Kagrra, last night was amazing.
They're so amazing live. And they're so nice and such.
Isshi had this fake-tattoo which was awesome. When he signed my CD I told him how beautiful I thought it was, he smiled, and said thank you.
I shacked all of their hands, and their hands are so tiny!

The concert was really amazing. I didn't have such a good time in awhile. I mean, I loved seeing Miyavi and all, but I enjoy his music less than Kagrra,'s.
I really enjoyed myself.

Bjorn had a talk with nao. Bjorn went outside to smoke a cigarette while Kagrra, were on their break. Nao was leaning outside the window and they had a bit of a talk. There were PR people of Kagrra, outside as well, and B offered them a cigarette. Then they all told nao to go back inside and perform some more. Then they came back onstage.
I was so proud and jealous of B that he got to simply talk with nao.

I also got a guitar-pick from nao. He threw it in the audience behind some girl who hadn't even noticed. No one noticed 'cept for me and this tall guy, but his reaction was too slow so I picked it from the ground and put in my pocket.
The merchandise was really pretty, but I didn't have anough money, so all I bought was the fan and a CD.

What I enjoyed most was seeing cristal and golden_kimono again at the beginning of the concert. I saw them in line while driving by them. So we parked the car and went to stand with them. Then at the end of the concert we all went to stand in line for the signature-session and I got tackled by kuukiichan. XDD
It was really amazing to see my friends again. To spend time with them at concerts. See, I love seeing the bands... but it wouldn't be half as fun if it weren't for my friends. You know? I really missed you, especially Carol who I hadn't seen in over a year. I hope we can make time to meet up more, alright babygirl? I love ya. All three of ya.
And Bjorn of course, but well... duh. XDDD

Here's a pic of last night with golden_kimono, cristal and me. I tried to take a pic of kuukiichan, but it was too dark. *pout*





Oh, and... Kagrra, are so pretty IRL. And Isshi is so elegant and beautiful. Nao is cute and dorky. Shin is sexy. And Akiya is sooooo hot. *drools* Izumi is adorable. He smiled when I stuttered thank you. XD And Shin and Nao grinned when I said 'arigatou' to them. I think they thought it was cute. XD

I drew this awhile ago, I just never posted it. I adore this drawing a lot. It's A5 size, specifically made as cover for my notebook. It took me about 3 hours in total. Included lunchbreak. xDD

I made this yesterday. I actually planned on giving it to Kagrra,, they were my motivation in making this. But because this is my first colored pencil drawing, and I succeeded well... I figured it would suit better in my portfolio. My portfolio mainly excists of portraits, and having something like this in there would be great for a change. So I'll keep it myself. XDDD

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Hoe laat is iedereen bij Kagrra, woensdag?
Ik weet niet hoelaat ik r ben... dus vandaar dat k wil weten hoelaat de rest er is zodat ik er ook rond die tijd kan zijn.
XDD

I'm pondering about what to wear to the Kagrra, concert.

My head still hurts. I feel like shooting my brains out just to be rid of the migraines.
Must be the hormones... almost time for my period.
(>____<)

Meh... migraines.
*pouty face*

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=120293726604

I just bought this. Because merchandise makes me happy. And it was cheap. And I don't have anything of Firefly/Serenity, yet I love it so.

Now I'm happy. And I hope I hear from that person on LJ who's selling all the shiny alice nine.-stuff... 'cos I want that card case and cellphone-strap.
xD

I was with B until today. He's leaving around 11.
My brother is going to Egypt today, staying there for 8 days. I'm going to drop him off with my dad. He's going to pick me up between 11 and 11:30.
Lain bit me yesterday. I have no clue why... she just bit me and it still hurts.
My new cellphone is fucking awesome.
Carmen finally found herself a new place and my grandma is moving out of hers to go to a home where she's cared for 24/7. She's really demented lately, so it's best she doesn't live on her own anymore.
Today B and I are together for half a year. I forgot that until I looked at my calendar and saw it was the 14th. =D

That was an update on my life. Or well... not mine, just the people around me that I care for. I'm hungry and now I'm going to snuggle my honey who just got out of the shower and is standing halfnaked next to me.
(^________________^)Y

Got my new cellphone.
Hihi.

=DDDD

And Bjorn and my dad are talking now, which is cool. I'm so glad my dad likes him. And my mom adores him, also. And he and my brother get along very well, too. I'm so lucky, yay!
=D

http://whedon.info/Sarah-Michelle-Gellar-is-learning.html


ROFL... that's how I learned English. Just watch Buffy with Dutch subs, then I switched to English subs so that I would learn how to write English well.
(^_______________^)

http://www.snafu-comics.com/?strip_id=145

ROFLMAO


Oh, and I got tagged by golden_kimono & kuukiichan
Pick 10 people and give them the "you make my day" award in no particular order. If you're picked, you are charged with picking 10 of your own (unless you've already done it).

