thought he couldnt go in without a lunch account or somethin soo amanda and i went out there and asked if he wanted to sit with us and so he came in there and amanda is THE biggest flirt..she was like oh yea i loove france..its my favorite country!..it was so funny..then she was like umm no i wasnt! and these stupid russian kids who were sittin at the table beside us like..threw their tray off the table or somethin and it had ranch dressing on it and it got all over jeromes backpack..i felt so bad..he was like do you think they did it on purpose? i was like aww..so we got him some napkins and stuff and then in spanish i think i did pretty well on the quiz...maybe not as well as i think but..hopefully i at least got a B then in biology we got to color and nobody heard the bell til like..5 seconds after it rang so everybody was like throwin colored pencils everywhere tryin to get out thenn jerome apparently rides my bus to the jr high..i got home and was starrrrving cause i didnt eat at lunch cause i kinda forgot to cause i was tryin to do my history homework cause..i kinda forgot to soo we ordered a pizza and then my dad got home and apparently he threw his back out again which..isnt good i guess so i had to drive to get my mom cause he took a buncha pain medication and then drank..its so stupid i was like what the hell is your problem soo i got scared he was gona do what he did last time so i wanted nathan to go with me but of course he was bein stubborn and was like just get joel to go! i was like gee thanks a lot so joel went and he didnt really say much on the way there but then my mom got in the car and i drove home cause..my road test is next week and i need as much practice as i can get and he is so stupid..hes like a little 10 year old tryin to show off to his friends..the only reason he yelled on the way home was cause my mom was in the car tellin him not to..it was dumb buttt then my mom joel and i went to walmart so i could get a phone card and stuff and i dropped my mom off at the door and i saw gleb..he was jus standin in the middle of the road..i was like mmmk..whatever then i got home and finished some tarea andd i have a geometry quiz tomorrow that im soo not gona do well on cause i dont think we've even learned half the stuff on the review..maybe i did an extra page or somethin..i duno but im kinda worried about it..john doesnt know when he'll be here yet but hopefully before sunday..its gona suck if hes not here on my birthday..im gona be like..completely alone |
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[Sep. 14th, 2005|09:29 pm]
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this mornin i went in early and when i got there we saw this dude runnin across the parkin lot..i duno if he was late or what but we got up to the door and i was like..still in the car but he was holdin it for me..it was really nice..unless he was like some freaky stalker then..it wasnt nice but he seemed nice nad normal so its all good..then we went outside for gym and my shoes got soaked again..im gona have to wash em this weekend AGAIN cause theyre gona like smell and its gona be nasty and that is why i hate first hour gym but umm then in beadwork my whirligig is lookin really coool! and um at lunch amanda wanted the french guy to sit with us tomorrow incase he didnt have somebody to sit with or somethin and she wouldnt go talkto him and i wouldve but she wouldve told john i liked him or somethin so i didnt cause..i jus know she wouldve and so he thought we were both nuts cause we kept walkin over there then back to joe cause she was actin like a little 6th grader with a crush on OMG A 7TH GRADER! it was dumb..i talked to sarah this mornin and shes movin..i duno to where..like southern minnesota i think is what she said..i duno then uhh i had a ton of homework and soo i got it done and my mom got home and she found out today that she can get a death certificate to fax to john or the embassy or whoever and get it done so he can come back and soo i called and he sounded really excited about it and so did his mom so it made me really happy to get it done and over with..that means he should be back like..this weekend..hopefully by sunday cause thats my birthday and id just be sad if he wasnt annd i duno..im jus glad this week is almost over..i duno why but ive been really tired |
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[Sep. 13th, 2005|08:57 pm]
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yesterday umm not much happend..there was a really cute french exchange student or osmethin in my english class shadowing somebody..thenn not much else..i went with my mom to home depot to get somethin for joel and then drove to walmart cause i needed a phone card and i turned the wrong way so like halfway through the turn i jus turned around and got to the curb and had to back up and there was nooooobdy comin but my mom flipped out anyways and basically told me i was going to fail my road test which by the way is in 9 days! wooo im gona pass cause..if i dont i like..wont wanna drive anymore soo then we went home and i couldnt get a hold of john and i fell asleep waitin to call again and woke up at like 3 and was gona call but then i realized it was 5 in the mornin there soo..i figured id jus call today ..this mornin our bus driver was like..hittin every other curb and stoppin so hard we all flew foward.. i think she was still asleep or somethin but