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danial e-mail:
remember that day when i was showering and you came into the bathroom and you said that you might have to get in for awhile, even though you hadn't planned to? well, even though we can both recall i was a little bit impatient in wanting to get out and get dressed, it was nice to be wanted.
that night you came home from marshall's 18th a bit early was nice too, because you wanted me, you said you just wanted to be home talking to me on the phone, that was so wonderful, i absolutely treasure that memory.
the morning that i left your house the last time i was there, we were in bed and i pulled away because i was a little bit uncomfortable, but you pulled me back, wrapped your arms around me and said 'come back', and i did because i felt butterflies in my stomach and i felt more comfortable than i ever had before.
if you and i lived in the same area, and we had the money, would you be ready to live with me, on our own? would you be ready to want me all the time?
i can't remember the definitive answer from when i asked you the other night, all i remember is you criticising the hypothetical-ness of it all, however, for us, we need that hypothetical circumstance to establish whether we ARE ready, or if we are not.
i know when i go to a birthday party i ring you 1200 times and often drunkenly tell you how much i want you. if i don't ring you that night, i ring you the next day. i get excited to talk to you, i feel so unusual so..apart...not the apart between you and me but..if i havent talked to you for longer than 24 hours, i feel like i am not together, i'm not in one piece......
i want you near me every second of every day, even when i am with my friends doing the most girly thing like shopping or giggling about boys, i want you to call me, i want to hear your voice.
every few minutes of my day i hope you call.
^ that is my opinion on the matter. i am definately ready. i want to know if you are, too.
i want you right now. i am pretty sure i need you to want me all of the time
i'm still head over heels danial
if you could go back in time, and see the moment that i knew i loved you, that moment in the cinema when i was tracing over your chest with my fingers, if you could feel what i felt then, and compare it to what i feel right now, what i feel all of the time when i think about you, you wouldn't be able to tell the difference. the only only only difference would be the fact that my love seeps from the pores of my skin, dwells within my eyes and cascades out my mouth in a sea of words that hardly ever make sense, these words i use so much and so often - they all end up sounding the same because every single one is crazy from love. i am crazy in love with you, so i get crazy. i get crazy happy, i get crazy sad. you make me crazy and you make me me at the same time. YOU WERE MADE FOR ME. you make me.
i love you so much danial
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