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A few things... [Thursday the 7th, 05.15PM] [ music | Brawl OST ] + 2007 - 2008 has been the fastest transition between years I have ever experienced. + I can't believe it's my final year as a teenager soon. + Adult/Working life sucks. The sooner I get back into education the better. + My brain is a fucking sponge, I need to read more. + There are a number of great films made in the 90's that I missed out on that I really should watch at some point. + I will have had a relationship by the end of the year, I forsee this. + Smash Bros Brawl will rule my life (likely). + I have met a minute percentage of the people I will meet in my lifetime + I hate escalators and everything they stand for, at the same time I love using them. + I'm arrogant yet self-loathing. + I'm attractive yet ugly. + I'm sharp witted yet incredibly slow. + I know myself yet much of myself is unknown. + My Future: I have discovered that above everything I love helping people and I want to make a global difference. The importance of this sentence will grow as I age, however at the moment I will sideline it as I have other things that need focus right now. + This all sounds incredibly...something, I don't know what, but I just felt like writing something down, I've had a lot of thoughts since leaving Totnes. If only I could document them all. And you know, I don't care what anyone has to say to this. I'm just writing it. 7 | Comment?

Fan Fics [Sunday the 26th, 08.00PM] Can anyone tell me? Are FanFics supposed to make you feel angry/jealous/bitter? I don't normally read them but the Billy/Teddy Fic was just annoying. Fuck you Young Avengers, this is the last time I ever look at FanFic... 13 | Comment?

Eyes (drunk) [Saturday the 11th, 01.04AM] If you have big brown eyes. Message me for sex. Comment?

New Hair. [Monday the 6th, 09.30PM] So instead of having a grade 4 shave. It was cut. Fucking short still...I look 14. 3 | Comment?

hair [Monday the 6th, 03.58PM] Shaving my head tonight. I am scared. I'm going to be ugly again. Oh well! 7 | Comment?

Where there's no more room in hell... [Sunday the 29th, 10.30AM] [ mood | dirty ] Went to the Zombie's Ball yesterday, it was pretty damn cool, looked like something out of a film. Got a bit drunk and hadn't taken any pictures before dancing and being in the rain so my make up had fucked up loads before I got back so that explains the crappy pictures. The body paint took so much work to get off...and my ears are still ringing which is worrying. It feels good to be home after being at Warwick uni all week although I did have such an amazingly good week. I still have toothache and I think I probably have gum disease of some sort. Pictures of me after the ball under the cut... ( The dead will walk the Earth... ) Comment?

DDR [Saturday the 14th, 01.24AM] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | Failure - Me ] Went to see the departed today and it was pretty good. Mother didn't much like all the violence, I tried to cover her eyes. I then dragged everyone to the arcades so I could play DDR (show off how unfit I have become). I decided to do soemthing really easy and lame like B4U to warm up, only like 7 foot or maybe even 6...piss easy. Then I was like ahh Dead End my guarentee pass 8 foot, so I started up and about half way through was just too tired to continue. My lungs felt like they were about to explode or something, I was like wtf. So I failed that and played again. Started with Burnin' the Floor, on expert...easy...got an A. Then I was like, fuck you Dead End, gonna nail you so good this time. Then got really near the end and failed. I really have slipped, I used to be able to scrape a pass in Afronova now I can't even beat Dead End? omg I need more practice... 7 | Comment?

God damn wedgie [Tuesday the 10th, 06.37PM] [ mood | frustrated ] Amy and Megan were trying to wedgie me today and backed me into a wall and then pushed me down to the groud. I caught my back on a spike and it ripped my new jumper and my back at the same time. What an annoying day. ( naked back under cut ) 12 | Comment?

