goddamnit, i hate feeling this needy. i've been missing kisses and staying up all night and videogames and awakening the beast and cuddling and laughing at shitty rap in the car and hanging out naked and viet food and inside jokes and finding out how our bodies work and the way he looks at me and pulling his hair and pinching him with my toes and finding him right next to me when i wake up. and it's driving me crazy. i've got 6 days until it all starts over again and it isn't soon enough! i can only imagine what else i'll be adding to that list once i leave him again.