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Your smile's a conviction in which you're the victim.
Created on 2003-11-11 18:45:23 (#1453854), last updated 2004-08-10
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Basic Info| Name: | turn off the lights |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 12-09 |
| Location: | Laconia, New Hampshire, United States |
| Website: | Blurty |
Bio
I'm a sunset blvd hotel
I'm a 20 Dollar hooker in the back of a car
I'm everything you dream of
and everything you're scared of
I'm everyting you want
and everything you push away with fear.
I'm a hostage-
a little girl tied up infront of a store
a baby left on a bus
I'm the visable personifcation
of perfect scarification
I'm your selfishness and conceitedness
all wrapped into one
I make you, I am in your blood
You dont go anywhere
until I let you go
I am hate, I am envy
I am love, I am bliss
I'm a dance of deception
a dance of temptation
I'm blood red lipstick stained on a napkin
I am half of the picture you painted
Tell me you would sacrafice
the rest of your life,
to have me back the way I was
This is the price,
mother,
this is the price of being me.
I am the moment of greif
your triumph costs.
I stand out, the bars of this
prison behind me
Beautiful, Dangerous
Alive.
--me.
[Randy and I. God, how much I love him.]
You notice me
And take my hand
So why are we
In strangers' land
And love is strong
Why carry on without me
And every time I try to fly I fall
Without my wings I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And every time I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby, oh
I make believe that you are here
Is the only way that I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And every time I try to fly I fall
Without my wings I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And every time I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And the sun smiles on me
Oh, at night I pray
That soon you'll face will fade away
And every time I try to fly I fall
Without my wings I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And every time I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
After all
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barney dog & albert, being completely alone, being in love, big cries, body mod, bondage, burning, cutting, david bowie, dmb, dreaming, franchesca lia-bloch, friends., having empty feelings, homosexuality, jamaica, john mayer, kink, linkin park, masturbation, msi, pain, performing arts, porn, randy, sex, sugarcult, the sun, the used, thirteen, trapt, wuthering heights, yellowcard
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