Womad [Sunday the 16th, 10.07PM] [ mood | exhausted ] So set off early Thursday morning to catch a train with Louis to Reading. Reading is where the WOMAD festival is. WOMAD = World of Music and Dance. We arrived at about 2:40 and as soon as we got up the first tent there was a heavy downpour. It was very timely and was pretty funny. Also there was this girl from shipwrecked camping next to us, she was amazingly hot.This is her. Isn't she just so damn fucking hot. I never spoke to her cos she was sort of intimidating. Anyway thursday I got drunk and was conned into buying a Wheres Wally hat. Next morning these really cool students from Leeds appeared, Tom and Vicky, they were fucking awesome. Me and Louis saw some really good bands that day, we met up with Polly and watched and band called The Gotan Project until late. I can't remember where we went after that just cos the whole thing is hazy, I was very drunk. Friday I was quite hungover until midday, I went to get some more money from Reading and also went to my brothers, his girlfriend Gill made me some tacos which I ate after having a shower. Yummy yummy tacos. I didn't see very much on Saturday, saw the end of Batucada Sound Machine and slept for a little bit that day. In the evening I saw Ska Cubano who were amazing. I went on some horrible fairground ride which made me feel disgusting for the next hour. I went and lay on the grass in the rain outside club womad, there I met some girls who said I looked lonely so talked to me. One of them who was very quiet was pretty hot, I didn't notice that until I had got up off the grass bank. So I followed her round trying to pull her. It was very hard work, I told her I don't normally work to get with a girl, how arrogant am I!? Anyway got with her in the end, took me two hours which sucked cos I think I missed a good DJ set. Woke up Sunday not wanting to drink at all, met Polly at 12 and we fell asleep together in the Siam tent (a very big tent with lot's of grass/hay) listening to some nice African guitar music. Once I woke up I went to meet my bro by the river, which was nice, saw Shipwrecked girl and she shot me one of the dirtyiest looks I have ever seen. lol, bitch. So went back to the tent with Louis, we decided to take a swim and then after that, we would go out later in the evening to see some funk. We got fucking hammered after swimming, literally one of the most drunk times I have ever been, lol, no hangover. Anyway I couldn't stand in the crowds cos I was so drunk and I missed some very good music, which is irritating. I basically wandered around talking to people/eating until like 2 oclock in which I lost my memory from, except waking up miles away from my own tent. Basically I got back late last night and since when I have been sooo fucking tired, I got 12 hours of sleep last night but am still hardly awake last night, my average sleep at Womad was something like 5 hours. I am pretty lonely right now and I want to see some people, everyone is fucking away. I have realised my life is so much harder without Paul and Mikey, if they weren't my friends I don't know what I would do. It's funny to think that I only really have about one month left with Mikey, what can we do to make it really good? I just don't know....Oh well, he'll be around even though he is at uni...I hope. Mike out ^-^ Comment?

Saturday [Sunday the 25th, 10.00PM] [ mood | cheerful ] What a wonderful day. Even though I had to work for most of the evening it was such a classic day. Right where to start... &hearts So the morning time I just lazed around, didn't have to do gay as lord housework as last weekend my drunkard sister was too hungover to move so I did them all; resulting in her having to do them all this week. Sexcellent. Went into town to get inspiration for my fathers birthday which is a months time, not my idea but I ended up talking to Sam in Oxfam for ages. &hearts The day was so nice that I decided a game of tennis would be good, me and Mikey headed off to the courts where we played like 2 hours of tennis. I played fucking awesome. I lost, but it was so much fun. Decided to head up to work early as I was practically at work anyway, Ben drove me around for a little while in the work van. He's such a randy driver, he basically fucked up the van quite a lot by driving so recklessly but it was so much fun. &hearts Work sucked, it was the second busiest evening on record, I was working till 11:30 while everyone else was at Joe's party. Joe's was apparently shit anyway so it doesn't matter, things turned out much better this way. Ben said there was a student party going on down at The Hexagon, so me Holly Chuffy and Ben went down there. Chuffy was already wrecked cos he's the dirty northern bastard and had already drunk so much. Everyone except Holly had face painting, I looked like someone from Kiss and Chuffy got kicked out so him and Ben left really early. &hearts A few girls and Joel appeared there and we sat around watching the druggies dancing to some awesome music. She was so fucked, me and Joel kept trying to dance with her, but she wouldn't, she wanted to dance with her man who danced really slowly. It was hilarious at the time, you had to be there I guess. Basically fun was had by all then we were booted out at 2. There was a river like 5 minutes down a hill through a forest, we were all up for skinny dipping. We went down there and couldn't find anywhere to get into the river, it was so annoying, the brambles stopped us getting in. We had taken most of our clothes off so it was pretty cold, we stumbled around trying to find somewhere to get into the river, but there wasn't a non-brambley area to get into :( &hearts We all walked back to Totnes after slowly putting our clothes back on, it was a pretty eventful day, I had a great time. It was getting light by the time I got home, I think it was like 4:30. 1 | Comment?

Wolf Creek [Friday the 16th, 11.10PM] [ mood | scared ] No one watch Wolf Creek officially the most disgusting film ever. 5 | Comment?