I pick:
- poisonkittycat
- bryses
- cristal
- geluidsmeter
- golden_kimono
- kuukiichan
- misao_duo
- myrabel
- she_and_i_were
- terr_e


ETA:
http://www.snafu-comics.com/?strip_id=153
Well, you, obviously.
I love that website XDDD


ETA 2
http://www.snafu-comics.com/?strip_id=196

OMFG, that one's genius XDDDDDDDDDDDDD

http://www.snafu-comics.com/?strip_id=286
ROFL


/spam..

I'm going out now XD

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	8.3
Mind:	9.2
Body:	7.5
Spirit:	8.2
Friends/Family:	4.7
Love:	8.5
Finance:	6.8
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

I take this like, every year... and I keep improving. Yay!
=D

OMG...

Willow? ... and Harth?



I love you, Joss... seriously....

Een fucking mug heeft me op mn ooglit geprikt. Op de een of andere manier is zo'n klote ding het net ingekomen en nu is mn oog dik en doet pijn.

*pout*


Ik haat muggen.

B and I just went to Den Bosch to shop a bit. He got SC IV, which is awesome 'cos now we can game online together. We also got new bathstuff. Bathing salt and oil and body scrub... I love taking baths with him so much. His parents are thinking of buying a twoperson bath so we can enjoy being in bath even more.
His parents are great. Really amazing people. They're funny and sweet and they treat me like I'm their daughter and I can do what I want in this house whenever I want it. This place is really like my 2nd home.
And Bjorn got me a ring which is so purty. He also got my pink fishies. =D
I am so glad he's back... I was bored to hell without him. Only missed him less when I was off with my mom, but even then I felt a little hole in my heart.
He's my love. My one and only.
And shopping with him is fun... he knows exactly what kind of things I like and stuff.

My head hurts... time to eat snacks and things and then when it's dark we're going to take a bath with candelight and those other lightthingies for in bath so that it's like your water is glowing with light.
*rabu*

=DDD

*squeegle*

I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


(^______________^)

Two hours... then I'm with him again.
I am so extremely excited... was a miracle I could sleep at all.

I'm going to get dressed now and pack my backs... then head off to Schiphol to pick up my beloved.
<33333


I really hope nothing's changed xD

http://whedon.info/Buffy-The-Vampire-Slayer-Animated,27473.html
Meh... Sarah should do the voicing of Buffy... it just sounds better. Just like in Chaos Bleeds when they used someone else... it just didn't... have the Buffy flavor that Sarah brings, you know?
Ah well.. I'm just glad that Aly, Nicholas and Anthony are doing the voices of their characters, and hopefully David plays his too.


I'm spamming, aren't I?
XD

http://www.ew.com/ew/gallery/0,,20176618_8,00.html

Yes, and duh... Nathan Fillion rocks.. !
When I saw him on Buffy I didn't like him because Caleb was a mean mean man... then I saw him on Firefly and I learned to love Mal. And recently I'd been watching Two Guys, A girl and a Pizza Place in which he starred... yes I know, that show is OLD. But then I finally saw what an amazing actor he is. He's funny and he makes his characters real. He was also good on Lost, but(sadly) he was only in one episode.
If there's one guy who's a lot older than me who I find attractive, it's him. I want his action figure because Mal is awesome.


http://www.ew.com/ew/gallery/0,,20176618_10,00.html
VERONICA MARS!!!!!!!!!! I miss that show so much. It had amazing plots and great actors who played their characters well. I hope Rob Thomas will create a movie or Season 4, because I was really looking forward to it when I saw that trailer-thingy.

http://www.ew.com/ew/gallery/0,,20176618_26,00.html
Because CBS sucks just as much as Fox. Good shows never make it.. remember Firefly? I'm just glad that they had Buffy on for so long... who knows what would've happened if it came around 2000 just like all the other great shows that have been cancelled.

I'm mad Firefly isn't on the list, though... Firefly was amazing and original. I'm just glad Joss made Serenity. It really would've sucked if they left it with a cliffhanger just like Angel. "Let's go to work..."! After I saw that I stared blankly at the screen for 5 minutes until my DVD had gone back to the menu. Then I told my mom how much I hated Joss and Fox for leaving it open like that... DAMN YOU FOX!!! And now it's an appropriate time to us my fuck Fox icon, innit?
(^___^)




EDIT
http://www.ew.com/ew/gallery/0,,20158993_25,00.html
ROFLMAO, my mom walked out at that point too... of course she had her eyes shut almost the entire movie before deciding she was too grossed out to actually even hear the rest of the movie XD

Cap'n Tightpants...
*snorts*


I love you, Nate...


