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[22 Jan 2007|10:47pm] . there will be more of her. 6 comments|post comment

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[22 Jan 2007|10:38pm] today i found out my dog is dying. 4 comments|post comment

[04 Jan 2007|12:14am] and she traced lines around her body lines around every curve & dip (every surface of her soft skin) lines that were visible, tangible so he could take his fingertips and trace what was all of her. 3 comments|post comment

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[03 Jan 2007|11:58pm] ( Don't click here unless you'd like to see silly photos of me & the boyfriendCollapse ) 12 comments|post comment

First kiss of the year. [03 Jan 2007|12:20am] Happy New Year. 1 comment|post comment

[25 Dec 2006|01:57pm] skinny boyfriend. 3 comments|post comment

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[25 Dec 2006|12:51am] this has come quickly. 14 comments|post comment

trying to find a bed to quiet our heads [24 Dec 2006|11:12pm] i spent five days in st. petersburg visiting daniel. i met his family and his best friend, jack. our days were short & the nights were long. jack & i did mushrooms and went to the aquarium. we were quiet & wide-eyed. colors & light struck me constant and overwhelmingly. daniel babysat us & held my hand. it felt like we drove around for hours that day. i remember the sky being so fucking blue. daniel & i spent the late nights and early mornings in his bedroom talking and making love. staring at the ceiling that seemed so high up, i felt i was finally settling into something. it feels odd developing these sorts of feelings again for a different person but good. he cannot keep his hands off of me. it's nice to finally feel appreciated. for some reason, i've felt so depressed and lost today. like there's a hole in my chest & my hands are so heavy. it's all in my head, i know. i'll wake up tomorrow morning and everything will feel okay again. i used to feel this way constantly in high school. since this feeling has been absent for so long, it makes it extra hard to breathe. i keep feeling like i don't know what i'm doing. but, who really knows what the fuck they're doing? everybody cries in the evening wakes up to indifference in the morning walking with the weight of a building wishing we were strong like ants. really though, i'm happy. 3 comments|post comment

hello everyone [07 Dec 2006|02:10am] ( I have a proposition...Collapse ) 20 comments|post comment

[01 Dec 2006|02:28am] Combinations I'm enjoying lately: Against Me! & key lime pie Home alone at night & Billie Holiday Dark red boots & every clothing item i own Driving & hopeful feelings Andrew & white christmas lights Hot-boxing & Bob Dylan Gold & grey 8 comments|post comment

[01 Dec 2006|02:22am] The Compound Ashli post comment

[01 Dec 2006|02:22am] The Compound Beirut 3 comments|post comment

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