Why? WHY? [Wednesday the 24th, 10.03PM] [ mood | chipper ] For some reason, when I just watched Big Brother, I was really happy when Mikey got with Grace. I was like YEAH. GOOD GOOD GOOD. Then I realised I wanted to be Mikey. I love the idea of meeting someone new and all that happening. God I am so lame. In other news I found Stats REALLY hard. Probably failed, everyone came out of the hall saying wow that was so easy. I was like *cringe*. Oh well so far we have established I am totally thick and idolise idiots. Oh well. Life goes on. 4 | Comment?

;__; [Wednesday the 24th, 09.23AM] [ mood | cranky ] Ok so I am going to fail S1 today, which just proves I am the crappest at maths out of everyone ever. I did shit in C1, have to re-take that. I may aswell just quit school. Also I feel really ill and I think I am probably have/am getting tonsilitus. I can't do the GCSE parts of the stats and I don't know HOW TO DO ANY OF THE FUCKING QUESTIONS. I downloaded like 4 past papers and the answers just don't make any sense. I think they don't even know what they are doing. Also my teacher leaving half way through didn't help, fucking pregnant whore. I just hope I do ok in Geoagraphy... 2 | Comment?

Shit. [Tuesday the 9th, 08.25AM] [ mood | apathetic ] My last two drama essays have been of such poor quality. We have been asked to write 10 essays each of 1000 words on 5 different subject matters about 2 different plays. My last two for Oh What a Lovely War average about 600 words. On Rhinoceros (other play) I averaged a score of 5/6 which is an A. For OWALW I think I will probably average like a 3/6 which is a C or something shit. Basically, fuck. Comment?

Does anyone else here LOVE monday? [Monday the 8th, 10.47AM] [ mood | Wanting Glasses ] I love moday, I'm home for the day. NO lessons XD On the bad side I have to tidy my room and make somewhere for my second computer to go, ew it's so dusty it like hurts my eyes just to be in here. I am sending off for my provisional licence today also. Wah my room is so dirty! 6 | Comment?

I have heart failure I fucking swear. [Sunday the 7th, 08.25PM] [ mood | cheerful ] My guinea pigs were attacked by a cat today and I cleaned the entire the house. Tigers to win 4eva!!1! 9 | Comment?

That's hot! [Tuesday the 2nd, 10.46PM] [ mood | devious ] [ music | Heaven Run On Oil - Nightmare of You ] I joined The Bothy (school canteen) Committee, that's hot right? Also my magic rating has gone up 50 since last year. Also my parents fucking suck. I need to tidy. Lie in. Win. Ye. s. . 1 | Comment?

blehhh [Saturday the 15th, 06.53AM] [ mood | hungry ] Fucking hell. Somebody make me feel less hungover please...I have 8 hours of work ahead of me...what am I going to do!? Instead of going to the gig as intended last night, me and Paul trekked for an hour in the night and ended up at house full of naked teens, the girls were fucking amazing. They were all dressed as playboy bunnies or just not wearing much at all. I kissed some girl from boarding school, she talked a lot...about daddies credit card or something I wasn't really listening. Anyway, it's not even 7 o'clock and I am on my way home, you all have a good lie in and day now...I wish I didn't have a job. Edit: What the hell was I talking about...I was on my way to work at 7 this morning.....not on my way home... 1 | Comment?

Lame... [Monday the 3rd, 06.11PM] [ mood | GAY!@!1!! ] [ music | Kelly Clarkson - Behind These Hazel Eyes ] After looking so damn promising...Liz has gone really moody and strange. Jess says it won't be worth waiting the time it would take for anything to happen. I think that's her being polite for Liz so doesn't like you. Jess tells me she does, but I cannot be assed to wait around for another girl. I think it might be because she has so much to do, but who knows. In other news today has been a really sunny day, I can't wait for summer, although I really do need to become less pale, as it is my skin like reflects sunlight. Oh I also need a mildly nice body for summer time, having friends like Moloney aka king of the hot bodies doesn't really help. Bah, so much to do and so little time. To top that off loads of people are going away in Easter, maybe I just should to. Ahhh for fucks sake I have too much school work, why the hell am I updating? It's just something to waste time with, I don't wanna do my drama cswk ;_; I am so gonna fail absolutely everything. I suck.. P.S I love Kelly Clarkson 5 | Comment?

Happy Birthday Paul [Wednesday the 29th, 10.25PM] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | Desperate Housewives ] You scored as Nerdy Girl. </td> Nerdy Girl 75% Popular Bitch 56% Athletic Tomboy 25% Slut 25% Preppy Girl 13% Loser 13% Hippy 0% Goth 0% What type of girl are you?!! created with QuizFarm.com Pauls birthday today, went to see "The Ringer" it's the lamest film ever, I knew it would be. But eh I am happy to make him happy by doing boring things. First post of mine in ages, but yeh for those of you who don't know. I like this girl called Liz at school, she's pretty but has lot's of emo friends who I don't really like, also Sol.W likes her so meh...it's all so shrouded. 10 | Comment?

