enjoy it while you can

_p0ncho0496 @ 2005-11-18T15:06:00

2005-11-18T20:07:22Z

Fuck this on-line shit
this is the last time
you'll here from me

Stronger

2005-11-15T23:13:57Z

If you try to imagine,
Feeling nothing at all
The world is another place.
Understanding
A tragedy
is hard to explain-
but I won't let it slip away

So now it's official

2005-11-06T02:32:03Z

Already I’m so lonesome
I could die
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you’ll wait for me
Hold me like you’ll never let me go

I'm coming back next semester

what can I say...
I just can't stay away.

_p0ncho0496 @ 2005-04-14T20:38:00

2005-04-15T00:40:54Z

so the senior picnic was awsome.. but i cant figure out how to post the pics so i wont have those for your viewing pleasures

grad nite in a week cant freakin wait

mandi wray i love you

_p0ncho0496 @ 2005-04-08T07:04:00

2005-04-08T11:05:09Z

my weakness is that i care to much

what a night

2005-04-02T04:25:20Z

sex on the beach is amazing
and i'm not talking about
the drink

_p0ncho0496 @ 2005-03-27T00:05:00

2005-03-27T05:10:40Z

why do girls think that guys show eachother their penis's??

whats a friend anyway?

2005-01-12T04:10:27Z

How sad when this is what your life has been reduced to
a single room appartment containing no more than a matress
How sad when the strings have been removed from the blinds
and all the outlets have been painted over and the television screen is shriked with blood
and smirred from your knuckles as you were trying to punch it out but you underestimated its strength or maybe you just werent trying hard enough
startled by a knock at the door you arise for the first time in two days to answer but you can only greet the vistor with one short statement-"Hello my first name is distance and i really dont care if i ever wake up again"

07/09/04 a date to remember

2005-01-09T17:14:12Z

6 months and counting
i love you so much

beach tomorrow cant wait

i miss it

2005-01-04T19:56:39Z

1/2 days the rest of the week then monday off.. cool
i officially have met mrs. stout and i have to say i do not like her much

2005=we graduate
it wierd to think that highschool is almost over..
i dont want in to end, but in a way i can't wait

how can you respect someone that doesnt respect themself?

happy birthday jesus

2004-12-25T23:15:56Z

merry christmas everyone..i love you all
right now the families down from chicago.. always have fun w/ the cousins
woke up had christmas w/ my dad and ate, then went to my moms for christmas
i hope you all have a wonderful christmas and dont eat to much!!

mandiwrayiloveyou

its not excuse but

2004-12-18T15:32:01Z

winter break is finally here
i hate christmas in florida...i'm sorry but christmas isnt really christmas without snow.. its just another day. oh just because its like 80 degrees out and humid doesnt mean that santa isnt coming. christmas was so much better when you believed in santa!!!

why does it bother me so much..seriously why do i let one thing/person ruin my night for me?? now that i think about it thats ridiculous..why couldnt i just suck it up............alright i gotta take a shower and i'll write more later

mandi wray i love you

2004-12-11T05:19:18Z

lately i'm not seeing the point of school.. i've been skipping class alot lately(not a good thing).

until now i forgot how much i hate being sick, and the meds the doctor gave me make me tired and grumpy, so i've been mean to my friends and mandi lately.. so sorry everyone i still love you

mandi you are wonderful..thanks for taking care of me while i'm sick..i love you so much!

did you really think i'd forget the 9th?!

we aren't leaving til they kick us out.

2004-11-29T21:42:24Z

hello fellow journal land occupants

so lets see thanksgiving at mom's then left for winter heaven w/ my dad that night. 2nd thanksgiving on friday w/ gramma.

friday night was crunk...i never knew i could have that much fun w/ my dad lol
saturday was crunk too, took a trip out to PI and chilled w/ the PI boys.. then came back to the cape and chilled w/ facinda and ba.. saw mandi bree and dayna for a few minutes.

i cant wait til christmas break, everyone's coming down...plus instead of going to chicago, some of my friends are coming down here..i can't freaking wait.