http://whedon.info/Nathan-Fillion-Dr-Horrible-Web.html

OMG..
I finished it. I just finished it.
After over 100 hours play-time... spread over like a year at least.
The ending was beautiful. The song was beautiful. I almost cried, seriously.
And I miss it already... (but I can always pick up my controller again and finish the last couple of side quests. And after that I can always play it again if I feel like it xD)







Play-time: 110+ hours. Levels: Vaan - 57, Balthier - 56, Fran - 55, Basch - 56, Ashe - 56, Penelo - 56.
All magicks and technicks attained. Clan Rank: Knight of the Round. Points: 1982031.
Hunts done: 32. Sky Pirate's Den: Balthier, Fran, Migelo, Vossler, Basch, Montblanc, Trickster, Gurdy, Chocobo, Vayne, Reks, Ashe, Penelo, Vaan, Mimic? & Crystal.
Completed Licenceboards: Vaan. Espers: Belias, Zalera, Adrammelech, Famfrit, Exodus, Shemhazai, Hashmal & Mateus. Quickenings: all.

This info is just for me because I lovelovelove this game so xD



I do plan on doing all the other side-stuff... but I just wanted to finish the story soooo badly, and I could already face The Undying, so why not you know?
=DD

Carmen and I have twin-shoes. Now we can be like real sisters!
*spazzes*


She bought my extra pair of Ice Cream shoes(or actually... my mom bought them from me and then gave them to Carmen XD) and they suit her very well and now we can go out together and ask strangers if they've seen a girl wearing 'my' shoes. *gigglefit*
I love you baby-girl... thank you for being in my life. You really are like a sister to me. More than my actual sister, even.
<33333

http://finalfantasy-xiii.net/2008/07/23/final-fantasy-versus-xiii-jump-festa-2007-trailer-leaked.html


There's not a game right now that I look more forward to than this one. I am so sure this game is going to rule beyond imagination.
<3
I totally forgive SE now for letting FF XIII get released on XBox 360.. I wasn't really looking forward to XIII anyhow, more to vs which to me seems like a better game. Of course I will totally buy both and play them and enjoy them and quite possibly buy action figures... I just need to create space since my action figure cabinet is kinda full.


ETA:
http://s146.photobucket.com/albums/r277/ryaris/?action=view¤t=FFXIIIVs2.flv
Because finalfantasy-xiii.net isn't working xD

New e-mail address:

gpinkfish@gmail.com
I'll only be using my hotmail for MSN from now on... if you want to contact me for personal matters: mail me on that account.
(^____^)Y

"Life sucks..."
She says that so often...



You shouldn't say something sucks, no matter how much it does. You look at the good sight of it, even if someone you care for died and all good seems to have faded. Try to stay optimistic, don't just give up on every good feeling you could have. Life is worth so much more than that.
Don't make a fool out of me when I say this, I am not a child. You know that. I've lost, hated and cried so much in my days, that I know what it's like to truly... be happy. Treasure everything I have.
Life can suck, but you shouldn't let it destroy hope completely. You know deep down, that what you said wasn't truly true. It wasn't fair. Because... when it's 'so' dark, that you feel there's no escaping it, there is hope, and memories of good things. Remember the good things, and look forward to do many more good things.
Be kind, help others, never let anything destroy hope and optimism. Because, when life is darkest... they're the things keeping you alive.



Thank you for showing me that, Joss. Happy Birthday.

http://thefifthdistrict.com/potter/


ROFLMAO

I'm selling my ANTI FEMINISM photoset, check it out here.

I'm also selling some other stuff which I put on Marktplaats, check them out here.
Let me know if you want to have anything... yes, I'm selling that gazette single.. I never listen to it anyway, 'cos two songs of that single are on Stacked Rubbish and the last song I have as an Mp3
XDDD

OMG, I am so behind with Buffy.
I used to watch one season a month, but I'm still in middle Season 3 while it's already month 5.
Dawny on my calendar keeps on reminding me how much I want to watch Season 5, but I want to finish Season 3 first, follow it like I should, not watch a random season.
So I'll go watch Buffy again now, maybe I can catch up.
XDDD

Who here has a PS3?
I do, my username is pinkfish_ -- Please add me if you have a PS3, then we can talk through Playstation Eye and game together and stuff!
=DDD

Everyone who added me and I didn't add/deleted you, please delete me.

I started with a new fish last night.
Look how cute!!
I'll make more drawing, then scan the whole bunch of it, color them with photoshop, make an animation of it.
(^___^)


The fish I got now is starting to bore me.
LOL

"We love you
Until the furthest star and back"



3 years go by so fast, do they not?
It's scary how it's almost 6 years ago since we met. Things changed so much, I wonder who we both would've been if you never died. Thank you for being the great friend you were in High School, you made it a better place for me there when I had no friends at all.

