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12th-Oct-2008 12:33 am - Daily Tweets

  • 19:32 I haven't talked on the phone for that long since I was a teenager! One hour and 15 mins. #

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11th-Oct-2008 11:21 pm - my apartment!



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ya boi.
i hate being sick, it ruined my saturday night.
but whatever i guess because here i am listening to bloc party with a pint of sam adams octoberfest. so what can i say?
11th-Oct-2008 05:10 pm - http://www.okcupid.com/politics
Follow the link. I found my results rather interesting:

You are a

Social Moderate
(55% permissive)

and an...

Economic Liberal
(25% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Democrat

   
 

   
 


Link: The Politics Test on OkCupid.com: Free Online Dating
Also : The OkCupid Dating Persona Test

11th-Oct-2008 12:27 am - Daily Tweets

  • 18:13 Why do I do this to myself?! Stop complaining douchebag #

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10th-Oct-2008 10:10 pm - Unreal city, you have killed me
yesterday, i went to pittsburgh.
I saw mike, and Okkervil river, and then mike and and Okkervil river together.
it was a wonderful two days.
I got to fall asleep in his arms after an amazing show, and wake up in them as well.
I won't see him until December now.





I heard Cuts by The Kinks on your speakers )
9th-Oct-2008 12:12 am - Las vegas
Was a BLAST!!! There's nothing quite like hot women, obsessive gambling and perpetual drinking to get your motor running.

Although I have decided that craps is just that, crap. Its a fun game, and they say your odds are some of the best in the casino, but someone apparently didn't tell my dealers. Most of the money I lost came from that game, but its a good thing that I am good at blackjack and pwned the dealers there. All in all I lost money, but had a great time in the process, so I call it a win.

I don't get why everyone says that las vegas is so much better than atlantic city. I mean yeah if you want to watch shows and go for the prestige, sure LV is better, but if you're just looking to gamble and get free drinks in the process, then AC works just as well! (Note: if you are a wuss and play slots the whole time than las vegas is better, every casino I went to was giving away a car at slot machines, the prizes are way better)

Okay well that's enough for now. Seeya!
6th-Oct-2008 11:09 pm
there is so much going on in my house right now.
i need a new car insurance policy because of my mother.
she blew my cover with going to Ohio to escape her own faults of alcoholism..which i guess is normal for an addict.

...and to top it off i caught her lying to some man on the other end of the phone..telling this stranger that my father is hitting her. My father was laying in bed sleeping.

i just don't know..all i can think about is how im going to handle school, living here, and working fulltime all at once come january.

i've said it plenty of times, but i really cannot live here any longer.
6th-Oct-2008 03:07 am - i am happy
over all i am happy and content.
i love my apartment,
i love ann arbor,
i love the people here,
i love my new lap top,
i just love it here.


I love the fact that I can easily just go to the blind pig and see a sweet electronica show. drink a pint of sam adams octoberfest, and relax with my boyfriend and friends. Its just fantastic. especially because its a sunday night and it felt like friday. (thats the way it should be.)



I love going to university of michigan co-ops, and smoking down with people i hardly know but feel as though I've always known them. i love walking down the streets of ann arbor at 4am just adoring the architecture.


i love the fact that i get to see jayme again in a few weeks. seriously didn't realize how much stronger our friendship became over a week visit in summer. love it. and her.


but...
lets just say, i'm fucking happy. because my life is interesting again.
2nd-Oct-2008 01:00 am - October 17th
Oct. 17th will be the date of my next show @ the court tavern.

I'm working on a monotone collection of various things.
2nd-Oct-2008 12:16 am - Daily Tweets

  • 23:12 Lmao I just read someone refer to sarah palin as bible spice!! #

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1st-Oct-2008 10:54 pm
i'm giving you one last chance.
2nd-Oct-2008 02:01 am - Are you bored?
Because I am, perpetually!

And also a little drunk. Now, not perpetually.

Let's have a conversation.

Text me!

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30th-Sep-2008 12:49 pm - NOTE(S) TO SELF
-BUY PENDULUM TICKETS
-BUY MORE HOUSE HOLD NECESSITIES
-BUY MORE FURNITURE
-PAY OFF TUITION
-FIND SOME GOOD REGS
-PURCHASE ADDERALL
-STOP FUCKING UP ON EASY CLASSES
-ACTUALLY COMMIT TIME TO STUDYING/HOMEWORK
-TIME MANAGE BETTER
-PAINT APARTMENT WALLS
-STRAIGHTEN UP
-BUY SOME MORE SAM ADAMS
-THROW AWAY THAT BOX WINE
-GET A BETTER MEMORY (do they have herbs for that?)
-LEARN TO COOK
-THROW A FANCY COCKTAIL PARTY
-BUY MORE CONCERT TICKETS
-BUY NEW OUTFITS
-BUY NEW FLATS
-WTF@THIS LIST BEING MOSTLY MATERIALISTIC ITEMS.



i mostly just need better time management.
everything else on this list is irrelevant.
but i feel it is the only way to feel good about things.
and did you know that scott is the most wonderful man?
yeah i know.
i want to be on another planet.
30th-Sep-2008 12:19 am - Daily Tweets
  • 20:24 Ah, less than jake. 'Nuff said. #
  • 20:25 2006 was a great year for the Engrish. #
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28th-Sep-2008 02:56 pm - i sound like a broken mp3.
i'm terrified that he's the only person to have legitimately put me in a good mood in about a month.