urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_pinkwater_ savanna savanna 2005-07-21T00:07:09Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_pinkwater_:42181 2005-07-20T22:33:10Z 2005-07-21T00:07:09Z BY THE WAYYY. NEW JOURNAL. ADD IT UP :]<br /> <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/iamsavanna">NEWJOURNAL.</a><br /><br /><br /><br />I AM SO ANAL.<br />holy crap. i feel so out of<br />tune with the world. and i have<br />so much i have to do and want to<br />do and eep. i strive perfection<br />and i take on so many goals that<br />i only end up half-assing them.<br />i wish i knew more about what was<br />going on with the world though.<br />maybe i could understand all the war<br />references in this summer assignment<br />book. and i want to get all a's or<br />mostly a's. i want no c's. and i want<br />to join as many extracurricular activities<br />as possible so i can get some sort of<br />scholarship. and i wish i was musically<br />inclined. and i want to clean out my<br />room really well and rearrange things. and<br />um, be a good cook and learn how to <br />make lots of things. i'm really freaking<br />out about school. i just cant force myself<br />to do anything. this year is the one that<br />matters most, too, and i'm not prepared at <br />all. and i could be reading or cleaning or<br />doing any of the things i want to do, but<br />i'm not. instead i'm typing an entry on<br />livejournal and watching neds declassified.<br />i have so much to do! ahhh. um, i think<br />i just want to be something impressing i guess.<br />i'm seriously freaking out like crazy.<br />finding my life career is going to be the hardest<br />decision ever if i keep this up. i can never<br />do anything. i think i just take on too much.<br />agh. um, i need to exercise too. i'm so out<br />of shape. and i need to learn to drive and i like<br />to predict how everything will turn out but i<br />never can and when i do it drives me crazy.<br />ok, i am just rambling now, but whatever. i need<br />to get a bulletin board in my room so i can set<br />notes and plan out things. eep. :[ i'm lame as crap.<br /><br />maybe um, you all can post your things like that. i dont<br />care if it's anonymous or something. i just want to see<br />where i'm at with things. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_pinkwater_:37441 2005-07-04T03:11:47Z 2005-07-04T03:11:47Z rhymes with pity now.<br />LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE.<br /><br /><br />second update today. i suppose i'll steal this.<br /><br />post anything that you want, & post it anonymously.<br />anything.<br />a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything.<br />be sure to post anonymously & honestly.<br />post twice if you'd like.<br />then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends<br />(or people that you don't even know) have to say. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:_pinkwater_:23871 2005-05-09T00:33:55Z 2005-05-09T00:33:55Z <font size="20">that's right. friends only now.</font><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v226/vanillasugar287/kissykissy.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com">