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12:04am 07/01/2008
 
mood: blank
please sign its a petition to the Prime Minister to Widen the definition of 'Hate Crime', to include crimes committed against a person or persons, on the basis of their appearance or subcultural interests.

http://petitions.pm.gov.uk/goth-hatecrimes/
 
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Does anyone have an infest ticket spare...i have have accomodation to share   
01:38pm 16/08/2007
  Need a ticket ...will share acconmodation someone please help. I have my coach up there sorted to just 1 ticket is needed.

Michelle
 
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07:59pm 18/01/2007
 
mood: curious
Have done new hair, sweet. Going to strength through joy tomorro--LAST ONE which is lame but the new synthetic culture nights sounds good so its ok. Damn them for doing the launch at the same time though. Bit harsh.

I'm loving living with steve n craig at the moment lots of drama, fun and games but alas it has to end soon :( i feel a bit rude staying a month n more rent free. But twas not my fault where I was going to move into cancelled on me. It would been sweet as well because it was a house of artists who speak German so i would have been able to improve, big room too. But alas, cant dwell on the past. At least where im hoping to move will be nearer my other friends, bit of change of scenery :) wish me luck. As i boldly go on the hunt....
 
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looking for a spare room in creative house hold   
07:34pm 18/01/2007
  Greetings

I am looking for a place in north london e.g. Islington, Hackney, Finsbury park, Highbury, Tottenham or ideally Stoke Newington or on the 73 bus route. Would like a double room with possibly internet access. I am looking to pay around £300 per month (all inclusive) don't mind living in zone 3. Would love to live with like-minded, creative, party goers.
Bit about me: I am female, 22, smoker, creative n crazy. I do art, welding, life modeling, and volunteering. If interested in wanting to team up to find a place or have a spare room please get in contact.
Thnx,

Michelle
 
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01:21am 24/03/2006
 
mood: tired
U R Angelina Jolie.


A wild child like you needs to be played by someone who's not afraid to live life on the edge, someone who doesn't mind bending the rules a little when necessary, someone like Angelina Jolie. While you may not be the kind of person to tattoo your true love's name on your body, we still think Angelina would perfectly capture your adventurous attitude toward life.

Back in high school, were you the one harassing the substitute teacher and freaking out your folks by driving too fast? Well, even if you weren't climbing out your bedroom window and into a carfull of your pals late at night, you probably had your own ways of pushing the envelope and making adults turn gray before their time.

Like Angelina, you probably still like playing hard, that's the way you can really experience life. Leave the armchairs for other people. You, like your movie star double, prefer an edge that makes you feel alive. Angelina never apologizes for the decisions she's made, probably because they've been right for her regardless of what others say. Sound familiar?

Go to this n get ur star double:

http://web.tickle.com/tests/stardouble/
 
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04:39pm 28/02/2006
 
mood: dead
hmmm well the shithas hit the fan now...

art is not goin so well the person thats supposed to be helpin me keeps offending me at the mo and a cant be assed to deal with it although i really just wanna get on wid this art piece.
i have absolutly NO MOTIVATION at all in fact after this im goin back to bed,
my stomach ...well lets not even go there shall we. and the boy he likes someone else and im gunna tell him we should just be friends although i dont want that but itll be the best for me. i feel like death right now. i hope this feeling ends soon.

i have shit loads to do and no motivation...
 
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07:08pm 21/02/2006
 
mood: calm
sweet as a small chashew nut, im good kinetic piece goin ok, although i cant get the bloody blades to turn roundf in different directions because according to the engineer i wont be able to do it on my budget!!! how crap is that.

but my livejournal has got thin now again which is cool. not sure what to go to this weekend drum and bass night where most of my mates will be??? or strengh through joy which i love the music of but probably no one i know is goin!!! scum.

tis still goin well with this boy somehow, he's taking it very sllllooowly. although very shy he doesnt bore me, or act condesending even though his verbal skill and vocab capacity is far higher than mine, (im more creative thou)hahaha, hes ticklish n gulable, sweet. arh hes so cute, he doesnt have many goth friends and hes surprizingly honest. Dont know how much he likes me...hopefully more over time. rah. sorry u had to read that im literally typing out loud as it were.

If anyone is goin to STJ lettme know.
 
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10:33pm 02/02/2006
 
mood: drowsey
Greetings,

feel v.good today....

Will be coming out on the 4 Febuary at its Paul's and Sam's B day...
:)
bit stoned at the moment which issweet been a lazy bugger this weer uber lazy but fuck it will make up for it next week. Had a crazy weekendlast week ended up in a brothal on lots o drugs that was funny this was straight after strengh through joy which was wicked as usual. Tryed to sleep wid this girl but kept getting intereupted :1


Had a date on tues, mmm went to see a korean horror then went to intreped fox, had a few drinks then went back n watched dark crystal
he's beautiful, quite shy, does physcology....yey lets c if this works haha.
 
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01:04am 12/01/2006
 
mood: anxious
Thank you v.much to people for your posts, they are v.sweet.

would really love to c u all in slimes at some point in the near future i havent seen u lot:
Serah dave paul and viki in aaaaaaaaaaaages.
ooo used real names there.

and to pelicanised and erming i hope to c you soon (Toneys coming down to London march) so we should all meet up if u can get down.

well... other news on health...

I had an endoscopy today which was horrible i was gagging as they shoved this fuckin thing down my throat.
it was quite painful i could feel it probing around in my stomach, well my smoach didnt like that at all and so again i began to throw up and so they had to stick another impliment in my mouth which was the sucky tube, it was a horrible exprience and i started cryin as soon as they pulled the damn thing out, and to make things worse the nurse was like "its all over now, you've been brave now u can eat some busicuits and have some tea... to which i replied.."i cant eat and i cant drink tea" and proceeded with crying.