then we finally get on 169 and about 5 minutes later when we got near canteburry we jus stopped and this truck tryin to get in the right lane justa ran us off the road...his mirror was like..half a foot away from the windows..then he started yellin and throwin his hands everywhere and crap and it was really dumb but then we find out what the traffic jam was all about..there were 2 cars in the grass on the side of the road..both of them had flipped over and one of them was bein cut open..there were body bags..it was the scariest thing ive seen since drivers ed..it was awful..i was freakin out..i wonder who it was..then in the median there were like 3 cars i think that rearended eachother..it was really bad..thennn we finally got to school and i didnt have my math book last night so i was gona do it when i got there but we got there like 10 minutes later than normal soooo that didnt work out too well..i went in sat in the locker room til i had to change..i got most of it done and then he didnt even grade it today..hes doin it tomorrow..i guess it worked out buttt then in beadwork i got all my stuff on the wire..it looks pretty cool..im soo takin a picture of it..then after school alex martinek was on my bus! i havent talked to him in a while..hopefully we'll cross paths in the hall a lot...hes pretty dang cool and the french dude rode my bus too..jus to the jr high though buttt then i got home and i tried to call john around like 5ish and still couldnt get a hold of him and i got kinda worried then i finally got an email from him and hes alive and kickin soo..thats good know..all theyre waitin on is carrie to fax the death ceritficate..who knows when thatll be...hopefully this week..then the gilmore girls premier was tonight! it was sadddd i cant wait til next week though! then i wanted to mkae sure karl did his spanish homework for once cause..he always jus uses mine and of course he didnt - his excuse:
aTasteofTN: did you do your spanish homework tonight mister?
ADrkydtkrl4: one page
ADrkydtkrl4: im getting the other page tomorrow from u
ADrkydtkrl4: lol
aTasteofTN: and how can you be so sure about that lol
ADrkydtkrl4: cause u love me
ADrkydtkrl4: lol
hmm one of these days hes gona do it i guess..maybe? i duno but i wanna go to bed soon so i need to try and get john again i suppose andd i have 113 in geometry..how? i have no idea considering we've only had like..3 homework assignments and 1 quiz..maybe he jus screwed it up or maybe i did some extra credit i didnt know about? musta done it in my sleep |
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[Sep. 11th, 2005|09:30 pm]
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i got up early this mornin to clean my room cause my mom wanted me to since johns supposedly comin back soon sooo i did and we cleaned like..all day but i can assure you it wont stay clean buttt then i made my dads bday cake and stuff and it was yummyyyy then we cleaned some more and then my dad came home and we had cake and icecream and stuff and umm yea..i think i figured out what im gona do for my birthday..either this saturday or the next depending on when john gets here we're gona go to valleyfair..john, me, alexis k, alexis c, april, and karl? i duno yet cause it needs to be an even number so people dont ride alone cause thhat jus sucks but ive gotta figure that out soon cause if its this weekend i need to do it all by wednesday..hopefully john'll be back by then |
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[Sep. 10th, 2005|10:09 pm]
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hmm thursday i have no idea what i did..yesterday umm nothin too exciting at school but then after school around like 4:45 kristin called and wanted me to babysitt so i was over there until like 6ish and then we went like flyin out the door as soon as my mom got home and we dropped nathan at the community center for the enigma back to school dance or somethin thenn my mom took me to alexis's and i got bombarded with silly string then we were sittin on the truck and alyssa her sister sprays this little kid riding her bike with silly string..it was soo funny but it was sad thennn april got lost so we had to go stand on the corner so she would see us and the little girl and a couple other little kids came up there and soo alyssa ended up gettin sprayed by the little girl so she would be quiet and we went back to her house and april finally got there and we ate and stuffff then went inside for a little while then went and walked around the neighborhood for a little while..it was really fun then we went back and watched a movie and my mom came at like 10:15 or somethin so she wouldnt have to make another trip at 11 or somethin so we came home and then this mornin i got up at like 7 and my mom dropped me at jodi's to babysitt max and they got a dog..shes so sweet..and reeeeeally pretty..max was pretty good..then i borrowed some bead magazines from her for beadwork for my final project or whatever soo i guess ill look through em tomorrow then we went to lunch and at this place downtown hopkins..it was ok..it was like a wanna be panera but good then we went to get joel at 3rd lair and he was hungry and i was drivin soo i went through my first drive through..big milestone haha..woooo then we went to southdale and i got some really cute earrings and then we went and got my dad and went home and i jus sat around for a while then i realized my