_p0ncho0496 @ 2004-11-25T12:05:00

2004-11-25T17:21:43Z

i love thanks giving...
all you do is:
eat
sleep
watch some football
eat
sleep

what a glorious day!

lets just clear some things up

2004-11-21T16:38:52Z

i love calling someone and then ending up not talking to them at all but instead get bitched at by a bunch of people telling me to fuck off and to go there so they can beat my ass and all this shit....yea that was awsome....oh and even better than that i love getting blamed for shit that i dont even know about, thats the best part about highschool all the drama that happens because of "all the he said she said bull shit" seriously i wouldnt waste my time driving to north ft. myers to duck tape a car and then throw shit on it...i have better things to do....but i know there are gonna be those of you that think that i did do that well thats cool think what you want i guess thats why god gave everyone there own opinions..

well thats enough of that shit...yesturday was fuckin sweet i mean a bbq from 12-12..and then denny's at 1230..it was fuckin sweet everyone did there part to make that shit happen...

time flies may's almost here..

and when it's all said and done

2004-11-14T14:44:50Z

this use to be my favorite song in like 6th grade lol

I would swallow my pride
I would choke on the rhines
But the lack there of would leave me empty inside
I would swallow my doubt turn it inside out find nothing but faith in nothing
Want to put my tender heart in a blender
Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion
Rendezvous then I’m through with you

thats enough of that you get the point

you just dont get it

is it fun for you to cut me down to nothing

2004-11-11T04:20:41Z

so i take it you like this?
does it make you feel good?
why do to thrive off putting others down?
does it make you feel like you're better than everyone?
seriously what's in it for you?

i wish we knew when our time was up, it would make things so much easier.
if you knew when that precious thing known as life would suddenly end would that change the way you chose to live your life?

no one will ever take your place

2004-11-06T20:26:01Z

wow school yesturday--some kid wanted to fight me 1st period lol second period this girl went physco on me and was freaking out all period, seriously if looks could kill i'd b 6ft under, but the teacher of course blamed it on me...after school hit up extreme rage w/ brandon, josh and dawson and then checked out the fields. we beat riverdale alot to alittle.

i thought it already hit me...but leaving your house today is when i realized what happened.
i'll never stop loving you

"dont do anything that you dont want to"

2004-10-30T16:20:47Z

haha 7th period yesturday was hilarious...tom aka wing chung is awsome lmao

its funny to look back and see how things were freshman year...you've changed so much..i guess we all have but damn i would have never realized that it would end up like this....but i guess in a way its kinda funny that we all come into highschool as freshman and the people that you were close to in middle school slowly fade and you make new friends and new best friends...it sucks to think that all of that is going to happen again in a few months when we start college..then all we'll be left w/ is memories

is this the begining

2004-10-24T20:49:34Z

So homecoming last night was awsome
the dance was alot more fun than i
thought it would be...everyone was
shakin there thang on the dance
floor...before and after was fun
didnt get to hang out w/ everyone
i wanted to but it was a fuckin
crunk ass last home coming

i know you need this but i hope you
realize what you need and dont give up
what you have.

of the end

we gonna start this thing off right

2004-10-20T01:51:09Z

"i sleeping in my uniform tonight cuz i wanna win tomorrow!!" lol

Homecoming week is fuckin sweet....its wierd to think that this is the last home coming week for seniors...school's going by so fast only 3 more quarters left...lets make the best of them

tomorrow is gonna be so awsome...you all better be at the powderpuff game

only a few more days til the dance and i still dont know what i'm wearing lol i gotta do that some time..if you have any suggestions let me know

"i swear to god you throw one more piece of ice i'll fucking beat your ass"
these words were spoken by a great man in the heat of a battle

well now its your turn so do yo thang

_p0ncho0496 @ 2004-10-15T00:52:00

2004-10-15T04:55:16Z

home coming week coming up thats gonna be hott shit...cant fuckin wait..not really looking forward to the dance, but that week is gonna be tight...

i dont have any plans yet for before or after, so let me know whats goin down

_p0ncho0496 @ 2004-10-09T11:51:00

2004-10-09T16:00:31Z

3 months woo hoo

i love you

excuse me while i fall apart

2004-10-02T20:31:04Z

hmm havent updated in awhile...alot has happened, good and bad. but who wants to hear about all that.

yesturday our pep rally was sweet...everyone threw me up and i did a little crowd surfing it was so much fun...spires couldnt keep up so he got kicked out lol
last night game was alright. we won 27 to 13..i think

went up to the north game at 1/2 time w/ bobby, hung out w/ some red necks..i felt really out of place lol...mandi was a jerk and didnt throw me a football, but i got one from mandi johnson so that good

i<3mw