They did not
find anything in the stomach,
and so the adventure continues...

i have to wait for x rays and need to swallow some stuff which will c if there is anything wrong with my bowls, they did not give me a date for this oppiontment i just have to sit back and wait. Meanwhile not eating will be a slight challenge.

But if David stinkin Blain can do it for 40 days, i'll do it too. the count down is on.
The good thing about this is the problem has got so bad they will have to figure out what it is and fix it, or i never eat again and die, eitherway i wont be in that annoyin middleground of puking every so often which i have been in since November 2004.

i apologies for my sarcasism and hate....but it keeps me going. lol.

anyway, c u all soon hofefully....

-m-
 
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deteriorating slowly   
06:17pm 10/01/2006
 
mood: pessimistic
hey hey,

im worried about this "syndrome" that i have, at the moment i cant keep anything down not even rice, even water im beginning to throw up. its just a matter of time until i stop being able to drink water then i will begin to get tired and slowly waste away. i am very depressed, i really dont want to die, not yet. I cry everyday and vomit every night. my advice to everyone else, appreciate food, become a little healthier, i wish i had so that i could endure this a bit better. but above all work on your self discipline because without it your fuct.

As doctors havent managed to figure this out for the past year and a half i dont think they will figure it out tomorrow, im really scared, it's one of those things i can see happening to myself but cannot prevent.
i hope i have been a kind influence on people's lives. If i get hospitalised i would very much appreciate anyone to visit. Goodbye,

-m-
 
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02:00am 02/12/2005
 
mood: tired
hey hey people does anyone know why my LJ enteries is so WIDE... its really pissing me off how can i get it thin again ...will it have to go on a diet?
 
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06:36pm 11/11/2005
 
mood: sick
i have a man's brain.
 
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02:59pm 26/09/2005
 
mood: sleepy
yo yo MY 21st is coming up its at the 491 gallery on the 1st October come about 9am can all stay at mine after. 491 location: go to leytonstone tube turn right in the underground footpassage and then turn left at the bus terrminal. You cant miss it! theres a sign above it. Please please come down ....those who dont are scum. Michelle
 
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08:00pm 09/08/2005
 
mood: fuct
immense drug taking over weekend ver very tired.
 
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hahhahaaa   
03:05am 26/07/2005
 
mood: curious
Goth
Goth


What Kind of Goth Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

that is a small surprize.
 
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god   
09:39am 13/07/2005
 
mood: stoned
just benn to Germany fucking amazing lots of art galleries and quite a few goth night think it must be 4 in a row. crazy shit. ps when coming back here my friend has just showed me this lil boy form britain's lj When will some goths realise. Modesty is a beatiful thing ---use it.
 
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07:56pm 12/05/2005
  better now but have shit loads of work to looking forward to the egg next fri  
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11:02am 03/05/2005
 
mood: depressed
STILL ILL - i hate my life
 
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02:22pm 29/04/2005
 
mood: chipper
hey hey strengh through joy excellent as usual i will be lat e cos i have work till 9.30 maybe able to get off a lil early. what time is everyone getting down?????????

be really nice to see the reading, egam etc crew again since last time was stupidly brief

cant wait~!
 
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ffffffffuck a monkey butler   
01:07am 26/04/2005
 
mood: tired
hey there bitches

ironically listenin to london after midnight and yes im in london after midnight and it is a scary as he describes.....this is time when all the weirdos are awake....
im really ill..keep chuckin up everything im eating this has happened since friday

my exhibitin went really well lots of people turned up now i just have to work on my ournal

am working on what im goin to wear to torture garden and if i do say so myself its goin to look amazing it part of my art project yay.

---thanks for this link thinlizard




Your Life Path Number Is 1



1





Your Life Path is is characterized by individualist desires, independence, and the need for personal attainment.

The purpose to be fulfilled on this Life Path is that of becoming independent.

This is a two part learning process; first, you must learn to stand on your own two feet and learn not to depend on others. After you are indeed free and independent, you must learn to be a leader.



Many of our generals, corporate leaders, and political leaders are men and women having the Life Path number 1.

You always have the potential for greatness as a leader, and you may fail as a follower.

Many 1's spend most of their lives shaking off their dependent side.

When this happens, there is little time left for enjoying the rewards to be gained through independence.

You may have to overcome an environment in which it is very easy to be dependent - and difficult to be independent.



You have an abundance or creative inspiration - and possess the enthusiasm and drive to accomplish a great deal.

Your drive and potential for action comes directly from the enormous depth of strength you have/

This includes both the physical and inner varieties of strength.

With this strength comes utter determination and the capability to lead.

As a natural leader you have a flair for taking charge of any situation.



Highly original, you may have talents as an inventor or innovator of some sort.

In any work that you choose, your independent attitude can show through.

You have very strong personal needs and desires, and you feel it is always necessary to follow your own convictions.

You are ambitious, and either understand or must learn the need for aggressive action to promote yourself.

Although you may hide the fact for social reasons, you are highly self-centered and demand to have your way in most circumstances.



If you are not fully developed, you may express the negative side of your number.

That means your demeanor may appear very dependent rather than independent.

If this is the case, you are likely to be very dissatisfied with your circumstances and long for self-sufficiency.

On the strong side of this negative curve, the 1 energy can become too self-serving, selfish and egotistical. Over-confidence and impatience are the weak side of your Life Path.


 
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