How come it seems like just when you think things can't get any weirder, they do? I mean I talked to Roxie last night, and it turns out she's Randy's little sister. Great, just what I needed, as if things were tense enough for me. Though she seems saner than the other pixies, not what we call of a rational mind, but not completely nuts like most of the pixies here.

Came to realize last night while talking to her that we needed to get organized. I mean I found myself relying on the hope that Joan and Izzy would find us soon. Which is just bizarre, I usually rely only on myself for surviving. I mean help from others is nice when it happens, but i don't count on it. Besides, it took them about a week to locate Eva, and thats because there was someone who saw her get kidnapped according to Izzy. I'm pretty sure no one saw any of us get kidnapped. So who knows how long it could be until they find us, if at all. We don't have that kind of time, I kinda like having my sanity and not going homicidal again.

So been spending most of the day when I wasn't on delievries trying to convince other pixies that we need to find a way to escape. So far, not much luck. I think of all the people I've talked, only Yuff has said he'll help. Rixte didn't say no, she was too busy rushing around and mistaking me for Yuffie to really give me an answer. As for everyone else? Felt like I was back at home trying to convince people violence wasn't the way to solve our problems. "Into one ear and out the other" as Mikka once described it. They didn't seem to get at all there was a problem! What is with them? Can't they see something is wrong?

Of course Roxie mentioned the Hellbeast knew a lot of charms, so maybe their under some kind of spell? Nah, thats just hopeful thinking. They're idiots and insane.

As for Randall? He terrifies me down to my very core. I know he's not Randy, but still, just how he looks scares me. Everytime I see him? It reminds me of the person that hunted me through over half my life, and the person I killed. Its hard to shake those feelings of fear after feeling them for so long. I nearly went into a panic when he asked if I remembered him. Turns out he thought I was Yuffie, but still, freaky as hell.

Also? Heard that the hellbeast was designing nametags for us all. Snuck in to see the prototypes while she was busy giving out assignments. They are hideous, I dread having to wear them, I'd rather be mistaken for Yuffie than wear them. Think I'll kick Vincent for suggesting them at the escape plan meeting.