birthday is next weekend and i duno what im gona do..i wanna have some kinda party i guess but i duno what to do..any suggestions? hopefully ill figure somethin out tomorrow..johns supposed to be here monday at the earliest so probly like..wednesday or thursday..hopefully..it all depends on when carrie sends him the death certificate cause he cant leave the country without consent of both parents or somethin and they need proof they wayne passed away..duno why cause i duno the details but..she supposedly is takin care of it..i feel selfish even thinkin it but i know im gona be really upset if hes not here on my birthday cause i really want him to be..its important to me..i duno..i need to get my room clean and all that tomorrow incase he does come monday or tuesday..today is most definitely CAITLINS BIRTHDAY!! happy birthday you sexy breadstick, you! |
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[Sep. 7th, 2005|07:24 pm]
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yesterday was ok..nothin too exciting at school..i went in early and got my locker shelf in and stuff.. i am so stressed out right now that my hair is actually coming out..im freakin out and then today really didnt help...thenn umm i told my mom a couple days ago that i wanted to make a doctors appointment cause i duno whats wrong but when i try and take a deep breathe it hurts like all the way to my back..i got worried and wanted to get a check up and last night i find out she made an appointment with an obgyn..what the hell..i need like..a lung doctor or somethin...not an obgyn..im not pregnant and i have no period problems or anything like that..ugggggh all i wanted was a normal doctor..thennn i ask her to help me figure out what i should wear for picture day and she like wouldnt help me..she wanted me to wear a dress..i might as well stick a big bow in my hair too..i was like yeaa right..i mean..i just wouldnt wear a dress to school and then she had no suggestions what so ever and sooo i was gona wear this pink shirt andd then i went to bed but i couldnt sleep..john went to some huge party and didnt get home til really late..i think i was just worried and then this mornin i got up at like 5 so i could finish homework and figure out what i was gona wear and i wanted to curl my hair and soo i was gona wear the pink shirt but then at the last minute i changed and wore my green sparkley sweater even though i wore it friday..i doubt anybody noticed but whatever theennn in gym we stayed inside since it was rainin thankGod cause i didnt want my hair to get frizzy before my picture and then in beadwork im so confused..i duno how many of each little mesh things to cut or anything and i asked mrs wingeart twice and still dont have an answer so ill ask somebody tomorrow i guess then we had a sub in history which sucks cause mr gregus is like..my favorite teacher..hes sooooo awesome..i think i have him next semester too..thats awesome and uhh in spanish we finally got to take pictures and soo i got that done despite karl standin behind me tellin me to smile and all that..i think im gona take em again on retake day or whatever cause i dont think im gona like em butttt then karl and i wondered around for a little while cause apparently he hates our spanish class but we went back after like..15 or 20 minutes and thenn in biology we did a lab and then i got home and everything was fine and then around 4 the phone rang and nathan answered and it was the police..so he freaked out and came and got me to talk to them and they found joel in the woods burnin stuff..i dont wanna rant about it right now cause i already did twice and i dont feel like it but if you know me at all you know what i have to say about it..but im not gona get into it right now..sooo i got kinda bored and decided to curl my hair again cause the curl kinda fell out and i was curlin a piece in the front and i found some hairspray and i sprayed it and it went right in my eye and then i freakin burned my forehead..my eye hurts like hell and i dont think ive felt that stupid in a while..mrs jodi just called and im gona babysitt saturday mornin at 8:30 til 1..so there goes alexis's party..i guess ill go home at like 10 or somethin..i really wish john was here..hopefully he'll be back like..in the next week or so..and i dont have a card and i reallly wanna talk to him right now..this suckkssss..ill rant later about joel..ill have to or i wont be able to go to bed |
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[Sep. 5th, 2005|09:15 pm]
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we jus ran a buncha errands earlier..we went to look for shoes for joel and ended up orderin some fallens but..hes sucha girl..hes worse than me when he shops..buttt then we went to like 3 different office depots to find some mead 5 star spirals and didnt find one..and they didnt have any spiral notebooks period at target..none at all..it was crazy so we tried walmart and sure enough they had em but she jus wanted to run in so i drove around then parked at the door..and i hit a sign..it didnt do anything but i was sooo scared she was gona like..know i did it..through some sixth sense or somethin but..she didnt..it was scary though..it was a no parking sign..so..i guess it was just a sign that i shouldntve done it..then we went to the grocery and stuff then i finished homework and stuff yeaaa.. |
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