I hate college [Thursday the 9th, 08.22PM] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | District Sleeps Alone - Postal Service ] After 6 months or so of college and not missing more than about 2 lessons, I can safely say that the novelty has worn the fuck off. Everything is just the same and I can barely stand anymore of it, I am sick of this little happy facade of mine, I am miserable and I detest school and most other things at the moment. I want to quit school and do something uplifting and fun, but I know I won't cos I am so fucking lazy. I need to get motivated, but simply can't. I just don't know what to do anymore...*emo* 14 | Comment?

...no... [Wednesday the 8th, 11.19PM] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | WoW ] Today my parents were like we found this modelling job in the paper and we think you should go for it, I was like...erm...no. On a more interesting note, I am lvl 39 on WoW only one more to go before a mount is available. 47 | Comment?

bahaha [Tuesday the 7th, 09.12PM] [ mood | amused ] [ music | WoW ] While playing with an online slogan generator I have stumbled upon some rather funny slogans involving Spring. ( funny funny ) 9 | Comment?

Lola [Monday the 6th, 01.57AM] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Lola ] I am the drunkest, ever. I met a girl called Lola tonight, she was awesome, she had dreads and was so hot. I spent my evening at a year 13's house, some girls sent a stupid text to Mikey pretending to be me. How funny. NOT. So drunk omfg... Comment?

What? [Saturday the 4th, 08.37AM] [ mood | exanimate ] Last night I got very drunk, Katie was ill. So I drowned sorrows, I don't really have that many memories of last night, especially around the time of getting in, I don't really know how I got into bed, or home for that matter.... 4 | Comment?

Stolen from wormlover [Tuesday the 31st, 05.36PM] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Sonic Adventure 2 - City Escape ] After you die... Parallel Universe After death, you will continue to exist as if nothing has ever happened. You will continue to be yourself, but because you are in a parallel universe, some things will be different. You may not have married the same person, you might live in a different spot, but you will be the same person underneath it all and you will continue your life unaware that you ever died. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com Comment?

I think it's time. [Wednesday the 25th, 06.10PM] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Mama Casa Elliot - Make Your Own Kind Of Music ] Yeah I am gonna get my hair cut short, I think. I haven't seen my face with short hair for ages, but it's going to be very different to how I remember it. I really need to change it, I can't bare having long hair that needs some sort of attention much longer, I am so lazy and it never looks nice, so yeah, cut time. Also the play I am in demands that I cry, should be interesting. 4 | Comment?

Ignore last nights post, it was stupid. [Saturday the 21st, 10.22AM] [ mood | awake ] [ music | To The End - My Chemical Romance ] Anyway, I got home pretty early last night and watched a really cool film, it was quit scary. Called "Prince of Darkness" and this woman got all infected and was reaching through this mirror to try and get to the devil, it was odd. And like all these homeless people had been infected by the devil and god it was just really weird. Anywho, I am up early and no one is online so I did this quiz. ( I love evil ) 4 | Comment?

I LOVE being able to get served. [Friday the 20th, 11.40PM] [ mood | cold ] I love being able to get served in pubs. It has brought me a whole new thing for my friday nights. I just go down the pub and meet people that I haven't seen in ages. On wednesday it was my work party and I got really wasted on a school night which was really liberating. Shut up, I am wasted as it is I don't even know what I am saying. I would like to see Spring and Katie this weekend but I don't think it's going to happen I have too much work to do and goddamn her dad being back next weekend. I wouldn't mind going round during the week if you don't mind spring. yeah anyway I am drunk I have just spent my evening down the pub, god it's fun being able to be served, it makes me feel good. so nyah to all of those amercians who can't drink till 21...TJ!!!! haghaga= anyway. My work party was funny, telling loads of 20 year olds that I was 19 and trying it on with them, hahahahah. hahahahahah it's all so funny MIKE OUT! 4 | Comment?

yup [Saturday the 14th, 10.27PM] no one. 0 scene points. you don't go to shows, you are amazingly way cooler than those stupid twats who do. how many scene points do you have? brought to you by Quizilla yeah so i changed what it said, it was all yeah you don't go o shows, you suck, yeah whatever...*changed* 2 | Comment?

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