It's February already. Where does the time go?
I worked more than usual, last month, at RGM which is cool. I'm anxiously waiting for my return from Miami so I can get a second job again. I feel like I have too much time on my hands sometimes, and extra money is always good. The more I make, the faster I can get back home... Where ever that is.
Gator was here last weekend. Got down on one knee and "proposed". "Ended" our nonexistent "relationship" a few hours before he left. Been texting, and having late night calls as if nothing had happened. Last night, I was pretty straight forward and basically on my knees, which is gross. He decided that we shouldn't talk 'til Wednesday so he can make up his mind...
Today being my first day of clearness, I've decided that I'M done. We were a surprising perfection, but him being "neutral" and unsure means something. He turned something that was just meant to be fun, into something emotionally dangerous. I'm not done because I'm afraid of fighting, I'm done because I paused when he asked if we would still friends if this was the end. Friendship > Romance. Hopefully things will run smoothly when I come to Miami in 3 weeks, seeing as I got him a ticket for Black Lips, and he got me a ticket for Thursday.
I've been working out like a beast again. So happy! I like the changes I'm seeing. Almost done with the transformation. Pretty soon, I'll be able to take it easier, and just maintain. Good riddance!
I feel like I should try to eat healthier, 'cuz it would speed up the process... Blah. Maybe next week.
Connecticut this weekend... Just what I need to mend a broken heart/ego. <3
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