Demons, secrets, breakfast dates...

Such is life as a Charmed One.

Hey, anyone wanna hang out tonight? Kyle and I don't have plans and after last night, I feel like I've been neglecting the little family, you know? Sorry, Piper. *blush*

Current Mood: blah

Wait...

Kyle doesn't look that much like Cole...

Right?

Current Mood: confused

I make the femme fatale thing look really damn good.

And Kyle makes the PI thing look even better.

Current Mood: hot

Wow, look at all the things you miss when you're busy in more ways than one.

Sorry, guys, but I've been doing research and all that. But tonight, I've decided to hang out with you sister-types. That is, of course, if you want me to. Which you do. You know it. *grins*

Randomly, I do wonder if Morrigan can really get Cole and Prue to be nice to each other. The UST animosity between them is pretty thick, after all.

Current Mood: busy

Two things. For one, I apparently very accident-prone and the only thing saving me from falling down the stairs and causing permanent damage to either me or my surroundings is my lovely guardian. For another, Kyle may be just a little bit cute.

Current Mood: giggly

Missing babies are not good. Panicking sisters aren't, either. And now there's so much to do, what with the baby-finding and the sister-comforting.

That means I should probably go do that instead of just sitting here, huh?

Current Mood: busy

Well.... shit.

Current Mood: annoyed

I must have ate something funny the other night..

I had a wonky dream where Morrigan was a man and Cole was a hot surgeon..


Weird.

No more dinners with names I can't even pronounce anymore!

Current Mood: confused

You know.. next time I revert to my young self..

Could I NOT make out with the nearest person with male genitalia? Kthnx.

Other than that? The Wiccaning went well. See? Good idea! Grams came, and I got to see Mom... I'm just hoping Wyatt doesn't orb anything of Chris' for the next few hours.. because playing find the baby toy is getting a little annoying.

Current Mood: annoyed

Acid. Where is that acid?

I don't want to talk about it. Really.

Current Mood: disturbed

Babies.. Babies.. everywhere.. peeing.. drooling.. and making a fuss...

Oh the joys of being an aunt.

I miss Phoebe..

Current Mood: okay

Babies....

Diapers... everywhere...

I miss.. real men..

Current Mood: confused

Defended Cole a little while ago.. like most things I always come in late.. or just on time..

We're waiting for the verdict..

Oi... ever useless elders...

Current Mood: bored

Today we buried my older sister and best friend. I still can't believe she is dead. I mean, she was supposed to live.. a long, long life and we were going to race around the old folks home in our wheelchairs arguing over all the weird creatures we've met in our journeys and making the staff believe we were absolutely insane.

Amazing how quickly things can change in a blink of an eye. Like showing up at a funeral and eventually learning your part of this amazing legacy and bloodline.. your potential love interest just so happens to be an angel, and meeting someone that you love so much you would give your life for them without a second thought... magically being alive after three or so years...And there is always that quirky hey I'm the mother of your son! moments that we've all come to love.

I'm sure Phoebe is smiling down at us from wherever she is, or wanting to smack us on the head. I'm not quite sure.

Leo remained at Piper's side for a majority of the service, Prue stood to the back... Cole was with Balor to the side avoiding eye contact (not that I blame him), Buffy was also there (via the Paige Line), Darryl was there.. despite us not parting on good terms.. it looked like he got hit by a bus.. Ashley came and paid her respects. Morrigan wasn't there, but that was alright. I suppose it would have been mighty awkward for her.

But I guess it wouldn't be a Halliwell event without something coming to muck it up.. this time in the form of the ever useless Elders. To give us a note that "oh, by the way..you have to vanquish Cole." Excuse me, we just put the love of his life in the ground.. Ugh. The nerve.. Because we refused to vanquish him right then and there we have to do a weird trial thing tomorrow. What he did wasn't right.. but I'm sure if any of them or us were in his shoes they would have done the same. I know Cole and I haven't always gotten along.. but I'm going to do anything I possibly can to help save him.. If not for his own sake, but for Phoebe.

She didn't deserve to die young, but I know she didn't regret a minute of it.

Current Mood: annoyed

//engage firewalll//
There is an argument going on in the attic. Part of me wants to go up there and scream. Everything is just over powering lately.. all this emotion clinging to the air refusing to work its way out..

Sitting here in Phoebe's room remembering.. and missing her.. Wondering about what type of flowers she would like.. I guess.. when it comes to love.. it makes you do crazy things like jumping in front of something that would kill you. I love my sisters that much, but I wonder what its like to love a lover like that. Just lots of wonky thoughts going through my head...

I think.. no wait.. I know... that should I ever have a little girl.. her name will be Phoebe...
//end firewall//

Current Mood: indescribable

//engage firewall against everyone//

She's gone. She won't steal my clothes and magically cut them up into the way she liked to wear them. She won't come home with godawful haircuts. She won't laugh, or cry.. or hug me the way she does when I'm sad. She won't joke and try to steal my brownies for her husband

And she won't be coming back...

and part of me feels like it should have been me..

//end firewall//

Current Mood: broken

I... I...

Think.. I need to be alone for a while...

Current Mood: blank

Soooo...

I'm alive. I'm very pro-being-alive. Cole worked some mojo that ended up with us all being not so dead, yes even Prue. Granted, its a hey-i-never-really-knew-you-existed-prue and not the Prue I know.. well she is and isn't.. all at the same time.. wow, this all makes my head hurt..throbbing pain in the brain-al area. XD

Anyway, evil beware.. we're not the power of four and some junk.

Current Mood: cheerful

Girl time was a good time, then spent time with my credit card.

Nothing says lovin' like several new outfits in my closet and a microwavable pizza in the oven.

Current Mood: cheerful

Girls night! Girls night!

I missed the all female no male fun time.

Current Mood: amused