I'm cookies.
I'm happy.
I'm done baking.
So I'm cookies.
Or a pie.
If he prefers pie over cookies.
Or a pizza...

CORDELIA: We take what we can get, champ, and we do our best with it. I'll be seeing you.

Honesty to no extend and always righteous. I really look up to that woman, even though everyone in high school hated her. She was righteous and honest. True beauty, inside and out.
I love you, Joss Whedon, for this wonderful quote that I live my life by.
That, and "The hardest thing is this life, is to live in it."
And duh, the whole 'Meaning-of-life'-rant by Angel.

The writers of Buffy and Angel really get it, what life is about. Why we fight. Why we never give up. I recommend these shows to anyone that crosses my path, because... it's not just about a blonde who fights demons and other beasties. It'sbout life. Living with your demons, troubles, love. Everything that comes with living. It teaches you to never stop fighting. Never.
And that I why I got my Buffy tattoo. *giggles*

Got back from Cologne last night.
It was so fucking awesome!!!

( This is all I can remember of it... )

The trip was great, the concerts were great, and even though my feet were frozen, lost my sleepingbag, lots of food and my dad's present which was, well, food(I had put it in Kelly's bag, but when she entered the venue they threw it out of her bag, no beverages allowed >_<), it was amazing. Everything was amazing, I got over my moodswings pretty quickly and never stopped doing what I was doing, it was a miracle I had no pain in my knees while standing for 12 hours, I got a little pain yesterday afternoon and this morning when I woke up, but I think that luck was on my side, good karma or whatever, 'cos no pain, no troubles 'cept for losing Kelly at the venue and the train being a bitch, but everything worked out well, and we had fun.
I am sorry for those who couldn't have been there, that especially is towards Carol, but; they'll come back, I know it. I wish it, for you. <3


Pics of things will be posted tomorrow or something, Kelly and I also filmed ourselves while being in the Don and then while on the train, the films will be posted on YouTube soon.

Here's a mysterie for ya, why didn't Sunnydale(it's half an hour away from LA or something) get affected by Jasmine when she was roaming around LA???
Even before she went global people from all over California were worshipping Jasmine, just not little old Sunnyhell, and this was before the power went out there...

Yep... really makes ya wonder, don't it??

OK.
I just started eating but I still have a hard time putting something through my throat even though I'm hungry like whoa.

Anyhow.. here's my story about London:

( Read more... )

( picture time!!!!! )

Just like always
As I turn that corner
I am lost in the waves of people
Melting, disappearing

I lose my way
I even completely lose my words

But just one thing
Remains, remains
your voice

Your smiling faces, your angry faces, everything
Keeps me walking on
The point to where the clouds breal
I'm sure you can see it

You know what I mean?

Even though I live ambiguously
My heart is immature, but
Because of it, look, over there is
The person important to me

If you get lost
I wil be your guide
If you believe in me

I'm positive I know the way
So don't be afraid

The light collects and shoots across the sky
Like it understands you

And then, the road you walk
Shines even more

Forever...

Going from your hair to your voice to your mouth, to yout fingertips

It's just as good now
Aluto - Michi ~to you all~




And WTF LJ? How many times do you plan on sending me the October news??
(O__o)

( more incl the one I promised like a month ago? )

I love the first one, it was a real challange and the way it turned out... ? Makes me go like: "FUCK! Did I just draw that????? (O_o)"

Dashboard Prophets - Ballad for Dead Friends

I still think this one if the best songs ever and I want it to be played at my funeral.
I usually don't think about death at all, and don't get me wrong; I don't wanna die... but this song gets to me so much, always has, and I want other people to feel what I feel when I hear that song.
Not bad, but not good either, but just... like a human.


♥

Usterix's are suicidal.
Don't they know my average party level is 40??
O_o


Here they come walking after me all badass in the Westersand, but I overkill m everytime.
XDDD

Step 1: Post this into your LJ publicly.
Step 2: Others will reply anonymously about what they really think of you.
Step 3: Cry, because this meme is so brutal, and it hurts.

The IP-thingie isn't on, it's not like I ever actually use it, even when someone posts anonymous cos I usually just don't care.
But I'm doing this now for you guys.
Tell me what you think of me.
I dare you.

Didn't get tagged, *sob*, but I'm stealing this from cristal.
>D

[1] - List your top 10 celebrity crushes.
[2] - Put all of them IN ORDER of your lust for them. (1-10, 1 being favorite)
[3] - Say which movie/show/thing it was that hooked you and when that was.
[4] - Supply photos for said people. [if you want to]
[5] - Tag five people!

( cut )
It was a bitch to actually come up with a list, dude.


tagging: kuukiichan